Fanwai "Wish to get a core person, the white head is not like Li" (94)
The black SUV was speeding on the airport highway, Gu Xiuli's expression was tense, his slender fingers were clenched on the steering wheel, and when he thought that Lin Moxin's little woman would break up with him like this without even arguing, she didn't even have the slightest hesitation and planned to leave, and the trance in front of her was that day Lin Moxin was coquettish in front of him after he was drunk, pouting and saying, "Xiuli, you're back...... Come...... Kiss...... Kiss a ......" coquettish appearance.
How could such a straightforward and enthusiastic girl choose to leave in silence like this, it shouldn't be, it shouldn't be!
He didn't know what was piled up in his chest, he only felt a little difficult to breathe, but when he was halfway through, he suddenly glanced at the time, hesitated, and casually picked up the phone and called the secretary: "Check the flights to Beijing in half an hour until tomorrow morning, and the flights from Beijing to Los Angeles and Boston in 24 hours, and tell me the boarding time." β
The secretary was in front of the computer, quickly checked it and replied: "Deputy Bureau, from tonight to early morning, there are three flights from G City to Beijing, the earliest is 10:05 p.m., then 1:25 a.m., and 4:40 a.m., and from Beijing to ......."
Before the secretary's words fell, Gu Xiuli suddenly braked the car, and the screeching brake sound startled the secretary on the other side of the phone for a moment.
Gu Xiuli glanced at the time, it was not 7 o'clock in the evening, and she would not arrive at the airport too early if Lin Moxin's pneumonia had not yet recovered.
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The famous city of water garden.
When she walked into this apartment that had brought her a dreamlike life for more than a month, looking at the mess on the ground and the sofa, as well as the blanket on the sofa, she knew that Gu Xiuli had not been home these days, and the qiΔ here was still the same as when she was taken away by Bai Bi that day.
It gave her the illusion that nothing had happened these days, but that she had a nightmare.
After looking at it in a daze for a while, she suddenly sighed, for so many days, she only gave herself the time to be sad and sad for a night of insomnia.
I still remember that she asked Gu Xiuli what zodiac sign she was before, and he said that it was November 8th, Scorpio.
What Lin Moxin didn't say at that time was that her birthday was at the end of October, and she was also a Scorpio.
Once the people of this sign decide that a person will be very dedicated, obsessive, stupid, and dispensable to others, in their world, there are only two types of people who are related to themselves and people who have nothing to do with themselves, but the only thing they can't bear is betrayal and deception.
Lin Moxin looked at himself, in Gu Xiuli's heart, except for Ji Xinyao, I'm afraid no one can really walk in, even if there is another woman by his side, but his heart is not here, maybe he is just to get married, maybe he just has a good impression of her, maybe he just doesn't hate her, and maybe...... At the beginning, it was Ji Xinyao who also opened his mouth to match them.
In fact, she and Gu Xiuli are the same kind of people, she may have really been persistent, trying to tie this man firmly to her side, and even when she woke up in a coma with a high fever, she didn't see him appear, she also told herself again and again, he was just busy with work, and after knowing the truth, he was also forcing himself to forgive him, the two children were his nephews after all, and it was understandable that he would have no intention of taking care of himself when something so big happened.
It wasn't until the moment he heard Ji Xinyao faint and let go of her hand without hesitation that she knew that this Lin Moxin was actually no different from herself five years ago, too stupid and too self-righteous.
He doesn't love her at all, he just needs a woman who looks good at his eye by his side.
At the end of October, the wind of early winter was blowing outside the window. Lin Moxin coughed as she walked into the bedroom to pack her luggage, she didn't have many things when she came, just two suitcases, some clothes, some necessities, and some new clothes she bought on the street after returning to G City.
When she cleaned up to the edge of the cabinet, she saw the two sets of couple pajamas in the corner, which she had quietly bought once, and wanted to wear them with him on his birthday, as an adult woman in her twenties, she didn't know how she could be so lightly satisfied, naΓ―ve as long as he was willing to accompany her to wear couple pajamas.
In fact, it's only because the feelings he gives are always lukewarm and always too little, so she is so careful and nervous to fight for every * and warm moment.
Fingers swept over the pajamas, did not stop, took some of their favorite underwear in the drawer, and looked at the time after packing up, 7:50, the road to the airport is a little far, now go out to take a taxi to the airport if the time is just right, then pull the suitcase and go directly to the door, before going out, put the key and door card here on the side of the solid wood shelf, bow your head and put on your shoes, Xu Yu stretched out his hand and was about to push open the door, but the door in front of him was suddenly opened outside.
