I used to think that time could dilute everything, including feelings and hatred, but I didn't expect that what could be diluted were memories that were not worth mentioning, and the pain of some experiences would only be more unforgettable, and I would never forget it for a lifetime.

I can't forget what I want to forget, and guilt and remorse are always accompanied, like a needle piercing my heart, whenever I think of it, it seems that a needle is repeatedly piercing the same wound.

Half a month has passed in the blink of an eye, and Ling Yanbing still has that strange dream as often as before.

Everything in the dream is beautiful, laughter and laughter. Whenever she closes her eyes, she can't help but enter that magical dream, in which there is nature and there is heaven.

The two of them were always by her side, but when they woke up from the dream, they found that there was nothing and everything was fake.

knew that everything was fake, but she was still deeply trapped in it and couldn't extricate herself, because there was what Ling Yanbing wanted in that dream, and she gradually became dependent on that dream.

Although Ling Yanbing didn't cry anymore, the pain in her heart, Tian Shaoyin could understand, she just didn't want him to see her sad.

She never mentioned Tianming again, I don't know if she forgot it.

Tianshao Hidden Trustee found the best doctor in the United States, and they were sure that they would be able to heal Long Xiaoyu's leg injury.

has already been contacted, Zhuo Yu and Long Xiaoyu are going to leave here together.

Tian Shaoyin and Ling Yanbing came to the airport to see them off.

Respectively, for a reunion in the future.

The tickets were all bought, it was a flight at four o'clock in the afternoon, and there was still more than half an hour before the boarding time.

"Sister Yan Bing, I'm leaving, it may take a long time to come back, you must take care of yourself, don't be too sad, let the past pass, we have to live in the present, you still have a brother-in-law, he loves you very much, you will be happy for a lifetime." Long Xiaoyu had also heard about natural things, and she couldn't think of anything to say to comfort Ling Yanbing.

Ling Yanbing nodded, and reluctantly pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled: "Xiaoyu, come on, you will definitely recover soon!" When you come back, let's go back to Nazu City together, and I want to see the house where my father and mother used to live. ”

"Okay, let's hook our fingers." Long Xiaoyu stretched out his hand to Ling Yanbing.

Ling Yanbing also stretched out her hand to Long Xiaoyu, and they hooked their fingers with each other, believing that they would definitely meet soon.

Zhuo Yu said his final goodbye to Tian Shaoyin over there.

"Tianshao, I have handed over all the things about the kamikaze to Liao Wei, you can find him." Zhuo Yu said that Liao Ji used to be a killer like him, and after getting along day and night, he was sure that Liao Ji was also a trustworthy person.

Tian Shaoyin patted Zhuo Yu on the shoulder, "You can go with confidence, take care of Xiaoyu, and contact me at any time if you need anything." ”

Zhuo Yu nodded, "I will, the sky is less, I have time to accompany Yan Bing more, she has lost too much, only you can give her the warmth she wants." ”

"Take care!" Tian Shaoyin and Zhuo Yu had a buddy-like hug.

"Brother Zhuo Yu, brother-in-law, haven't you two big men finished talking yet! It's almost time to board. Long Xiaoyu's urging voice came from there.

"That's it, we're leaving." Zhuo Yu turned around and walked straight in front of Long Xiaoyu, and then pushed the wheelchair forward.

Long Xiaoyu turned around and shouted at Tian Shaoyin: "Brother-in-law, you have to take care of Sister Yan Bing, wait for me to come back!" ”

Tian Shaoyin raised his hand above his head and waved it at Long Xiaoyu, without saying it, he would definitely take care of her.

Finally, I still have to leave, and I will finally be separated.

"They're already gone," Tian Shaoyin took Ling Yanbing's hand, "Yanbing, let's go too." ”

Ling Yanbing was stunned, her eyes looked at the direction where Long Xiaoyu and Zhuo Yu disappeared, and prayed: "I hope Xiaoyu's leg can recover as soon as possible, and I hope that the next time we meet, she will no longer need a wheelchair." ”

After all, Long Xiaoyu had a car accident because of her, and only when her legs were completely healed would Ling Yanbing no longer blame herself in her heart.

"It will be, because of your blessings." Tian Shaoyin looked at Ling Yanbing with affirmation, he believed that where there is a will, there is a way, as long as there is obsession, it will always be realized.

I have experienced too many things recently, and I feel tired physically and mentally, Long Xiaoyu is gone, and there is a lack of someone to talk to.

Although Tian Shaoyin was her lover, there were some things she still didn't want to tell him, because she was afraid that he would say that she was cranky again.

