271. Send you two words: delusional
Xia Fanjin didn't know how long he had been asleep, and when he woke up groggy, he slept in the ward that was as white as snow all around.
The strong smell of disinfectant water was pungent and unpleasant, and she frowned first, as always.
Her consciousness gradually became clearer, and her vision gradually brightened, and she only slightly turned her head to see a single-handed bag beside the bed, a tall and familiar figure, exactly like the back that quickly disappeared from her sight before she lost consciousness. Xiao Qian picked up the cramping sensation in his lower abdomen before, and the fear of warm liquid draining from his body also became clear in his mind.
Her heart suddenly tightened, her eyes were stunned, and she reached out to touch her stomach, which was still arched, like covering an iron pot.
Xia Fanjin silently breathed a sigh of relief.
"Awake?"
Low, hoarse as if the voice had not slept all night came from not far away. Then came the barely imperceptible sound of footsteps, gradually walking towards the hospital bed.
Xia Fanjin didn't look at the source of the sound, but glanced sideways at the window, the curtain was half opened, and the sky she saw was as dark as ink.
She didn't know exactly what time it was.
There is still a faint abnormality in the abdomen, if I remember correctly, it should be red. Now she was refreshed, apparently someone had wiped her down, cleaned it up, and changed into a dry, loose hospital gown. The one who can do these things for her, except for Tang Yong, is a nurse.
But it's the same for everyone.
"What time is it now?" Xia Fanjin closed his eyes, although he had just woken up, his spirit was not too good, and his voice was a little hoarse.
"Four o'clock in the morning."
Tang Yong looked at the pale face of the woman on the hospital bed, and there was tiredness between his eyebrows. He stood still beside the bed, in order to let Xia Fanjin rest peacefully, only a warm-colored wall lamp was turned on in the ward, the light was not bright, and a dark silhouette was projected on Tang Yong's angular face. Her eyes were still silent and calm, like obsidian, exuding a cold luster.
It's just that every time he looks at her, there seems to be more unpredictable caution.
At four o'clock in the morning, I slept for ten hours.
Xia Fanjin continued to close his eyes, wanting to ignore Tang Yong's existence from the bottom of his heart.
But Tang Yong's sense of existence is too strong. Even when he wasn't speaking, she could feel a depression that kept her breathing.
She didn't speak, he didn't speak, Xia Fanjin finally couldn't stand it anymore, so he opened his eyes, "Can you stop standing here?" ”
Tang Yong didn't answer, as if he hadn't heard her at all, and leaned over slightly, wanting to touch her face. Xia Fanjin's hand under the quilt clenched suddenly, and he turned sideways to dodge.
Knowing that his ability to pretend to be deaf and dumb was too superb, Xia Fanjin didn't want to play Tai Chi with him as usual, and he didn't want to, so he simply looked at him, raised his chin slightly, and said, "You spend time here staring at me with a big eye, why don't you go and accompany that person, I think she seems to be very serious." ”
The pale face is lifeless, and the smile is quite ugly.
Tang Yong felt that for a moment, it was as if he had been ground and pierced by a rough and sharp stone.
Xia Fanjin's character is like this, he is slow, he is easy to be moved by small details, and it is very easy to sentence him to death for a trivial matter, but for so long, in her eyes, what he has done is no longer a trivial matter, in her thoughts, even if it is ten, he is estimated to be thrown into the eighteenth layer of hell, and he can't turn over.
It is because I know her so well that at this time, there will be that infinite amazement, like a pair of hands clasped around the throat, and I can't even breathe.
Even if he faced a vendetta on the road before, he was shot in the hands, or negotiated at the conference table, he had never felt it. I can't imagine that one day there will be a woman who will let him taste all these feelings.
Every time he was swayed by her and had difficulty making a choice, he would think that if he had understood her and ruined him when he met her, before he set foot in the quagmire, he would not have so many scruples now.
In the past, he never felt that it was a glamorous thing for a man to bow his head in front of a woman, to be influenced by a woman's thoughts and emotions, and to break his principles for her.
When he saw her heartbroken expression, he knew that he was more willing to break his principles for her countless times than heartache and panic.
People like him, since he was sensible and informed, he knew that things like feelings could not be touched, so when he had a little relationship with Yu Yinwei that was beyond friends, he immediately broke it off and was rational and decisive.
It's just that here in Xia Fanjin, it seems that he has lost this self-control from the beginning, and he has been running wild all the way, and all the situations always seem to be derailed from his plan.
Today, since he can't let go of his hand, how can he let her die?
Ignoring her resistance, Tang Yong leaned down, one hand against her face, and the other hand clasped the back of her head.
Xia Fanjin, who was forced to look directly at him, hooked his lips and smiled faintly, "Can you not get so close to me?" ”
"Reason."
"I don't like it."
