Chapter 46: Don't want me to be your girlfriend in this life

When I first woke up, I felt a little confused and didn't know where I was. txt novel download Http://wWw.75txt./

Later, the pungent smell of disinfectant and the feeling of a foreign object on my hand reminded me that I was in the hospital.

The woman's voice next to me also kept calling my name softly, and I closed my eyes forcefully before I realized that it was Xu Yan next to me.

I turned my head to look at her, and saw that her eyes were red, and she couldn't stop sniffing, and she looked like she had just cried.

She gently stroked my forehead with her hand and asked me how I felt now.

I tugged at the corners of my mouth a little far-fetched and said, "I'm fine." ”

Although I said this, I felt the pain in my body, and when I moved my body slightly, it hurt like a heartbreak, and I couldn't help grinning.

Xu Yan was very distressed when she saw me so uncomfortable, and her tears fell, holding my hand with her hand and not speaking.

I turned my head to look out the window and saw that it was pitch black, and I realized that it was night.

I've been heartless for a long time, and I don't know what it's like to feel sorry for someone or be hurt.

I experienced it when my mom was alive, but it was a long time ago, so long ago that I don't remember it at all.

So now seeing that Xu Yan cares about me so much, I am really moved.

But I'm the kind of person who is grateful to others and won't say it, some words are really unspeakable, and I always feel too hypocritical, so I didn't say words of gratitude to Xu Yan, but I tried to make my face look calmer, so that she thought that I was not so painful, and she felt better in her heart.

Later, Xu Yan told me that in the afternoon, our homeroom teacher and the director of academic affairs came to see me, saying that I should recuperate in the next few days, and they would check on this matter, and my friends they also came, and it was a few of them who found me on the playground, and later called Xu Yan.

I stared blankly at the ceiling and waited for her to finish before asking her, "Where's my dad?" ”

When Xu Yan heard me ask, she fell silent for a while, and then slowly said after a while: "What's your dad, I'm on a business trip, and I can't come back." ”

I don't know if what Xu Yan said is true or false, I just feel that I am like this now, and it is sad that I don't have any relatives by my side.

I'm not a child who will cry to an adult when someone robs me of candy, but I am also a child who hopes to have a mother and a father's love, but I don't have anything that is normal for other people's children. (.800Book800)

I don't know if the injury on my body was too painful or my heart was too uncomfortable, my eyes were a little moist, so in order not to let Xu Yan see it, I pinned my head to the side.

Xu Yan asked me if I was hungry, I shook my head, she peeled an apple for me to feed, and told me that the doctor said that there was nothing wrong with me, just some skin injuries, just rest and recuperate.

Because I couldn't stand this oppressive feeling in the hospital, I couldn't help but think of the days when my mother was in the hospital before she died, so I asked Xu Yan to apply for discharge the next day.

The hospital didn't insist, saying that there was no need for injections, and asked Xu Yan to take me back and give me more nutritious food.

Before leaving the hospital, I asked Xu Yan to hold me and go to see the long bangs.

Long bangs knew about my hospitalization, and when he saw me coming, he was very excited, sat up all of a sudden, and asked me why I didn't rest in the ward.

At the time, my mother was annoyed to see me, but she didn't say anything.

I smiled at the long bangs and said, "I thought I could be in the same ward with you, accompany you, since there is no one, then I won't live here, I'll go home." ”

Actually, I had something else I wanted to say to Long Bangs, but because of the, I didn't speak.

However, the long bangs did not shy away from it at all, and said to me: "Silently, don't worry, when you are well, I will also be discharged from the hospital, and we must call ......back."

"What a fight!"

Before he could finish his words, his mother snorted and dropped the teacup in his hand, making a loud noise that startled us.

His mother said to me with a very ugly face: "Okay, you go quickly, except for fighting, why didn't I see you studying hard." ”

"Mom, Xu Mo is the second in our class." Long bangs impatiently defended me.

Their faces changed, and then they said, "Who knows how that second came about." ”

Long bangs were suddenly unhappy, and yelled at his mother: "Mom, what are you talking nonsense." ”

I didn't like it at the time, but I didn't say anything, so I quickly said hello to the long bangs and walked out.

When Xu Yan saw me coming out, she quickly hugged me and asked me why there was so much movement inside, I smiled bitterly and said nothing.

Later, in the past few days when I was recuperating at home, Xiaopang and Wang Anmin came to see me, Sister Xuanxuan, Zhuo Xiaoyu and Xiao Lu also came, and even the head of our class brought a few classmates from our class to visit me, but only the person I wanted to come to the most did not come.

Xia Meng, like the trance light of my vitality, is close in front of me, but it is untouchable.

