Four hundred and nineteen

"Ah Xian, in fact, I understand that this matter is not that you don't want to do it, but that you are in a difficult situation, you can't do it, and if you do it, the people around you will be implicated and affected, so you have to promise me, no matter what the marriage is in the future, you must try to protect yourself, and wait until the day when I have the ability to rescue you, you have to believe that this day is not very far away, you just need to believe in me and wait for me in front." Looking at Gao Xian, who didn't dare to face herself, Lan Susu only felt that she saw herself in her previous life, and her self in her previous life was also like this, although her heart was full of resistance and dissatisfaction with the whole world, but she was always unable to move forward because of the shackles of various things, and it was not until the moment of her death that she knew how sad that life was for herself, and she understood how unwilling she was, so since God gave her a chance to start anew, she let herself live in another world, reborn once, then what you have to do is not to follow the customs, nor to follow the crowd, what you have to do is to grasp this life well, do what you want to do and do what you can do, instead of being slaughtered by others like now.

"Susu, nine times out of ten things are unsatisfactory in life, why are you so persistent in this matter? I also know how much impact this kind of thing will have on the women of the whole society if it changes, but how can this matter be so easy to change, the imperial uncle will not allow this matter to change, and the imperial grandmother will not allow it or it should be said that the entire upper class society of Fengdu will not allow such a thing, because such a change is fundamentally affecting the living conditions of the entire upper class people, so this is the most undesirable thing, Su Su You can be the enemy of anyone, As long as you have the support of the imperial uncle behind you and the support of the seven princes, you can do whatever you do, but this matter will affect the social order and social form, so the imperial uncle will definitely not support you, if you don't have his support, Su Su, it will be difficult for you to do anything, and even if this matter is successful in the entire Fengchen country, but you should not forget that in the Tianyue Continent, there is not only a country in Fengchen country, but also a snow inkstone country and a Huarong country, Huarong Country may be a little better, after all, they are a country where the strong are respected, and there have been instances of princesses becoming empresses in their countries, but the Snow Yan Country and the Fengchen Kingdom are different, in these two countries, women are men's appendages, and it will be difficult for a woman to have a transcendent status, although there are such examples, but most of them have paid such a tragic price with their lives, so Su Su is not that I don't support your idea, but I am too scared, I'm afraid that one day I'll lose your only friend, so I don't want you to do anything, just quietly enjoy what you have now. ”

Gao Xian turned her face and looked at Lan Susu's eyes again, at this time, Lan Susu was also self-assured, and he didn't have anything to hide from him, although he didn't want to say those things by himself, but it didn't mean that he used them, because there was not enough trust between the two people or any other relationship, but because he paid too much attention to it, it was because he attached importance to his own things that became not so important, sometimes many people are selfish, Wisdom Valley remembers his own things, But once there is something that can attract him, even if he is usually a cold person, he will inevitably have some true feelings revealed, Lan Susu didn't know what Gao Xian was like before, but he knew that she would definitely not sit idly by and ignore the people around her. So at such a time, Gao Xian is undoubtedly thinking about herself, she is afraid that she will encounter something unfortunate, but in such an era, many times it is not that she thinks that she can solve everything, and her mother is not because she doesn't want to cause trouble, so she blindly avoids it and loses her life in the end, and now she is also blind to Lan Luoling because she is her half-sister, so she blindly tolerates what she does. As a result, in the end, she just looked at herself more and more unpleasantly, so many times it is not toleration or retreat to solve things, so at this time, what you have to do is adapt to where you are, although she knows that the road will be very difficult in the future, but Lan Susu has never felt afraid, because she knows that there has always been a group of supporters behind her, who stand silently behind her, and stand up to cheer for herself when she needs it, So even now, Gao Xian will only feel that her ideas are too unrealistic, but one day she will let her see that what she is doing can really be done.

"Ah Xian, I know that you are worried about me in your heart, but you may not know that once I decide what to do, I will definitely do it, so you don't have to worry too much, maybe it will be difficult at the beginning, but I believe in a sentence, 'There are difficulties in the world, and it is easy for those who are difficult to do, and it is difficult for those who do not do it' If we don't try to do something, how can we know whether it is difficult to do or not? I decided to do this thing, so I will do it no matter when, Ah Xian, I just want to ask you a word, if you want to marry someone you don't like, are you willing? If you are asked to give everything for this man, even if it is for him to have children and take care of the family, but he still won't treat you sincerely, are you willing? Or in the end, you don't do anything, but you still lose a bad reputation, would you like it? Ah Xian, I think it's better not to have such a marriage, although you will be gossiped about by others when you live alone, but at least your heart is free, although I can't force you to do anything, but I just hope that you will think about your future affairs, but yo ah you made a decision, no matter what it is. I will definitely help you, you will always be my good friend and sister, and I will definitely do my best for you in the rest of my life. Lan Susu said sincerely, at this time, she also knew that it would be unrealistic for her to insist on wanting Gao Xian to express her stance on the matter of women's independence, after all, even if this matter is a fiery Gao Xian, it is not an overnight thing to accept, not to mention that she grew up in the palace since she was a child, although she was deeply favored by the Queen Mother, many things are very capricious, but it is possible that she may be more conservative than others in her bones, after all, It is not easy to survive in such an environment, even if she grew up by the side of the Queen Mother, but those dirty things in the harem, she must be in her own eyes, just for such a growth experience, Gao Xian is likely to be a more cautious person than other people, it is precisely because of her caution that she will not let herself act rashly at this time, maybe she is too anxious to talk about this matter, After all, the marriage of a county lord is not so easy to be decided, and now at this time, I am so worried because I almost suffered the fate of being reluctantly reconciled yesterday, so I suddenly changed my opinion on marriage a lot.

