Chapter 416: Self-blame
The birthday banquet of the eldest princess of Splendid is very lively, and this time I don't know if I have stayed in the fairyland for too long, and I have a little love for the excitement of the world. :7777772e766f6474772e636f6dIf you have read this chapter, please move to: New Dagger Qiqi Chinese novel xinЫqi Read the latest chapterShe usually doesn't like to be too noisy, and she doesn't like to play with the juniors fairy old lady route.
None of the people who received the post at this birthday banquet said that they couldn't come because of something, they all dragged several people, and Lala took the curious juniors to meet this ancestor who had never seen him on weekdays. Afraid of provoking this old ancestor, the children who are too young can't take it, and if they cry and annoy people, they will waste such a good opportunity. Therefore, the children brought this time are all over seven years old, obedient and well-behaved at home, and know the etiquette and rules. Even if it is an obedient and well-behaved child, it is still lively when there are many children.
"Lekang, this is the perfume you are used to every day, the bottle you brought out should be running out."
In the small garden in the backyard of the Wenguo Mansion, Chen Junhan also came to congratulate his aunt on her birthday today. He can't be here for too long as an emperor, otherwise he will be in a hurry. He came very secretly, except for a few masters of the Wen State Mansion and a very few highly respected stewards, no one knew, even they pretended not to know that he was at home now, and he secretly met in the back garden and handed Ning Xin a bottle of glass-fired incense dew.
Since Ning Xin married Chen Junhan, the two have never been separated for so long. Suddenly, after being separated for so long, he was happy at first, but after a long time, he couldn't help but have a few wisps of nostalgia in his heart, and from time to time he would think about what he was doing now, and whether he would think about himself.
Ning Xin took the incense, and the long silence between the two made the atmosphere a little strange. Ning Xin raised her eyelids and saw that he seemed to be hesitating to say something. He is a little thinner than before, whether he didn't eat on time, and no one can control him when he is not there.
"You, don't you have anything to say to me," Ning Xin asked after setting a comment in her heart that he hadn't eaten well.
Chen Junhan was stared at by Ning Xinshui's bright eyes, and he didn't remember what he wanted to say before, so he could only say something stupidly.
"Lekang, you are so good-looking, I like you to look at yourself so delicately, I miss you every day these days."
As soon as the words fell, Chen Junhan couldn't wait to bite his tongue, he didn't plan to say this before, how could this tongue be disobedient.
"Well, I mean Lekang looks a lot better, don't rush back. Stay with your aunt for a few more days, don't work hard, take care of yourself. Chen Junhan pursed his lips up and down, and when he saw Ning Xin standing in front of him so delicately, he couldn't help but say.
"Don't forget about me when you come out, you can write to me on weekdays, like we used to. I'll take your letter and get back to it. I don't urge you to go back, but you must not want to go back, I'm waiting for you, I'll be there when I come back. ”
Ning Xin didn't arrive first, Chen Junhan actually said such a thing, shouldn't he be urging himself to go back quickly. It shouldn't have been like this at all, or did he have any plans? Ning Xin was not only not moved by Chen Junhan's confession, but was a little defensive with doubts.
What kind of character Chen Junhan has, Ning Xin thinks he knows best, he should complain to himself about how much he misses himself, he thinks about himself all these days, maybe he can say that because he misses himself, he doesn't eat well and is not in a good mood. Then he asked himself when he was going to come back, emphasizing that he couldn't continue to live normally without him, and then he began to choose his own day and ask what day he liked. I probably can't grind him, and at his urging, I decided to go back one day in the near future, and after getting a satisfactory answer, he will be like getting a big hair of flesh and bones, happily circling around himself, and giving him a basket of sweet words that the dead don't pay for their lives. This is the right way to open it, what is the situation now, is it that he has not woken up or that he is dreaming now
"What's wrong with you, is there any discomfort in your body, or which girl do you fancy want me to make room for you" Ning Xin said half-jokingly, abnormal is a demon, he is so abnormal that he is ready to release a certain big demon out of nowhere.
Chen Junhan smiled bitterly, his appearance was too strange, and he felt strange, no wonder the little meat ball would be on guard. Well, she's no longer a little meat ball, and Flesh's arms are elongated and a little skinny. was looked at by her with such defensive eyes, and her heart stinged, sure enough, she didn't fully trust herself in her heart, and she was too careless and negligent in many aspects to care about her.
"I'm not uncomfortable anywhere, and I don't have anyone else. I just see that you are doing well with your aunt's place, and I want you to stay a few more days and enjoy life. I'm also happy that you're doing well, and now I don't have time to spend with you, otherwise I would have gone to my aunt's place and had a good few days without worrying about anything. Chen Junhan looked at Ning Xin with a serious expression, and what was now surging in his heart was heartache and self-blame.
"I used to care too much about myself to ignore you, and although I always said that I cared about you the most, I was still careless and didn't take your thoughts into account. I know a lot of things, but I don't think about them, there are some things I know you don't like but I will still force you to do what I think, I think I cherish you the most, but in fact I have done a lot of things that make you very embarrassed and unhappy, but I don't realize it. I know I've done a lot of things wrong, so I'm going to correct it, Lekang, if you supervise me well, I won't let you down. ”
Ning Xin saw Chen Junhan looking at her eagerly, frowned, stepped forward in two steps, and put the back of her left hand on his forehead and said.
"Aren't you really sick, how can you say something that people don't understand, and the service is too careless, and you don't know if you're sick."
Chen Junhan's forehead, Ning Xin's little hand was touched, he reached out to grab Ning Xin's hand, put her hand on the lips and kissed it twice.
"I'm not sick, really, I know what I'm talking about. I've wronged you, it's ridiculous that I didn't know it after all these years. I swear, I didn't mean to, can you forgive me for believing me again, I will never make such a mistake again. ”
Ning Xin saw that Chen Junhan's expression didn't seem to be fake, this look really looked like a primary school student made a mistake and confessed to the teacher. He is an extremely smart person, and he also has the problem of self-confidence and arrogance that smart people have, and it is difficult to go back and change the things he has come to a conclusion, let alone doubt his own achievements. I haven't seen him these days, how can he suddenly reflect on himself, this virtue has never appeared in him, he has suffered some blow, he will not start to doubt life.
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