Chapter 113: Actually, I miss my mother so much
Tianning has been much more sensible than children of the same age since he was a child, and he doesn't like to cry, on the contrary, he loves to laugh very much, and when he laughs, he looks very well-behaved, which makes people involuntarily want to love this child.
Everyone said that this child inherited Zhan Yiyang's iron bones and fortitude, but also inherited Xu Rongrong's warmth.
Therefore, the more he grows up, the more rare it is to see him cry.
But this time, his cry could almost tear Zhan Yiyang's heart apart.
The six-year-old little guy has never cried like this, heartbreaking, heartbroken, crying so much that he can't even breathe, making those who hear sad and those who see crying.
The adults downstairs also heard Tianning's cry and went upstairs, but they were just standing at the door, one by two with red eyes.
In the face of death, even the most powerful people are powerless.
No one can help Zhan Yiyang's father and son.
This kind of pain, in this life, they have to bear it once after all. Only, it shouldn't be so early.
Tianning is still too young, and the pain of losing his loved ones should not be borne by him at this age.
The little guy was still crying, and Zhan Yiyang could only hug him tightly with red eyes, unable to say a word.
As sad as Tianning is, he is as sad as he is. He, like Tianning, can't lose Xu Rongrong. However, she is gone......
I don't know how long it took, Tianning's crying finally slowed down - he was tired of crying, lay in Zhan Yiyang's arms, and slowly fell asleep.
Zhan Yilin looked at the elders behind him: "Let's go down, brother will take care of Tianning." ”
In such a situation, the others really couldn't help, and they all followed Zhan Yilin downstairs.
At this time, Zhan Yiyang had already put Tianning on the chuang and covered him with a quilt.
Because he cried too fiercely just now, the tear stains on Tianning's face were very obvious, there were tears on his long eyelashes, and his eyelids were rubbed a little red by him.
Even though he was asleep, he still gasped in his sleep, and tears still flowed from the corners of his eyes.
Zhan Yiyang's pain is even more painful.
He went to the bathroom and wrung a hot towel out, wiped Tianning's hands and face, and sat on the edge of the bed with the little one, never taking his eyes off his face.
Xu Rongrong's departure, no matter how great his ability is, it is irreparable.
Therefore, what Tianning has to face after waking up is a life that has undergone great changes, he can't save Xu Rongrong, but at least, he can be by his son's side.
Maybe it was because he was too tired from crying, this night, Tianning slept for a long time, and it was not until the evening that he woke up and moved his eyelashes.
Zhan Yiyang saw the little guy move, and his eyes were fixed on his face, watching him slowly open his eyes.
Just woke up, Tianning didn't seem to be able to react quite well, and after a while, his eyes slowly became clear, and he finally realized clearly that his mother, who he had been thinking about, would never come back.
Seeing that the little guy's eyes were about to flush again, Zhan Yiyang hugged him into his arms: "Don't cry." ”
Tian Ning choked up with a "hmm", and finally held back the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes.
He remembered what Xu Rongrong had told him since he was a child - be manly, be strong.
From this day on, Tianning has changed.
His changes have made all adults have mixed feelings.
First of all, after waking up from crying, he didn't cry anymore because of Xu Rongrong's affairs, nor did he cry like an ordinary child, holding an adult's hand and crying to find his mother, as if he had realized as clearly as an adult that Xu Rongrong would never come back.
The little guy went to school normally the next day, and seemed to have quickly walked out of the matter of Xu Rongrong leaving, and when Zhan Yiyang sent him to the school gate, he waved to Zhan Yiyang as usual: "Goodbye, Dad." ”
He seemed to understand that Zhan Yiyang was as sad as him, and he didn't talk to Xu Rongrong in front of Zhan Yiyang anymore, and he didn't want Xu Rongrong at all, but Zhan Yiyang saw him in a daze several times when he looked at Xu Rongrong's photo, and he hid in the quilt to wipe his tears before going to bed, and he didn't escape Zhan Yiyang's eyes.
The little one is sad and sad.
However, he never said that he tried to live as before.
It's just that he is rarely seen smiling, he has become very serious, he is very serious in what he does, he is very serious when he is studying, he is very serious when he is exercising, and he is very serious when he is even eating.
He is only six years old, and with such a serious attitude, he gives people a very natural feeling, and even makes people feel that he is strict.
This is also what the family is worried about - this child seems to have grown up overnight.
Six years old is obviously the naughtiest and most troublesome age for a child, but he doesn't have to worry about adults anymore.
When Zhan Yiyang was about to go back to work, although he was reluctant, he never said anything, just hugged Zhan Yiyang: "Dad, then when will you come back to see me?" "Xu Rongrong is no longer there, and now the only person he can rely on is Zhan Yiyang.
"Let my aunt come back and pick you up to the army on the weekend, okay?"
"Good!" The little one smiled happily, "Goodbye, Dad." ”
After Zhan Yiyang left, Liang Shuxian was afraid that the little guy would not be comfortable, so she asked him if he wanted to go over and sleep with her and grandpa, but the little guy just shook his head and went back to his room to sleep.
Everyone hopes that Tianning's childhood can be as normal as most children, and therefore, Liang Shuxian tried to take Tianning to play with things that most children would play, but every time he shook his head and refused, concentrating on exercising.
