Chapter 204: Shadow-Following
Away from the hustle and bustle of the city, on this vast prairie, open your arms to embrace the blue sky and white clouds, the mood seems to be very happy, and you can temporarily forget your troubles.
The scenery here is beautiful, the air is fresh, and it is indeed a good place to relax.
Seeing her smiling so happily, Le Chen couldn't help but smile and smile because of her.
I really hope she will always be like this, always happy and free of troubles.
However, happiness is only temporary, and true happiness should come from the joy of the heart, not from the appearance.
Although this place is beautiful, it is only a temporary way to forget about your worries and sorrows, and as long as you calm down, you will still feel that there is a pimple in your heart.
It hurts, and my heart starts to ache again.
Seeing Ling Yanbing's slender willow eyebrows frowning slightly, the smile just now was completely gone, Le Chen knew that she was actually not happy, there must be something hidden in her heart, which made her feel difficult to let go.
What was it that bothered her so much, I wondered.
Le Chen hesitated, but still walked in front of Ling Yanbing and asked softly, "Yanbing, what's wrong with you?" You seem to be very unhappy. ”
"Who said I wasn't happy, I'm happy! The scenery here is so beautiful! It makes people feel very comfortable in their hearts when they see it! Ling Yanbing pursed the corners of her mouth, revealing a far-fetched smile, but she forgot that she was never good at hiding her joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and she could be seen through by anyone lightly.
Of course, it is impossible to deceive the meticulous Le Chen.
"No, you're unhappy, I can feel it, your smile is sad, you must have something on your mind!" Le Chen's low voice was full of tenderness, and he could read every subtle change in expression on her face.
Ling Yanbing was slightly stunned, why was the person who knew her best was Le Chen, but not Tian Shaoyin, if Tian Shaoyin could also understand her like him, maybe they wouldn't be like this.
She really thinks that Tian Shaoyin can understand her like Le Chen, and it is better to know each other than to love each other.
"Yan Bing, what the hell is going on? Why are you the way you are? Why do you want to leave Mingmei Hospital," Le Chen's brows tightened, he had too many doubts to ask, "Why don't you want to go to see Tian Shaoyin?" What exactly happened between you? Did he bully you? ”
Ling Yanbing just sniffed, she didn't want to cry, but the tears of grievance slipped from her eyes inexplicably.
She didn't want to say more, and rehashing the old story was just rubbing salt on the wounds that were already covered in bruises, which only made her feel more uncomfortable.
Not wanting to be seen by Le Chen crying, she hurriedly turned her back and looked up at the sky, "Wow, the wind here is so strong, there will always be sand in your eyes." ”
He knew that she was lying, where was the sand and the wind, although he knew it, Le Chen was still unwilling to demolish her.
She is really a strong woman, and she would rather keep her heavy heart in her heart than tell it to others.
Why didn't she say it? I really want to know, but Le Chen didn't continue to ask, maybe she really has something unspeakable.
"Okay, I won't ask you." Le Chen walked in front of Ling Yanbing again, looking at her with reverent eyes, "Yanbing, you can sue me when you want to speak, although I haven't known you for that long, and there are no memories between us, but I can also be your listener and listen to your heart, as long as you are willing to sue me." ”
Le Chen knew that he had known Ling Yanbing for a short time, he had never been alone with her, and there were only a handful of words he had ever said, compared to Tian Shaoyin, who had too many memories, he was like an insignificant grain of sand that could be ignored lightly.
"Le Chen, thank you." Ling Yanbing knew that Le Chen was a very good blue face, he knew how to measure herself, although he liked her, he would never cross that line.
Turning around again, Ling Yanbing walked forward unconsciously, just like her heart that she couldn't put at this moment, she couldn't find a place to go, where was home? Where is she going?
If this road comes to an end, can we also get a real answer? If there is no end to this road, will she figure it out one day?
Watching Ling Yanbing walk forward, Le Chen followed closely behind, he was afraid that something would happen to her weak body now, and he had to follow step by step.
He doesn't disturb her thoughts, he accompanies her wherever she wants to go, like a shadow, always with her whenever she needs it.
He had been one step behind her, not closer, not far away. Looking at her back, I suddenly felt full of sadness.
What's really going on lately? Why is her eyes full of sorrow, she doesn't say anything, how can he know, even if he wants to help her share her worries, he can't, he wants to be able to enter her heart, know what she is worried about, what she is afraid of, and why she frowns frequently.
It's only been a few days since he was separated from her, but in just a few days, she has become what she is now, he really wants to ask Tian Shaoyin, how did he take care of her! He took care of her like this!
Is this the promise that day that kept promises to him!
Thanks to him and her fifteen years ago, and because they spent a period of time together in Tianxi Orphanage, how could he treat her like that! How could she be so sad!
