Extra: "Love After Marriage First, Qin Fei Gets Himself" (139)
Qin Muyan walked over and saw that her fingers were cut, although there was only a little blood, she still raised her eyebrows and looked at her: "When will you get married?" ”
Then, before Gu Yufei spoke, he reached out and took the kitchen knife in her hand, and said in a deep voice, "I'll come." ”
Gu Yufei took the kitchen knife again and pushed him: "You are still feverish, I just glanced at the thermometer you put there, and you still have a high fever, you go to rest, you don't need you here." ”
Seeing that she didn't mean to answer, Qin Muyan didn't argue with her, seeing that there was only a layer of skin broken on her fingers, a little blood came out, and it had stopped after flushing the water, so she didn't say anything in a fuss, just glanced at her, and then turned around and walked out of the kitchen.
Gu Yufei gently cut the meat under his hands, but his movements became slower and slower.
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A few hours ago, that is, at noon, when he met the second elder of the Lin family in that hotel, Gu Yufei had actually made up his mind in his heart.
In fact, she had this plan from the beginning, but she hadn't made up her mind yet.
But she really doesn't want to delay Lin Qifan anymore because of herself.
At that time, the news of the Qin family was broadcasting on the screen of the hotel, Gu Yufei took a sip of water, and then heard Father Lin say: "Yufei, when are you going to set the wedding date?" ”
Then Lin Qifan also looked at her with a light smile, obviously respecting her.
Gu Yufei smiled: "Uncle, aunt, no matter what I want to say next, please be calm and don't blame me for being rude." ”
The second elder of the Lin family suddenly looked at Lin Qifan with a puzzled expression, and then looked at Gu Yufei.
But Gu Nancy seemed to know what she was going to do, she didn't have any attitude, just glanced at her flatly.
"Qifan and I have known each other for many years, and it seems that there have been twelve or thirteen years, which is also a small half of our lives." Gu Yufei looked at the second elder of the Lin family sincerely, and said slowly and softly: "I didn't know why Qi Fan was so good to me before, I only regarded him as an elder brother like my brother, after all, he and my brother walked side by side in the Gu family, so I also respected him as a brother." Although Gu's is a business under my brother's name, I have to admit that if it wasn't for Qifan's uncomplaining help, Gu's would not be where it is today, he is the patriarch of Gu's family, and he is now the head of Gu's family, and he deserves it. ”
"I used to be confused, I loved a man, young girls may have such a process, deep love, chasing, sadness, loss, I spent eleven years to unrequited love a person, but I never noticed Qi Fan's care and warmth for me in those eleven years, I never knew that when I was chasing the person I liked, there was another person, beside me, silently accompanied me, warmed me, encouraged me, he never told me his heart, in order not to embarrass me, He is like a warm aura, a protective shield, which makes me always feel that someone is covered and accompanied, not lonely or afraid. ”
"I don't even know that my storage zài has delayed the time of such a good and good man for more than ten years, maybe, if it were not for my cunzài, he would have been married and had children now, and the whole family would be happy, not like now, he wanted to comfort me on the one hand, saying that his parents would not mind if I had married and had children, and that his parents would not mind if I would have another child for him, if it wasn't for my cunzài, he wouldn't be everywhere for me, and always in places I can't see, I have repeatedly persuaded you two elders, and he has tried his best to make you accept my qiē. ”
When she said this, Lin Mu had a wry smile on her face.
"Actually, I know it all." Gu Yufei smiled and said: "He is really good to me, so good that I really want to marry him, but in this way, maybe I have found happiness, but it is really unfair to you." ”
"I've delayed him for more than ten years, and I don't want to delay the rest of his life." Gu Yufei still looked at the silent second elder of the Lin family on the other side of the table sincerely: "I specially asked my uncle and aunt to come to Boston, on the one hand, I want the second elder to see the place where Qifan has struggled over the years, and on the other hand, I also want to invite the second elder to have a meal like this, have a good chat with you, and say what is in my heart." ”
"I've really thought about getting married." Gu Yufei said: "Everyone has impulsive and selfish thoughts, in the face of such a good Lin Qifan, if I have not been moved, if I have not been moved, if I have not liked him a little, it is all a lie." But uncle and aunt, just last night, something happened, I suddenly saw my heart clearly, I felt terrible, just using the warmth and affection that a person gave me, wanting to help myself forget the past, such Gu Yufei, despicable is not worthy of Lin Qifan at all. ”
Lin Qifan, who was sitting next to her, seemed to have understood her purpose, he didn't open his mouth to stop her, but just put the water cup in his hand on the table, and his voice was soft.
