Chapter 113: Suddenly
The sunrise over the sea is beautiful, and the moment the sun jumps above the horizon, many waiting tourists cheer and keep recording the beauty of this moment with their cameras.
Xia Ruo leaned under the coconut tree not far from the villa, quietly watching the bustle in the distance, hugging her shoulders, no matter when, she always felt out of place with this world.
She didn't know why there was a chance to be reborn, she didn't know how many people's life trajectories would be changed by her appearance, so she tried her best to restrain her behavior, narrow her range of activities, and try not to interfere in other people's lives, but it didn't seem to be of any use.
Zhao Yue, Qin Feng, Ming Xuan...... Wouldn't their lives be better if they hadn't messed in with their own?
Sometimes, Xia Ruo thinks again, why do she want to live again again, her ordinary life makes her not have so many people and things to complain about and hate, is it because she is too lifeless?
Xia Ruo buried her head in her arms, and the light of the sun sprinkled on her body, giving her a radiant look.
"Click." Yang Xu took a photo of Xia Ruo in a handsome posture in casual clothes, and saw that she didn't react, and sat down beside her boringly: "I started pretending to be depressed here early in the morning, and I don't know how to welcome the teacher when he comes, it's too much." ”
Yesterday, I heard him coming, Xia Ruo didn't even go downstairs at dinner, and asked a child to help clean up his tableware, which was a very excessive thing for Xia Ruo, who has always talked about etiquette, but she would rather do this than face herself, Yang Xu wondered when she became so annoying.
Because of his proximity, Xia Ruose shrank a little, just to avoid showing too much, in the end he stiffened his body and did not dodge, why, why, what else can there be, but he hoped that there would be one less person who was more unlucky because of himself.
But Yang Xu was too persistent, and his doubtful gaze was even hotter. There was silence between the two for a while, and Xia Ruo had no way not to speak: "Yesterday was because I was too tired, is the teacher going to another place today?" ”
Knowing that Xia Ruo had turned off the lights early last night, Yang Xu heard a thick exhaustion in her tone. Yang Xu's brows furrowed: "Xia Ruo, if you regard me as your teacher, please tell me what happened to you, although I can't say that I will be able to help you, but I will do my best." ”
He didn't understand. A proud son of the sky, what can make her, who has always been optimistic, become like this.
"......" was so silent that Yang Xu almost thought that Xia Ruo would not answer, Xia Ruo said softly: "Teacher, do you say that people can do it all over again?" ”
After finishing speaking, Xia Ruo himself was stunned, and he would say this to a teacher who was not familiar with him. Then I was a little relieved, perhaps because I knew that the two people would not be too familiar, so I wanted to pour out the doubts in my heart.
Do it all over again? Yang Xu looked at Xia Ruo's eyes and was even more worried, he knew that Xia Ruo was writing about rebirth, and his brain was also substituted into the plot and there was a problem, right?
However, as a teacher who has just spoken out and is trusted by his own students
。 Can he say that? Therefore, he thought about Xia Ruo's question very seriously, and said with a frown: "It's actually good to do it all over again, you can experience a different life, if it were me, I would definitely enjoy every day quietly." ”
It's the same as how uncalm he is every day, but Xia Ruo, who is immersed in his consciousness, won't be able to tell what the underlying meaning of this sentence is.
Seeing that Xia Ruo didn't react, Yang Xu, who seemed to be acknowledged by this wordlessness, analyzed more seriously: "Look, if you do it again, successful people can succeed faster, and unsuccessful people have more ways to succeed, I'll go." It's not about living how you want. "No wonder so many people are willing to write, and it's cool to think about.
"What if your rebirth affects the lives of others?" Xia Ruo raised his head.
"How so?" Yang Xu looked at Xia Ruo suspiciously, and was glad that his enlightenment had worked: "What you do is your business, and what others will do is someone else's business." Unless it is targeted and focused, how can it affect the lives of others. "No one can be forced to live, Yang Xu didn't understand how Xia Ruo could have such a mind.
Xia Ruo's eyes were a little floating, but Zhao Yue and Qin Feng's lives had obviously changed because of their own reasons. "Someone is going to be affected."
Hearing Xia Ruo's muttering, Yang Xu grabbed his hair, "Even if it's closer." It can't completely affect other people's choices, maybe it will have some impact, but it certainly not absolutely. ”
"What if someone else dies because of you?"
"Who will be doomed because of whom?" Yang Xu's face was very serious, he looked at Xia Ruo's eyes, and his expression even brought coldness: "If there is really anyone who will never recover, he can only say that he is willing to fall, that is also his choice, this world will turn without anyone, today's sun will not stop rising because there were dead people yesterday, if a living person involves the life, old age, sickness and death of the people next to him, isn't it too self-righteous?" You are only born again, not become a god, and you have no way to make everyone who cares follow your ideas, because you are not them, and there is no way to make choices for them. Seeing that Xia Ruo's face was a little pale, the corners of Yang Xu's mouth pulled a touch of Xia Ruo: "Okay, the teacher has said so much, now I really want to ask, could it be that you were reborn?" ”
Xia Ruo stared at him for a few seconds, shook his head mechanically, and then returned to his original appearance, staring blankly at the undulating sea in the distance.
Ming Xuan stood in the distance, hidden around the passing tourists, and did not appear too prominent. Looking at Xia Ruo and Yang Xu who were talking, he turned around and walked to the side that was less obvious, even if Xia Ruo needed time, she could only reassure herself in her sight in this state.
The waves kept crashing on the shore, looking at Xia Ruo in the distance, slowly digesting Yang Xu's words, although Yang Xu's enlightenment had an impact on her, there were always three or four points. It's already like this, she can't torture herself with other people's lives, she doesn't interfere in other people's lives, and she doesn't want others to affect her own life.
Seeing Xia Ruo's eyes slowly glow, Yang Xu didn't know what she had experienced in her heart, but compared to Mr. Yuan's loveless appearance, such Xia Ruo was much more pleasing, if it wasn't for it...... How could he be a teacher faster than his brain, and he still had to play the role of a psychological master here, Yang Xu saw that the sea water was constantly rising, almost overflowing to where they were, and couldn't help but pull Xia Ruo's clothes: "Are you sure you want to stay here?" "It's nice to be surfing in the sea, but it's a completely different thing from being washed by the sea.
Xia Ruo stood up and patted the sand on her clothes, turned around and walked back, she didn't eat breakfast, she felt a little hungry.
Tsk, has it returned to normal, look at this ungrateful look, Yang Xu followed behind.
pS: Recently, I was anxious to meet the inspection, and I didn't even bother to go online, and it was even colder, but I still have to say sorry to the mushrooms who are with Wen.