01020505050505 Because I was anxious to see Xiao Lu, I felt a little impetuous during class, and I couldn't calm down when I was making papers. I just wrote it casually, and asked Chubby to borrow someone else's copy and copy it for me after I finished copying it.

Later, during the last self-study period, Xia Meng sent me a note, saying that I should wait for her after school. She had something to tell me.

I was a little surprised, thinking that she didn't want to talk to me, why did she have to go with me.

However, she made it quite difficult for me, with Xiao Lu on one side and her on the other, I was a little hesitant for a while.

I thought about it for a while, and then I wrote her a note. said that I asked someone to go with me at night, so I didn't go with her.

Xia Meng guessed that I was a little surprised that I rejected her at that time, so it took a while to send me the note back. Said that Liu Feng might do something to me, let me be more careful.

I was very angry when I saw it. I grabbed the note tightly, thinking to myself, mother, now I really treat Lao Tzu as a water dog, and I have forced Lao Tzu to be anxious, I have to make him pay a painful price.

Now I have been isolated by our entire high school, and even said that the entire grade department is an enemy of me, so now that Liu Feng is doing something to me, it will not violate the previous non-aggression agreement between the HKSI and the high school.

The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, but in the end I suddenly felt a little desolate and helpless.

I slowly lowered my head, and the hand holding the note slowly loosened, allowing it to fall to the ground.

When people are vulnerable, they seek protection.

I thought at the time, what can I do if I am not convinced, there are so many people, myself, with a few of them, I can fight others, is it as easy for people to beat me as it is to bully a stray dog.

In fact, if Zhuo Xiaoyu hadn't protected me, I would have been beaten out of a long time ago.

So at that time, I thought of my uncle, who Zhuo Xiaoyu mentioned to me last time, Xu Feng.

From childhood to adulthood, my uncle has been a hero-like existence in my heart.

On the first day of elementary school, I was beaten and cried by two children in my class, and my uncle led several children in their class to sit on the ground and cry after school, and the children who came and went laughed at them.

My uncle asked me, "Silently, do you say they are ashamed?" "

I nodded, and said shameful.

My uncle said: "If you know that you are embarrassed, then don't cry in the future, don't worry, with your uncle here, no one will dare to bully you." "

I nodded ignorantly, and a seven-year-old child believed an eight-and-a-half-year-old child without question.

He really did what he said, from elementary school to junior high school, he didn't let people bully me before he left, even though he was beaten a lot for me, but he never complained to me, at that time, people would mention me and say that he had a very good uncle who fought and was a thief.

In fact, I learned to fight with my uncle very hard, but in junior high school, because of my mother's death, I became reticent and unwilling to deal with people, so I didn't have a few brothers with strong relationships, plus the departure of my uncle, I became more and more closed, and let myself enter the point of isolation, and now when I want to change this situation, I have no chance.

I thought at the time, if my uncle should be so good, even if he helped me, as long as he gave me a chance to breathe, I would prove to them how severe the consequences of belittling me were.

But this is just a thought, and now I am like a fish on a board, ready to be slaughtered.

Although I can ask Zhuo Xiaoyu or Xiao Lu to help me, if I do that, I will not be me.

Seeing that I wasn't in a good mood, Chubby asked me what was wrong with me, if there was something on my mind.

I had already beaten a few of them, and I didn't want them to follow me and get beaten a second time, so I looked up and smiled at him and said, "It's okay, it's just a little homesick all of a sudden." "

I deceived Chubby by this, and he looked at me with disdain at the time, and said, "You have been at home for so many days, and you haven't brought enough, can you have so many beautiful women at home, really." "

Stirred up by Xiaopang's words, I feel a little better in my heart, and I don't plan to think about it so much, let's block it with water, anyway, Lao Tzu is also used to being beaten, whoever dares to touch me, I will fight with him.

In fact, the most uncomfortable thing for me at that time was not the fear of being beaten, but the grievance of feeling aggrieved, the grievance of being bullied, and the guilt of being beaten by my brother after me.

Because our class is on the first floor, I didn't rush to leave after class, so I was the first class Xiao Lu in the teacher.

Xiaopang didn't know that Xiao Lu asked me to go with me at night, and when he saw me sitting there, he asked me why I didn't go.

I wasn't embarrassed to say that Xiao Lu had asked me out, so I said to him, "You go first, I still have some business." "

Chubby reacted at the time, smiled at me ambiguously, and said, "It turns out that the beauty has an appointment." "

Liu Hai, the kung fu chief who said this, Wang Anmin and the big black man just came over, so they came over and asked Xiaopang, "What a beautiful woman has an appointment, who did you make an appointment?" "

I scolded Chubby at the time, and a few of them laughed, and said to me with long bangs: "Brother Mo, then you have to come back early." "Private farmers save blood.