Although Tian Shaoyin repeatedly denied the existence of Tianming, she still believed that she had given birth to a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses.

"Shaoyin, I want to find Xixi." Xuan Xixi is Ling Yanbing's best friend, and Ling Yanbing believes that if she goes to her for help, she may be able to find the answer she wants.

"Okay, I'll go with you." Tian Shaoyin agreed without the slightest hesitation, as long as Ling Yanbing's mood was good, no matter where she wanted to go, he would be willing to accompany her.

I hope that time can dilute the wounds in her heart and let her return to the original her.

Tian Shaoyin directly drove Ling Yanbing to Xuan Xixi's residence.

The house in Xuanxi's hometown has undergone some renovation and has been turned into a two-story attic.

She doesn't live here very often, and often runs to Wei Ying's side to live with him.

The car stopped, Tian Shaoyin and Ling Yanbing walked out of the car, and at this time night had quietly fallen.

Revisiting the old place, scenes from the past come to mind. When they first came here, they were still very strangers to each other, she hated him and didn't want to see him, but now they are husband and wife, maybe everything has already been written in the dark.

"Yan Bing, you're here." Xuan Xixi came down from the attic and walked quickly in front of Ling Yanbing.

She has also seen the fire in Mingmei Hospital on the news.

At that time, after she learned the news, she immediately went to Mingmei Hospital, and when she learned that she was fine, she finally breathed a sigh of relief in her heart.

"Xixi," Ling Yanbing hugged Xuan Xixi tightly, she was too afraid of losing.

"Yan Bing, it's really nice to see that you're okay." Xuan Xixi patted Ling Yanbing's back, "Let's go, let's go in and talk about something." ”

Letting go of each other's embrace, Xuan Xixi turned his head to look at Tian Shaoyin, "Tian Shaoyin, you can also come in and sit." ”

Tian Shaoyin walked into the house with Ling Yanbing.

Xuan Xixi poured a cup of coffee for Tian Shaoyin, and then took Ling Yanbing's hand and entered the room together.

Tian Shaoyin knows that a person's heart will be tired if she has too many things in her heart, as long as she says it, she will feel better in her heart, and I hope that after she finds someone to talk to, she can gradually forget those pains.

"Yan Bing, it's really nice to see that you're okay." Xuan Xi pursed his lips and smiled: "If I hadn't left that day, maybe I would have died there." ”

Ling Yanbing frowned slightly, "Xixi, do you know? Actually, I'd rather die there at the time so it wouldn't be so painful. ”

"Why do you say that?" Xuan Xixi looked at Ling Yanbing inexplicably, she didn't know anything, so naturally she wouldn't understand what Ling Yanbing was thinking in her heart.

"Naturally dead...... This time Ling Yanbing didn't cry, because she had gradually accepted this fact.

"What!" Xuan Xixi was taken aback and looked at Ling Yanbing in disbelief, "How is this possible?" How could nature die? What happened? ”

"That night there was a fire in the bright hospital, I ran out of the room with the natural in my arms, and then I heard someone shouting for help, so I went to save the person, and after I rescued the person, suddenly there was another explosion, and I was crushed by the blown iron door, and then fainted. When I woke up, Nature was gone, and it turned out that she had been taken away. After she was taken away, she did not flee the fire, but was burned alive in the southeast corridor. Whenever Ling Yanbing thinks about it, she will have countless regrets in her heart, but there is no chance in life that she can choose to do it all over again.

"How so? Why is this happening! Where was he hidden at that time! Isn't he by your side? How can he be this husband! I'm going to find him! "Saying that, Xuan Xi was going to get up and go out to find Tian Shaoyin,

"Don't!" Ling Yanbing hurriedly grabbed Xuan Xixi's hand, "Don't blame him, his heart is also very sad, it's not his fault." ”

Xuan Xi snorted angrily, "Yan Bing, why are you still protecting him at this time!" When you were most dangerous, he didn't stay by your side, what kind of man is he, he can't even protect his wife and children, so he just died! ”

"Xixi, don't say that, no one wants this kind of thing to happen," Ling Yanbing sighed helplessly, "Shaoyin is afraid that I will be sad if I know that Natural is dead, he has always hidden it from me and not let me know, it was later that I accidentally discovered that he had a natural heart lock hidden in his pocket, and it was only after my repeated questioning that he admitted that Natural was dead." ”

"How could this happen?" Xuan Xi sighed long, why do good people always have no good reward.

