Fanwai "Love After Marriage Qin Fei Gets Himself" (181)

Old Man Gu was lying there, the oxygen mask on his face had been removed, and he was quiet as if he had returned.

The old lady walked in the door, looked at him for a moment, and then closed the door of the ward.

He walked over and stood on the edge of the sick for a while, looking at him indifferently.

For a long time, Old Man Gu's eyelids moved, as if he felt who the person around him was, moved his fingers, opened his eyes with all his strength, and looked at this old lady who was already as old as him and couldn't find what she looked like back then.

He looked at her and moved his mouth for a long time before he said, "Sit." ”

"For your sake, I'll come and see you." The old lady pulled over the chair and sat down slowly, her voice slow and slow.

She didn't know if Gu Zhanzhong could open his eyes and speak now, whether it was a return to the light, although his attitude was still indifferent, but at least he was willing to go into the ward to see him for the last time.

Although they didn't say some things, Gu Zhan Center understood them.

She understands what kind of feelings this woman has for herself, whether she loves or hates, after all, she is about to finish this journey.

He looked at her face, smiled, and slowed down for a long time before he reluctantly stretched out his hand, wanting to pull her hand, but the old lady didn't hand it to him, but just looked at him lightly: "What do you want to say to me?" Time is running out, let's talk. ”

The expectant expression on Old Man Gu's face turned into loneliness, and his tired face was full of pale and signs of running out of oil.

"I just...... I want to see you......" He looked at her, his voice was very slow and slow, and his words became more and more indistinct, but because the speed of speech was very slow, the old lady could still hear clearly.

She closed her eyes and sighed: "I've already seen it, Gu Zhanzhong, this resentment I have towards you will slowly disappear with your death, so you don't have to worry that I will continue to have grudges against you after you die, I don't think it's necessary." ”

"Lian Fang, ...... back then" Old Man Gu no longer looked at her, but quietly looked directly at the ceiling above, his voice was a little hollow, and said softly: "When he committed suicide in prison, he left two suicide notes. ”

The old lady's originally calm expression suddenly became a little puzzled, and she looked at him: "What two suicide notes?" ”

"A suicide note was left to you, and the one you saw later was just a simple last word and hatred for me."

"Another ......"

Old Man Gu closed his eyes and said in a dumb voice: "Originally, when I learned the news of his suicide, I didn't plan to go to see it, I just wanted someone to deal with him, whether he buried it or whatever, I didn't have time to care about him." ”

"But...... The prison guard told me that he had left a bag of things for me before he died, and I was curious, so I took the time to take a look. ”

"I saw in that baggage that he wrote to you one by one in prison and couldn't send it, and I also saw that he was wearing shoes on his feet, you have the ability to ask someone to bring the shoes in, but he doesn't have the ability to ask someone to bring the letter to you, such a man who has no ability, but you have guarded for him all your life......"

"Gu Zhanzhong, he really doesn't have the ability to do it, but so what? At least he can afford his wife and children, and at least he can afford ......"

"He's sorry for everyone." Old Man Gu didn't deliberately interrupt her words loudly, after all, he couldn't be louder if he wanted to be loud now, he just said calmly, but the old lady's voice stopped abruptly.

"What the hell are you trying to say?" The old lady seemed to remember the redness in Gu Zhanzhong's eyes when he burned her husband's body, and also remembered that he looked at her from a distance at that time, but asked someone to stop her, did not let her get close, and never saw her again.

Old Man Gu slowly closed his eyes, as if he was very tired and tired.

Seeing that he didn't speak, the old lady stood up directly and looked down at him: "Gu Zhanzhong? ”

Old Man Gu's breath was weak, but he was obviously just tired.

His lips moved again, and he barely spoke: "Actually, I shouldn't sue you, at least you will feel that there is a good thing in this world that has protected you." If even this beauty is fake, you will be sad......"

"What's fake?" The old lady became more and more confused about the meaning of his words: "You say clearly, open your eyes, look at me, and say clearly, Gu Zhanzhong!" ”

Seeing that he didn't move, the old lady directly reached out to pat his face and shook his body: "Don't tell you half-talking, what is fake?" You said! ”

Seeing the old lady shaking Old Man Gu like this, Gu Nancy outside the door frowned, and Ji Xinyao next to her couldn't stand it and wanted to go in to stop it, but was stopped by Gu Nancy.

"Nancy!"

