Eight hundred and thirty-six

"Everyone was at fault for what happened back then, not that person was the reason, Su Su, how could you think of these things, I have never thought about it for so many years, but I have always felt that it was because I didn't take good care of your mother, but when it comes to it, I really never thought about why such a thing happened, and I never thought about what the reason was, maybe what you said is right, no matter whose position you stand, there are many reasons for this matter, If you analyze the events of that year like this, it is really difficult to say who was right and who was wrong. Yongping Hou also looked thoughtful after listening to Lan Susu's words, some things even he had to admit, it is true that in some aspects he is not good enough to do this kind of thing, maybe his starting point is not wrong, but he just wants to protect Lan Susu's mother better, but it is precisely for such a reason that he wants to marry a lady in the main room, and this person will become the umbrella between himself and Wanqing, In that case, everyone will only regard Wanqing as their concubine, and there will not be so many people to investigate the true identity of this woman, but maybe it is actually wrong for me to do this, because I didn't think that marrying another woman for such a reason is indeed a good thing for me, but it is really a cruel thing for this innocent woman.

At that time, I just wanted to keep Wanqing's affairs from being discovered by others, after all, her identity was too special, if it was known by people outside, it would be unbearable for the Yongping Marquis Mansion or the royal family, so I would do it at that time, but I was still too young at that time, and I didn't consider what kind of harm this matter would cause to the eldest lady, after all, she was the same as most women in this era, After marrying a man, she will regard this man as her everything, and he can do a lot of things for this man, but at that time, she has been immersed in the happiness of being able to get along with Wanqing day and night, ignoring the various changes of the eldest lady, perhaps it is precisely because of this reason that the eldest lady is so angry about this matter, because she really has no way to accept it in her heart, she has just married a woman, but her husband has never looked at herself, This kind of thing is indeed the saddest thing for a newly married woman, and at that time there was another woman who was by her husband's side all the time, but I was afraid that the eldest lady at that time never thought that the problem actually appeared on herself, so she blamed Wanqing for all the problems at the beginning, and in fact, she was the fuse of these things, because what she did would produce various reasons, But from everyone's point of view, there is really nothing wrong with these reasons, because from my own point of view, I just want to do what I want to do, but at that time, I didn't realize that what I did caused an irreconcilable contradiction between the two women around me, and finally caused the eldest lady to poison Wanqing!

I never thought about 1 why things are like this before, but now that I start to figure it out, Yongping Hou's mood is very complicated, if I realized this at the beginning, maybe things would not have become what they are today, and they would not have reached such a point, why did I never think about thinking about some problems from a different angle at that time? When I figured out these things, Yongpinghou's mood was really heavy, if I thought about the problem from a different angle and thought about this, would those things not happen in the end? If that's the case, won't his beloved leave him, when he thinks of these things, Yongpinghou suddenly understands a little, although the eldest lady says that she has been strong all her life, but in fact, she is really a poor person, if it weren't for herself, maybe her life wouldn't be so sad, but no matter what, she can't redeem the fact that she killed her most beloved woman with her own hands, so this matter is still so unforgivable. This point is certain in Yongping Hou's heart, when he saw Lan Susu, Yong Ping Hou's heart was really sighing, if it weren't for this child, he might not think like this in his life, there are too many things as long as you think about it from a different angle, you will find a lot of unusual places, maybe it's because of this, so Lan Susu always has a lot of discoveries that are different from others.

"Father, in fact, this mode of thinking can be used in many ways, when the time comes, you will find that there are many things that are actually completely different from what you imagined, and I am also because I often think about problems like this, so I have found too many different things, the so-called abnormal things must have demons, if a person says that his things are beyond the scope of normal thinking, then there are too many unusual places, most people are not saints, even saints sometimes want to think about themselves, Therefore, if you use this method well, it can really be said that you will benefit a lot. Lan Susu looked at Yongping waiting thoughtfully, and knew in his heart that according to his father's character, he should have thought of such a point at this time, some things don't need to be hidden when facing his father, and the critical moment is still to be concentric with his parents, there are too many things that cannot be done by one person, and many things still need his father to come forward to be credible enough, after all, he is a girl, and many times there are really too many things that are inconvenient, This is really a mistake of this era, why can't women make achievements like men, it's so unfair!

"What you said is indeed not wrong, some things think about it from a different angle, there will be many discoveries that are different from ordinary people, but once the result of some things is doomed, then there is no need to change, because no matter how the result has been caused, then no matter how extenuating the process is, it is the same and has no effect." For what Lan Susu said, Yongping Hou nodded, saying that he also agreed with this statement very much, if you think about it in a different position, many things 1 will have completely different discoveries, and you should use this kind of practice more in the future, this child really has too many unusual places, it is really surprising.

