The whole body was as if it had been crushed, weak, burning, faintly painful, and even the eyeballs and breathing were hot.

In the dream is the endless cry of the child......

When Xia Fanjin opened his eyes, his face was wet, and his pillow was moist.

She looked around, the light was dim, and only a wall lamp at the head of the bed was turned on, and it was a familiar sight, in the ward.

Shang Zhi sent her back, but she was still found by Tang Yong, she didn't think about it.

When Gu Wan pushed the door in, she saw such a scene - Xia Fanjin was lying flat on the bed, looking at the ceiling, but his eyes were as empty as death.

The first thing that sounded in her mind was what Shang Zhi said-Xia Fanjin already knew that the child was dead.

Originally, she imagined that Xia Fanjin would cry and make trouble when she woke up, and she would collapse, but she didn't think about it, but it was as empty as losing her heart, she knew what the child was looking for, it was despair.

When she recovered her memory after the car accident, after knowing that Rushui was dead, and knowing that Xia Jingming had married another woman, she also experienced this feeling, she locked herself in a small room for a few days and nights, did not see the light of day, and did not say a word.

The kind of helplessness that was abandoned by the world, but I still remember all the pain, a little bit of accumulation.

Gu Wan plucked up the courage and shouted, "Fanjin." ”

Xia Fanjin on the hospital bed didn't react, but there was movement on the bench in the corridor outside the door, and Tang Yi stood up and stood behind her.

The hallway was dead silent, but the roar in his ears never stopped.

There was constantly a voice reminding him that Xia Fanjin knew everything, and she knew everything.

Gu Wan heard the movement behind her, but she didn't pay attention to it, and without hesitation, she isolated the person outside the door from the space in the ward.

She walked to the bedside, Xia Fanjin didn't see it, and she didn't even blink her eyes.

Gu Wan's heart hurt a lot, but she couldn't do anything, she tested her body temperature on Xia Fanjin's face and forehead with her hand, and the fever subsided, but it turned out that the person was gone.

"Fanjin, do you want to eat something, my mother made something for you, and my uncle brought it hot for you." Gu Wan whispered softly in her ear, her voice gentle and pitying.

Xia Fanjin didn't move for a long time, and in the end, he rolled his eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "Why didn't you even tell me?" ”

"......" Gu Wan's eyes turned red, Xia Fanjin's straight eyes were like a torture whip, and she was uncomfortable when she looked at her.

"Fanjin, you listen to your mother, I just hope to wait until your physical condition is better before telling you, I'm afraid you will ......"

Before Gu Wan's words fell, Xia Fanjin had already closed his eyes.

The dry pain spreads from the throat to the eyes, and this despair reaches a certain level, and you will not even feel tears, and only if you have experienced it yourself, you will know that it is even a thousand times more painful.

"Fanjin, don't run out like last night, take care of your body, you will still have a baby, mother looks at you like this, it's very uncomfortable......"

Xia Fanjin suddenly sighed very slightly, Gu Wan was so close that her face was almost close to her face, only to notice it, and she was shocked, only to hear her continue to murmur: "No, no, there won't be." ”

"No, don't think so!" Gu Wan was shocked in her heart, how could she have such an idea! What do you mean that there is no more, there will be no more?

Xia Fanjin closed his eyes but did not open them again, as if he was asleep.

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When Hua Fei returned to the ward with the hot meal, Tang Yong stood outside the door with his hands clenched into fists, motionless.

Hua Fei was naturally angry, angry, and felt a little unbearable.

He walked over and looked at Tang Yong's tense face, with a forbearance of rage, and his fists were clenched, "Who is this looking for?" ”

Tang Yong didn't answer, desperately recalling her smile in his mind, from the fake smile when he first met, to the smile that took off the disguise and was satisfied, but it couldn't cover her miserable and empty appearance.

He found that in just a few months, he had made her go through all the pain in the world, and what did she seem to do now...... It's all in vain.

"You haven't seen her in all these days, have you?" Hua Fei groaned again, and his mouth was full of bitterness when he talked about this.

Tang Yong finally had some reaction, he closed his lips, "Will she never forgive me again?" ”

"If it were me, I wouldn't forgive you." Hua Fei didn't make up any lies to stimulate him, but felt that the relationship between Tang Yong and Xia Fanjin had come to an end.

Tang Yong was suddenly shocked, and his eyes became paranoid.

He gritted his teeth and endured deeply, and it took a while to protrude a few hoarse words from between his teeth, "What should I do?" …… Uncle, what should I do? ”

This time it was Hua Fei's turn to be uncomfortable again, Tang Yong was thoughtful and assertive since he was a child, and he never asked him, 'What should I do'? When he grows up, he is already a person who can control others, he is the one who gives orders to make decisions, and he will not say such things.

And now, in the face of what is about to pass, he has become helpless.

