Chapter 019 (Jin Ling) can't say yes

When they arrived downstairs, they saw Liu Jiang and them, and Liu Jiang was quite surprised to see her: "Didn't you say that you finished dinner?" ”

"No, I'm going back to the dormitory, Senior Liujiang, goodbye." Jin Ling didn't say much, the person had already run away.

Liu Jiang and the others returned to the dormitory to suck, and when they saw Jiang Lian sitting on the bed in a daze, they said, "You are bullying other little girls again!" ”

"Did you meet her down there?" Jiang Lian asked.

"But no, she didn't even bother to talk to us and left, you won't bully her again, right?" Liu Jiang asked.

What did he call him bullying her again? Did he bully her all the time? Maybe there is, he understands the girl's eyes, understands her expectations, and he has been avoiding them. He could be friends with her, but he had no intention of being a couple. He thought that she should also have a consensus, but people are flesh and blood, and what he said just now must have hurt her.

"Jiang Lian, I'm serious, that girl Jin Ling is really good, people are circling around you every day, coming and going, you really don't plan to give her an official identity?" Liu Jiang said.

Jiang Lian remained silent, closed his eyes and continued to sleep.

Jin Ling returned to the dormitory and was very quiet, she put away her clothes and went to take a bath, Tong Kexin saw that she looked gloomy and didn't speak, so she said: "You smashed it, didn't you say that Senior Jiang Lian was sick and you had to take care of him?" ”

"It's okay, I'll take a shower." Jin Ling took the toiletries and went out without talking to Tong Kexin.

She wanted to calm herself down, Jiang Lian said at the beginning that he didn't want to have a girlfriend, just be an ordinary friend, she had undue expectations, no wonder others. Despite thinking so, she cried in the shower. And she cried very thoroughly, she couldn't control herself a little when she cried.

After she returned to the dormitory after taking a shower for more than an hour, Tong Kexin saw that her eyes were red, and she was listless.

"What the hell is going on?" Tong Kexin hurriedly asked her.

"I shouldn't have expectations, right? He only treated me as a friend from beginning to end, what was I expecting? Jin Ling said, his eyes moistened again.

"What's going on?" Tong Kexin pulled a chair and sat in front of her.

Jin Ling slowly told what had happened, Tong Kexin was silent for a while, and then she said for a long time: "Actually, I also think Jiang Lian's attitude is a little strange, sometimes I think he likes you, but he doesn't seem to want to treat you as a girlfriend." Lingling, why don't you make it clear to him! ”

"How can I make it clear, he has already said it today, I am not his girlfriend? He also said at the beginning that he didn't need a girlfriend. If I go and ask him, will I still be with him in the future? Jin Ling said very painfully.

"And now?" Tong Kexin asked, "You are in the same pain now, you are at a loss, you guess his mind every day, you are also very tired!" ”

"......" Jin Ling lowered his head slightly and did not speak.

"You can ask him if he likes you or not, and if he really doesn't like you just when you're a friend, you can also die and stop wasting so much time on him." Tong Kexin said.

"I ...... I still want to be by his side! Jin Ling whispered.

"And then keep deceiving yourself?" Tong Kexin wanted to say this to her a long time ago, "Lingling, how long do you have to lie to yourself?" ”

Jin Ling looked at her with wide eyes and didn't speak.

"Actually, I think a person like Senior Jiang Lian is actually not suitable for you, he is too calm and rational, and you can't control your feelings for him at all. He can come and go freely between your relationships, and you can't move because of him. He enjoys all the care and companionship you give him like a girlfriend without any responsibility, and you are suffering from gains and losses every day, thinking about how to please him? Are you going to be like this with him for the rest of your life? Tong Kexin didn't want to say this, but if she didn't say this cruel reality, she was afraid that her roommate would not be sober enough.

"He's good to me......" Jin Ling wanted to retort, but his strength was very weak.

"Yes, you will repay you with ten points for his kindness, and you have no self-esteem or pride in front of him. You lowered yourself to the dust and loved him, but you didn't even count as his girlfriend, do you really want to be so undignified forever? Tong Kexin asked, holding her shoulders.

"You also think I'm shameless and undignified, don't you?" It's the first time she likes this guy, not like the kind of guy who would appreciate and like it when she sees a beautiful boy, but now she really feels that she loves him, and she just wants to stay with him every day.

"No, I just don't want you to go on like this. Listen to me, make it clear to him tomorrow, if he is sure that he doesn't like you, and if he is sure that it is impossible to develop further with you, you can also die ......"

If he really answered...... "Then is there any reason for her to stay with him?"

"If he really answered like that, you should be sober too." Tong Kexin said.

Do you really want to make it clear to him? Jin Ling was very hesitant, her mind was in a mess, she didn't sleep well this night, and everyone was in a daze. I had a wonderful dream again, in which she confessed to Jiang Lian, and he smiled and said that he liked her too. And then he kissed himself!

When she woke up, she cried, and she thought of the first kiss she had secretly given, the kiss that was actually a little ridiculous to think about now. He didn't care, he didn't know, he didn't take it seriously. And she went from intoxication to delight to despair, and she felt like a clown.

Jin Ling never went to find Jiang Lian, she didn't know how to find him, and she didn't know how to start? She didn't look for him, and he didn't look for her. This is often the case between them, and most of their meetings are on her own initiative. As if she didn't contact him, he didn't care.

She would tell him everything about herself, and he would often say a few words about herself. She knew very little about him, because he didn't give her a chance to get to know him.

It was the first time since they decided to be friends at the end of April that they had not seen each other or contacted each other for three days. She is like a walking corpse, she doesn't live like herself every day, and the boy who disturbs her mind doesn't care at all.

She asked Liang Ye about it, and Liang Ye's reply was that he went to class normally, went to the laboratory normally, and couldn't see anything unusual.

Liang Ye also said with some sympathy: "Alas, everyone knows that the character of the senior is like that. ”

yes, just like that, he didn't care about himself at all.

On Thursday afternoon, she was going to take an elective class, there was not much time left in this class, it was already June, and the teacher said that the class would be over at the end of June, and it would be over as soon as the test papers were handed in.

With this lesson, she can still take three more lessons.

What is she doing, counting the number of times she can still see him? What should she do to see him in a moment? Talk to him as if nothing happened? That's it, she thought.

She did a lot of psychological construction, and when she entered the classroom, she also met Yu Qianqian.

"Lingling." After Yu Xiangqian saw that Jin Ling and Jiang Lian had a very close relationship, he no longer pestered Jin Ling so much, but this did not prevent him from liking this girl.

"Hello senior." Jin Ling carried the book into the room, and as soon as he entered, he saw Jiang Lian, who was standing beside Professor Zhong.

He heard the voice and turned his head to see Jin Ling, but his eyes looked away calmly.

Jin Ling was deeply stabbed by him like this, yes, this is Jiang Lian, he has always been so calm and quiet to himself. Often she is a hot ... [This chapter is not finished, please click on the next page to continue reading!] ]