Chapter 8 A word wakes up the dreamer

After listening to what his fellow andrologist said, Qin Jingtian's heart trembled, could it be that he still had a mental illness? But he was born in medicine, and of course he won't resist going to a psychiatrist, but the reason for seeing a psychiatrist is too weird, right?

After thinking about it and thinking about it, he finally made up his mind and called his friend Xin Li, who studied psychology at the University of Tokyo, and made an appointment to pay a visit.

"Old classmate, long time no see... I didn't expect you to come to Tokyo too... I heard that it is still the medical department of Waseda? Okay, you... As soon as they met, Xin Li greeted him warmly, which made Qin Jingtian blush a little, after all, he came to see a doctor today.

"Hehe, you're not bad... After graduating from university, I heard that you have been studying psychology at the University of Tokyo, so you must be an expert in this field now, right? He jokingly patted the other man's arm, and Cinley let him sit down in a chair.

"You're less sarcastic about me... I didn't get along in the country, so I came here, but you suddenly came to me, is there something wrong? Xin Li poured a cup of coffee for Qin Jingtian, and the conversation suddenly changed, making Qin Jingtian embarrassed for a while.

He coughed twice before saying, "Ahem, well, in fact, I am looking for you this time, and there is really something to trouble you." ”

Xin Li studied psychology, and had already guessed his intentions, and the corners of his lips showed a shallow arc, "You are still so polite to me... Go ahead... What the hell is going on? ”

Qin Jingtian touched the bridge of his nose before saying, "Well, actually, I have a friend who seems to have discovered that he has a strange disease recently......

"Strange disease? What strange disease? The question did attract Xinli's attention.

He ...... Looks like it can't be **...... And it seems that his body is not the same, the andrologist has diagnosed him with mental illness, what do you think about this? Qin Jingtian's voice became lower and lower, Xin Li touched his chin, and said with a meaningful smile, "Brother, don't sue me, this friend of yours is you, right?" ”

"Rub... Will you die if you kid just demolish it? Qin Jingtian finally couldn't bear it anymore, and was about to walk out when he stood up, but was stopped by Xin Li.

I saw Xin Li giggle, "Hey, I said Jing Tian, can you treat me as a doctor, I am professional, we will not say anything about the patient's privacy, if you can't believe this, how can I treat you in a while?" ”

Qin Jingtian finally sat back, "Okay, then you should be serious, I am your patient today..."

"Don't worry... Okay, now can we get started? Xin Li smiled and returned to his position and looked at Qin Jingtian.

Qin Jingtian looked back, only to find that he had already made a recliner specially used for treatment by patients.

He nodded, and lay down, his whole body immediately relaxed.

"Okay, can you tell me how long you've been aware of this symptom?" Xin Li quietly picked up his notebook and began to take notes.

Qin Jingtian fell into deep thought, and after a while, he replied with some irritability, "I don't know, I only found out recently..."

"You only found out recently? Didn't you ever do something like that with a woman before? Xinli couldn't help but become more curious.

"Damn... I wasn't as romantic as you guys before, you know me, I never had a real girlfriend until a while ago, I met a senior sister......"

As soon as Qin Jingtian wanted to open his eyes, he didn't want to stop him, "Remember that you are a patient now, I am your doctor, can you cooperate?" Don't always think you know me..."

Qin Jingtian had no choice but to nod.

"Okay, then let's move on, okay, that said, you really don't know if you can't ** since you were a kid or if you can't ** now, do you?"

"Like...... Nor is it ...... I remember a year ago, I seemed to have a ......" Although Xin Li is a big man, talking about this topic with him still made Qin Jingtian a little embarrassed, and the roots of his ears were slightly hot.

"Ever there? Can you elaborate on that? What time? What caused the **? And then what happened? ”

Qin Jingtian's thick eyebrows twisted into pimples unconsciously, and he closed his eyes and asked, "Do I have to say it?" ”

Xin Li unconsciously held his forehead, "Yes, don't forget what I told you just now, you are now a patient, and I am your psychiatrist, you must trust me completely, so that I can accurately diagnose the psychological reasons why you can't **." ”

Helpless, Qin Jingtian had to continue, "It was my twenty-fourth birthday, and I remember that there were many guests at home, among whom ...... There was a girl in them who I accidentally touched her boobs because I knew her so well, and I was really careless...... And then...... Then I had a physiological reaction that day, and I let go of her, but that night I had a dream. ”

He spoke in a flat tone, but Xinli could still hear the contradictions and shame in his heart.

