Section 650 Gains and losses
Lin Binglan saw that Qi Buyang's expression was serious, she was very concerned, and asked in a low voice, "Is something wrong with my sister?" β
Qi Buyang raised his hand and motioned to Lin Binglan not to speak, so as not to be heard by Jingxue.
South Sudan is a country with a very serious ethnic violence, and the recent situation has been particularly tense.
Yesterday there was news that 2,000 people had died in a week of clashes, and that there were groups of graves of various sizes at the site of the conflict, and that there was no guarantee of the safety of foreigners there.
Qi Buyang asked with concern, "Is your place safe?" β
Lin Jingxue was silent.
Her silence made Qi Buyang even more nervous, and he repeated the question, "Is your place safe?" β
Lin Jingxue chuckled: "Aren't the volunteers of the International Red Cross supposed to stay where they should be?" β
This is true, for some people, their moral height is like this.
People often say "humanity", humanity means that people live not to satisfy themselves and life, there are still some things you need to give, mercy, help, justice, fairness......
Lin Jingxue chuckled before she said, "I just came back from the hospital, and it feels strange to say, I was originally a doctor, but I also had a time to go to the hospital." β
Qi Buyang immediately asked, "What's wrong with you?" β
Lin Jingxue said: "You don't have to worry, it's just a little bit of a minor injury, I'm lucky to have a brush with death, and you appeared in my mind at that moment, I don't know if you have ever felt this way, the joy of the rest of your life after the catastrophe, and ...... And that deep longing for you, if I die, I will never see you again, this is more terrible than death, after coming back from the hospital, I found that I have become timid, I am no longer so resolute and brave. β
Qi Buyang said: "Shocking snow, then come back." β
Lin Jingxue smiled: "But I don't run away like a coward, and I don't want to abandon my teammates, and you don't want your future wife to retreat when she encounters a little setback." Lin Binglan said this sentence easily in a joking tone.
Lin Jingxue's words made Qi Buyang feel ashamed and blamed himself, Jingxue left his lover and went to a foreign land to help save others, but he Qi Buyang enjoyed the beauty of Qi people behind her back.
Lin Jingxue smiled: "Are you worried? Originally, I didn't want to say it to make you worried, but I couldn't help but leak my mouth, people have good and bad luck, and we can't control what fate is, I'm very satisfied with what I have now, don't Yang, you are my everything, I love you. β
"I wanted to say these three words to you a long, long time ago, but I didn't expect it to be said to you on the phone thousands of miles away, and I should have said it to you in person." Saying that, Lin Jingxue smiled a little embarrassedly.
"Shocking snow, I love you too, I love you deeply, promise me, don't let me lose you, okay?"
Lin Binglan was close in front of her, listening to Qi Buyang's affectionate confession to her sister, her heart suddenly soured, no matter how much she loved Qi Buyang, she could only play the role of a third party after all.
Lin Jingxue was silent for a long time before she smiled lightly: "Then I can only try to live longer." β
How much meaning does this sentence contain, what kind of deep love is to let her bear the pain of losing her lover.
"Snow ......"
Lin Jingxue said with a smile; "Okay, I'm going to take a shower, I'm going to get up early tomorrow morning, and you should go to work."
Hanging up the phone, Lin Jingxue found that her eyes were wet, Qi Buyang's last sentence made her eyes moist involuntarily, she used to scoff at these fleshy love words, how could she have thought that one day she would be moved to tears by this kind of fleshy love words.
Lin Jingxue laughed at herself, people will change their outlook on life because of certain things.
Qi Buyang hung up the phone, Lin Binglan immediately noticed that he was in a bad mood, and asked, "What did my sister say?" β
Qi Buyang smiled bitterly: "She is in South Sudan, a country where ethnic violence is serious, and people die every day at any time, which is very dangerous. β
Lin Binglan immediately said; "Then you hurry up and let my sister come back."
Qi Buyang said: "I want her to come back and stay away from that dangerous place, but I don't want her to come back, I know her very well, and I want to support her." β
Lin Binglan was stunned.
Qi Buyang asked, "Binglan, can you understand?" β
Lin Binglan nodded, the relationship between Qi Buyang and her sister has been sublimated to another level, but her love for Qi Buyang seems so vulgar, far from comparable.
Although Lin Binglan's clothes were thin and her graceful curves were revealed at the moment, neither of them was in the mood to continue.
They looked at each other, but they didn't say anything.
After a while, Qi Buyang wanted to break this unpleasant atmosphere, and said with a joking tone: "Binglan, do you say your sister will accept us?" Although it is a joke, it is also the result that Qi Buyang is most looking forward to, he can't abandon Binglan because he loves Jingxue, he can't do it, if Jingxue can accept them, it will be the best result, as for the future life, you can take it step by step.
Lin Binglan smiled bitterly when she heard this, "What do you think?" β
Qi Buyang said: "I don't know. β
Lin Binglan said: "You know that my sister has a habit of cleanliness, and cleanliness is that she can't tolerate a grain of sand in her eyes, and she can't tolerate a little filth, she will definitely not accept us, if she knows me and you...... It will definitely completely subvert her worldview, and you and I will become extremely ugly in her eyes. β
Qi Buyang asked: "Then how can you accept me and Jingxue, you are also a jealous and hateful person." β
Lin Binglan shook her head and said softly: "I don't know, I don't know, I don't know." She said three times in a row that she didn't know, and indeed she didn't know why she knew that she was wrong, and she was wrong again and again, so that she fell into this bottomless abyss and couldn't get up again.
