Chapter 170: How much love you have, how much you fear

'Click', tears from broken threads fell to the floor, splashing small pieces of water.

She's crying......

Luo Feifei closed his eyes bitterly, and this time, he didn't refuse her again, letting her struggle to help himself up, and after sitting down in the wheelchair, he immediately turned around and turned his back to her.

His back was as cold as a stone, stinging Ruoyu's heart.

"That'...... I'm out? She whispered, looking at him reluctantly, as if waiting for him to keep her.

Luo Feifei was silent, she didn't even look at her, Chi Ruoyu covered her mouth and rushed out of the room, she was afraid, afraid that if she continued to stay inside, she would cry in front of him.

The door slammed shut, like a wall, separating the two worlds, and no one could step through.

Outside the rehabilitation room, Wang Zixuan looked worriedly at the woman who was squatting on the ground and crying silently after going out, with a very complicated expression.

She didn't hear the quarrel in the house, but she had eyes and could see.

"Ruoyu," slowly squatted down, reached out and patted Ruoyu's slightly trembling shoulder, "Extraordinary he just can't accept it for a while, give him a little time." ”

"I know." Chi Ruoyu couldn't cry, she knew, knew his thoughts, and it was precisely because she knew that she would feel heartache for him.

I still remember the first time I saw him, he was handsome, handsome, and a cynical second ancestor, but now? What has become of him for her?

She really wanted to tell him, no matter whether his leg was good or not, she would accompany him, no matter how bitter and difficult it was, she would not leave his side.

Wang Zixuan let out a long sigh, she was just a bystander, she couldn't intervene in many things, the only thing she could do was to accompany her friends quietly like now.

After the displeasure of this day, Luo Feifei has always resisted seeing Chi Ruoyu, and the medical team can get close to him lightly, but Ruoyu, as long as she approaches Luo Feifei, it will make his love fluctuate greatly.

Chi Ruoyu was unwilling, but she could only obediently listen to the doctor's arrangement, and stayed outside the door every day, looking at him and looking at him.

"Da Meng, I'm about to run out of it." Listening to the doctor again, his legs were still unconscious, Chi Ruoyu almost collapsed and rushed out of the bungalow, dialed Ruoyun's phone, only in front of her closest relatives, she dared to show sadness and sadness.

Listening to the crying voice on the other end of the phone, Chi Ruoyun's heart also clenched: "Xiaomeng, there is the top hospital in the world, you must be able to think of a way, have you forgotten?" What did you say before you left? Now, you can't afford to give up halfway. ”

Listening to Da Meng's support, Ruoyu quickly stabilized her feelings, yes, she can't give up, if even she gives up, then there really won't be a miracle.

After venting, Ruoyu put away the phone and returned to the bungalow, she didn't go to Luo Feifei's room, where there were medical staff to take care of him, even if she went, she couldn't get close to him.

She went straight into the study, opened her notebook, searched the Internet for precautions for taking care of paralyzed patients, and wrote them down one by one.

"Ruoyu?" Wang Zixuan didn't see her outside the door, she searched for a long time, but she found someone, and after she entered the house, Chi Ruoyu hurriedly closed the computer like a thief.

"Why didn't you take care of him in the room?" She asked, frowning.

"Today's rehabilitation is complete, he is tired, he is resting at this time, and I am also free, I want to come and talk to you." Wang Zixuan explained that not only Luo Feifei needs to worry, but even Ruoyu needs to be watched.

Although he was paralyzed, the most psychological pressure was Ruoyu.

"Did he sleep?" Chi Ruoyu's heart moved, and she hurriedly stood up and wanted to go to the room to see him, these days, Luo Feifei was very reluctant to see her, and only when he was asleep, she dared to approach his side.

"Well, if you want to go, you can go, he is alone in the house, and everyone else is scattered." Wang Zixuan threw an encouraging look at her.

Chi Ruoyu smiled gratefully, and then went out, after she left, Wang Zixuan sat in the place where she was sitting just now, turned on the computer, and the web page that had not been closed was clearly printed in her eyes.

"What a fool." She muttered, looking at the dense text on the web page, only to feel pantothenic acid in her eyes.

Along the way, she watched Ruoyu and Luo Feifei come over, obviously liking each other, but because of the last cup, she came to this point.

Chi Ruoyu carefully unscrewed the doorknob of the door, the room was quiet, the floor-to-ceiling windows were locked, only the sunlight penetrated the white screen and dappled on the floor, she looked at the big bed, under the pure white futon, Luo Feifei was lying on his side in a corner, with his back to her.

"Extraordinary?" She called softly, but there was no response from Luo.

It seems that he really fell asleep.

Chi Ruoyu breathed a sigh of relief, and approached the big bed with cat steps, she didn't dare to walk too loudly, for fear that she would wake him up, so she stopped on the edge of the bed, looking at his quiet and peaceful sleeping face, an indescribable sourness surged from her heart to her nose.

