Chapter 344: Contradictions
"Are you alright?" Cui Xiuying quietly pushed the door in and asked softly.
"Huh?" Lee was stunned for a moment, and found that it was actually Cui Xiuying, and his eyes moved away unnaturally, "Why are you here." ”
Lee was a little afraid to look at Cui Xiuying, but this appearance also made Cui Xiuying very uncomfortable.
"I," Cui Xiuying pursed her lips before putting down the lunch, "Your lunch, let's eat it." ”
Choi so-young was about to turn around and leave after saying this, she was very knowledgeable, and Lee's appearance showed that she didn't want to see herself now.
"You," Lee seemed to feel that he had done something too much, so he couldn't help but leave Choi so-young.
"What, is there anything else?" Cui Xiuying stopped and asked, but she didn't look back.
"Sit down for a while." Lee hesitated for a moment, then said.
……
"Is this the room? Why no one? Kwon Yo-ri pushed the door in and found no one, which was very strange.
"How is that possible? It's still there just now. Sunny walked in, "Is it in the bathroom?" ”
That said, but the bathroom door was closed.
Obviously, Kim Taeyeon did go out.
"This stupid guy is running blindly with a twisted foot!" Finding out that Kim Taeyeon really left, Sunny frowned.
Although Kim Taeyeon is said to be fine, and in fact there is nothing to do, there is one thing to remember, that is, Kim Taeyeon is not an ordinary person, as a member of the group, running down various trips, even a strong man can't bear it, not to mention that Kim Taeyeon is still injured in his feet and waist?
"Where does Nu go?" Xiaotu asked a crucial question.
yes, where will Kim Taeyeon go?
Nonsense, where else could there be?
Sunny patted his head helplessly and said to himself, "I shouldn't trust this guy, it's bad." ”
"Taeyeon isn't going to Lee, is he?" Kwon Yoori quickly reacted, "Ah, what about Xiuying?" ”
"You should ask Taeyeon what to do!" Sunny said angrily.
"But Taeyeon, do you know where Lee lives?" Xiaotu asked stupidly, "I remember we didn't tell her, right?" ”
"Are you stupid? What's under Taeyeon's nose? Sunny stood on tiptoe and poked Tu's head vigorously, looking distressed.
"Hey. I'd better hurry up and check it out! Xiaotu rubbed his eyebrows, and then trotted away.
"You think Lee would be better if he wanted to be as dirty? I knew that Fan shouldn't be with fans, everyone is simply from a different world! Xu Xian, who had never had a chance to export, finally sighed at this time.
"I can only say that Lee has done more than what the rice should do." Sunny reluctantly spoke. "I hope Xiuying is the last one, and no one will fall into it."
Kwon swallowed, she felt her throat was dry, she didn't know if it was an illusion, Sunny seemed to have glanced at her just now.
"Really. Wave after wave, why are we so unlucky. Xu Xian said with a sigh.
"Ah, little girl, aren't you sorry for this?" Sunny said funny, "You are the luckiest among us, I think you should marry Hee Jae as soon as possible, they will graduate soon, and they will be PhDs when they go back, and they will not have to serve in the military when they go back to South Korea, and their status is still high, I think it's good." ”
Sunny looked at Seo Hyun with a smile, and even Kwon Yoo-ri on the side couldn't help but laugh.
Maybe you can have some fun with yourself now to live a happier life.
"Then Oni, you might as well be with Seung-hwan!" Xu Xian looked at the bun face. It's a puffed up, but the words that come out of his mouth make Sunny dumbfounded.
"You deserve it, the busy time is not what it used to be!" Kwon Yoo-ri covers her mouth so that her smile doesn't make Sunny anxious.
"Humph!" Sunny snorted stiffly, but he didn't want to continue talking to Seo Hyun.
……
"That"
"That"
"Say it"
"Say it"
"Hungry, hehe," Lee and Choi so-young smiled helplessly.
