Love after marriage: Qin Fei gets himself (112)
Qingqing was holding the rice in the bowl with chopsticks, and the rice grains were all around her mouth, Mrs. Qin was smiling and was about to reach out to wipe her, Qin Muyan had already reached out to wipe the rice grains from her mouth. Comfort parrot
Looking at his expression of praising the child, Mrs. Qin looked at him, and then at Qingqing, who obediently lowered her head to eat, first smiled with satisfaction for a while, and then remembered Gu Yufei's matter, so she sighed, looked at the table full of food, and suddenly lost her appetite.
Waiting, waiting, the nanny never came back, of course, they were happy that the nanny didn't come back, so that Qingqing could live here.
Qin Muyan was coaxing Qingqing all night, hugging her, and Qingqing obediently fell asleep on his shoulder.
When Mrs. Qin came into the bedroom, she saw that the child was already asleep, so she went to Aunt Chen to ask where the quilt was, and then went to get the quilt over, spread it well, and after putting the child down with Qin Muyan, she glanced at him and motioned for him to go out with her to talk about the town.
Qin Muyan looked down at Qingqing, who was sleeping soundly, leaned down, reached out and gently stroked her forehead, touching her soft hair.
After looking at it for a long time, he got up and walked out slowly.
Aunt Chen's family lives nearby, and she goes back every night after she is busy, and she is on call if she has something.
The TV was turned off with a "snap", and the living room instantly fell silent.
Mrs. Qin sat on the sofa, Qin Muyan walked over, sat opposite her, took a pack of cigarettes out, and was about to smoke, but suddenly thought that there was Qingqing at home, so he threw the cigarette case aside, as if he was tired, he sank his body into the sofa, raised his hand to stroke his forehead, and before Mrs. Qin could speak, he said, "What do you want to ask?" Just ask. ”
Mrs. Qin frowned at his preemptive move, looked at his tired expression, and asked, "How long have you been in Lijiang?" Just take the time to have a video conference with the American company every day? ”
"Now that network technology is so developed, I shouldn't have provoked you by holding a video conference."
Mrs. Qin sighed: "Mu Yan, you know that Mom doesn't mean that, Mom means, you put down the company's affairs and come to Lijiang alone, is it because of Gu Yufei?" When did the rift start between you and her? Qingqing doesn't recognize us, does it have anything to do with her? Is it that Gu Yufei put the child by her side early in order to fight for the custody of the child, so that the child is not close to our Qin family, so that the child can choose her with her own consciousness in the court? ”
"Mom, your conspiracy theories can be put to rest, no one has deliberately educated a child for a certain purpose since giving birth to a child." Qin Muyan frowned.
"What's going on?"
"Didn't you say you knew?" Qin Muyan glanced at her lightly: "Don't you know that I haven't been back to Yufei for the past two years, we haven't lived together, and the child is not close to you and me, that's because when she started to know people, we didn't appear in her world." ”
"But Yufei should teach her, she doesn't have our photos, the old people don't live with their children now, but I see that those mothers will take the photos of grandparents to show their children, saying who is grandpa and who is grandma, I care for Yufei is hearted!" As she spoke, Mrs. Qin said again: "Also, Mu Yan, I can tell you, if you really want to divorce, not only the child can't let her take away, but also our Qin family's property, if she dares to take away a penny, don't blame Mom for not suing you today, you know your mother's temper." ”
Qin Muyan wrinkled her eyebrows and looked at her, Mrs. Qin leaned on the back of the sofa, and sighed: "Mom knows, it should be impossible for the daughter of the Gu family to take advantage of our Qin family's property, after all, it is indeed a good match, she married you, of course, it is impossible to come for money, but son, you must know that the women of this world now, once they are disappointed in love, they will blindly use money to fill the emptiness in their hearts, maybe she is planning to hollow out our Qin family now......"
"Mom, this is life, not a shopping mall or a battlefield, where are so many conspiracies and plans?" Qin Muyan frowned and said, "She's not that kind of person. ”
Mrs. Qin immediately said angrily: "She's not that kind of person? So what kind of person is she? I dared to get together with the surnamed Lin openly when I was not divorced, you didn't see it at the time, but I saw it with my own eyes, she took a towel to wipe the sweat of the surnamed Lin, and the eyes of those two people knew that there was a story at a glance! The action is intimate! ”
Qin Muyan raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows, thinking that he had gone to the hospital before and saw the warm and intimate behavior of the two people in the ward.
