Chapter 397: Spend Tomorrow with Recklessness
What can I do?
Zhan Yiyang's face was full of disapproval, the mountains and rivers were full of doubts, the willows and flowers were bright and another village, there was always a time when things were resolved, what was the use of being anxious. Yavin_Bar_ ·-·.
Zhan Yiyang was very unhappy with his wife Xu Rongrong's lack of sleep at night, and kept talking about his son Zhan Tianning.
I had to use practical actions to punish a little, but for such a punishment, Xu Rongrong also dared to be angry and dare not speak, lest this man's heart and eyes grow and think of more terrible ways to fiddle with her.
Xu Rongrong didn't get up for breakfast, for a woman of her age, sometimes a small punishment can make people unbearable, tired and drowsy.
Fortunately, only one of them lives here, and even if Xu Rongrong doesn't get up, no one knows.
It's just that even so, Xu Rongrong is still depressed and embarrassed.
Zhan Yiyang is also in his fifties, why is he still so vigorous in sexual affairs, if he continues like this, he will not be refined when he is old.
Zhan Yiyang went to ask Xu Rongrong to get up to eat, took care of the two children first, and then cleaned up the room, and put the two little ones in the walker to learn to walk.
The son said that it was mainly his daughter, who was seven or eight months old, and was still sitting motionless in the walker and too lazy to ask for his life.
Xu Rongrong came out of the quilt and saw Zhan Yiyang teaching his daughter to learn to walk, and her daughter sat in the walker and asked her father to go over and hug her, and her father couldn't help but go over and hug her.
Xu Rongrong shook his head while sitting on the bed, teaching children to learn to walk like this, she didn't wait for you to go, how could she learn to walk.
After getting dressed, Xu Rongrong went over and hugged his son, and then went to the dining table to eat, and fed his son a little, while Zhan Yiyang hugged his daughter, the two of them fed the child while eating.
"Why don't we go to the army and have a look, maybe you say a few words about him, and he won't want to come back?"
In fact, Xu Rongrong's inner world is also very contradictory, on the one hand, he hopes that his son will come back to take over the family's business, no matter how he says that doing business is not dangerous in the army, if he really has a task, even if he dies, he will go to work, and the most he can do business is to lose money and pay taxes, which is better than being a soldier. Yawen Bar ·'·.· y=a·· e=
The soldier looked heroic, but in fact, except for the military uniform, Xu Rongrong really couldn't see anything good.
The problem is that if you become a soldier, you will regret it for three years, and if you don't become a soldier, you will regret it for a lifetime.
Those who have never been a soldier don't know, but only after becoming a soldier do they understand that the dedication they once had is a glory that they can't find in this life.
She wasn't a soldier, but she had a man who had been a soldier, and she knew that this man had given up tirelessly for her.
So to this day, she blames herself deeply.
If she could turn back the clock, she wouldn't be so adamant, she would rather accompany him through those glorious years.
Now, her son has grown up, and she doesn't believe that her son's four-year career in the army can be abandoned with just one sentence, and she doesn't believe that her son is a person who can't even withstand grievances.
There must be some reason why my son can't give up, so he did that.
But she always felt that her son now had one less person to enlighten, and if one person could come out to enlighten, maybe he would change his attention.
Although it is a good thing to go home, compared to regretting it later, Xu Rongrong hopes that Zhan Tianning can see his heart clearly and know what he wants.
Zhan Yiyang fed his daughter a mouthful of rice cereal, although the child was still very young, he liked everything from grains and grains, and he ate everything, and he didn't know if the child's milk was not enough.
"It's better to buy some milk powder for the child to drink." Zhan Yiyang suddenly said, Xu Rongrong was stunned for a moment, almost didn't throw the chopsticks in his hand, she said her feelings for a long time, but the man in front of her didn't hear it, and she was angry.
glared at Zhan Yiyang fiercely, got up and Xu Rongrong didn't eat anymore, hugged his son in the room and got angry, pouting his little mouth, the son who watched raised his little hand to grab her, Xu Rongrong opened his mouth to scare his son, and bit his son's little hand, and his son was so frightened that he immediately retracted his hand, and his big black eyes seemed to be accusing his mother, what a terrible monster!
Xu Rongrong hugged his son and played for a while, and when he went back, he asked Zhan Yiyang: "Are we really not going back?" ”
"It's useless to go back now, what Tianning wants to do, he will be responsible for himself. Yawen Bar ·'·.· y=a·· e="Zhan Yiyang said as he fed his daughter a mouthful of rice cereal, got up and wiped her mouth.
Remembering that when he was his son's age, he did things like this, so naturally he didn't feel strange.
In the minds of young people, not everyone can understand.
Xu Rongrong was a little angry, snorted coldly, turned around and coaxed her son to play, but she didn't feel comfortable this day.
In the evening, the meal was eaten, and the two children also slept.
Xu Rongrong went to bed again to find Zhan Yiyang's soft grinding and hard bubbles.