After all, yesterday he could save the day, one is because he didn't want to be forced into marriage by others, so he asked for a holy decree of marriage autonomy, but because the emperor and his mother are old acquaintances, and the emperor also transferred his feelings for his mother to himself, no matter how he chooses, he does not put the interests of the country first, but puts his own mood first, so she will support her choice, and the high line is different, Although she has been favored by the Queen Mother and the Emperor since she was a child, she is a member of the royal family after all, even if she is unwilling, she has to take into account the face of the royal family, she will not be like herself at all, she has a chance to choose independently, Lan Susu can even imagine, if Gao Xian encounters what happened to her yesterday, don't say that she is against and makes decisions for her own marriage, I am afraid that there is no chance to refute it, she has no ability to resist at all, So he will see this matter as plain, because if a person attaches too much importance to a thing, then he may get the worst result, if that's the case, it's better not to have hope at the beginning, as long as he doesn't hold hope, he won't be disappointed, from the beginning, no matter what the ending is, the original intention in his heart has never wavered, maybe this is also Gao Xian's best choice. Although Lan Susu felt that she could only vaguely understand why Gao Xian had such a mentality, but her heart was even more sad because Gao Xian made such a choice, so she knew that some things wanted to change not overnight, but what she could do was to be able to stand by Gao Xian's side when she needed it, regardless of her own interests, just as a good friend and a good sister stood by her side, give her a little support and encouragement, and do something within her ability.

"Susu, in fact, you don't have to do anything, sometimes it's better to go with the flow, since I can't make the decision at the beginning of my marriage, then I didn't expect anything at all, or I had some expectations for that person at that time, but when I talked to you today, I knew that there was no me in that person's heart, no matter how hard I tried, it was fruitless, so I thought about it myself, and found a suitable husband for myself, just like you said,Find a person who has me in his heart may be much better than finding a person who has him in my heart,That person is too good,For me he is the dazzling sun in the sky,Even if I know that close to him I may be wiped out,But I still can't help but want to get closer,Thinking that if I get closer, I may be able to understand his thoughts,His joys and sorrows,Maybe I can become the closest person around him,But now it seems that these are my wishful thinking, Rather than spend the rest of my life in the backyard where he won't even look at it, I still bloom my own light may be better, although I am just a woman, but my marriage may also be able to contribute a little to this country, if there is really a day when I need to sacrifice my happiness to make a little bit of money for the progress of this country, then Su Su, you don't estimate my personal feelings, just pay attention to this matter silently, It would be nice if you could give me a lot of silver tickets when the time comes. ”

Gao Xian also knows that as a member of the royal family, although she is not the daughter of the emperor's uncle, she is just the daughter of a county king, but just because she is the emperor's mother and raised herself, it is enough to make herself a bargaining chip that can be used to make a parent, if such a thing really happens at that time, others may not say anything, but Lan Susu will definitely stand up against it, although such a thing did not really happen, but Gao Xian just has a feeling that Lan Susu will definitely oppose it, Even if it is an ordinary person, she may not sit idly by, let alone herself, what she just said was originally to regard herself as the most intimate friend, so she said that, no matter what the situation is, as long as she doesn't want to, she will stand on her side, card is this matter is not her management at all, as if she said it herself, she is a special existence, whether it is the imperial uncle or a few princes, there are always so many people who are on her side, I don't want anything bad to happen to her, put his affairs in front of her own interests and the interests of the country, but she is different, if she really needs it, she will not be the one who is protected, she will definitely be the one who is pushed out, so she has never had much hope, although her heart is still heartbroken because of the fact that she recognizes that person and herself is impossible, but Gao Xian also knows that things in this world will not stop because of her sadness, But I will also plan for the future, so Lan Susu absolutely can't do anything, so for fear that Lan Susu will be too sad, I will say that I want her to give her a silver ticket to be around. (To be continued.) )