In this way, another half a month has passed, and Xu Rongrong's body is still missing.
It was another weekend, and Tinian was picked up in the troops.
Zhan Yiyang had a lot of things to deal with, and when Tian Ning arrived, the driver thought he was in the office and took Tian Ning to find him.
Tian Ning was already very familiar with the troops, and when he arrived at the office building, he ran to Zhan Yiyang's office familiarly, pushed open the door and shouted: "Dad!" ”
"......" didn't respond, and Tian Ning glanced at the entire office only to realize that his father was not here at all.
"Tianning?" An orderly saw Tianning, smiled and told him, "Your father is upstairs in the conference room." ”
"Thank you, uncle!" Tian Ning carried his schoolbag and ran upstairs on his long legs, and the orderly didn't even have time to tell him that Zhan Yiyang was in a meeting.
Xiao Tianning was very familiar with the conference room, and when he arrived at the door, he also directly pushed open the door and called Dad, but several eyes shot towards him - he was stunned, he didn't expect that there would be so many people in the conference room, even the chief was there, he gasped and stood upright: "I'm sorry, chief, I was wrong, Dad, I was wrong............
The people in the military region liked Zhan Yiyang's son very much, and the chief even regarded him as his own grandson, so he didn't mind that the meeting was interrupted by him, and beckoned to him: "Tianning, come in." ”
Tianning looked at Zhan Yiyang timidly, his appearance was a little similar to Xu Rongrong, Zhan Yiyang lost his mind for a few seconds, and then smiled at the little guy: "Come in." ”
The little guy stuck out his tongue and walked in as if he had done something wrong, and everyone teased him a few words, and he obediently moved to stand next to Zhan Yiyang.
Zhan Yiyang touched his son's head, "Sit down, don't speak." ”
The little one was very obedient, sat upright, and did not make a sound the whole time.
When the meeting ended, the chief noticed that Tianning's face was abnormal, and hurriedly asked, "Tianning, what's wrong?" ”
The little one almost cried: "I'm going to the bathroom." ”
It turned out to be holding back the urine, and everyone laughed: "Why didn't you say it just now?" ”
"Daddy won't let you talk......" the little guy's voice was aggrieved.
There was a burst of laughter in the room, and in the end, Zhan Yiyang asked the orderly to take Tianning to the bathroom, he said something to Chen Haoran again, and when he left the conference room, Tianning happened to run back.
He picked up his son: "Are you hungry?" Taking you to dinner? ”
Tian Ning nodded, and was carried to the cafeteria by Zhan Yiyang.
Two dinners were quickly delivered, there were fish, Zhan Yiyang was afraid that Tianning would be stuck in his throat by the fish bones, so he carefully picked out all the fish bones for him, Tian Ning supported his chin with both hands, watching his father's movements, looking so well-behaved.
Neither father nor son noticed that the canteen, which was full of people, was silent at the moment, and the eyes of the soldiers looked at them from time to time.
In other words, the soldiers are looking at the extremely rare side of Zhan Yiyang, in their impression, Zhan Yiyang is always cold and iron-clad, especially after Xu Rongrong's accidental death, he became even more iron-blooded.
But when he is with Tianning, he will become a completely different person.
After dinner, Zhan Yiyang took Tianning to take a walk to eat, and returned to the dormitory half an hour later, he watched Wen Jiàn on the side, and the little guy was doing his homework within his reach.
Even though it's quiet, they are still satisfied.
When the father and son were both busy, it was already nearly ten o'clock, Zhan Yiyang put down Wen Jiàn and took Tianning to take a bath.
After taking a shower, Tian Ning ran to the bed, and it was at this time that he noticed that there was a photo frame on the bedside table, and the photos in the frame were both him and ...... His mother.
He unconsciously went to take the photo frame, looked at Xu Rongrong, who was smiling like huā on it, and muttered: "Mom......"
Zhan Yiyang came out of the shower, and happened to hear Tianning's low call.
He was stunned for a moment, and the sourness and pain that had been deliberately suppressed suddenly came out again, hitting his heart.
After a while, Zhan Yiyang walked over, took the photo frame in Tianning's hand and put it on the bedside table: "Sleep." ”
Tian Ning shrank into the quilt and leaned over and hugged Zhan Yiyang: "Dad......"
Zhan Yiyang turned sideways and took the little guy into his arms: "Hmm." ”
After being silent for a long time, Tian Ning slowly asked, "Do you miss your mother?" This is the first time in half a month that Tianning has mentioned Xu Rongrong in front of Zhan Yiyang. Before that, he had been afraid to mention it.
Zhan Yiyang thought, perhaps, Tianning was finally willing to accept the fact that he would never see Xu Rongrong again, so he would mention Xu Rongrong. Unlike him, although he has always been soberly aware, he has been reluctant to accept it calmly.
Tian Ning didn't care if Zhan Yiyang answered, he rubbed his chest, and called his father in a low voice, and then Zhan Yiyang felt a burst of wetness in his chest, and then heard Tianning say with a little choked...... Dad, I miss Mom so much. ”
Without warning, Zhan Yiyang's eyes turned red, and tears wet Tianning's black hair drop by drop......