If you don't go, you can call your son, why do you have to ask, if you can't come back, what do you say you're doing when you're back? Do you really want to go to your company, and besides, doesn't the company have Bai Yi, Ah Nuan also said that he will not do anything after graduation, go home and help Bai Yi, if Tianning comes back, how to distribute the work, and who should be the president, have you thought about it. ”
Xu Rongrong reluctantly lay on Zhan Yiyang's side and asked, Zhan Yiyang looked at her: "Bai Yi will go back to help Bai Sheng in the future, you don't know about this matter, as for Ah Nuan, she is not a businessman." ”
Zhan Yiyang has already seen through these children, and he doesn't dare to say anything about these two little ones, but Tianning doesn't have to worry about anything, even if he comes back and doesn't take over the company, he will have his own career.
Looking at Zhan Yiyang's appearance, Xu Rongrong was completely dead, he just didn't want to help, right, okay, don't need him, she will make this call by herself.
At first, Zhan Yiyang slept with Xu Rongrong, but she waited for Zhan Yiyang to fall asleep and got up again, picked up her mobile phone and went to another room to call her son Zhan Tianning.
I fell asleep in the middle of the night, even if Zhan Tianning was so late, he would have fallen asleep a long time ago.
After receiving the call, Zhan Tianning was slightly stunned, the call was from his father.
"Dad, it's so late, what's wrong?" Picking up the phone, Zhan Tianning asked, and didn't think much about it.
Xu Rongrong's voice came from the phone: "It's me, your dad is sleeping." ”
"Mom called me so late, do you have something to say?" Zhan Tianning came out of the quilt and leaned on the head of the bed and asked casually.
Hearing him ask Xu Rongrong, he was not very happy: "Are you just talking to your mother like this?" It's not big or small, why do you call me so late, do I think my son, is it still divided into day and night? Isn't it okay? ”
Xu Rongrong's tone, to Zhan Tianning's ears, was like a child, the kind that seemed unreasonable.
But Zhan Tianning was not bored at all, probably because he had heard her voice since he was a child, so he was used to it.
"No, it's just a little strange, Mom doesn't use her own mobile phone to call, she uses Dad's."
"Mine is out of power." Xu Rongrong said, Zhan Tianning smiled.
Then Xu Rongrong talked about Zhan Tianning leaving the army, and asked him: "Just because of that little thing, it's not worth it, the neighbors around me know that I have a very capable son, and he became the head of the army at a young age, how do you want me to tell the neighbors when you come back, how embarrassing my mother is." ”
"Then if I don't go back, no one will know if no one sees me." Zhan Tianning said with a smile, Xu Rongrong had a bitter face: "It's a good thing, if someone asks me, can I still deceive others?"
As the saying goes, good things don't go out and bad things spread thousands of miles, and when the time comes, I will know, where do you want my face to go.
Besides, if you want to come back at this time, aren't you a deserter? ”
Xu Rongrong didn't look very happy, Zhan Yiyang took a thick coat out of the room, looked at Xu Rongrong and put the coat on for him, then took the phone and put it next to his ear.
"I'll take care of your mom and do your thing." Immediately, Zhan Yiyang hung up the phone, and without waiting for Xu Rongrong's reaction, he bent down and hugged the person horizontally.
Zhan Yiyang is old after all, Xu Rongrong is so scared that he can't do it, he is afraid that he will fall down, and second, he is afraid that Zhan Yiyang will not have so much strength and will be able to do it in front of her.
For a while, Xu Rongrong didn't care about anything else, he was busy pulling Zhan Yiyang's shoulders, and he didn't dare to hug her.
Lowering his head, Zhan Yiyang said, "I can't fall." ”
As he spoke, Zhan Yiyang hugged Xu Rongrong upwards and turned around and walked towards the house.
When the weather is not so warm, it is normal for the outhouse to be not as warm as the inside.
Xu Rongrong looked at Zhan Yiyang, and then leaned on his arms, still a little uneasy: "Why is it that the more you grow up, the more you don't worry, I finally looked forward to Enxi's return, but coming back is such a result." ”
For such an exhibition situation, Xu Rongrong was still a little unacceptable for a while, she thought that the two children could be successfully exhibited, and her son could be smooth in the army, but the result was like this.
She is not a mother who has to take care of these things, but she is afraid that her son will regret it when he looks back many years later, leaving regrets that he will not let go of for the rest of his life.
It's like the man in front of you.
Some things, if you haven't experienced them, you will never know, it turns out that regret will leave a gap.
Zhan Yiyang never said it, but she knew better than anyone that the road she had traveled could not be turned back, and she had never had the opportunity to start from scratch.
Those regrets can only gradually pass away with their old age, not disappearing, but reduced to memories that cannot be let go.
Like the snowflakes outside the window, so beautiful and so cold-
Looking at the woman in his arms, Zhan Yiyang hugged the person back and said: "The more you force some things, the more you don't want them, and the more you go with the flow, the more you get them, maybe what you get is what he wants."
We cannot measure their tomorrow by our past, their tomorrow is in their own hands.
No one can bear the consequences for anyone's future.
Rongrong—"
Zhan Yiyang put Xu Rongrong down, hugged Xu Rongrong in his arms after going to bed, covered the quilt, and called her lightly, Xu Rongrong hummed, Zhan Yiyang smiled lowly, kissed her, to show his piety and affection, his hand was gently on the back of Xu Rongrong's hand, rubbed it and said: "Use the most reckless time when you were young to spend their tomorrow, you will feel that they are better!" ”