Her hand stiffened in mid-air, and she raised her eyes in some astonishment, seeing Gu Xiuli, who didn't know where she was hurrying back from, and there was still a little hurry between her breaths, he glanced at her first, but before she could see the love in his eyes, he suddenly lowered his eyes and looked at the suitcase in her hand.
While she was stunned, Gu Xiuli raised her eyes to look at her, her always calm and self-contained eyes revealed a little anxiety and gloom: "Lin Moxin, is it your specialty to say goodbye without saying goodbye?" β
Lin Moxin only looked at his eyes for a while, originally she also thought about whether to say goodbye to him calmly and then leave, but later she found that once you really love someone, in the end, you can't really be calm, and besides, she has nothing to say to him at all.
Seeing that the corners of her mouth raised slightly, Gu Xiuli's eyes tightened: "Do you really want to leave?" β
Lin Moxin smiled: "I'm sorry." I asked Lin Qicheng to convey everything I should have said to you, and I want to leave quietly like this to avoid embarrassment, if it makes you feel uncomfortable, then I apologize, can I let it go? β
Her eyes were shining, and although her voice was much more hoarse than usual, every word fell into his ears clearly.
After speaking, she didn't wait for Gu Xiuli to say anything, she directly lowered her head and lifted the suitcase and walked past him, just about to wipe past him, her wrist suddenly tightened, she was stunned, and the person was dragged back by him, he didn't use a lot of force, just asked her to turn around, and she was forced to look at him.
"I apologize for your negligence these days, you can tell me if you have grievances, crying or beating or scolding, I can explain about Ji Xinyao, if you have any questions, we can sit down and talk about it, whether it is a knot or a misunderstanding, or ......"
Lin Moxin gently withdrew his hand from his hand and raised his eyes to meet his eyes.
"I'm not aggrieved." She said.
Gu Xiuli was about to snatch the suitcase in her hand and paused, raising his eyes to look at her expression, as if he instantly understood what she meant.
"There is no misunderstanding between us, it's just that we don't love ourselves, people, life always has to be happy, don't you feel very constrained to keep someone you don't love by your side? Even I hate myself for being amorous for so long, how good it is now, I can see it clearly, and I am no longer so crazy and entangled, I used to always pester you with a back-to-shoulder, and I was confident that you would definitely like me, you must have thought I was an idiot at the time, huh...... It's a bit of an idiot indeed. She smiled as she spoke, and looked at him without dodging her eyes: "Since you are blocking the door, you can't say goodbye." So, let's say a formal goodbye. β
Looking at the smile in her eyes, Gu Xiuli suddenly found that he was a little afraid of her next words, and quickly opened his eyes: "Don't stand outside the door, let's go in and talk ......"
"Gu Xiuli, goodbye." She looked at him.
The tall and straight figure slowed down for a moment when it turned to open the door wider, until it stopped.
Before parting, what he gave her was still the back.
Lin Moxin bent his lips in relief, turned around and left.
Gu Xiuli didn't turn to look at her, listening to her resolute footsteps, and frowned: "Perhaps, I just deliberately wrapped myself in the obsession of the past, and refused to accept the current one, including your ......"
Lin Moxin paused.
"Lin Moxin, in fact, I ...... you"
"When I was younger, I always had a dream." Lin Moxin interrupted him, both of them turned their backs to each other, did not look back, she held the stretching rod of the suitcase, and said calmly: "I want to be a pianist, play my favorite green sleeves on the world stage, or even a global tour, my fingers are still fine, I am only in my twenties, I can still hold on to my dreams......"
"I have read all the books that my dad prepared for me, I still need more time and energy to work hard for adult self-examination, not long ago, I took the wrong direction of my life, and now I always have to turn back, people are not afraid of going the wrong way, they are afraid of not turning back."
Gu Xiuli didn't speak anymore and didn't move.
All she could hear was his breathing, shallow but powerful.
"So Gu Xiuli, goodbye." The elevator opened in front of her, and Lin Moxin walked in.
Before the elevator doors were about to close, she heard him say softly, softly, "Happy birthday." β
Lin Moxin raised his eyes and looked at his back until the elevator door closed, separating them into two worlds at a gallop.
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