Chapter 179: I Still Have One More Thing to Hold on to (Monthly Pass Plus Update)
Chang Zaichuan and Lin Zixia returned to Hongrui Garden together. Along the way, both men were silent.
Back at home, Lin Zixia took off her coat, rolled up her sleeves, picked up the flower cloth apron, tied it around her waist, and neatly washed vegetables and cooked.
Chang Zaichuan did not go to his bedroom to paint as usual, but kept standing quietly outside the kitchen, looking through the frosted and carved glass, looking at Lin Zixia's slender figure busy inside, feeling a kind of satisfaction that has been lost and regained.
Since the last time she met Su Qing, Lin Zixia has moved out of Chang Zaichuan's house. Lin Zixia didn't have any money, so she first paid 1,000 yuan to Chang Zaichuan and took it to rent a house. It's just that the house price is too high, and her little money, if she rents a house in Hongrui Garden, she can't even rent ten square meters, so she can only go to the remote old town to rent an attic, which is less than 30 square meters, and the rent is 800 yuan.
Lin Zixia used the rest of the money to simply buy some household items. Fortunately, there was also heating in the attic and some simple furniture, so Lin Zixia stayed temporarily.
It's just that her residence is so far away from the gallery that she has to reverse the car two or three times a day and it takes more than an hour to get to the gallery. So after she moved out, as soon as she got off work, she hurried back, and she didn't care about Chang Zaichuan.
And Chang Zaichuan has felt like empty in his heart since Lin Zixia left this home. Without that figure at home, he couldn't look anywhere. And without her careful and thoughtful care, Chang Zaichuan couldn't even eat a hot meal, and no one served him tea and water!
He began to change, becoming often in a daze, often looking at the drawing board, but in front of him was Lin Zixia's beautiful face. Only when he sees her in the gallery will his heart be full, and he will be able to calm down and paint. And every afternoon, seeing her back in a hurry, he felt that one of his hearts was also taken away by her!
Even if Chang Zaichuan is dull, he knows that he is incorrigibly in love with Lin Zixia! So when he got off work tonight, he told Lin Zixia that he hadn't eaten dinner for several days, and asked her if she could cook for him again! Lin Zixia relented, so she went grocery shopping with him! But when she finished buying vegetables, Chang Zaichuan actually proposed to let her move back to Hongrui Garden. Lin Zixia refused!
Lin Zixia clearly knew that no matter whether Chang Zaichuan loved Baihe or not, they would eventually get married, so she didn't want to be inserted between the two of them, not to mention that Baihe had the grace of knowing her, she couldn't let Baihe be embarrassed!
Lin Zixia's refusal disappointed Chang Zaichuan, and the whole person became sullen.
When Su Qing asked Chang Zaichuan if he loved Baihe, Chang Zaichuan thought of Lin Zixia in his heart, but he didn't have the slightest feeling for Baihe, he knew who he loved, not Baihe, who was going to marry him, but Lin Zixia, the silent girl next to him!
It wasn't until that moment that Chang Zaichuan understood his heart!
Lin Zixia cooked the meal neatly and put it on the table for Chang Zaichuan, but there was only a bowl of rice, a pair of chopsticks and two hot dishes.
Lin Zixia took off her apron and picked up her coat to put it on, but was pulled by Chang Zaichuan: "Why are you going?" ”
"Brother Zaichuan, I have to go back, and there will be no car if it's too late." Lin Zixia said eagerly.
"Eat first, eat, I'll drive you back." Chang Zaichuan did not let go.
"No need to Brother Chuan, I'll just take the bus." Lin Zixia tugged at her clothes.
"Be obedient, sit down and eat, and don't make me angry!" Chang Zaichuan sank his face at Lin Zixia for the first time.
Lin Zixia saw that Chang Zaichuan was really going to be angry, so she had to go to the kitchen to fill a bowl of rice, take a pair of chopsticks out, and the two of them sat at the dining table and ate silently. But both of them seem to have something on their minds, and neither of them eats much.
After eating, Lin Zixia cleaned up the tableware and picked up her coat again, but she was pulled by Chang Zaichuan, thrown on the sofa, and turned around and hugged Lin Zixia.
Lin Zixia was frightened, and she struggled hard: "Brother Zaichuan, what are you going to do?" ”
Chang Zaichuan hugged Lin Zixia and said very solemnly: "Xiaoxia, stay!" I think I'm in love with you! ”
Lin Zixia was shocked, did he know what he was talking about? He was getting married in two days, how could he say he loved her? Where does he want to put Sister Baihe?
Lin Zixia pushed Chang Zaichuan in a panic: "Brother Zaichuan, what nonsense are you talking about?" You're getting married in two days! How can you betray Sister Baihe? ”
Chang Zaichuan said eagerly: "If I could choose, I would rather not get married this time!" I just learned today that I don't love Baihe at all! I also learned today that I love you! Xiaoxia, I love you! ”
Lin Zixia only felt that her head was buzzing, and tears were rolling in her eyes! She looked at Chang Zaichuan, and her heart was like a knife! Why did he come to sue her now, he loved her? He won't know, she doesn't know when she secretly fell in love with him! She knew that she shouldn't have feelings for him, but she couldn't help but be attracted to him!
