"Brother, why are you standing here? Why don't you go down and have a drink? Talking to someone? Shen Guoan came out alone, and saw Fang Xu lying on the railing of the corridor on the second floor smoking, and asked with a smile: "I have such a big party, just for entertainment, you are alone, it's not interesting." ”

"Didn't you ask me to keep an eye on you?" Fang Xu turned back angrily: "So-called, stand tall, see far, I'm here, I can stare clearly." ”

"you." Shen Guoan was amused by Fang Xu for a moment, and then simply followed Fang Xu's example, lying next to him, and stretched out his hand: "Give me one." ”

The two of them lit each other, and Fang Xu muttered: "Brother Shen, your family has a very strict mouth, I only found out today that you have a young son." ”

"It's not that I'm strict-mouthed, there's no need to say it, in fact, my son is quite pitiful, his mother died when she had a difficult birth, and finally she chose to keep the child, she has always wanted to give me a son, and at that time I happened to be on a business trip, and I couldn't come back at all, otherwise, I would definitely choose to protect the adult."

Speaking of this, Shen Guoan sighed: "But it's too late to say anything now, the children are so old now, I have been putting him outside, it can be regarded as free-range, in fact, this is also what his mother meant, his mother is an ordinary woman, she has no family background, what she is most afraid of is that her children will learn badly, so before leaving, she left a last word, let me raise my children poorly, and learn to live independently by myself from an early age, not relying on the family." ”

"Sounds like a very good woman." Fang Xu nodded.

"Of course, very kind and empathetic." Shen Guoan nodded heavily.

"Haven't you thought about continuing? After all, the children are all older, and the sister-in-law has been gone for so many years, and she may not want you to die alone. Fang Xu asked.

"I've thought about it." Shen Guoan nodded, not denying his thoughts, "However, I originally wanted to find a woman who was as understanding, gentle and lovely as her, but what I met couldn't even reach half of her. ”

Shen Guoan asked rhetorically: "What about you?" You're not too young, aren't you? ”

"Elder Shen told me just now that you should not mention this stubble again." Fang Xu smiled bitterly and waved his hand.

"What? Don't want to find it? Didn't you have enough fun? Or is there someone in the heart? Shen Guoan still asked.

Fang Xu took a puff of cigarette, turned his head sideways, stared at Shen Guoan, and was silent for a few seconds before he spoke: "I'm afraid of hurting people." ”

"Hurt? Why? ”

Fang Xu raised his hand and pointed to his heart: "I have a person here." ”

"When are you going to introduce me?" Shen Guoan said with a smile.

"Dead." Fang Xu said expressionlessly.

Shen Guoan's brows furrowed instantly. Fang Xu did not use 'died' or 'left' instead, but directly said 'dead', Shen Guoan understood that this was not disrespectful, but a kind of heartache, a heartbroken injury, it seemed to be her, but actually herself.

"When?" Shen Guoan's tone was a little lower.

"A year ago." Fang Xu suddenly pursed his lips and smiled: "She left, but she didn't leave in my heart, at this time, do you think it is possible for other women to fit in my heart?" If you can't fit it, why bother hurting it? ”

"It's going to take time." Shen Guoan said lightly, some injuries can only be treated with time.

"I don't know if time is useful." Fang Xu shook his head, he didn't know if time could solve the problem in his heart, but, at least for now, Fang Xu's heart couldn't fit anyone else.

"It works." Shen Guoan nodded and said: "I used to think that I couldn't get better, but time can really wipe out a lot of things, people in the world, where can they be pure-hearted and have few desires?" ”

Fang Xu nodded slowly, Master asked him to come back this time, it was for cultivating the mind, cultivating the mind in the world, and hiding it in the city!

"Okay, okay, let's not talk about these things, today is the old man's birthday, put aside the unhappy things." Shen Guoan patted Fang Xu's shoulder.

"Brother Shen, go get busy, I'll continue to be here to help you keep an eye on it."

Shen Guoan shook his head and smiled, and said helplessly: "You kid ......"

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Not long after Shen Guoan left, the banquet officially began, Shen Lao led a group of children, looking happy, accompanied by Shen Guoan, Shen Guojiang and Shen Li, went downstairs, and a bunch of relatives and friends celebrated their birthdays.

Fang Xu was still lying in the corridor on the second floor not far away, not so much that he was lonely and self-admiring, but that he was alone, especially in this kind of lively scene, when looking at this lively family, Fang Xu's heart would always think of many things.

Although the Shen family is not as harmonious as it seems, at least they are a family, even if there is a conflict, it is also a family.

And what about yourself!

Fang Xu unconsciously thought of his home.

Fang Xu is not an orphan, he is an orphanage who came before he was ten years old, and he didn't live long before he had an accident, and then left with his master.

Fang Xu remembered his home, but he never mentioned it, and he never thought of going back, not only for outsiders, but sometimes in his heart, Fang Xu wanted to deliberately forget that kind of family and identity.

If he could choose again, Fang Xu would rather grow up in an orphanage, and maybe he wouldn't have so many troubles.

In this lively banquet hall, everyone was smiling, and all the auspicious words were said to Shen Lao, and there were almost two or three hundred people in the group, and they were crowded.

However, in the crowd, there were several pairs of eyes that had been staring at Fang Xu.

One of them is Fang Fei, Fang Xu has disappeared since he came, and then he has been smoking on the second floor, and Fang Fei is not easy to get away from the people around him to find him.

After that, it was Mo Zhijie, he had been staring at Fang Xu intentionally and unintentionally, as if he was afraid that this kid would have uncontrollable contact with Shen Luoxia, such as holding hands, flirting, scolding or something, if they had such contact, Mo Zhijie would probably go crazy.

The third is Shen Luoxia.

Her heart was very complicated, especially when facing Fang Xu, she didn't know what was wrong with her.

After grandpa got better, Shen Luoxia also left Jiangcheng with Rubing and Ruxue, originally thought that they would not meet again, or that they would not meet again for a long time, but Shen Luoxia would dream of a pair of eyes many nights.

At first, Shen Luoxia thought it was a nightmare, her eyes were like wolves, and she suddenly appeared in a dream, glowing with yellow light, which was very scary and often woke her up.

However, slowly, after Shen Luoxia got closer, she realized that it was not a wolf, but Fang Xu.

The content of the dream is also very strange.

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