Chapter 010: Deep Love
87_87686 Sanxia had been reading the letter for days, as if she wanted more information from these few words, and the food had been brought to the house by Pearl, and she had not even left the door.
Although the subordinates were worried, they just waited quietly and did not do anything superfluous.
Aunt Leng said that Miss should grow up, and she can't stand in the way of Miss because of their worries.
Pearl stood in front of the door, her hand raised in the air for a while before knocking, "Miss, Miss Zhu is here." ”
After waiting for a while, the door opened from the inside, revealing Sang Xia's tired face, "Zhu Zhu? ”
"Yes."
Sang Xia looked back at the house, rubbed her face and said, "Take me into the house." ”
"Yes."
Chen Lao, Zhu Lao, and Qin Lao are the three elders of Guxi Township, and they are extremely prestigious, and everything in the township is decided by them.
When the Sang family first came here, it was not that they were not excluded by the locals, the three elders were some knowledgeable people, knowing that the Sang family could not be provoked, on the one hand, they strictly prevented some people's actions, and on the other hand, they took the initiative to make friends with the Sang family.
Zhu Zhu is the daughter of the Zhu family.
The movement of the Sang family a few days ago was not small, and the fact that Mrs. Sang, who rarely went out, had already secretly spread the news, and Zhu Zhu inadvertently overheard that Sang Xia, who had sneaked out, had returned, so he rushed over to take a look at the situation.
She has come to the Sang family a lot of times, this is the first time she has seen the Sang family so deserted, although Mrs. Sang has never behaved like that, but there are really many people in this family.
According to the current situation, I am afraid that something has really happened to this Sang family.
After entering Sangxia's courtyard, Zhu Zhu sent the maid and entered the house alone.
"I was worried about it at home day and night, and I didn't hear from me when I came back."
"I forgot about it for a while." Sang Xia didn't get up either, and looked at the woman who came in from the door in a little stunned.
She had never found out that she was so different from others before, whether it was Zhu Zhu, Chen Qianqian or Qin Juan, they were all different from her.
They never open their mouths to laugh out loud, no matter how anxious they are, they will only speed up their steps, they will never run and jump, sit dignified and smile without showing their teeth, a female red hand is so good that the embroidery girl has no food to eat, and the lively Qianqian has also spent more time than the other two to learn to be a housekeeper, Zhu Zhu is even more, now the Zhu family is basically in charge of her family, and the name of her ability has spread all over the country, and there are matchmakers coming to the door every day when she has not yet decided on a marriage, and the man's family has repeatedly asked to advance the date of marriage, and she is looking forward to her passing the door quickly.
But she didn't know what they would, she didn't think about learning, and her mother never mentioned teaching, as if she never worried that she wouldn't be able to marry in the future.
For as long as she can remember, her mother has only been obsessed with one thing: reading.
No matter what kind of book it is, the most useless miscellaneous books in the eyes of others can be, that is, those pamphlets that are circulated among the people, and the scholars from other countries who understand it make annotations and put them in her exclusive study, and never ask her what she has learned in the book, what she thinks, as long as she reads it.
Aunt Jia said that her mother wants her to open her eyes and know more to be big-minded.
As for what to do if she is big-minded, no one sues her, but she occasionally feels that the ones that Zhu Zhu and the others value are too trivial for her, and there is no need to fight at all.
Faintly, she now understands her mother's intentions.
Zhu Zhu looked at Sang Xia, who had never been so spiritless, a little distressed, although it was indeed selfish at the beginning, but people's hearts are flesh and blood, people like Xia Xia had already taken her to heart before they could react, and subconsciously didn't want to do things that disappointed her and became someone she hated.
And now, even if she is worried, she can't ask some words, this Sang family, there are too many secrets, and the only transparent one is Xia Xia.
"You don't look good, and you're suffering outside?"
Sang Xia shook his head, "Zhuzi, my mother is gone." ”
Zhu Zhu didn't sit anymore, and directly stepped forward to hug the person, patting her on the back and not knowing how to comfort her.
"She left me behind, and said she wouldn't see me for a long time, so why didn't she take me? Won't you be reluctant to give me up? ”
"Where do you want to go, how sad it should be for Madame to know such words, I think Madame must have a lot of last resort, maybe because she is in danger of traveling this time, she is afraid of hurting you and dare not take you with her? Xia Xia, no one will leave you if Madam leaves you, you know that's the case, don't you? ”
Sang Xia didn't move, she was just very sad, very sad, and her heart was painful.
Zhu Zhu squatted down in front of her, and gently wiped away the stubborn tears that she didn't want to fall from the corners of her eyes with a handkerchief, "Xia Xia, you don't know how much we envy you, not only the three of us, but all the women in Guxi Township envy you." ”
"Envy me for having a good mother?"
