Chapter 309: Disturbed Hearts
No matter how big a mistake a person makes, he will use death to offset it. will be forgiven, so the resentment in my heart is naturally gone.
Zong Zhenghuang has been standing by her side, worried that she will lose control again, worried that she will not be able to continue to face.
"It's okay with me, don't worry." Yun Tianyue comforted Zong Zhenghuang and gently touched his shoulder.
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In the past three or two days, Zong Zhengye has been feeling upset. Doing things is also inattentive.
Chu Che just pulled him to play football, and said three times in a row that he would not go. Chu Che still didn't let go, Zong Zhengye was so angry that he didn't even get angry, and yelled at Chu Che.
After being wronged, Chu Che went to Tang Que for the first time.
Tang Que wiped away his tears for him and gently coaxed. went to find Zong Zhengye.
In the past few days, he has been watching Chu Yan in the hospital and is tired. So it's understandable that you have a bad temper.
He sat on the sofa, one hand on his forehead, and his expression was tangled and heavy.
"I was angry at Chu Che just now, because I was in a bad mood. I was irritable for a few days. Zong Zhengye sat up.
Tang Que had already poured tea for him and handed it to him.
"Don't be irritable, Yang Xu said it. Chu Yan is fine, she can be discharged from the hospital in a few days, and she will talk to me if she is irritable. Tang Que is gentle, and the eyebrows and eyes make people look like a warm current.
"I don't know, it's never been before. It's just irritability, forget it, I'm going to take a shower. You watch the child, let's go to the hospital later. Zong Zhengye seemed unwilling to say more, got up and went upstairs.
Looking at the back of Zong Zhengye walking away, Tang Que's heart slowly sank again, it has been a long, long time, from the time he began to accept himself to the present. She has always hoped that the two of them can accomplish the most important thing between husband and wife.
But he has been avoiding and sleeping, sleeping in separate rooms, and occasionally making intimate movements. He quietly avoided him, every time he tried to appease him and get close to him. He was quietly dodging.
This kind of action is too obvious, this nonchalant attitude. made Tang Que's heart more and more insecure.
The last time Chu Che fell into the water, he scolded himself indiscriminately. At that moment, Tang Que's heart was both broken and painful.
In fact, she could loudly refute it at that time and immediately prove that she was in love. But she knew how ridiculous she would be if she dismissed it. A man doesn't believe in you from the very beginning, so what's the use of being more sturdy than you?
For so long, she has been doing her best to take care of Chu Yan and Chu Che, but in exchange for his unbelievers. Even suspecting his stepmother and abusing children.
It's ridiculous, it's pathetic.
Tang Que couldn't help laughing, but the more he smiled, the brighter he became, the tears in his eyes fell more and more, and the beads of broken threads fell...
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Yun Mo left his last words before, saying that if he died, he would spark and scatter his ashes into the mountains, rivers and seas. Be free and fly the world. Never pack it in a boxy urn.
But the first time, Zong Zhengye did not follow her will, and after sparking her, she was buried deep in the cemetery of Zong Zheng's family.
This time, Yun Tianyue was holding her urn, and Zong Zhenghuang was driving the car. The first thing the two did when they returned to Dongze City was to go to the top of the mountain and find a cliff with a tailwind. The ashes were scattered with the wind, and they kept drifting, and they kept drifting. I went to the beach again, and the ashes raised in the wind were sprinkled into the tumbling tide and swept into the heavy and falling mist.
This time, she was completely free.
On the way back, Yun Tianyue asked, "Why did she go incognito?" ”
Zong Zhenghuang was suddenly stunned, and slowly spoke, "She said that she wanted to live for herself." These are her exact words, to live for yourself.
What exactly is living for yourself? Yun Tianyue's eyes were misty, the sea breeze was too strong, and if her eyes were opened too much, tears would be blown out, her tears flowed too much, there were no extra tears, continue the afternoon, I was afraid that the wind would dry my eyes.
"Does she love Zong Zhengye?" Yun Tianyue asked again, why do you want to leave if you love? If you don't love it, why did you get married in the first place? These are all things she doesn't understand.
"I don't know, other people's feelings. We really don't know. Zong Zhenghuang's tone and voice dissolved faintly in the sea breeze, turning into nothingness.
Yun Tianyue raised her eyes to look at him, from her position she could only see his thin and delicate chin, he was handsome and handsome in his twenties, and now he is more mature, and the occasional blue stubble on his chin is actually very sexy.
She looked at Zong Zhenghuang with misty eyes, and asked herself silently in her heart. What exactly is love? After so many years, how many ups and downs have passed between the two, and what is love?
"What are you thinking?" Zong Zhenghuang looked down at her and asked.
"Didn't think about anything." Yun Tianyue's voice was soft, and she lowered her head to hide her emotions.
On the way back for the two, Zong Zhenghuang called Yang Xu and Lu Yan to talk about Yunmo. Both of them were silent on the phone for a long time, and Zong Zhenghuang finally told them, "Yunmo's matter, this is the end." Don't talk about it later. If Zong Zhengye asks, don't say it to death. ”
The two agreed, but they didn't feel good in their hearts.
Zong Zhenghuang and Yun Tianyue returned to their home, and this trip took four days. When they returned, neither of them was in high spirits, and the sadness and grief on their faces were too obvious.
"Mom and Dad!" Chu Yu ran to him and wanted to pounce. saw Yun Tianyue's lowered eyes from a distance, and stopped his steps vividly.
"Has Chu Yu been unruly these days?" Yun Tianyue smiled faintly, squatted down and stretched out her son to pull Chu Yu's clothes. The sadness in his eyes was somewhat less.
Chu Yu is such a human spirit, at a glance, you can tell that her mother is in a bad mood. He reached out and touched Yun Tianyue's hand, and said with a sigh of relief: "Mom, don't be sad, Ah Yu will give you a huhu." ”
"It's okay, Chu Yu has become weird." Yun Tianyue stroked his hair.
"Mom, what's wrong with you? What's going on? Chu Yu asked.
"It's nothing, it's just that a very good friend of my mother left suddenly."
"Gone? Where did it go? It doesn't matter if she leaves, Mommy can take a car, take a plane, and make a ship to see her. Chu Yu simply tilted his head and said all the means of transportation he knew.
"Chu Yu doesn't understand, you will know when you grow up. Some people are gone and never come back. Nor can I go to visit. Yun Tianyue smiled and touched his face. When you stand up, you have to go upstairs to rest.
Chu Yu stood in place, his eyes very puzzled. Didn't understand anything.
"I know what your mom means." At some point, Jenny suddenly walked out and said to Chu Yu, "I know." ”
"What is it?" Chu Yu asked very curiously.