The way he looked when he was concentrating on painting was the most beautiful painting she had ever seen! He smiled slightly, although he was not captivating, he was elegant and warm, which made her fascinated. She knew he wasn't a tough man, but he was the purest and purest man she'd ever seen! His paintings can be magnificent, but his people are as simple as a blank sheet of paper, which makes her involuntarily want to protect him!
For the sake of Baihe, she desperately held back her heart, but now, when Chang Zaichuan said the sentence I love you, her emotions were out of control!
Lin Zixia burst into tears and shook her head resolutely: "No, no, we can't be sorry for Sister Baihe!" ”
Chang Zaichuan said: "She doesn't love me, I don't love her, she also has others in her heart, and she is also suffering, so she doesn't come to see me!" I'll go home tomorrow and give my parents a showdown, and I'll get out of this marriage anyway. I want to marry you, Xiaoxia, I want to be with you for the rest of my life! ”
Lin Zixia couldn't cry, and looked at Chang Zaichuan in disbelief: "Is it really possible?" ”
Chang Zaichuan said seriously: "In my life, I have been obsessed with one thing, that is, painting!" Now, I still have one more thing to cling to, and that is you! Trust me Xiaoxia, I will definitely marry you! ”
Lin Zixia nodded tearfully: "Well, Brother Zaichuan, I believe in you!" ”
Chang Zaichuan lifted her chin with his fingers, stared at her eyes tightly, and asked her expectantly: "Xiaoxia, you love me too, don't you?" Suddenly he longed for her to love her as much as he loved her.
Lin Zixia blushed instantly, avoided Chang Zaichuan's gaze a little cowardly, pursed her mouth tightly, and did not speak.
It was the first time for Chang Zaichuan to see Lin Zixia in such a little daughter's attitude, and a burst of ecstasy surged in his heart.
"I knew you loved me too, and it was great!" Chang Zaichuan hugged Lin Zixia tightly and whispered in her ear.
Chang Zaichuan's warm breath lingered around Lin Zixia's neck, and she suddenly felt a surge of heat all over her body, and her heart instantly became a little flustered. She instinctively twisted her neck, trying to avoid Chang Zaichuan, and it happened that Chang Zaichuan raised his head from her shoulder, and coincidentally, the lips of the two people rubbed together, and the instant softness and heat made the two of them tremble, and they were stunned!
Although Chang Zaichuan is a man, but for more than 20 years, he has been devoted to painting, and has not been in close contact with girls, he was shocked by the wonderful touch in an instant, and the blood in his body began to shout, and a heart that had been silent for many years was jumping wildly.
"Xiaoxia......" he called her in a low voice, his voice no longer clear just now, but low and hoarse, hiding infinite longing.
Lin Zixia had a boyfriend and knew what it meant for a man to be in this condition. In the past, she rejected her ex-boyfriend Qian Yuze more than once, so that he could finally split Sun Xiaohui! This time it was Chang Zaichuan, but Lin Zixia didn't want to refuse! Although her heart is still flustered, she still wants to gamble for herself, bet that Chang Zaichuan can withdraw from the marriage for her, and bet that love can overcome all the resistance of the world!
Lin Zixia raised her head slightly and looked at Chang Zaichuan, but she was burned by his blazing eyes, and lowered her head shyly again!
Chang Zaichuan saw that Lin Zixia didn't speak, and eagerly cupped her face. The heat in his palms made Lin Zixia's cheeks quickly crawl with blush.
"Xiaoxia, you want to, aren't you?" Chang Zaichuan asked her in a low voice.
Lin Zixia's heart was beating like a drum, and she couldn't say a word. She blushed and nodded slightly!
got Lin Zixia's promise, Chang Zaichuan suddenly held her in his arms, lowered his head and wrapped her lips violently, and entangled them!
This is Chang Zaichuan's first kiss, he has no experience, no skills, only with the heat in his heart, endlessly asking.
The bodies of the two people seemed to be ignited by fire in an instant, and their whole bodies were shouting with longing. Chang Zaichuan almost felt like he was going to explode, and he just wanted to seek more joy. He bent down and picked up Lin Zixia, and walked towards his bedroom in a bit of a panic.
The door was slammed open and slammed shut, and then the shy panps and groans faintly came from inside the door, disturbing the silence of the night......
Su Qing and Qin Zhengyang returned to Jingyu Home, she sorted the things and ingredients she bought into the refrigerator, and let Qin Zhengyang take those daily chemical products and put them in the upstairs bathroom. After arranging a stop, Su Qing tied a small apron around her waist and began to wash her hands and cook.
She ate a lot at noon, and she was not very hungry, so she made a seaweed soup, steamed three or four bean paste buns that she had just bought from the supermarket, fried a rape, and fried a shredded pork and fried peppers.
It's a very simple homely meal, and Su Qing can get it in ten minutes. As soon as she brought the food to the table, Qin Zhengyang happened to come down from upstairs.
He looked at the simple but fragrant food on the table, couldn't help hugging Su Qing, and gave a fragrant kiss: "Well, my wife is really a pair of skillful hands, with simple dishes, and in your hands, it becomes a delicacy!" ”
Su Qing pushed him away with a smile: "Okay, don't be poor, hurry up and eat!" ”
Qin Zhengyang smiled: "Yes, after eating, hurry up and get down to business!" ”
Su Qingfeng was messy......
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