"Let's talk first." Lee said to Choi so-young.
"Well," Cui Xiuying nodded, "How the hell did you hurt your head?" ”
In fact, Cui Xiuying has wanted to ask this question for a long time, because she has become more and more surprised by this matter.
From beginning to end, it seems that it all started with Lee beating up Jung Kyung-ho.
"Well, it's nothing," Lee chuckled dryly.
"Is there anything you can't say?" Cui Xiuying's face darkened.
"Nothing. It's really nothing, you don't think I've done anything bad, do you? Lee touched his head and smirked.
"I've heard something." Cui Xiuying didn't think what Lee said was funny, and bit her lip stubbornly.
"Gossip is the same as your scandal, where can it be taken true?" Lee waved his hand. "Well, it's time for me to ask you, right?"
Cui Xiuying looked at Lee with a complicated expression, and then nodded dejectedly, she felt that Lee was diverting the topic.
"Ask whatever you want." Cui Xiuying lowered her head and kept playing with her fingers, and the anxiety in her heart was clear at a glance.
"Has Zheng Jinghao been looking for you recently?" Lee paused. Then asked.
"O, he's still in the hospital," Cui Xiuying was stunned for a moment, and then whispered, as if she was afraid that Lee would get angry if she was not careful.
"......" Lee didn't show much joy when he heard the news, on the contrary, he still had a trace of guilt on his face.
"Perhaps, I really shouldn't go," Lee spat out for a long time.
"What?" Choi so-young opened her big, good-looking eyes, as if she didn't understand Lee's words.
"I said," Lee looked up, "I said I shouldn't be there." ”
"You," Choi so-young didn't know what Lee meant.
"I can prevent you from getting married, and I can keep Zheng Jinghao away from you, but I can't always protect you like this in the future." Lee seemed to be very irritable, and vigorously teased his already messy hair.
Loose hair stood in front of Lee's forehead for a long time.
"No, it's not." Choi so-young couldn't help but step forward to help Lee brush his hair. Then he held his face and said softly, "I used to think that my eyes were closed." Say I am willing, and the matter will be settled, and my heart will be settled. ”
"But when I'm really standing there, how I wish you could show up. To be able to appear in front of me, take my hand, and take me away. ”
"I was really scared, I regretted it, and I think I realized in that moment what I really wanted."
Cui Xiuying stared at Lee's eyes and said seriously.
"You," Lee's eyes lit up with struggle, and his hand tried to lift up several times to break free of Choi so-young, but in the end he only turned his head slightly.
"But I don't think I have a chance, do I?" Choi so-young saw Lee's expression. He retracted his hand and said softly in a low voice.
That night, she saw everything, saw Kim Taeyeon, who she thought would leave Lee, and went home with Lee.
"I, I don't know what you're talking about." Lee looked to the side with a different color in his eyes, and said against his will.
"You know," Choi so-young smiled, "you know all about it, don't you?" I'm so obvious. ”
"I know your concerns. I know," Choi so-young rubbed her eyes, "I don't think I lost to Taeyeon, I just lost to time." Isn't it? If I had met you first, what would it be like now? ”
"Xiuying, I'm not trying to interfere in your life, it's just that I can't see you with someone like Jung Kyung-ho, so. I'm sorry, I think you really got something wrong. Lee felt that he might fall in the next second, so he could only harden his heart and say coldly.
"Then do you dare to look at me and say this?" Cui Xiuying wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and looked at Lee with a sneer, "Do you dare?" ”
"I," Lee struggled inwardly, unconsciously pinching the sheets with his hands, and finally gritted his teeth and looked up at Cui Xiuying.
"You,"
"Hmm"
Before he could utter a single word, Lee's mouth was sealed, sealed by a sweet and soft lips.
Time seemed to have stopped, and this second seemed so long.
In this second, Lee thought of many things.
"I believe in my feelings, and if that kiss that day was your strategy, I would say that you succeeded, and I seem to be in love with you." Choi so-young's lips left Lee, and then spoke softly.