"Tang Yong, you have always been too confident, thinking that you can control everything, but how can you not understand that Xia Fanjin is not a department under you, not your subordinate, she will not act according to your plan step by step. She's your woman, the most uncontrollable being in your life, and you're using the wrong method. ”

There are some people who you think you can control her in the palm of your hand, but you don't know that if you let go, you will break her to pieces, and no matter how much you try to get her back, you will not be able to find her completely.

Hua Fei pressed his shoulder again and said in a deep voice: "Escape can't solve the problem, you should go and meet her." ”

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid she'll hate me," and I'm afraid that she won't be able to show emotions anymore.

Tang Yong's eyes flashed with scarlet marks, and he wanted to rush in and hold her in his arms and let her beat and scold, but he knew that these were all things that Xia Fanjin didn't care about, if she wanted to take revenge on him, if she hated her to the extreme, silence was her most cruel weapon.

Tang Yong's guess was right, after entering, Gu Wan wanted to drive him out, but was stopped by Hua Fei again, and forcibly took him out, the movement was not big, but it was not small, if she hadn't fallen asleep, she would have known that he had come in, but she always closed her eyes.

"Fanjin ......" Tang Yong wanted to pull her hand, but found that she was clutching her hand to death.

She didn't want him to touch it.

But he was even more startled, and hurriedly wrapped her thin fist in the palm of his hand, and the temperature on the back of his hand came, Xia Fanjin finally opened her eyes suddenly, without any defense, she stared at Tang Yong's eyes, without waves, like a pool of stagnant water, just like that, little by little, the fingers that trapped her were pulled away little by little.

Tang Yong's hand fell into the air, and his heart seemed to be missing, but he saw Xia Fanjin slowly turn around, with his back to him, without a word, she didn't even give him a look of anger and disgust.

"I know you hate me," Tang Yong stood beside the bed, his silhouette dimmed by the dim bedside lamp.

"Whatever you want me to do, you say, I'll do it," he knew that there were things that could never be made up, but what else could he do?

Let go?

He didn't want to, didn't want to, and wouldn't.

"Tell you to die, are you going?" Xia Fanjin suddenly spoke, Bingqiao's voice was hoarse and emotionless.

Tang Yong thought that she would remain so silent, as soon as she spoke, he was full of information, and after listening to her words, the light in his eyes was snuffed out little by little.

"Do you really hate me that much?"

Hate, only when he dies will she be comfortable, and she will be able to let go?

"Well, if you don't want to die, please go out."

Tang Yong came out of the ward, Gu Wan immediately got up, glanced at him with a sneer, broke free of Hua Feiyou's arms, and after entering the ward, he slammed the door shut.

As soon as he saw Tang Yong's expression, he had already expected the result.

Hua Fei patted him on the shoulder again, silent.

Xia Fanjin knew what they wanted to hide as much as they could, and everyone's worries also appeared.

Xia Fanjin is in an extremely bad situation now, although he didn't talk much every day, he still talked about the children, and he took the trouble to ask how the children were doing every day, eager to see the children.

And now, it is really without a word, for two days in a row, she sat on the hospital bed and looked out the window in a daze, the blue gray under her eyes made people feel uncomfortable.

For two days, she didn't eat anything, Gu Wan made her soup and meals to nourish her body, and she didn't move at all.

Gu Wan has been exhausted from guarding her for so many days, and the child in her belly is constantly consuming her energy. One afternoon, when I went home to cook and brought it over, I kept persuading Xia Fanjin to eat, and suddenly fainted.

In the past two days, Xia Fanjin, who didn't say anything and barely moved like a puppet, went to get up to help Gu Wan, because she didn't take in nutrients, her body was even weaker than Gu Wan, and as soon as she pulled Gu Wan together, she fell backwards.

Xia Fanjin's eyes were quick, and he moved Gu Wan to the side of the bed, and the two fell on the bed together.

Gu Wan was confused, Xia Fanjin anxiously called her several times before she opened her eyes, in a daze, and pulled the corners of her mouth at her, "I'm fine......"

Hua Fei, who heard the movement outside, opened the door again, and when he saw Gu Wan lying on the bed, he couldn't care about anything, his face sank, and he hurriedly came over and hugged her horizontally.

Xia Fanjin looked at Gu Wan's weak face worriedly, forgetting that his body was not as good as Gu Wan's.

Hua Fei looked at Gu Wan's haggard look who was unable to lean on his shoulder, and looked at Xia Fanjin seriously and angrily, "Xia Fanjin, even if you fall yourself, how many people will you pull to pay for your sadness and despair with guilt?" Forget about being treated, you have the capital to hate Tang Ji, but have you ever thought about it, she is your mother, not the one who hurts you, she cooks food for you every day, takes care of you day and night, and you don't give her a good face! ”

Hua Fei said very seriously, Xia Fanjin's godless eyes turned, and the hand supporting the bed trembled because of weakness and soreness.