Chapter 372: Premarital phobia
The days passed like flowing water, Ning Xin didn't realize that the pace of time was so fast, and Shuanggui Courtyard was getting busier and busier. Copy URL to visit: 7777772e766f6474772e636f6d: The entire Anguo Mansion is gradually decorated into a festive appearance, and the houses in each courtyard take advantage of this time to have a good rest, and the low-key and silent Anguo Mansion is also quietly lively.
The Anguo Mansion has produced two queens in a row, and this kind of glory is enough to make a group of spectators envious, jealous and hateful.
"Girl, you are about to cut this dress, or you go to the garden to rest for a while, this house is too stuffy, and it is not comfortable to stay for a long time, it is better to go out and see the spring, the flowers in the garden are blooming, and the trees are sprouting, you should go to see the spring in the spring." Chuncao quietly put away the scissors in Ning Xin's hand and persuaded carefully.
"I just went out for a spin and came back, I'll go back and lie down." It's daylight, it's not noon, and if you don't feel unwell, you can't go to sleep at this time, and if you let others know, it will make people think that this girl is too lazy, which is not a good reputation.
However, Ning Xin has always done whatever she wants at home, she has become more and more anxious day by day these days, although the people around her don't know what's going on, this heart has not followed the less. For so many years, they had never seen Ning Xin's soul unguarded for so long, and it was difficult to ask clearly. If the master tells you something, it is trusting you, and it is normal not to tell you. Even if they all knew that Ning Xin was unhappy, no one asked more, they just tried to follow her as much as possible in other aspects, they supported her in whatever she wanted, and it was not a matter of sleeping during the day.
Ning Xin lay on the soft bed without sleep, she stuffed her head in the quilt and held her head in both hands. didn't last long, holding the quilt and flipping over, looking at the top of the bed with empty eyes. After being motionless for a long time, he suddenly sat up and shook his body like a sheep's madness. Ning Xin's bed is very well made and very strong, even if her whole body is shaking, the bed can't see the slightest shaking.
After being crazy for a while, Ning Xin lay on the bed after exhaustion, and exhaled heavily. As if to sigh out the unhappiness in my heart, but unfortunately the depression in my heart was slightly relieved after sighing, and more depression filled my chest.
Sighing again, he couldn't get out of his depression at all, his shoulders hung down weakly, and he suddenly lifted the quilt again, and lay down with his head down.
A few maids guarding outside listened to the movement in the house with their ears sideways. They can't be more careful now, Ning Xin has been too abnormal these days, and they are all scared a lot. Every time Ning Xin was alone, they were 120,000 careful, especially when they often made some strange noises, even if they didn't know what was going on, it didn't prevent them from worrying.
"It should be fine." Cui Song made a lip shape, disarming the alarm, and their hearts relaxed a little.
"Ahhhh
Ning Xin was about to die of annoyance, and she didn't know why she suffered from premarital phobia. Every day she had to go through a struggle in her mind, and she wanted to sneak away, and the idea was both excited and frightened every time it came out. How can I think about running away, but I really don't want to get married, marriage is terrible, why should I get married when I am living well now, I am still young.
At this time, she was really a little scared, and she had a lot of uneasiness in her heart about becoming married to Chen Junhan before, which would completely release these uneasiness. She never knew that she was so afraid, thinking of a strange place, a marriage that she couldn't master, and a palace that she probably couldn't get out of for a lifetime, her heart seemed to be suddenly bottomless, and when she stepped on it, it was an abyss, and she kept falling but couldn't fall to the ground. This constant fear of hanging in the air is more frightening than falling to the ground and falling into a ball of meat sauce. This kind of life may end in the next second or fall all the way to the dark abyss, which makes people's nerves be affected by a variety of emotions from time to time.
"I don't know if it's possible not to marry now, I don't seem to like bear children so much, otherwise I wouldn't always think about running away from marriage or something." Ning Xin wrapped herself in a silkworm chrysalis and muttered to herself.
"I used to worry that the bear child would change his mind when he saw a beautiful woman, but what if it was himself who changed his mind. One day I suddenly realized that I was tired of the bear child's face and didn't want to look at his face anymore. What should I do, it's not easy to find other faces that are pleasing to the eye, I have wronged myself all day long, can I still persevere, what is the meaning of this life.
Ning Xin thought that she was tired of Chen Junhan and had to face his mood every day, and that feeling was so sour.
"I'm with the bear child, what if there is a problem with the child in the future. It's too likely that a cousin or cousin will have a problematic child. Ning Xin thought that her child was likely to be a fool or a congenital disability, and the whole person was not good.
"My blood relationship with the bear child is actually not too close, his aunt and father are half-siblings, and my own blood relationship with him is even farther away. But after all, they are blood relatives, and their genes are so close that according to science, they should not get married at all. The scientific results should be fine now, although it's normal for cousins and cousins to be together here, and I haven't heard of many children being fools or anything like that. "Ning Xin has seen relatives who are related by blood get married, and the children born are basically mentally ill, until the third generation, the grandchildren have mental problems, and the granddaughter is fine at present, but how long this can last at present, she has been unsure in her heart.
"I can't live this day, no one in this world understands my distress, it's really lonely like snow." Ning Xin often lamented these days that even though she grew up here since she was a child, because of the extra memory, she couldn't pretend not to know many things.
I should have taken a firmer stance at the beginning, and I couldn't be blinded by beauty, and I forgot that I and him were cousins. With such an ultimate blood relationship, how can he be so slow to react. If she really gave birth to a little fool or a little madman, Ning Xin felt that the good days of her life had come to an end, and she would simply step into the abyss of pain and not be able to pull out her feet.
"If I will popularize genetic problems to bear children, and if the blood is too close, it will give birth to a fool, will he get sick, and he will marry me the next day. Such an esoteric theory that they don't understand is even more difficult to understand, what to do. Ning Xin rolled around.
"Shouzhi's cousin said before he left that he would come back after getting married, I don't know if he remembers. If I go to him and borrow the place where he lives for a few days, I don't know if I can do it. ”
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