At this time, Xiaopang said to the long bangs: "It's okay, Brother Mo is still dealing with it, if you let him be fast, he can't be fast." "

I stood up at that time, kicked the little fat buttocks, and scolded him: "Get out of here, get out of here." "

A few of them were even happier to see me like this, and they left giggling.

Xia Meng also heard it over there when we were arguing, and he glanced at me when he was packing his schoolbag, but there was no expression on his face.

I waited for a while before Xiao Lu came, her face was very nervous, and she looked into the house, probably because she was afraid that I would not accept her apology and did not wait for her.

When she saw me in the house, she was immediately happy and shouted at me, "Xu Mo." "

I quickly got up and walked out, and before leaving, I didn't forget to take out an orange I brought from the dormitory at noon from the hole in the table, and after seeing Xiao Lu, I stuffed the orange in my hand into her hand.

She was stunned for a moment, but then she grinned at me sweetly, and then she whispered to me, "Let's go." "

As soon as she finished saying this, Xia Meng walked out, glanced at Xiao Lu, and left without saying anything.

Xiao Lu stared at her for a while, then I dragged her and said, "Look, the parents are better looking than you, you are not ashamed of yourself." "

Xiao Lu was not happy when she heard this, turned her head to stare at me, and said a little coquettishly: "Why am I not as good-looking as him, everyone in our class says that I am better looking than her." "

I flattened my mouth and said, "Who, Cao Xiaojun?" "

Xiao Lu's face changed when he heard this, and he said to me: "What are you doing, isn't this thing in the past, what are you still mentioning him for, I scolded him yesterday." "

I turned to look at him and said, "You scolded him?" Why are you scolding him? "

Xiao Lu blinked and said, "Scolding him for lying to me, I really didn't expect him to be the kind of villain who disobeys the yin and yang." "

I chuckled, then pulled her arm and motioned for her to walk as I went, "Do you think anyone is as bright as your brother and me?" "

Xiao Lu cut off and said, "You can pretend to be a brother with Xiaopang, don't pretend to be with me, you seem to be younger than me." "

"." I asked her what year it was and what her birthday was.

Then Xiao Lu told me about her birthday, and it turned out that the two of us had a year old, and my birthday was younger than hers, but I didn't say it at the time, so I blew a birthday older than her.

As a result, she said she didn't believe it and went to my house another day to ask my mother.

When she said this, she immediately felt that something was wrong, and immediately stopped talking, and my face darkened suddenly.

Xiao Lu gently shook my arm with her hand and said, "Xu Mo, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, and I said it smoothly for a while." "

I tugged at the corners of my mouth, turned my head to look at her, and said, "It's okay." "

Seeing that I wasn't angry, her face softened a little, but she still seemed to feel a little embarrassed, put her hands behind her back, and then walked with her head down.

When I saw her look like a child who had done something wrong, I thought it was very cute, and my heart softened, and I couldn't help but hook her shoulder behind me, and then patted her.

This is an action I often use to comfort people close to me, Xiaofat, I comfort them when they are in trouble, but after I subconsciously did this to Xiao Lu, I felt that it was not very suitable, so I quickly took my hand down.

Xiao Lu didn't resist at the time, but her head was lowered even more, fortunately, the light on the road was not good, otherwise her face wouldn't know what to look like.

I also felt embarrassed, so I scratched my head with my hand, and then explained that I was doing it habitually, so that she should not get me wrong.

When we walked downstairs to their dormitory, Xiao Lu stopped and said to me, "Ask you something." "

When I saw that she took the initiative to divert the topic, I quickly nodded and said, "You say." "

She asked me, "What, you still like Xia Meng." "

I was stunned for a moment, then I nodded and said, "Well, I like it, but people don't like me." "

I'll tell you the truth, I do like her, although I'm not sure that I won't like Xia Meng's type anymore as I get older and more experienced, but there is no doubt that I like her now.

"Oh." Xiao Lu responded a little unhappily, rubbing her hands with her head down, feeling a little unhappy, and then she said, "Thank you for sending me, then I'll go up first." "

With that, she turned to leave.

I quickly took a step forward and grabbed her arm.

She was surprised, then she turned to me and said, "What's the matter, is there anything else?" "

I said to her, "I like her, but I'm dead to her now." "

I don't know why I said this to Xiao Lu on impulse, as for the meaning of this sentence, I didn't know it at the time, I just felt that I had to explain this matter clearly to Xiao Lu.