Reborn, reborn many times, reborn to the point that she herself has lost count of how many times.

Lin Wan'er was frightened, shocked, then cold all over her body, feeling terrifying, and finally a thick sadness, tears falling uncontrollably, she finally knew Chen Nuonuo's final secret, at the moment when her life was about to come to an end.

Everything has been explained, and it is all natural, life has given Chen Nuonuo great favors, and also given her endless reincarnation and torture, so she has so many images in the eyes of people, sometimes she is lively, sometimes she is elegant, sometimes she is brutal, sometimes she is gentle......

Every time she was reborn, she chose not to take the same path, but life was like an endless whirlpool, twisting and devouring her, and finally entering a dark ending.

Zhao Qian had already guessed, hugging Chen Nuonuo's thin body tightly, it seemed that she would disappear as soon as she let go.

Chen Nuonuo looked at Lin Wan'er calmly, with complicated emotions in her eyes: "Lin Wan'er, I said that only one person between you and I can live, this is the conclusion I came to after being reborn countless times, in every life, you and I are either enemies or sisters, no matter how hard I try, I can't change the final ending." ”

"It's strange to say, every time I was reborn was the day before the Suzaku Gate incident, at first I was at a loss, quietly watching fate kill everyone before the Suzaku Gate, I died, Zhao Qian died, the queen died, Princess Xiliang died, Xu Yunfeng died, Xu Xiao went crazy, His Majesty's heart died, everyone died. Gradually, when I was born again, I knew I couldn't sit still. Beginning to change the fate that had been set, I took the Thirteen Taibao to the Suzaku Gate, and some of them survived. Some people are gone forever, but that was the best time, after all, someone survived. ”

A weak little girl has become strong after countless rebirths, and no one knows how many times Chen Nuonuo has been reborn before she has the courage to face the cruel truth.

"Lin Wan'er, I'm not as strong and confident as you think, and I don't know how many lives have passed. I just accepted that Zhao Qian is not Zhao Gan, the Zhao Qian in my heart has already drowned in the small river pond, and the Zhao Qian in front of me does not belong to me. But I can't let it go, I can't give it up, and I can't get it. Chen Nuonuo squirmed his throat, and an unhealthy flush rose on his pale face. I don't understand why Zhao Qian went to Lanzhou. I also forgot which life it was, I was angry, wronged, tossed, bad, harmful, crazy, I prevented Zhao Gan from going to Lanzhou. Prevent you from coming to Beijing, prevent you from seeing each other. But fate is such an elusive thing, you and him seem to have an inextricable and inseparable connection, Shangjing and Lanzhou are thousands of miles away from each other, and the two of you can always meet in various coincidences to no longer coincidences. ”

Chen Nuonuo smiled, a little far-fetched and bitter: "Although I am unwilling and don't want to admit it, but if there is fate, the relationship between you and Zhao Gan is fate, just like in this life, you wrote a poem "Like a Dream Order", which happened to be sent to Shangjing by the Zhizhou of Lanzhou, and happened to be seen by Zhao Gan, so he ran away from marriage, and saw you and recognized you. What a coincidence, because it's so coincidental, so it's probably fate. Lin Wan'er, I have been reborn again and again, I have seen you with different experiences, you once sold tofu, you were called 'Tofu Shih', you sold wine, you were called 'wine lady', you sold a kind of food called 'hamburger', opened a store called 'supermarket', and created a kind of quyi called 'cross talk', haha, once you became a businessman who did everything, became the first rich woman to replace King Jing'an, established a fund-raising channel called 'stock', and you became the first in Dawei in one life' 'Female lawyer', you were very beautiful in that life, you entered Beijing as a maid in the ministry, and you also had the right not to kneel in the court, which was really majestic. Oh, by the way, you still have a life to go up the mountain to be a female bandit, tossing the black miasma of the Lanzhou generation, and also fought a few beautiful victories by mistake, and finally the court had no choice but to send troops to suppress the bandits, and Zhao Qian is the chief soldier, and you got it up the mountain to become the lady of the village, in short, you met again. No matter what you have done or become, you and Zhao Qian can always meet, and he can always accept you, and you will naturally accept him. Believe me, believe that I have tried very hard to prevent you from meeting, after some evil things have been done, I hate myself, but I still can't change your encounter. ”

It is precisely because of this that after Lin Wan'er came to Shangjing from Lanzhou, Chen Nuonuo still compiled the Siku Quanshu in Wenyuan Pavilion, and did not ask Lin Wan'er Xingshi to ask for guilt, she knew that Zhao Gan would go to Lanzhou desperately, so except for being a little sad, she did not cry and cry like ordinary women, looking for death and life.

Chen Nuonuo's self-confidence and strength are not innate, but honed after countless experiences of life and death, not that she wants to be confident and strong, but the never-ending reincarnation, so that she has to be so confident and strong to fight against fate.

"Lin Wan'er, we have been enemies for many lifetimes, I have persecuted you by all means, and you have never had mercy on me, and you will not give up until you die, if this is the case, I will feel better, but after every rebirth, I still remember what happened, and you have forgotten everything. Gradually, when I see you again, I have no hatred, and occasionally I miss the old days. Chen Nuonuo was angry, and it took a lot of energy to say a word, "Finally, in the last life, I decided not to go against you, but to take a step back, and become sisters with you, not only you, everyone in the Lin family is my relatives, I have embroidered the mandarin duck picture with Sister Qingzhu, flown a kite with Xiaoxiao, teased you with Baoyu and Yubao, and caught frogs with Dabao, scenes in this life often appear in front of me, so I can't help but rejoice, the joy of the previous life is my life that has been reborn many times. ”

"However, we still have to face a person, a person who can't be skipped." Chen Nuonuo said, stretched out a hand and stroked Zhao Gan's face, tears were crystal clear, "We still have to face this man, we can share everything in the previous life, but only this man in front of us, we are reluctant to let go a little bit." ”

(PS: I remember when I first wrote "The Evil Girl", some people said that copying poems was very vulgar and the content was not novel, especially I remember that someone commented that the theme of "The Evil Girl" was an old topic ten years ago, but that novelty was not what Lan Ying wanted to express, and Lan Ying thought that the novelty was not that kind, so she chose to copy the poem, but it turned out that people were right, Lan Ying was wrong, and the topic of "Evil Girl" was indeed vulgar.) In fact, the original name of "Evil Girl" was "Rich Woman", Lin Waner was a businesswoman who opened a supermarket chain, and also operated and established the stock market, reconciling the contradictions between Xiliang, the imperial court and the Xiongnu. (To be continued.) )