He chuckled, "Heh, that's enough if I like it." ”
"But I'm really uncomfortable." Xia Fanjin looked at him in a daze, his eyes were a little empty, and he simply stated a fact.
She knew that she didn't have the strength to resist him, Tang Yi was 1.86 meters tall, strong and strong, she used to be as light as a swallow, and she was not his opponent when she was healthy, let alone now.
"What are you uncomfortable with?" Tang Yong leaned very close to her, his voice was low and shallow, and his tone was like a whisper of love/world.
Xia Fanjin didn't want to continue, she turned her eyes away, and her tired look was already obvious, "You said you knew her before me, right?" In this case, you can't let the name of the family be unjustifiable, you have a date, and then you will pull me into the cusp, haven't you thought that I would be tired? ”
"What do you want to say?" Tang Yong's calloused thumb rubbed her face, and when he spoke, the corners of his mouth hung a very shallow but cold smile.
"Let's get a divorce by agreement. I'm just too stingy, and I have a habit of emotional cleanliness, I can't tolerate a grain of sand, you won't be happy with me, and I'm uncomfortable. Why don't we both be free? ”
Sometimes, the straw that crushes the camel is not someone else, but the hurdle in one's own heart that cannot be overcome.
Tang Yong's hand shifted from her face to her chin, and her fingers pinched and hooked, "What if I'm not allowed?" ”
"I can't help it, I'll be separated for two years, and we can see each other in court." Xia Fanjin gradually smiled, and the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes.
"Two words for you: delusional." Tang Yong's words were cold, as if he was determined to spend time with him.
"Oh, I'll give it back to you as it is." Xia Fanjin looked at his eyes, and his breath was full of his taste, cold and fresh, and there was a very faint smell of tobacco. He seems to have smoked less lately, and the smell of tobacco on his clothes is faint every time.
Xia Fanjin forced himself not to continue to think about it, and reached out to clasp the fingers he held on his chin, one by one.
"You know, with three people in the relationship and marriage, I don't want to continue." After Xia Fanjin finished speaking, he chuckled, a little desolate, and immediately turned his back to him.
"Three?" Tang Yong was originally kneeling on the edge of the bed with one leg and bowing down to envelop her in his arms, at this time Xia Fanjin turned around, he also straightened up, and sneered, with self-deprecation and coldness, "There is no third person from beginning to end, you have never believed me, why bother with so many high-sounding excuses." ”
Xia Fanjin burst out laughing and sneered coldly, "Excuse? So do you mean that if you don't believe me, I have to believe you? Even if I see you sleeping in another woman's bed, I should smile and say to you, I believe you, don't you? ”
She could feel it with her eyes closed, and the anger of the man behind her instantly enveloped her, Xia Fanjin paused and said, "However, give me the divorce certificate, whoever you want to sleep with in the future has nothing to do with me." ”
Tang Yong's whole face was so dark that he could drip water, and he had to hold back to suppress the urge to kill her.
"Xia Fanjin, do you know, sometimes I really want to strangle you."
After he finished speaking, Xia Fanjin only heard the sound of steady and rapid footsteps, followed by the door 'bang', opening and closing, and the entire floor seemed to shake.
After Tang Yong left, Xia Fanjin opened his eyes, looked at the gap under the door, and penetrated the cold white light that was always on for 24 hours in the corridor.
She was unusually calm, she filed for divorce for the first time in the true sense of the word, she was dazed, but more sober than ever. She was at a loss as to where to go, but the idea of divorce was firmer than ever.
In fact, from beginning to end, she was too stingy, if someone else caught a rich, powerful and beautiful man like Tang Yong, as long as he could become Mrs. Tang, even if he was looking for a junior or a fourth child outside, he would be able to turn a blind eye.
There was a dead silence in the ward, and Xia Fanjin could hear his own breathing.
What a familiar feeling, when she lived alone in the small rental house she rented, it was the same, only her own breathing was in the room, and after the nightmare, she was like this, staring at the night.
Now it seems that the difference is that she has experienced warmth, and such nights are even more difficult.
So what a terrible thing it is to get used to, it makes you take off your armor and be caught off guard when you put it on again before you know how difficult it is.
I don't know how long it took, but the door to the ward was suddenly pushed open.
Xia Fanjin looked up and found that it was a nurse, she was wearing a nurse's uniform, slender and tall, with the lights in the corridor behind her, she stood against the light, and her face could not be seen clearly.
The nurse stood in the doorway and asked, "What happened to you just now?" ”
As soon as she spoke, Xia Fanjin found that her voice was unusually cold and difficult to reach, but it was very delicate and ...... Sounds familiar.
"Nothing." Xia Fanjin tugged at the corners of his mouth.
"Well, when did you wake up? Is there anything wrong with it? The nurse said, pushing open the door and walking in softly.
[One watch, two watches in the middle of the night, hold back, etc.] 】
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