"I want to sincerely say sorry to my uncle and aunt, it was I who delayed your son's marriage, we have all changed from a young boy to a young age, there are many things that have been seen through and downplayed, and I am no longer chasing what true love is a vigorous age, but I know that if I marry him like this, I am really hurting him and hurting you."
"I owe you two elders a word of sorry." Gu Yufei said softly: "Qifan is good to me, I will cherish it for a lifetime, such an excellent man, a man who will always give warmth, will definitely meet a beautiful girl, not me." ”
"Yufei, ah......" Mother Lin looked at her with a little red eyes, as if she was very emotional: "I really didn't expect you kid to say these words." ”
Indeed, I am also surprised that I would have the courage to say this. It stands to reason that it is not easy for a woman of my age, a woman like me, who has been divorced and has a child, to find a man like Lin Qifan to marry me again and love me, I should hold on to him firmly, instead of saying this to you two elders like now. But aunt, I am also a mother, and I can understand your heartache and respect your son's wishes. ”
"I really don't want to hurt you." Gu Yufei's voice was very soft.
"We don't dislike you, although Qifan did say about Qingqing in front of us, and your willingness not to have any more children in the future, your uncle and I really don't agree, but after the last time we saw you, we liked you very much, you are indeed a good girl, although the previous experience made you divorced, but Qingqing's child, we really like it, in fact, this is our Lin family, you don't have to belittle yourself like this."
Gu Yufei smiled slightly, but didn't say much.
"Yufei is a good boy." Father Lin suddenly said: "No matter what you decide, we both respect it." ”
As he spoke, Father Lin turned his eyes and looked at Gu Nancy with a smile: "Mr. Gu, you really have a good sister, you are not spoiled, you are a child with a true temperament." ”
Gu Nancy smiled politely, and then looked at Gu Yufei: "Have you thought about it?" ”
Gu Yufei raised his eyes and nodded.
Then, Gu Nancy looked at Lin Qifan, who was always silent.
"Qifan." He said.
Lin Qifan blinked his eyes and looked at Gu Yufei, there was no anger in his eyes, and he didn't blame, he just looked at her seriously, and after looking at her for a long time, he said, "Why did you suddenly figure it out?" ”
Gu Yufei didn't want to say it, but he didn't want to hide it from him, and he didn't want to keep him in the dark.
"Whether I have a chance to get back together with him or not, but I can't ignore a word about him, I told myself again and again, my heart is dead, don't look back, I really don't want to look back, but when I see him like this, I realize that I can't do it at all."
"You can go and help him, I don't disagree."
"But is that fair to you?"
Lin Qifan originally wanted to say something, but looking at her eyes, he finally choked the words in his throat.
Indeed, while marrying another woman, she has to care about another man everywhere, and that man is still her ex-husband, this kind of thing, any husband will mind, even if he says he won't mind, but his heart will hurt, how can she do this?
Since she didn't even know how to go in the future, why did she delay his time, delay his feelings, and drag him down like this?
"Qifan, don't just look at me alone, there are so many good opportunities around you, there are so many girls who are suitable for you, your gentleness and your kindness, there will be people who cherish it more than me and know how to repay it with love."
Lin Qifan smiled, and his voice was shallow: "I just feel sorry, I regret it......"
"Yufei, they like you very much, really." Lin Qifan suddenly looked at the second elder of the Lin family and said quietly.
Gu Yufei only felt that he owed more in his heart, and looked at the two elders of the Lin family, but saw the understanding and forgiveness in their eyes.