"Yes, I love you and I want to be with you."
After Cui Xiuying said all this, she seemed to feel that the stone in her heart had fallen to the ground, and she was extremely relaxed.
Yes, maybe from a certain moment, she really fell in love with Lee, bit by bit, she wanted to be with Lee, wanted to share with Lee what she had held in her heart all these years, no one dared to tell, wanted to meet Lee, wanted to talk to Lee, wanted to ......
She did everything she could, even took the initiative to kiss Lee, to be coquettish to him, to brutally let him date her girlfriend behind her back, but she didn't dare to say to Lee openly, "I love you, I want to be with you." ”
But now she did, really did.
Maybe some words are irreversible.
Choi so-young also knows.
"You don't have to answer, I know." Cui Xiuying didn't let Lee speak, and took a deep breath, "I just want to say this." ”
"Anyway, I should thank you, thank you for giving me the opportunity to choose my life again, I will try to be happy, and I hope you will look at me and smile." Choi so-young's tears were not held back in the end.
Maybe I didn't hold back for a long time.
Because when Lee felt a hint of sweetness, he also felt a hint of coolness, a hint of salty bitterness.
Is that a tear?
It turns out that tears can be bitter to such an extent.
"It's time for me to go," Cui Xiuying stood up, looked at Lee who was still distracted, and said softly, "I'm still in your heart, right?" ”
When Lee came back to his senses, he realized that Choi so-young had left.
Looking at the empty room, Lee suddenly had an impulse, an urge to hug Choi so-young.
Maybe it wasn't impulsive, because Lee had already rushed out the door.
Rushing out in a hurry, the figure at the door had not disappeared, Lee looked at the blurred back and hugged it tightly.
"You," the lovely man in his arms seemed to be hit by this accident, and he didn't know what to say timidly.
"Xiuying, I," Lee didn't seem to realize anything, his mouth trembling as he tried to say something.
"I'm sorry, you seem to have hugged the wrong person." The cold voice drilled into Lee's ears like a needle.
It's Kim Tae-yeon.
……
"Oh no, it looks like it's late." Sunny looked at the distant scene with a headache and grumbled.
Not far away, Lee squatted on the ground with his head in his hands, while Kim Taeyeon stood aside, both of them staring blankly at the sky outside the window, not saying a word.
The atmosphere is inexplicably harmonious
The atmosphere was inexplicably helpless
……
"We broke up."
The two of them said in unison.
Ironically, the most tacit understanding between two people is actually when they break up.
"You're not kidding, are you?" Sunny and the others all frowned.
Although he knew some information from Xu Xian's mouth, when he really heard it, everyone still couldn't accept it.
"It's torturous for everyone to go on like this." Kim Taeyeon was the first to speak, "At least break up now, and we can be friends in the future." ”
"It's torment," Lee nodded, "but my friend is anyway." ”
"What?" When several people heard Kim Taeyeon's words, they secretly said that there might be room for redemption, but after hearing Lee's words, their hearts sank.
A hint of disbelief flashed in Kim Taeyeon's eyes, but she hid it well.
"Also, if you can't be a lover, don't be a friend." Kim Taeyeon seemed to be very indifferent and echoed it.
"Hmm," Lee nodded.
The crowd was silent, not knowing what to say.
"One more thing," Lee continued, as if unaware of the crowd's discoloration, "I'm going back to China." ”
"What?" Several people were shocked, and even Xiaotu was stunned.
"What are you doing, how do you want to go back to China?" Xiao Tu asked first.
"yes, what about the language school?" The rest asked.
Kim Tae-yeon's eyes flickered, but in the end she didn't speak.
"Isn't Xiaotu back?" Lee squeezed out a smile, "I've been a little tired lately and want to go back and rest." ”
"Isn't it the same to rest here......" Xiaotu whispered.
Lee smiled and didn't speak.
…… (To be continued.) )