"I don't know why this happened, maybe it's fate, because I'm a disaster, so I don't deserve to be happy, and all I care about will leave me one day." Ling Yanbing smiled sadly, her smile was extremely sad.

"Don't talk nonsense, you're not a scourge!" Xuan Xixi hurriedly held Ling Yanbing's hand, and said in a deep voice: "In my eyes, you Ling Yanbing is the best person in the world, your heart is kind, and you are a lucky star!" ”

"Is there such an unlucky lucky star?" Ling Yanbing looked at Xuan Xixi's eyes, and said that her heart would be better, "Xixi, after you left that day, I talked a lot to Shaoyin, he believed that I was Yan'er, and he also celebrated my birthday that day." ”

"You were originally Yan'er, Tian Shaoyin, a big fool, actually believed you!" Xuan Xixi pursed her lips and said, even she, an outsider, couldn't stand it.

Ling Yanbing said in a condensed voice: "A lot of happy things really happened that day, so much so that I began to believe that I was the happiest person in the whole world, but fate sometimes jokes with you like this, one moment you think that you will soon have the whole world, and the next moment you will lose all you have." ”

Xuan Xixi listened quietly, she was willing to be a listener, listening to Ling Yanbing say what was in her heart, hoping that after she said it, she would be in a better mood.

Ling Yanbing continued: "I have been looking for the mystery of my background, hoping to find my biological parents and then recognize them. ”

"Who are they?" Xuan Xixi asked curiously.

"I didn't expect that the people I was looking for were actually by my side, they were Aunt Yishan, whom I have always respected, and Uncle Chenjue." Ling Yanbing said with emotion, the world is so small, you can meet it when you turn around, but unfortunately you don't know.

"What, it's them?" Xuan Xixi thought it was incredible.

"I thought it would be the beginning of all the good things, but I didn't expect nightmares to hit one after another, I finally found my biological parents, and before I could recognize them, they died. And naturally, she left this world before the full moon. Ling Yanbing bit her lip tightly, she hated herself for being powerless.

"Yan Bing, cry if you're sad." Xuan Xixi comforted.

Ling Yanbing shook her head lightly, "I won't cry anymore, I have accepted this fact, although I naturally left, I still dream of her every night when I dream." Do you know? I love the night now, as long as I close my eyes, I can see the nature and the dawn in my dreams. ”

"Tianming? Yan Bing, are you still dreaming about it? Xuan Xi couldn't help asking.

Ling Yanbing nodded: "Well, Xixi, I think Tianming is my child, I gave birth to a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses at that time, and I am naturally brother and sister with Tianming." ”

"Brother and sister? Yan Bing, could it be that you are thinking too much? Xuan Xixi looked at Ling Yanbing in disbelief.

"No," Ling Yanbing looked at Xuan Xixi, "Xixi, do you even think I'm crazy because I miss nature too much?" ”

Xuan Xi shook his head, "No, I just think it's incredible." If you really gave birth to a dragon and phoenix fetus, why would he lie to you and not let you know. I can't think of any reason why Tian Shaoyin wants to deceive you, if there is really a Tianming, he won't fail to tell you, it's your child. ”

Ling Yanbing sighed lightly: "This is also what I can't figure out, although I was in a coma at the time, but my consciousness is still awake, I did hear the child's cry in the haze, I remember that I once gave birth to a child hard, it was definitely not a caesarean section!" I think I gave birth to two children, one is Tianming and the other is natural. ”

"Since you are so sure in your heart, why don't you just ask Tian Shaoyin?" Xuan Xi couldn't help but say.

"I asked him, but he said that I was thinking nonsense," Ling Yanbing said firmly: "I don't believe that it's just because I miss nature too much, and the fictional character, Tianming he appeared in my dreams again and again, he is my child, it can't be wrong!" ”

"Maybe there's something else hidden, Yan Bing, then you just stay here for a few days, and we'll think of a way." Xuan Xi thought for a moment, "Maybe we can ask Le Chen for help, after all, he is a detective!" ”

"No, don't look for him, I don't want to trouble him anymore." Ling Yanbing hurriedly said, she didn't look for him, first, she was afraid that she would be misunderstood by Tian Shaoyin, and second, she already owed him too much and didn't want to trouble him all the time.

"Okay, if you don't look for it, you won't look for it." Xuan Xixi hurriedly said.

"It's late, I want to go to bed so I can meet with Nature and Tianming soon." After speaking, Ling Yanbing lay down, Ling Yanbing became dependent on that dream, she also knew that she was actually escaping from reality, there was no way, reality was too cruel, only dreams were perfect.