"Father is right, the process of the matter is very important, but at this time I also think that 1 the result is more important, no matter how sympathetic the reason, but the damage caused by the result is still unavoidable, so my father no matter how heart-wrenching the eldest lady has experienced before, but she killed my mother, there is no way to change this matter, what I want to do now is revenge1, No matter what, I want her to kill people to pay for her life, originally I really didn't want these things to involve Lan Luoling and Lan Haoran, but for some reason, Lan Luoling's heart was also full of hostility towards me, and she was even secretly planning to kill me, father, as a daughter, I really don't want you to see your own flesh and blood fighting each other, but Lan Luoling has now begun to do very excessive things to me, so I must fight back, whether my father thinks about this matter from my point of view, There is nothing wrong with thinking from Lan Luoling's point of view, but since she has begun to make a difference, then I can't be silent all the time, father is sorry, some things are still wrong for my daughter. ”

Lan Susu understands very well in his heart, as a father, whether the other party is a child born to a woman he hates or not, but Lan Luoling is his biological flesh and blood after all1, and the plus sign is not close 1, but according to his father's character, he will also hope that this child will be well, and now when he sees that his two daughters are destined to kill each other, no matter who it is, it is uncomfortable to say it in his heart, although it is unusual to say that the marriage of the two people has already doomed the future of the two people, There will be a day when there will be a face-to-face fight, but this is the time to do it. It's too early, and it's still sad to think about. Now what his father doesn't want to see has happened, but he doesn't know it yet, but there are some things that there is no way to hide, sooner or later they have to know, so that their father is sad Lan Susu is unwilling, but she can't just keep back down because of Lan Luoling's step-by-step pressure, which makes people feel very sad. She knows that she has reached the time when she must fight back, so now she should also say these things, it may be sad, but it may be better to let her father have a psychological preparation in his heart, after all, there are some things that Lan Haoran already knows, so his father will also know sooner or later, maybe many times long pain is better than short pain!

"The eldest lady killed your mother, there is no way to change this matter at any time, so I also know in my heart that if you want to avenge your mother, I support you, and I also know that Ling'er has always been prejudiced against you, but until now I don't quite understand, why she is so hostile to you, you said that she wants you to die in her heart, I don't think I will be partial to anyone in this matter, she is a person who can do such a thing, and there is a mother like thatHow good will the child be? It's just that she is still a child like you, how could she give birth to so many vicious thoughts, I think of it, the eldest lady has always taught her this. Speaking of which, I'm also at fault as a father, and if I had found an excuse to raise you two sisters by my side at that time, I'm afraid that many things would not be like they are today. ”

Yongping Hou is not a person who will listen to and believe because he likes him more in his heart, but he believes in Lan Susu's words without doubt. Because of what kind of person his wife is, maybe no one knows better than him, although on the surface the eldest lady did a good job, but those things back then never ended, for the daughter who was around such a mother, she would give birth to those who had the same thoughts as the eldest lady Yongpinghou would not feel strange at all, but there were also some things that made Yongpinghou feel incomprehensible, that is, why Lan Luoling has been targeting Lansuin and has always wanted to do something to Lansuin? At this time, it still makes people feel very strange when they think about it, after all, there is no intersection between them before, is it just because the eldest lady wants to do something to Lan Susu, so Lan Luoling also follows the eldest lady to do something? This kind of thing is really unimaginable, although there is only one beloved woman in his life, but it does not mean that he knows nothing about emotional things, it also feels that there seems to be something unusual about these things, is it because of a man, but Lan Luoling wants to marry the fifth prince, and Lan Susu wants to marry the seventh prince, and there seems to be no conflict in this is!

"There is one thing I have never told my father, when I encountered bandits on the way to the country of Xueyan and was rescued by the Seven Princes, but because of the mudslide was washed into the river, and then I climbed out of the carriage with nine deaths, but I was in a coma by the river outside Yuncheng, at that time I was rescued by the five princes who patrolled the embankment, and then I was poisoned and blind because of the bandits, and it has always been the five princes who have been taking care of them to be able to let their daughter survive, at that time the daughter was full of gratitude to the five princes, So he was not resistant to contact with him, at that time he had shown his love many times, but his daughter did not dare to accept it easily, and later followed him back to Fengdu, also because his daughter wanted to find an opportunity to recognize her ancestors and return to her ancestors, but when she was detoxifying, she died in her heart, and her daughter made up her mind to face all kinds of ups and downs in life with the five princes, but when her daughter decided to be with the five princes, there was a news that the emperor would marry Lan Luoling to the five princes. At that time, my daughter knew in her heart that maybe it was just because of the different identities, I was not the young lady of the Yongping Marquis Mansion, and I couldn't help the fifth prince to rise to prominence, so even if I had feelings in my heart, the fifth prince still chose to give up on me, maybe it was because I was vaguely aware of those things that Lan Luoling would target me everywhere. ”