Qi Buyang gently held her hand to soothe her emotions.
Lin Binglan took a deep breath, and then continued: "No, between you and my sister, I have been constantly giving in, breaking my bottom line again and again, and now I have no bottom line." Lin Binglan said with a wry smile, "I know what kind of sacrifice I need to make if I want to continue to be with you, and I also know what kind of role I should play4, I can't be greedy, I don't expect fairness, I have to be satisfied, but my sister doesn't, she won't be able to stand this blow all of a sudden." β
Qi Buyang's expression was serious after hearing this, and he didn't say a word.
Lin Binglan took his palm and put it on her smooth face, and said with a gentle smile: "I know that what you have endured in your heart is no less than mine, I know that you feel sorry for me in your heart, although I have been calling you a bastard, when you are not a bastard, so don't feel too guilty about this matter, okay?" We all have responsibilities, and we take them together. β
Qi Buyang smiled reluctantly: "Every time I think of these grievances you have suffered, I ......"
Before Qi Buyang finished speaking, Lin Binglan's face suddenly came over, kissed his lips, and blocked his mouth.
Lin Binglan took the initiative and was amazingly enthusiastic, and as soon as she kissed her pretty tongue, she immediately drilled into Qi Buyang's mouth.
Even though she only stuck the tip of her tongue in slightly, it was already rare for her.
Qi Buyang could feel the love conveyed by her tongue, just like couples sometimes love each other very much, and they can't wait to let the other party know how much they love him.
Lin Binglan stuck the tip of her tongue in, and then stopped motionless between Qi Buyang's lips and teeth, not knowing what to do next, Qi Buyang once put her tongue into her mouth, although she felt very nasty at the time, but I had to admit that the taste was very ecstatic, and Lin Binglan also wanted Qi Buyang to enjoy this taste.
Lin Binglan was enthusiastic, but her frappy kissing skills were fully revealed, Qi Buyang felt very excited and looking forward to it, she was willing to accept and learn, it would be easy to do, there were more skills, and she would naturally be proficient.
Qi Buyang tilted his head slightly, his mouth formed a forty-five-degree angle with Lin Binglan's lips, avoiding the impact of his nose, and then stretched out the tip of his tongue into his mouth, gently touching the tip of Lin Binglan's tongue.
Qi Buyang teased Lin Binglan a few times with the tip of his tongue, and then retracted it, and Lin Binglan chased after her, just like when we were young, a boy liked a woman, and deliberately went to catch the girl's hair and clothes to tease her, and the girl chased after her angrily, and then it evolved into a playfulness of boys and girls.
Qi Buyang deliberately let Lin Binglan touch it, and then slid away like a loach, and in a small space, the two tongues staged a good show of chasing me.
Lin Binglan chased Qi Buyang's tongue wholeheartedly, completely unaware of the saliva at the corners of her mouth.
Qi Buyang saw that her tongue was gradually moving smart, no longer astringent and sluggish, knowing that the time was ripe, no longer slipping away, the moment the tip of the tongue touched, Lin Binglan trembled as if electrocuted, and snorted, and then he found that Qi Buyang's tongue was wrapped around a branch like a snake, which made her feel timid, and slowly retracted, from Qi Buyang's mouth to her mouth.
Her mouth is her territory, Qi Buyang is doing it wantonly, Lin Binglan can't retreat anymore, she has to fight, she forcibly pushed Qi Buyang's tongue out of her mouth, and pushed it into his mouth through the four tightly attached lip flaps.
When he arrived at Qi Buyang's territory, it was Qi Buyang's turn to be powerful, and he began to push back, then Lin Binglan felt a slight pain in her tongue, and she found that as long as her tongue was not hard against him, this pain would disappear, and she used a slow retreat to counteract Qi Buyang's thrust.
In this mutual kiss, a fluttering joy is formed.
After a while, Lin Binglan felt that her mouth was sore, her tongue was numb, her mouth left Qi Buyang's lips, and she said "pause", and felt that there was saliva at the corner of her mouth, so she reached out and wiped it.
Qi Buyang said with a smile; "It's called a push and push kiss, doesn't it feel wonderful, kissing is not as nasty and disgusting as you think, it's a romantic way to express love."
Lin Binglan obviously didn't grasp the point of this sentence, and said angrily: "How many women have you been with like this? β
Qi Buyang smiled bitterly when he heard this, and said perfunctorily: "No more, no more." β
Lin Binglan asked, "How many are not?" β
Qi Buyang stretched out his finger and counted, "Plus you, about two or three." β
This small single digit made Lin Binglan's tense face soften slightly, "It's only two or three, so why are your skills so good?" β
Qi Buyang can say that it's not that my skills are good, it's that you are too good, but he said: "If you think my skills are good, it's because I have a good teacher." β
Lin Binglan immediately asked, "Who is it?" β
"My deceased fiancΓ©e."
Lin Binglan's expression was stunned, and then she said softly, "I'm sorry." β
Qi Buyang smiled and said: "It's okay, it's not as sensitive as you think, she has been away for a long time." β
Lin Binglan was relieved and said, "Come again." "I actually began to kiss with a strong learning attitude.
Qi Buyang said: "There will be more time in the future." β
Lin Binglan frowned when she heard this, she was a little unhappy, she just felt that her kissing skills were too poor, Qi Buyang was unwilling to kiss her, no one cared about her lips, how much failure it should be to be a woman to do this.
Lin Binglan thought too much, for her, the man who wanted to kiss Xiangze was definitely an amazing number.