He has lost a lot of weight, his original angular facial features are getting sharper and sharper, and his face is still a little sickly, even in his sleep, his brows are still tightly locked, as if he has unsolvable sorrow.

Chi Ruoyu slowly squatted down, and subconsciously stretched out his index finger against his eyebrows, wanting to rub the small mountain between his eyebrows for him.

"Extraordinary." It's nice to be able to watch him quietly.

In the quilt, Luo Feifei's hand moved slightly.

Chi family, Chi Xuan has always sent people to pay close attention to Xiao Meng and Luo Feifei's movements, her every move will reach his ears, knowing that his little daughter is not welcomed, Chi Xuan's heart is on fire, but there is no place to scatter.

"Hey." Closing the mail, Chi Xuan rubbed his eyebrows tiredly.

"What are you sighing about?" Su Yunuan came in with milk, "If you sigh again, you will become an old man." ”

"What, dislike me?" Chi Xuan stretched out his hand to take the person into his arms, and the warm snort continued to spray on Su Yunuan's cheeks, causing her to blush a little.

"Let it go! It's daylight. She scolded angrily, but Chi Xuan not only didn't let go, but hugged her tighter.

"I'm just hugging you, and I haven't done anything else, or is there something unhealthy in your mind?"

"Who's thinking?" Su Yunuan's cheeks flushed, and her body began to struggle.

Chi Xuan accepted it when he saw it, and gently patted her back with his palm a few times: "Xiaomeng, don't worry, the Luo family will not embarrass her, I am also contacting foreign neurologists these days, as long as we can get Luo Feifei back on his feet, we owe him even if we pay it off." At that time, he will bring Xiao Meng home, only that man, and he will never allow Xiao Meng to have too much to do with him.

Don't look at Chi Xuan's compromise with Chi Ruoyu on the surface, but in his heart, he is very close to Luo Feifei and even the entire Luo family, after all, there are too many things between the two of them, and those grievances cannot be solved in one or two sentences.

Chi Xuan lowered his eyelids and wiped away the cold glow in his eyes.

"Will Xiaomeng be willing then?" What he didn't finish, Su Yunuan understood very well in her heart, she hadn't been a husband and wife for half her life, didn't she understand his mind?

"There are some things that cannot be determined only by the will of one person," he said meaningfully, "well, I have a score on it." ”

Su Yunuan wanted to speak and stopped, she is a woman, and she knows very well how difficult it is for a woman to let go when she loves a man deeply, and now, she can only take one step at a time.

Chi Ruoyu kept Luo Feifei for a day, and when he showed signs of waking up, he hurriedly got up and wanted to leave early.

Before the leg could be opened, the wrist was firmly grasped.

She turned her head in surprise, and happened to bump into Luo Feifei's eyes as deep as the night sky, and her heart trembled violently: "You...... Are you awake? ”

"Hmm." His expression was faint, but the palm holding her was like a plice, and it didn't move.

Chi Ruoyu was very nervous: "Don't be angry, I'll go out immediately, I know you don't want to see me." ”

"Don't go." The two words are more like a fragile plea than a command.

Ruoyu was completely stunned, she even suspected that she had auditory hallucinations, otherwise, how could she hear him say that he would not let herself leave?

"Lie down." Luo Feifei dragged her hard, Chi Ruoyu didn't expect him to make such a move, he was defenseless for a while, and his body fell into his arms due to inertia.

"Ahh She exclaimed in surprise and tried to get up, but his waist was firmly clamped by him, and she couldn't move.

"Let me hold it for a while." The words came from behind him, low and hoarse.

Chi Ruoyu didn't dare to struggle anymore, afraid that any of her small actions would hurt him and stimulate him, she relaxed her body and nestled quietly in his arms, behind her, was his warm chest, and even vaguely felt the sound of that powerful heart beating.

"I'm sorry these days." Luo Feifei said softly, "I'm just in a bad mood, and I don't really want to hurt you." ”

Those hurtful words, even he doesn't know how to say them.

Seeing her sad alone, his heart will also hurt.

"Don't say that, I don't care." Chi Ruoyu hurriedly turned around, her eyes were slightly red, "Really, I never took those things to heart, I'm sad because I can't help you, I don't ...... anything except to watch you suffer."

"Shh The slightly cool index finger gently touched her red lips, and his eyes were incredibly soft, "Don't say such things, Xiaomeng, you are by my side, it is the greatest help to me." ”

He couldn't imagine if he could survive without her these days? Will it survive? Or is it a slump in frustration and pain?

Those rehabilitations are not painful for him, what is really painful is the psychological torture that has not improved after rehabilitation, but whenever at this time, he can always see her, even if he is scolded by his own evil words, he will stand where he can see, staring at him worriedly, that is a shot in the arm for Luo Feifei, which can make him continue to grit his teeth and persevere.