"Grandpa just said that no matter what Qin Muyan's grandmother does to him, he is not allowed to go in." Gu Nancy said lightly: "Wait a little longer, wait a little longer." ”

"What are you waiting for? The old man has so many instruments attached to him, and he is shaken like this......"

"Xin Yao, this is the old man's own wishes." Next to him, Xiuli turned around and said.

Ji Xinyao bit her lip, frowned and stopped talking.

In the ward, the old man's eyes couldn't be opened, but he barely gently grabbed the old lady's sleeve with his hand: "He said in the suicide note he left me back then......"

"When the Zhao family proposed to your Xu family, he liked you, he sent someone to spy on you, and he also monitored me outside the small courtyard, he knew a lot of things about you and me, and he started his plan when I couldn't take you away at that time......"

"You have been with me, and the news that you are pregnant, he spread it, and then, when you were most isolated, justice stood up to defend you, marry you, and protect you...... Lianfang, how can our affairs be known by others, haven't you thought about it? ”

The old lady's eyes froze, and she looked at him in a daze.

"I did ruin you, but he also ruined the three of us at the same time."

"When I saw his suicide note, which was written about his pride before committing suicide, and the pride that we would never be together again, and that even if he died, he would watch us hate and complain about each other from the ground, I longed to whip the corpse...... Just burning him is already my forbearance. ”

"Pity Fang...... It's that we're sorry for you, don't hate anymore, live the rest of your days, be happy, and forget about these unpleasant pasts. Old Man Gu opened his eyes slightly, with deep nostalgia in his blurred vision: "I am luckier than you, I met Yuanheng's mother, even though she died early, but her understanding and tolerance of me made me have no other regrets in my life except for you." ”

"It's time for me to go to her too......" Gu Zhanzhong's hand gently let go of her sleeve.

The old lady stared at him stunned, stared at him for a long time, and then reached out tremblingly and held his arm: "Gu Zhanzhong......"

"Gu Zhanzhong?" He still had temperature on his body, but he closed his eyes and turned his head sideways and stopped talking, and his motionless appearance made her heart cold, and she called her loudly: "Gu Zhanzhong!" ”

However, the long "dripping" sound that suddenly sounded on the machine in the ward made the old lady sit directly on the chair next to the *.

"Grandpa!" Gu Yufei walked out of the rest room, and as soon as he walked over, he heard the long dripping sound inside with everyone, and suddenly pushed away Qin Muyan in front of him with a pale face and ran in.

Looking at the horizontal line displayed on the heart monitor, Gu Nancy outside the ward slowly closed her eyes, Ji Xinyao cried and leaned into his arms, and everyone was silent for an instant.

"Grandpa!" Gu Yufei rushed to the side of the sick * and reached out to take his hand, obviously there was still some temperature on his body, but why didn't he move, and in a blink of an eye, he saw that all the instruments showed signs of death, and he only felt cold all around.

A doctor heard the voice and walked in, glanced at the instrument, walked to the side to check it, then looked at them and shook his head silently.

Gu Yufei finally cried and walked in to help her up: "Yufei, don't be like this, the old man walked very peacefully, he will feel sorry for you and worry about you like this." ”

Gu Yufei suddenly turned her eyes to look at the chair sitting on the side of the *, but it was the old lady who was silent, Qin Muyan was afraid that Gu Yufei would be angry with her grandmother because of the old man's death and cause more unnecessary trouble, so she directly forcibly helped her up: "There are us here, you can't be too excited now, you are not alone now, do you hear?" ”

Gu Yufei just cried and didn't speak, and Qin Muyan forcefully carried her out of the ward.

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The funeral of the Gu family did not stay in Y City, but specially sent the body of Old Man Gu back to G City, and buried Old Man Gu and the green mountains and green waters of his favorite City G.

Qin Muyan has always been by Gu Yufei's side, but the phone calls from the United States are getting more and more urgent, but he can't be distracted, he only concentrates on accompanying her, Gu Yufei is very calm, but Qin Muyan knows that her heart is very uncomfortable, afraid that she will have something to do and miss, so she has been inseparable for a few days.

On the day of Old Man Gu's Tibetan ceremony, Gu Yufei was dressed in black, with a small white flower pinned to her chest, standing outside the auditorium, looking quietly into the distance, Qin Muyan was by her side, she said: "Qin Muyan, in fact, in this life, there are not so many big things, it turns out that except for life and death, they are all small things, this sentence is true." It is also a kind of happiness for two people who love each other to get married, have children, and then slowly live together until they are old and die. ”