"Qin Muyan, we don't have a future, answer you with the sentence you gave me at the beginning. …… Let it go. ”
That day at the hotel, the words before she left rang in her ears.
Qin Muyan opened his eyes, but he didn't look at Mrs. Qin, his eyes looked down, and his voice was cold and deep: "Mom, you really don't know the reason why I snubbed Gu Yufei before?" ”
Mrs. Qin's face froze, and she looked at him stunned.
Qin Muyan raised his eyes, his gaze was light and cold: "You really don't know? ”
Mrs. Qin frowned: "Son......"
"You also said that if you hadn't seen Yufei's belly so big and pregnant with the flesh and blood of the Qin family, you and your grandmother would never have allowed the daughter of the Gu family to step into the door of the Qin family."
Qin Muyan said quietly: "Mom, do you know that for more than ten years, there has been such an excellent woman around you, you can only admire, you can only like it, but you can't love, you can't take it for yourself, I can walk with any woman, but Gu Zhanzhong's granddaughter can't, do you know how much stamina your son has to restrain himself?" ”
Mrs. Qin's face froze slightly: "Haven't you always liked that girl from the Ji family?" I always thought that you were thinking about the girl of the Ji family, when she disappeared, you were still so sad, you have been looking for her for many years......"
"How can you not be worried?" Qin Muyan smiled softly, as if telling a story from the past, and her voice was also soft: "Since Ji Xinyao was taken to Ji's house, I was lying on the wall between our house and Ji's house, and I could always see He Manni pushing that little girl to the ground, either pumping her or beating her, that beautiful little girl always gritted her teeth and forbeared, I looked at her and felt pain for her." ”
He chuckled and said: "Mom, for Ji Xinyao, I feel sorry for her, I want to protect her, give her a stable life, and give her a stable home, this is my wish that has been stationed in my heart since I was a child, I don't know if I love Xin Yao or not, I only know that for Xin Yao, if Gu Nancy doesn't want her one day, I will find a way to take care of her, even if she doesn't need my care." This is a habit from childhood to adulthood, you know, the sense of justice in a man's bones is innate, I have watched her being bullied and beaten since I was eight years old, that is the thought that I have been stationed in my heart since I was eight years old, I want her to be happy, I want to see her happy. ”
"So what? You still like that girl in the Ji family, don't you? So you ...... to Gu Yufei"
"I ...... Gu Yufei" Qin Muyan still pointed to the location of his heart, and his voice was a little hoarse: "It hurts here." ”
"Here, it hurts so much that your son is dying." Qin Muyan's fingers poked at his heart: "I knew from the beginning that I couldn't touch her, maybe without the coincidental brotherhood between me and Gu Nancy in the United States, Gu Yufei and I would never know each other in this life, and we wouldn't have anything to do with it, but life is such a drama, she just appeared in front of my eyes, but the woman I couldn't touch the most was by my side for nine years." ”
"And then what do I give her in return? Indifference for two whole years after marriage. Qin Muyan sneered self-deprecatingly as he spoke: "Mom, you say, is your son a thing?" ”
Mrs. Qin didn't speak, just sat quietly on the sofa, looking at the man in front of her, who had always been uninhibited and seemed to have no heart, sitting in the sofa, saying rare words that were heart-wrenching.
It was her son, but she never really knew about it, because this son had always been too far away from them.
"A matter of the previous generation." Qin Muyan said: "I don't want to care, I really don't want to throw my own wife and children in the cold house because of those love-hate entanglements that have passed for decades." ”
"Mom, Qingqing's health is not good, she has had to take injections and medicine twice a day since she was born, and I, a father, have never given her a little comfort and given her a little courage, she was critically ill in G Central Hospital last year, and I didn't stay with their mother and daughter, maybe this is not the reason why Gu Yufei hates me the most, but this is enough to make our entire Qin family embarrassed."
"Qingqing is critically ill? Last year? Mrs. Qin was stunned: "How come?" Impossible! ”
When he heard the news that his mother and the child's grandmother didn't even know that the child was so sick that he almost died, Qin Muyan didn't speak, just laughed and sneered, not knowing if he was laughing at this family or just laughing at himself.
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