478. Chapter 488

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Mourning is greater than his heart refusing to die, obviously he still loves her in his heart, and he has never forgotten her, but he has no courage to see her again. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

It was he who hurt her the most, and it was his distrust again and again that pushed her step by step into the depths of hell. When he turned around, he tried to reach out to take her hand, but found that he had been wrong.

Something wrong is wrong, is he really qualified to ask for her forgiveness? If she would forgive him, she would not have come to Singapore with Le Chen, and she would not have let him be alone and miss that fake tombstone there stupidly.

If she still had him in her heart, she wouldn't have hid so far, she saw him clearly, but she deliberately pretended not to know him, she wouldn't even be willing to see him, and she wouldn't even say anything ruthless.

All these signs show that she no longer loves him, and even has no existence of him in her heart, and he has long been replaced by another person in her heart.

Le Chen is right, it was his distrust of her that killed the former Ling Yanbing, the current Ling Yanbing is no longer Ling Yanbing, she is a butterfly after being reborn, there is no him in her world, and there will be no one in her heart.

I really want to force myself to accept this fact, but I feel very uncomfortable in my heart, why is this happening? Obviously she is his wife, how could she become someone else's wife in the blink of an eye.

Le Chen has been with Ling Yanbing for five whole years, and anything can happen in these five years, didn't she think about him for a moment in her heart, and she didn't think about going back to see him.

Doesn't she know that Nature is not actually dead, Nature is still alive, Nature is not only his child, but also her child, is she really so willing?

Doesn't she love nature the most? At that time, she was naturally gone, didn't she cry very sadly? How can it be so ruthless?

I don't understand, but Tian Shaoyin doesn't want to accuse anything, Ling Yanbing didn't do anything wrong at all, all the mistakes were made by himself, and no one should be implicated. Ling Yanbing used to be his wife, even if it came to an end and the two became the most familiar strangers, he didn't want each other to become enemies.

It's enough to love, something like falling in love and killing each other won't happen to him and Ling Yanbing, if you don't love each other, you will leave. He won't pester her.

She must be doing well now, away from him, and she must have forgotten those sad things.

He really shouldn't have been in her world again, adding grief to her and reminding her of things she shouldn't. Just let it all go with the wind. No matter how much time has passed, the person he loves most in his heart is still her!

Tears blurred Tian Shaoyin's vision in front of him, he didn't even have the courage to see the butterfly, because he was the one who hurt her the most!

He missed her very much, but he found that he was not qualified to see her again, and it turned out that deep love could only become love in the end.

Tian Shaoyin parked the car on the side of the road, and he was not in the mood to continue driving.

He was so tired, he was worried that something would happen if he continued to drive, he was not afraid of death, but there was still nature in the car after all.

Turning off the car, Tian Shaoyin's hands left the steering wheel, and his body leaned back, as if relieved.

Five years ago, he buried Ling Yanbing's ashes with his own hands, erected a monument and built a tomb for her, after her death, he lost the motivation to live, if it wasn't for nature, he would have gone to accompany her a long time ago.

He could barely get over those five years, and although he knew she was dead, he could at least visit her in the cemetery often. Imagine what it would be like to meet her.

But now, although she is not dead, she has married someone else, she is someone else's wife, he is just her ex-husband, what qualifications do you have to think about her again, and what qualifications do you have to say that you love her again.

At this moment, his heart hurt even more than when he lost Ling Yanbing five years ago, and his heart seemed to be torn apart. No matter how hard you try, you can't put it together.

How will he face it in the days ahead?

It was impossible for him to forget Ling Yanbing, as long as he saw nature, he would think of Ling Yanbing, and think of everything that had happened to them together.

Originally, he thought that this reunion was arranged by God, and God wanted to give him another chance. But he didn't expect that this was just God wanting him to recognize the reality clearly, let him learn to let go, stop pestering Ling Yanbing, and stop thinking that he could remarry her.

At this time, she woke up naturally, she rubbed her eyes, and looked at Tian Shaoyin in front of her with blinking, "Dad, it's already here, isn't it?" ”

Tian Shaoyin turned his head to look at Nature, it turned out that she had woken up, how should he answer?

"Great, I can finally see my mom!" Naturally pursed her lips and smiled, she still obeyed the rules of the game, she had already put herself into that role, believing that the butterfly was her mother.

"Natural ......" Tian Shao wanted to say and stopped, what should he say? And what can you say? Did she tell her that her mother had remarried, and that she would never see her mother in the future?

"Dad, why are you crying?" Naturally stood up and used his hand to touch the tears in the corners of his eyes.

"Dad didn't cry." Tian Shaoyin hurriedly denied it, "I just accidentally got sand into my eyes just now." ”

"I see, then I'll blow it for you." As he spoke, his two small natural hands propped up Tian Shaoyin's upper and lower eyelids, and then blew gently.

is naturally so sensible, and Tian Shaoyin feels distressed.

How should he tell her, and how can he break her heart, when it is clear that she can have a happy family, with a father and mother who love her.

But because of something that shouldn't have happened five years ago, she lost her mother, and she has had a hard time in the past five years, will she continue to do so in the future?

If Butterfly hadn't married Le Chen, maybe he would still have the courage to snatch her back, but now he doesn't have the courage to see her again.

To be able to get married, she must be very in love, if she is not in love with him, how can she marry him.

Could it be that it was because of the last failed marriage that she resolutely chose Le Chen?

It is true that Le Chen is very good, although his status is not as high as his, but at least he knows how to cherish people, he is observant, his heart is as careful as dust, and he will naturally please women.

Butterfly will be very happy with him, but Tian Shaoyin still feels unwilling in his heart.

Let him say give up, how is it possible? He has always loved her deeply, how could he give up so easily.

"Alright, Dad, is the sand blowing out of your eyes?" Natural asked.

"Well, it's been blown out." Tian Shaoyin nodded.

Natural frowned, "Dad, why do you seem to be unhappy?" Did something happen? Aren't we going to meet Sister Butterfly? ”

"That's right, Butterfly she's not here, let's come back to her another day." Tian Shaoyin can only say this, and then explain it to nature in the future.

"Okay then." Naturally shook his head helplessly, "Let's go home, I miss my chubby bear." ”

"Well, let's go home." Tian Shaoyin started the car and drove forward.