During the past few days of recuperation, I took the opportunity to think a lot, and many things that I couldn't see before have also slowly thought about it.

I probably stayed at home for more than a week, and although the injuries on my body were not completely healed, they were almost the same, and they didn't hurt so much, so I went to school on Monday morning.

At that time, Xu Yan sent me there, and before leaving, she stuffed me with 200 yuan, and told me to study hard and stop fighting.

I went to the dormitory to put something in the dormitory and went to the classroom, when our class was in English class, I made a report to the English teacher and went back to my seat.

I took a special look at Xia Meng, and she glanced at me when I came in, but immediately turned her head away, her face full of indifference.

I know that the only trace of goodwill I have in Xia Meng's heart is gone.

Good students and bad students are not the same thing, even though I am a bad student with good grades.

During class, Xiaopang secretly told me that the people who beat me had been dealt with, and because there were too many people, they couldn't all be fired, so they were all punished.

Seeing that he didn't mention the yellow curly, I asked him, "What about the yellow curly, is he okay?" ”

Xiaopang's face darkened when he heard this, and then he whispered: "The first few in high school have carried everything down, so the yellow curly hair gang has nothing to do." ”

I was quite angry when I heard Chubby's words, but I didn't have a seizure, and I knew in my heart that it was impossible to point to the school to put things in order, and even if I could, I wouldn't give up.

I'm a person who is strong when I'm small, and if others bully me, I must fight back, and I have to fight back twice or three times.

Xiaopang later told me that the boss of our first year of high school was also elected, and it was Cao Xiaojun from Class 17.

I was a little surprised when I heard that Cao Xiaojun and Xiao Lu were in the same class.

Seeing that I was stunned, Xiaopang continued to say to me: "Brother Mo, what, I heard that Cao Xiaojun has always been interesting to Xiao Lu, you should pay more attention to yourself." ”

After speaking, Xiaopang glanced at Xia Meng on the side, and then said to me: "Brother Mo, I decide, you are still dead to Xia Meng, I think you and Xiao Lu are a good match, you didn't see that she was worried about you in the few days when you were beaten, you look at Xia Meng again, it's like no one, even ordinary classmates are more or less ...... Oops......"

Before Chubby could finish speaking, a chalk head flew to his head, and he subconsciously covered his forehead with his hand.

Then I heard our English teacher shouting, "Zhu Zhenyue, what are you talking about below, stand up for me." ”

Chubby rubbed his head, stood up a little reluctantly, and muttered "It's all your fault", and I covered my mouth and snickered on the table.

As a result, before he finished laughing, he heard the English teacher continue: "Xu Mo, you also stand up, a slap can't be heard." ”

My laughter instantly subsided, and then I stood up dejectedly, and now it was Chubby's turn to cover my mouth and snicker.

Later, at the end of the second period, I was not well yet, so our homeroom teacher asked me to take a leave of absence and let me sit in the classroom without having to run exercises.

I thought it was just me in the classroom, but Xia Meng didn't go.

It is estimated that she has already taken a leave of absence, and she didn't even stand up when she got out of class, and kept her head down to make papers.

At that time, 80% of the reason why girls didn't run gymnastics was a stomachache, and then the head teacher approved it with a heartfelt understanding.

Many boys in our class always joke about this, envying how easy it is for girls to ask for leave.

Originally, I wasn't sure if Xia Meng was menstruating, but I saw a glass of brown sugar water on her table, so I guessed it.

At that time, she and I were in the classroom, and I was quite excited, and I finally hesitated for a while, before I took the initiative to get up and sit next to Xia Meng, and said to her: "What, I have fallen behind a lot of homework in the past few days, can you take the time to help me with tutoring." ”

After I finished saying this, Xia Meng's pen stopped, although she may hate me in her heart now, but how to say that she is still very kind-hearted, besides, I am taking the initiative to ask for learning, taking the initiative to ask for progress, and she has no reason to refuse.

After a long time, she looked up at me and said, "Okay, but you have to promise me that you will not fight in the future and concentrate on studying." ”

I hesitated, but said to her, "Forget it." ”

With that, I got up and went back to my seat.

Xia Meng was very angry at the time, and kept glaring at me, so he shouted at me: "Xu Mo, why are you so unenterprising." ”

I glanced back at her, didn't speak, lowered my head, and rubbed my hands.

She seemed to be very angry, and there was some hatred in her tone, and she continued to say to me: "Xu Mo, don't you think it's ridiculous when you think about it now, you once said that you tested me, a difference of one point is also bad, I sue you, just like you, don't think about me being your girlfriend in your life." ”