Mrs. Qin looked at him, and she didn't squeak, from yesterday to now, the old lady didn't speak much, she was very silent.

"Mom."

Mrs. Qin stretched out her hand and gently held the old lady's arm: "It's been so many years, so don't think too much, just take care of your old age." ”

The old lady nodded: "Yes, what is the use of thinking about it for so many years, your father has been hating for a lifetime after all, I can't imagine what he experienced before committing suicide in prison all these years, such a peaceful person, after all, he still chose to commit suicide." ”

"Presumably, it still has something to do with Gu Zhanzhong."

The old lady raised her eyes and looked at the rows of tombstones in the distance: "Don't talk about this, Lan Hui, you go to the staff of the cemetery and get me some tools to build weeds, they have been getting more and more sluggish recently, how ugly these broken weeds are next to them, I will repair them." ”

Mrs. Qin was originally a little worried about her, but seeing that her complexion was fine, thinking about it, the old lady might want to talk to her father alone, so she nodded: "Okay." He turned around and walked away.

Because it was just 5:30 a.m., and this was the cemetery on the hill, it was exceptionally quiet.

The old lady stood in front of the monument and looked at the words engraved on it for a long time, but she seemed to be looking at something through the tombstone, and she didn't move for a long time.

After a while, she slowly squatted down, gently flicked the burned coin on the ground, and then looked up at the tombstone: "You've been there for so long, we haven't seen each other for decades, and I'm almost forgetful." You're not going to blame me......"

As she spoke, she raised her hand and gently stroked the tombstone, her fingers stroking the name on it, and her old eyes were full of remembrance.

"For so many years, every year when I come to see you, I will tell you about our daughter and our grandson, and I will always say happy things. But when I came to see you this year, I didn't know how to be happy. Lao Zhao, we have all provoked people who should not be provoked, and I regret it very much in this life. ”

"Do you really regret it?"

Suddenly, a faint voice came from behind him, the same old man, but a little strict.

The old lady's hand stiffened, and she turned her head to see the old man Gu on crutches, walking slowly because he was struggling, and he didn't know when he came, but he was walking step by step.

"Who told you to come?" The old lady frowned, her face cold.

"I came on my own." Old Man Gu sighed, because he was already very tired when he came over, so he stood a few meters away from her, didn't get closer, and kept looking at her: "I saw your mother and daughter driving out early in the morning, so I followed out, and I happened to meet a taxi, so I followed you all the way." ”

The old lady pursed her lips, her expression cold and tense, but she couldn't say anything.

It's already here, she only opened her mouth and told him to leave immediately, how could he go.

That's it, what should come will come.

She sighed absently, and no longer looked at him, but turned back to look at the tombstone in front of her.

Old Man Gu walked forward slowly, but the old lady didn't look at him and said coldly: "Don't get close to here, don't dirty our place." ”

"......" Gu Zhanzhong paused, looked at her for a long time, and then sighed slightly: "Lianfang, we are all old, we can have a few years to complain and hate each other, let's have a good chat, okay?" ”

"We have nothing to talk about, as you said, I'm old, I don't have any resentment, I just want to spend my old age in peace, you better go." The old lady's eyes were fixed on the tombstone in front of her, and her voice was cold.

Old Man Gu was quiet for a moment, looked at the tombstone in front of her, and after a while, he said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Actually, he is lucky." ”

The old lady suddenly looked at him coldly because of his words.

Old Man Gu squinted at the tombstone and said, "At least you have really been together, married, have children, and have a family." Although I ruined his life because of my vigor and confusion back then, he has your thoughts and feelings for decades. ”

"Mercy Fang, I apologize to you for what I did to your husband and wife back then, I know that I did too much, but I still can't understand, why can't you wait even two years? If you were willing to wait for me, maybe it wouldn't be like this. ”

"Of course, I'm not blaming you, I'm here to apologize, kill people to pay for my life, although he didn't kill him, but he also died because of me, even if you want me to die here today, I'm willing. Just ask you to sue me, to sue me personally, why? ”

The old lady's silence made Old Man Gu's footsteps move forward two more steps: "In the past few decades, I have often thought of this matter, and I just don't understand it......"

