Chapter Twenty-Three: All I Care About Is You
(Girls' Literature)
Bai Yanyan then said to Cong Jiajia: "Your body will sink day by day in the future, you can't work too hard, let go of the company's affairs if you can, and do you lack money now?" As the saying goes, before the soldiers and horses move the grain and grass, you must prepare enough money before giving birth! ”
"What kind of metaphor are you, nonsense!" Cong Jiajia was amused by Bai Yanyan, "My company is starting to make a profit, I have money in my hands, you don't have to worry about me." ”
Bai Yanyan smiled, glanced at Song Chenfei, and did not speak.
She raised money on such an occasion, naturally she had her thoughts, Cong Jiajia is pregnant, and she needs a man to take care of her very much, if Song Chenfei still likes Cong Jiajia and is still willing to take care of Cong Jiajia, who is pregnant with someone else's child, Song Chenfei should take action at this time, and the embodiment of a man's kindness to a woman is to take money.
Bai Yanyan has always been very optimistic about Song Chenfei, but Cong Jiajia, a dead girl, is too screwed and refuses to listen to her, Bai Yanyan feels that Song Chenfei is Cong Jiajia's lover, when she heard that Cong Jiajia was pregnant, Bai Yanyan was also worried that Song Chenfei would leave Cong Jiajia, but she didn't expect Song Chenfei to be a good man with a long relationship, no matter what situation Cong Jiajia encountered, Song Chenfei would never abandon Cong Jiajia, and Bai Yanyan became more and more optimistic about Song Chenfei.
Song Chenfei had no expression on his face with red lips and white teeth, pretending not to hear Bai Yanyan and Cong Jiajia's words, and continued to chat with Ye Xiang.
In fact, it is not that Song Chenfei is unwilling to give Cong Jiajia money, but that Cong Jiajia is not rare in his money, as long as Cong Jiajia is willing to accept it, Song Chenfei is willing to give his life to Cong Jiajia.
They ate this meal relatively quickly, Cong Jiajia is a pregnant woman, Bai Yanyan is a wet nurse, neither woman can drink, Song Chenfei and Ye Xiang have to drive, and they can't drink, everyone's attention is mainly focused on eating, and the child is small and needs to go home to sleep, after they are full, they left Shengfuju.
Song Chenfei and Cong Jiajia pretended to be very enthusiastic and sent Bai Yanyan and Ye Xiang to the car, without letting Bai Yanyan and Ye Xiang know that Cong Jiajia was hospitalized in the opposite hospital, Cong Jiajia and Song Chenfei watched Bai Yanyan and Ye Xiang drive away, and the two of them walked back to the hospital.
At this time, the wind is much lighter, and it doesn't seem to be so cold outside, there are a few plum blossoms in the park of the hospital, which are sparsely blooming in the ice and snow, and the cold air is filled with the fragrance of plum blossoms, with a refreshing and cold meaning.
Cong Jiajia breathed in this cold fragrance and felt very comfortable, she forgot to do it as soon as she was happy, took two steps to the place where the plum blossoms bloomed, and stepped on an ice surface under her feet, and her body stumbled, almost falling down.
"Ahh Cong Jiajia let out an exclamation, and at this moment, a pair of powerful big hands grabbed her hand, and Cong Jiajia finally did not fall.
These hands were warm and dry, holding Cong Jiajia's hand tightly, warm and comfortable, in an instant, Cong Jiajia thought that the person holding his hand was Cheng Nanwei.
"Jiajia, are you okay?" Song Chenfei's concerned voice woke Cong Jiajia up, she looked up at Song Chenfei in front of her, Song Chenfei was wearing a cashmere coat today, with a gray and white checkered scarf tied around his neck, and his handsome eyes looked at herself, and there were countless obvious concerns and loves inside.
Cong Jiajia's heart jumped suddenly, and she hurriedly staggered her gaze and didn't look at Song Chenfei's eyes, "I'...... I'm fine! I wanted to pull my hand back, but Song Chenfei didn't let go of her hand, Cong Jiajia couldn't help but be stunned, and her face was a little feverish.
Song Chenfei looked at Cong Jiajia with deep eyes, and said slowly: "Jiajia, you used to love Cheng Nanwei deeply, at that time I could only hide my inner emotions deeply, respect your ideas, and try to keep a distance from you, now that Cheng Nanwei is gone, then this person who is guarding you, can I do it."
Jiajia, we have known each other for a long time, you also know me very well, I will definitely take good care of you and take good care of the child in the future, I will treat this child as my own child, I will give you a warm home, loyal to you for a lifetime, never give up. ”
In such a cold and snowy place, hearing such a confession was very unexpected for Cong Jiajia, she thought that Song Chenfei would always be silently guarding her, and would keep a distance from her, but she didn't expect Song Chenfei to suddenly confess to her like this.
Cong Jiajia licked her lips and hesitated slightly, before she said to Song Chenfei: "I know that you are good to me, and I am very grateful for your kindness to me, but I can't accept your kindness, because I am not worthy, I was originally a married and divorced woman, and now I am unmarried and pregnant with a child, my heart is full of holes, and I can't be with you without any ability to love."
