Chapter 376: What is a Heart Demon?

Before leaving, Fang Xu called Shi Lei aside and gave a few words, but in fact, he didn't say anything else, just asked him to pass the news to Xu Xiaodong, and asked Xu Xiaodong to call the 'friend' in the number, and take care of the three buddies more, they are all out of the mix, and it is not easy.

If you want to blame, you can only blame them for offending anyone, and you have to offend the people around Fang Xu.

Of course, Fang Xu would not say these words to Shen Luoxia, and he didn't say anything more after a few perfunctory words, the two of them changed places to eat, and after eating, Fang Xu sent Shen Luoxia back to Jinding Group, uh...... It was not so much about sending him, but rather about Shen Luoxia driving him over, and then leaving him at the gate.

Looking at the neon of the high-rise building, the sky was already completely dark at this time, and the night view was very beautiful, but Fang Xu was not in the mood to appreciate it, he was now aggrieved, by the way, he didn't have much money on his body, please have a meal, the result is good, don't you send me back, and leave it at the gate, is this a god situation?

At this time, Shen Luoxia had also returned to the office, she deliberately left Fang Xu downstairs, and she didn't invite him to come up for a cup of tea, and she didn't know why, Shen Luoxia always didn't want to give Fang Xu a good face in her heart, and it seemed that she was against him, and she had another taste.

Walking into the office, Shen Luoxia did not change her clothes, but stepped lightly, came to the bedside, quietly lifted the side of the curtain, and looked down the glass, Shen Luoxia's eyesight was very good, and she could clearly see the lonely figure in the Jinding Group Square.

Although the floor was high, Shen Luoxia could recognize it, it was indeed Fang Xu, looming Fang Xu seemed to be still holding his head high, looking at his side.

Shen Luoxia hurriedly closed the curtains, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but twitch, and she laughed: What is this stupid guy doing standing below stupidly? Either go or come up, stupid, if I don't invite, you won't come?

After waiting for a moment, Shen Luoxia lifted the curtain lightly again and looked down, but at this time, there was no figure of Fang Xu in the square.

Shen Luoxia pursed her mouth, seemingly a little dissatisfied, but soon, Shen Luoxia sighed faintly, and her eyes suddenly became a little ungodly, or rather sloppy.

Speaking of Fang Xu's feelings, Shen Luoxia didn't know what it was, and she couldn't tell what she was in her heart, she didn't want to see it, but after a long time, she would think about it, think about whether he was doing well, think about what he was doing now, and even think about whether he had ever thought of himself occasionally.

But after meeting, although Shen Luoxia was a little happy in her heart, at a deeper level, Shen Luoxia felt very sorry for someone, and even felt a little betrayal.

Emotional matters, not to mention that outsiders don't understand, many things are not even accurate to the parties themselves.

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Sitting in the taxi, Fang Xu closed his eyes and recuperated, seemingly asleep, but in fact, his heart was also churning.

On the surface, Fang Xu is a big grin person who likes to solve a qiē by force, but in his heart, he does not deny that Fang Xu is a careful man, at least his emotional intelligence is not low.

And people with high emotional intelligence will have exceptionally developed ideas, and will always think of things that others can't think of.

What Fang Xu was thinking about at this time had been thought about many times before, but he couldn't figure it out even if he struggled. But with the kidnapping incident, coupled with being with Shen Luoxia today, he suddenly understood a little.

Fang Xu is now a suspended person, and then he was sent back to China by his master after a year of cultivation, saying that he cultivated himself and improved his inner realm, and he was hidden in the city.

But seriously, Fang Xu didn't know how to cultivate his mind in the hidden city, he just thought that he would come back and be quiet, away from the battlefield, away from deceit, and calm his mind well, maybe he would be able to dissipate the demons in his heart.

The generation of the heart demon, on the surface, seemed to be because of Fang Fang's death, and directly the other party Xu Zhao became an indelible blow to the soul, and finally led Fang Xu's heart demon to go crazy, almost destroying Fang Xu.

Actually, it doesn't seem to be the case.

There is a deeper level of things at work here, there is a lack of security since childhood, although Fang Xu is not an orphan, but he is like an orphan, far away from his family, he has been in an orphanage since he was a child, at that time it was the age when he remembered his mind, so in his heart, he was extremely insecure.

This is one of them.

As for the second, the study and training in the following years were miserable, and it also left a shadow in my heart since I was a child.

The third is the change of identity, Fang Xu received the task of lurking, lurking as a doctor, and also to establish an organization, need to enter the battlefield, it seems to be a rescue as a doctor, in fact, Fang Xu has participated in many wars and has post-war psychological syndrome.

These things are all scars that have been cultivated in the soul since childhood, although Fang Xu is a doctor, he can't help himself.

People like Fang Xu are sometimes terrifying, because he doesn't know how many layers he has, and sometimes he will destroy himself.

And just when he was very helpless, Fang Fang entered his life, and then studied with him as a brother and sister, and then the two of them could be said to have grown up together.

In the end, the relationship between the couple was also confirmed, but unexpectedly, the Arctic Fox intervened, and Fang Fang also returned to heaven.

It can be said that Fang Fang is just an introduction, and her death directly shines into all the scars in Fang Xu's heart, which is also the so-called inner demon.

Fang Xu had always thought that it was only because of Fang Fang's death that he was in his current predicament, but now Fang Xu had figured it out a little, not because of her, or rather, not all because of her, the most important thing was the question in his heart.

After returning to China, not to mention other aspects, let's just say that in terms of women, Fang Xu has also repeatedly restrained, all kinds of women around him have not appeared, Fang Xu, as a man, also has some shortcomings of men, for example, he once imagined the scene of polygamy.

Fantasy, lustful, it's not a big deal, who hasn't thought about normal men?

But Fang Xu always felt that he shouldn't do this, because he would be sorry for many people.

Until now, after Dorothy kidnapped the three of them, the relationship between Qin Lan and Fang Fei seemed to have suddenly improved, and Fang Xu suddenly understood in this matter what the master meant by cultivating the mind.

Let's talk about Qin Lan, after Fang Xu and Qin Lan were together, he obviously felt that when he was in the car now, the fear in his heart had disappeared by half, although the plane could not be done yet, but compared to when he first returned to China, it was really much better.

Of course, there was another point that Fang Xu didn't quite understand, and he didn't figure it out, could it be that the master just asked him to come back and find a woman to replace Fang Fang's position in his heart?

If that's all there is to it, why did Master let him go back to China? There are also many women abroad, isn't it over to find a replacement?

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