Silence is the most terrible, I don't want to say it, I have always held it in my heart, and sooner or later I will get sick!
Although he was reluctant to intervene in other people's emotional world, and didn't want to interfere too much in other people's feelings, if Tian Shaoyin treated Ling Yanbing badly, it would only make her sad, and he would take that step forward and take her away from Tian Shaoyin's world forever! So that he will never find her in his life!
Ling Yanbing kept walking forward, her steps were heavy, she didn't know what she was doing, she just felt panicked in her heart, she just wanted to find a suitable exit, she was like a child lost in the dark, only longing for a beam of light that could illuminate the road in front of her, so that she could go home and find the warmth of the past.
Seeing her keep walking forward like this, Le Chen's heart was also touched by her steps.
Suddenly, Ling Yanbing stopped and looked back at Le Chen, who was not far behind her, "Le Chen, can I ask you a question?" ”
Le Chen hurriedly walked over and nodded without the slightest hesitation, "Yes, what is the question, you can ask." ”
"If a person lived in his heart many years ago, there was no one who could enter his heart." Ling Yanbing frowned slightly, eager to know the answer.
"......" Le Chen was slightly stunned, memories should be very important to everyone.
Since there was once a person living in her heart, how could she move love out lightly, it must be deep love, just like she and Tian Shaoyin.
She had known him fifteen years ago, and it was definitely not comparable to anyone.
"How long?" Le Chen's gaze locked on Ling Yanbing's delicate little face and asked.
"Fifteen years." Ling Yanbing said without thinking, this is the time when Tian Shaoyin and Yan'er have met, and it is also what she has always minded the most.
"Fifteen years?" Le Chen looked at Ling Yanbing with some doubts, isn't this the period when she and Tian Shaoyin have known each other? Why did she suddenly ask that?
"Le Chen, if you sue me, is it difficult to enter his heart again?" Ling Yanbing shook Le Chen's hand very suddenly, eager to know the answer.
Le Chen looked at Ling Yanbing in surprise, what's wrong with her? Why do you ask such a strange question.
Could it be that her metaphor is that she is hidden from the sky? And to whom is this to be heard? Is that him?
Tian Shaoyin walked into her heart fifteen years ago, how could he walk lightly, it was because he knew this truth, so he never said his love.
It is better to stop love without results at the beginning, and to say love will cause a kind of distress to yourself and others.
Although he felt puzzled, Le Chen still gave the answer he thought, "Since you have entered her heart, how can you walk out lightly, let alone fifteen years and so long, it is impossible for one person's heart to accommodate the love of two people, love is the only one." ”
"That means once he has someone in his heart, it's hard for anyone to walk in, doesn't it?" Ling Yanbing stared at Le Chen's eyes and asked.
"Well, that's right." Le Chen nodded.
Hearing Le Chen's answer, Ling Yanbing couldn't help but sigh lightly, it seems that the person in Tian Shaoyin's heart will indeed be very important, after all, fifteen years have passed.
Yan'er, why isn't Yan'er her!
Why do they have so many good memories between them, why did she get lost in the story and couldn't get out after listening to the story of Yan'er told by Tian Shaoyin.
She wondered if she was crazy, she always thought she was Yan'er, thought that she was the one who had so many memories, thought that Brother Ruoshui was also hers, and thought that she was the real Yan'er.
If so, why didn't she have the slightest impression, and if so, why couldn't she find any evidence in her memory to prove it.
Yan'er? When I think of the name, it's like I have a memory that comes out of my head, but I can't remember it anyway.
"Ah...... It hurts......" Ling Yanbing clenched her head, and her head began to ache violently again.
"Yan Bing, what's wrong with you? Headaches? Le Chen asked worriedly, wanting to be able to share her pain.
I don't know what happened before, why she didn't want to mention it again, was it because of the head injury, so that her memory began to have problems?
Ling Yanbing found that as long as she didn't think about those things, her head wouldn't hurt, and she didn't want to suffer anymore, she could only give up those illusions that she shouldn't have.
"It's okay, I'm fine." Ling Yanbing took her hand away, no matter how painful her head was, it couldn't compare to her heartache.
I don't know what will happen if Tian Shaoyin can't find her everywhere at this time?
Will you worry about her, worry to death? Or is it a relief because of her departure?
She wanted to know the answer, but she was afraid that it would disappoint her.
If the most important person to him was Guan Xinmu, then her departure would not cause him any harm at all, but would make him feel relaxed.
If that's what he wants, she'll never let him find her.
She tried to take a few steps forward, but suddenly she felt that it was dark in front of her, and her whole body fainted.
"Yan Bing! Yan Bing, what's wrong! Le Chen hurriedly helped Ling Yanbing, but he couldn't wake her up, so he could only quickly pick her up and take her to the ancient castle of the ranch. R1154