"Who is this girl? You just said you know her well...... How ripe is it? You like her a lot, don't you? ”

Xin Li's questions became more and more to the point, each question was enough to make him irritable, but in order to cure the disease, he had to say it again, the matter had come to this point, Qin Jingtian turned his heart sideways, and finally said, "It's not what you think, she's just a child, she's a full twelve years younger than me, I like her very much, but it's just my brother's liking for my sister, her mother's father once almost married my mother, and the relationship is a bit complicated." ”

"Oh? Isn't she your niece? Xin Li continued to ask, but Qin Jingtian opened his eyelids for a moment, sat up straight, and showed a trace of anxiety on his face, "Although she calls me uncle, we really don't have any legal and blood relationship, I ...... Her brother at most......" he bit his thin white lips.

"Okay, I understand, Jing Tian, after what you just said, I finally understand... I have also found the cause of your illness..."Xin Li closed his notebook with a snap, and looked at Qin Jingtian with blazing eyes.

"What is the reason?" Qin Jingtian looked at Xin Li's eyes curiously, waiting for his conclusion.

"After what you have just recounted, I can conclude that your male reproductive organs are not working properly because of you, a little niece who is not related by blood or law... You like her, and it has gone beyond a brother's liking for his sister and uncle's niece, you have developed feelings for her that you shouldn't have, and this feeling makes you feel a deep sense of guilt, so when you accidentally touch her body, and you have a physiological reaction that you shouldn't have, you begin to hate yourself like this, in your subconscious, you have condemned yourself, you have put too much pressure on yourself, so that you don't act now, am I right? ”

Xin Li spoke slowly, but Qin Jingtian immediately exploded, and he stood up from the recliner with a pout, "No... You less fucking nonsense... I just have a simple brother and sister affection for her..."

Xin Li unconsciously hooked the corners of his lips and smiled proudly, "Jing Tian, you still can't face this matter, this is the evidence that you like her... In fact, I like my sister who doesn't have any blood relationship and legal relationship, what's wrong with that? What uncle wouldn't like Lori? Let's face it, she's just a little smaller, you can just wait for her to grow up......"

Before Xin Li could finish speaking, Qin Jingtian had already interrupted him, picked up his coat, and said, "Damn... Xinli... You can't spit ivory out of your dog's mouth, I really doubt how you got your psychiatrist license... If I didn't say anything about today, you shouldn't have heard it, I'm really crazy to believe your nonsense..."

After saying that, he had already rushed out of Xinli's office and left the Department of Psychology of the University of Tokyo Hospital.

Qin Jingtian had just gotten into the car, and the mobile phone in his pocket made a series of beeps, and he took out his mobile phone casually, but the flashing name on the screen still made him stunned for a while.

He was stunned for a long time, but the phone was still buzzing, the sweetheart looked at the phone, and couldn't help but purse her pink lips, now his phone is getting harder and harder, she can't get through every time, just when she desperately wants to hang up the phone, there is a low and pleasant voice from the phone, "Hey? ”

"Little uncle..."Sweetheart's pupils, which were still dim just now, immediately lit up, as bright as stars, "It's me... I'm a sweetheart..."

"Well, I know...... Is there something wrong? There was not a trace of ripple in his voice, like a pool of stagnant water, so cold that it made her chest feel tight.

I remember the last time they talked on the phone was three months ago, and he hadn't heard her voice for three whole months, but all he responded to her was, "Is there something wrong?" ”

Sweetheart bit Sakura's lip unconsciously aggrieved, "I...... I just want to ask you, summer vacation is coming, aren't you planning to come back this year? ”

It's been four years, and he's gone forever, and every time he finds various reasons not to come back, and his heart is tugging around for his answer, for fear that the answers he hears will be those reasons for prevaricating her.

Qin Jingtian's body paused slightly, it's summer vacation so soon? He didn't realize that the eve of the winter and summer holidays every year was the time when he struggled the most, he always had to think about whether he could go home or not, and every time he was entangled by the soft and glutinous voice of his sweetheart, Hua Yifei's words would linger in his mind again and linger.

He pondered for a moment, but finally said, "I'm going to do an internship at the Waseda Hospital in the summer, and I don't think I can spare time this year, I'm really sorry, sweetheart, but what gift do you want?" Uncle will buy and send you ......"

"Who wants your broken gift... I hate you... I hate my little uncle..."With a click, the other party had already become busy, Qin Jingtian looked at his mobile phone screen, and his sweetheart had already hung up the phone.

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