"Gu Zhanzhong, do you want to understand that it's your own business, I just ask you to leave immediately, I don't need your apologies, and I don't want your life, if it weren't for the calamities and difficulties of the marriage of the two children, I wouldn't face you with such a calm attitude, if you know what's wrong, leave immediately, don't let everyone suffer together, the sins you have done, don't hurt the children again!" The old lady frowned.

Gu Zhanzhong knew that with her hatred for Taotao, she was really thinking about the children if she could say these words in such a calm face.

"You're always thinking about others." He sighed.

The old lady said lightly: "Your granddaughter, I really haven't taken a fancy to it." But now my grandson is telling me that they really love each other, and I don't want to be an elder who beats mandarin ducks anymore, I am for my grandson, and I have nothing to do with you. ”

Gu Zhanzhong sighed: "I regret that I didn't talk to you calmly like I do now, I was just blinded by jealousy and hatred at that time, I should have talked to you like this in the first place." ”

The old lady turned her head away from him.

"Since you don't want to say it, I'll say it......" Old Man Gu said softly: "Anyway, they're already so old, it doesn't matter if you don't have a face." ”

In the distance, Mrs. Qin walked into the cemetery with a small tool for building weeds, but saw two old figures in front of the tombstone from a distance, hesitated, did not walk over, but looked up at the weather.

It's raining today, and I don't know when it's going to rain.

She shook her head, turned and went into the mailroom of the staff on duty outside the cemetery, intending to rest for a while.

In the cemetery, Old Man Gu put his hands on crutches and slowly opened his mouth: "When I told Yufei about our youth, she said that I didn't understand women's minds. You were willing to say that you wanted to follow me, that is, you would follow me even if you endured hardships, but I just threw you in Shanghai, thinking that this was the best for you, but I didn't know that you were looking for me to leave with you because you wanted to escape from marriage, but in fact, I pushed you into that abyss......"

He paused: "I, I...... I don't know that you got pregnant after I left, and I regretted it later after I learned the truth, I can't imagine how you lived without me at that time. ”

"Perhaps, if you don't have this surnamed Zhao to call the shots for you, protect you, and say that the child you lost is his, you will be looked down upon by the people at that time, and you will be kicked out by your parents and in-laws. He's kind to you, isn't he? That's why even if you knew that I was back, you refused to see me, and you had to ask someone to 'invite' you to come over, so you saw me. But you said, "You won't come with me." ”

"But Lianfang, do you know what kind of life I lived in the two years I left?" Old man Gu raised his head slightly, sighed and looked at the cloudy sky: "The Gu family is in decline, and it is not popular in the country, I want to be incognito, starting from a small soldier who burns fire, in two years, I have killed hundreds of devils, but there are countless holes in my body, and there are countless holes in my body, and there are several times when I am dying, I think of you in a hazy way, and I grit my teeth and persevere, even if the wound is ulcerated and infected, even if even the battalion commander's nurse said that I will not survive the next day, but I still survived." ”

"Every hope of rebirth is to get ahead quickly, return to Shanghai, and take my mercy to my side."

"But when I persevered, even if I died countless times, I still came back alive to find you. But the first news I learned when I returned to Shanghai was that you were married. Old Man Gu looked at her: "Xu Lianfang, I was indeed blinded by jealousy and jealousy, but do you know what my mood was like at that time?" ”

"When you stand in front of me and you don't even look at me, when you just stand there and say that you are his wife and will not go with me, when you say that you are pregnant with his child, I am really ...... I can't wait to strangle you. Old Man Gu's hand on the cane tightened as a result.

The old lady frowned at the sound of him gritting her teeth as she recalled the past.