"Of course." Zhu Zhu smiled lightly, but her eyes revealed the sadness that she should not have at this age, "The girl from a small family has to help worry about the livelihood of the family since she was a child, and the livelihood of people like us is not to worry, but there are more troublesome things than the livelihood, the Zhu family has many children and grandchildren, my father is not a capable eldest son nor a young son who will come to things, and he has always been unfavored, so at that time, my grandfather respected the Sang family, I took the initiative to approach you in order to let my grandmother value that I could marry a good family in the future, and after you have a good relationship, my grandfather and grandmother will often ask a few words, Invisibly, I am more and more valued, and my grandmother personally taught me about housekeeping, plus I worked hard behind the scenes to learn so that I am now, very despicable, isn't it? ”
Without waiting for Sang Xia to answer, Zhu Zhu continued: "But Mrs. Sang is different from all mothers, she doesn't have to rely on you to fight for anything, she won't force you to learn what you don't want to learn, and she won't make decisions you don't want to make in the name of your good, she seems to be good as long as you live happily, I even thought, how can you marry someone who doesn't know anything?" How to gain a foothold in your in-law's house? ”
Zhu Zhu smiled, "Madame didn't even set up your marriage, and raised you as an old girl without any scruples, if it weren't for the fact that Mrs. Sang cared about you from the bottom of her heart, I would have suspected that you were not her own, but came back with the daughter of the enemy." ”
"Bead ......"
"I'm not afraid to sue you, the three of us approached you for the same reason, and we all succeeded in getting what we wanted, but such a person is a friend you have been friends with for more than ten years, isn't it sad?"
"I don't think you really treat me?" Sang Xia pulled the person up and pressed him to sit down opposite him, "I've been squatting, my legs aren't numb." ”
Zhu Zhu's eyes turned red, and he covered his eyes for a long time and said: "Yes, the three of us dare to swear that we are sincere to you, you can't do it to you even if you don't want to be sincere, it's like you have made a big mistake." ”
"Isn't that enough, E-beads, are you here to comfort me or let me comfort you? It's the other way around, right? ”
Zhu Zhu patted her angrily with red eyes.
"I already knew what you think, but I didn't expect you to say it so bluntly." Sang Xia lay on the table childishly, and became more and more shapeless, "I'm my mother's daughter, how can I not have this vision, but how old are you at that time, how much can you go, my mother said that I was like a wild child, and I was worried that I would bring the good children of the third family to ruin!" ”
Yes, Xia Xia has always been the smartest, how could she not see what they were trying to do, let alone Mrs. Sang, she was nervous every time she saw Mrs. Sang, but she wanted to see it, she didn't know anything, and she didn't know where that admiration came from.
"So we all envy you, when I was young, I even thought about being my wife's daughter, and I was happy when I thought about it, but in the end, we could only accept our fate, and strive to make ourselves excellent in the eyes of others, and save some money for the rest of our lives."
But invisibly, they were still influenced by Xia Xia, even if they couldn't be as frank and upright as Xia Xia, they also brought light into their personalities, and tried their best not to let themselves be contaminated with filth in the back house.
They don't want to lose their qualifications to be friends with Xia Xia.
Thinking about the rest of my life, I am afraid, if I don't even have this friend, what is the fun of such a long life?
"The three of us are in the second half of the year, I thought you could ......" Zhu Zhu held her hand and asked in a low voice, "Are you going to leave?" Will not be coming back anytime soon. ”
Sang Xia nodded invisibly, "I have something I have to do, it has something to do with my mother, I don't know when I will come back this time, Zhuzi, I'm sorry, you help me say sorry to Qianqian and Juanzi." ”
"There's nothing to be sorry for, I expected it, I don't ask much about you, and I can't help, but Xia Xia, you must protect yourself, don't let us even have hope."
"Don't worry, I won't be so easy to have an accident, I'm still looking forward to meeting my mother, I'll be by her side when I see my mother, I will follow wherever I go, don't want to leave me."
"Marry and bring your wife with you?"
"If you don't marry, no one wants it anyway, if you really want to marry a soft egg, I'm afraid that I will beat him to death and get a lawsuit on my back, so my mother will be ashamed."
Thinking about Xia Xia's temperament, Zhu Zhu felt that this thing was really not impossible, which man didn't have a little dirty thing, they accepted their fate, but where could Xia Xia endure it, if Mrs. Sang could tolerate her like this, it might not be a good thing.
It is often said that becoming a biological child is a woman's destiny, but women know best how difficult it is to go through this process for decades.
Zhu Zhu accompanied her to eat before going home, and when she was being interrogated by her grandmother, she heard that the maid had come to report that Pearl was coming.
Old Madam Zhu took the servant's hand and got up, "I'll go see you too." ”
Pearl held a boxy box and saluted and said, "Miss Zhu, this is the box that my young lady gave you, please accept it." ”
Zhu Zhu did not refuse this intention and took it personally.
"May Miss Zhu have a smooth life, and Pearl retires."
Zhu Zhu asked the personal maid to send the pearl to the second door, and she held the box herself.
The old lady came over and urged: "What are you doing in a daze, open it and take a look." ”
Zhu Zhu was reluctant to open the box, and there were many things in it that were not neatly placed, including three sets of heads, pearl strings, and bead flowers......
Don't think about it, the only one who can put valuable things into this kind of virtue and ignore the odd and even numbers can only be Xia Xia.
Wiping away her tears, Zhu Zhu left quickly for the first time, ignoring her grandmother's presence.
Mrs. Zhu, who was surprised, didn't blame her granddaughter for being rude, she was also moved by such a heavy box gift.
As soon as Zhu Zhu went out the next day, she ran into Chen Qianqian and Qin Juan who came in a hurry, and she knew that no one was left behind in Xia Xia, the three of them