If I am with you now, it will disgrace you and make you a joke in the circle, and I still can't love you wholeheartedly, I can't be a qualified good wife, I don't want to use your kindness to me to bully you! ”
Song Chenfei reached out and touched Cong Jiajia's head, looking at her very seriously, "I don't care about the things you said that are not good for me, I don't care what others think of me, I don't care what your feelings for me are, I only care about you."
Jiajia, I say this to you today, not to force you to be good with me immediately, accept me immediately, fall in love with me, I just want to tell you, I love you, I love you in the past, I love you now, I will always love you in the future, I love you because I love you and your children, I just want to tell me that I can accept you, I will protect you, and when you want to find someone to rely on, I hope you will be the first to think of me.
I know you won't choose me now, but I don't want to wait, I will always wait for you, I am willing to pay for you, you don't have any burden, even if the person you choose in the future is not me, I have no complaints. ”
Cong Jiajia's tears flowed down unexpectedly, she was stunned by this sudden fragility, she felt a kind of weakness that even she felt pretentious, like the heroine in a romance drama, suddenly crying with pear blossoms and rain.
She really doesn't want to cry, no matter how much she is wronged these days, no matter how difficult she encounters, she tries her best to endure it and not let her tears flow easily, but today in Song Chenfei's words, her tears flowed without warning, and they were uncontrollable.
"Jiajia, you...... Why are you crying......" Song Chenfei hadn't seen Cong Jiajia crying in front of him for a long time, and stretched out his big hand to wipe Cong Jiajia's tears, but Cong Jiajia's tears flowed more and more, and he had to pick up his scarf of several thousand yuan to wipe Cong Jiajia's tears and nose.
Cong Jiajia knew in her heart why she was crying, because she had been strong alone for too long, wronged for too long, and depressed for too long, she really wanted to let go of all pretense of pretending to be strong, cry happily, and find someone who was good to her to rely on.
If Song Chenfei is not so good, if Song Chenfei is not so sincere to her, Cong Jiajia will really use Song Chenfei with a clear conscience, let Song Chenfei be the father of her own children, eat Song Chenfei's and drink Song Chenfei's with her children, but her people don't love Song Chenfei.
However, Song Chenfei is really too good to her, she can't do things that violate her conscience and morality!
Song Chenfei saw Cong Jiajia crying vigorously, panicked and didn't know what to do, while wiping her tears for Cong Jiajia, she comforted Cong Jiajia and said: "Jiajia, don't cry, I was wrong, I won't say such things again, you should not have heard what I just said, Jiajia, I'm sorry......"
Cong Jiajia listened to Song Chenfei's self-reproachful and apologetic voice, forced herself to stop crying, and choked up and said to Song Chenfei: "I...... I wasn't made to cry by you, I was very moved, don't be moved by you to cry...... Okay, don't apologize, I won't cry anymore......."
Song Chenfei was somewhat relieved when he heard Cong Jiajia say this, he was afraid that Cong Jiajia would be cold if he stayed outside for a long time, so he put his arm around Cong Jiajia's shoulders and walked towards the inpatient building, trying to make Cong Jiajia happy while walking.
Cong Jiajia finally stopped crying, she felt that she was very embarrassed today, as soon as she walked into the building of the inpatient department, she said to Song Chenfei: "It's late, you go home, I can go upstairs by myself." She didn't dare to look up at Song Chenfei now.
Song Chenfei always didn't want to put too much pressure on Cong Jiajia, he smiled, took Cong Jiajia's hand and walked to the elevator, pressed the elevator for Cong Jiajia, watched the elevator come down, watched Cong Jiajia walk in, he stared at the elevator for a long time, and then slowly turned his head, and there was no smile on Jun's face.
What he said to Cong Jiajia today was from the bottom of his heart, he mustered up a lot of courage, and he was very eager to get Cong Jiajia's response, but Cong Jiajia's answer to him was still refusal.
Since knowing that Cong Jiajia was pregnant, Song Chenfei thought that he should find a suitable opportunity to solemnly confess his heart to Cong Jiajia again, so that Cong Jiajia knew his love for her and acceptance of the child, otherwise Cong Jiajia would feel that their mother and son were helpless, Cong Jiajia would have low self-esteem because of being pregnant before marriage, he wanted to give Cong Jiajia happiness and make Cong Jiajia feel happy.
Because he was afraid of scaring Cong Jiajia and alienating himself after Cong Jiajia rejected him, Song Chenfei didn't dare to show his heart to Cong Jiajia, and Bai Yanyan's hint at the dinner table today made Song Chenfei make up his mind and say what he thought to Cong Jiajia.
Song Chenfei walked out of the inpatient building, and smelled the cold aroma in the air again, he followed Cong Jiajia's appearance, inhaled heavily, and the loss and frustration just now slowly disappeared, in fact, this ending is not bad, if Cong Jiajia accepts himself at once, and throws himself into his arms, it is really too purposeful, and he will not be too comfortable.