Ruan Yanluo knew a little about the queen's rebellion, but he didn't know much about the queen and Emperor Sheng'an's previous affairs, and after listening to Nangong Ling's narration at this time, he knew that there was still such a tortuous story.

Sighing slightly, this world has been so unfair from beginning to end, men are a part of women, and women are just a part of men's lives.

Just as Adam's rib gave birth to Eve, Eve will always be just one rib of Adam, and the other two hundred and six bones in Adam's body have nothing to do with Eve.

Therefore, women must have their own careers and their own lives, and only when women plump up that rib into a real flesh-and-blood person can they truly be equal to men.

These concepts are naturally a bit shocking in the current world, so Ruan Yanluo does not intend to tell Nangong Ling, lest there is a conflict of concepts, and the education that a person has received since childhood cannot be reversed with a few simple words.

She just asked, "What about later?" "Like a true listener.

Nangong Ling's face sank down, and said: "The queen mother has been waiting for her father, they haven't spoken properly for a long time, she thought that this time, she might have a chance, but she didn't ......"

Nangong Ling was silent for a long time before he continued: "The father just loudly reprimanded the queen mother, and after the reprimand, he left without even looking back, and ordered someone to take me away, saying that following the queen mother would teach me badly." I still remember the queen mother's eyes, like a pool of stagnant water, I can't see any waves, I was still very young at that time, but I know that the queen mother's heart, there is no longer any hope. How much she placed on her father, how much did her father break in front of her...... It was broken, and there was not even the slag left. ”

"I made a lot of trouble that day and refused to leave, because I always had a premonition in my heart that something was going to happen to the queen mother, but at that time I was too young to earn those palace maids and eunuchs, so I was taken away later. After being taken away, I gradually calmed down, knowing that it was not possible to come hard, so I pretended to be tired of making a fuss, and went to bed a long time ago, and those palace maids and eunuchs saw that I was not making trouble, and they were relieved, and the supervision was not so strict, and I took this opportunity to go out from the backyard over the wall, and secretly walked the path to the queen mother's palace. ”

"At that time, I had already started to learn martial arts from the martial arts masters in the Royal Forest Army, although I couldn't go up and down, but it was no problem to climb a wall. I avoided everyone and climbed in through the back wall of the mother's harem......"

Nangong Ling is not a person who talks a lot, if he says something, he is more inclined to say the result directly, and he has always neglected to deal with the details, but today, he took the trouble to say those things that were still trivial, Ruan Yanluo looked at Nangong Ling's eyes and saw that his gaze was fixed on the front, but it did not fall on any specific place, but fixed in an empty place.

Ruan Yanluo's heart ached suddenly, Nangong Ling was telling this, he was clearly back to the scene in the past, as if he was still that small, powerless child, in the dark and cold court, trying to climb a tree, just to see the queen mother who was sad.

Without self-study, he stretched out his hand and shook Nangong Ling's hand.

Because of martial arts practice, Nangong Ling's hands have always been warm, and every time he holds it, it gives people a kind of stable and calm power, but at this time, his hands are cold, and his fingertips have a very low temperature, almost freezing Ruan Yanluo's palm.

But even if Ruan Yanluo held him like this, Nangong Ling didn't get any better, his eyes were still staring at the empty place, and he said as if he couldn't control it: "Do you know what I saw? I saw my mother's ...... The back wall turned in, it is the back garden in the palace of the mother, the mother likes flowers and plants, introduced a pond in the back garden, I saw the mother concubine was there, lying on her back in the water, black hair floated around like aquatic plants, she was wearing white clothes, her eyes were open, I just caught the wall, I saw the eyes of the mother concubine squarely, she was facing the direction I climbed in, did she know that I would come, so deliberately facing that direction, wanted to see me for the last time......"

Nangong Ling's hand clenched tightly, holding Ruan Yanluo's hand painfully.

"Ah Ling......" Ruan Yanluo felt that his bones were about to be crushed, but he didn't mean to pull out his hand at all, but put his other hand on the back of Nangong's hand, holding his hand hard, and wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it.

What did the young Nangong Ling see? All of them were dressed in white, and they were dead and stark.

From Nangong Ling's narrative, Ruan Yanluo could feel that the queen was a gentle and generous woman, how could she do such a thing just to look at Nangong Ling, not to say that she knew that Nangong Ling would come, but to say which mother in the world was worth scaring her child like this?

She couldn't say it, so she could only do it, she took out a hand to wrap her hand around Nangong Ling's shoulder, pressed his face against her chest, and hugged him tightly and hard like a child.

The familiar taste came, and the strength of the hug also brought Nangong Ling a sense of reassurance, his eyes rolled slightly, and he finally recovered from that feeling, and he was slightly embarrassed for a while.

Since the funeral of the queen mother, he forced himself to forget those things, and never told anyone what he saw that day, but I don't know why, when Ruan Yanluo was by his side, he unconsciously said those things that had been buried for a long time.

It was like a wound that had been rotting in the dark and rotting for a long time, and finally saw the light of day, and was dissected and drained of pus, and although it looked new, it had begun to heal, instead of decaying forever as before, until one day, even the whole body was rotten.

Pulling out a hand, pulling Ruan Yanluo to change her posture, and then taking her into his arms, Nangong Ling's expression was much calmer, and he said slowly: "I planted it directly from the wall at that time, but I didn't care if it hurt or not, I just ran desperately to the pond, desperately calling the palace maid guards, but ......"

A thick mockery emerged from Nangong Ling's words, and he sneered: "But there is no one, no one, there is the queen's bedroom, and there are at least one hundred and ten people serving on weekdays, but at that time, there was no one." ”

"You know, this is my good father on purpose, he is giving my mother a chance, giving her a chance to kill herself."