360. Chapter 359: Have You Changed, or Have I Changed?
Fame and fortune are important to some people, they are taken very seriously, and they will die if they are lost; For some, it's like a cloud, it's dispensable. Even if you lose it one day, you don't care at all.
Leng Yixi belongs to the second type of person, because of what he experienced in his childhood, he doesn't care about fame and fortune, what he cares about most is actually the truth in the world.
In the early years, he was reluctant to say a word to Leng Aoqing, and even hated him to the core, and always regarded him as a stranger.
Although no matter what he wants, Leng Aoqing will give it to him and meet his requirements, but in fact, he has always hated him in his heart, and his biggest wish was to defeat the Leng family, let Leng Aoqing become nothing, and let him experience what is the saddest life.
Later, he gradually grew up, and gradually understood some things, saw some things, and in recent years, the relationship between father and son has improved somewhat.
Because of his childhood experience, he is very distrustful of feelings, and he is often suspicious, so he has also changed many girlfriends, many times, it is not that others are at fault, but that he himself is always suspicious and suspicious, suspecting that the other party is unfaithful to him, even if the other party has a trace of wind and grass, he will feel an inexplicable sense of crisis.
Because he doesn't want to repeat trust and betrayal all the time, and he doesn't want to wander left and right between belief and doubt, he would rather disguise himself as a young man, he hates the most single-minded person in his life, but he just wants to play such a role.
Maybe only by letting yourself be distracted and become heartless, so you won't fall into false love, and you won't be lonely when you lose, as long as you don't care, you won't be afraid of losing.
Leng Yixi stood up and took a deep breath hard, although the candidate for the dean had already been selected, but Guan Xinmu had personally come to ask him just now, so he would change his previous decision and let Xia Yuan be the new dean.
He attaches great importance to feelings, so he is also very envious of the relationship between Tian Shaoyin and Yan'er when they were children, which has not changed for fifteen years, how precious it is.
Although Tian Shaoyin has not come together with Yan'er now, the relationship between them is real, he admires and envy him very much, and hopes to do his best to help Tian Shaoyin make up for it, so that everyone has no regrets.
Just held a simple meeting, and Leng Yixi announced who the new dean would be.
Xia Yuan became the new dean as he wished under the surprised gaze of everyone, the confident smile on his face, he was getting closer and closer to success, and now he was a successful person.
Although this qiē was obtained by Guan Xinmu, he will definitely work hard to make himself worthy of his name. He believed that he was qualified to become the dean with his medical skills.
After Leng Yixi's simple announcement, he left the office.
Many times, he didn't know what he was living for, for the expectations of his family, or for one day to make Leng Aoqing regret what he had done before.
Maybe it's nothing, a person feels depressed, so he came to the rooftop, he didn't know why Tian Shaoyin always went to the rooftop, but now he finally understands that when a person is upset, he will want to go to a very high place, stand in a high place, and see far away, and it is easy to see through a qiē and let go of some thoughts.
"Mom, are you doing well in heaven? Is there no sorrow in heaven? Leng Yixi looked up at the distant sky, "Actually, I miss you very much, and I miss the days when our family of three was together when I was a child." ”
"I never understand, why do you want to leave without saying a word, are you really willing to give up this world and me?" Leng Yixi sighed helplessly, he would never be able to wait for this answer, because the person who could give him the answer was long gone.
There are too many things in the past, and the only thing that is entangled in my heart is the word regret.
I don't know when, there were footsteps behind him, Leng Yixi couldn't help but turn around, it turned out to be Ling Huying.
"Leng Shao, it turns out that you are here." Ling Huying walked over slowly.
"Ling Huying, is that you?" Leng Yixi looked at Ling Huying in some surprise, she didn't expect her to come here.
"Leng Shao, hasn't the dean's candidate already been decided? I don't understand why you would give Xia Yuan the position of dean so lightly, you don't know much about him. Ling Huying came to Leng Yixi, she knew that he had always considered what he did, and this decision was too hasty.
Leng Yixi shrugged his shoulders and said lightly: "He is a friend of Guan Xinmu, I don't think it will be bad, the person who can be liked by her must also be a good person with both ability and political integrity." ”
"Really? So you're because of her? Ling Huying looked at Leng Yixi with a puzzled expression, "Why do you trust Guan Xinmu so much?" Leng Shao, you can't have thoughts about her, right? ”
Leng Yixi hurriedly waved his hand and denied: "Of course not, she is Yan'er, she is a person who was once very important to Tian Shaoyin, Tian Shaoyin did not fulfill his promise to marry her fifteen years ago, I, as a brother, only want to help him make up for it, you should know that money and debts are easy to repay, but human favors are difficult to repay, and the love debts owed fifteen years ago are definitely not something that can be explained clearly in one or two sentences." ”
"So that's the case, you're doing this for the sake of the sky." Ling Huying said suddenly, she didn't know why she felt very happy when she heard this explanation.
Leng Yixi's tone became low, and there was tenderness in his mellow voice, "Yingying, can you stop calling me Leng Shao in the future, this title makes me feel very unfamiliar, is my surname Leng must be an unkind Leng Shao?" ”
"Why? If you don't call you cold, what do you call you? Ling Huying blinked and looked at Leng Yixi, he actually called her Yingying, a title that he hadn't heard for many years.
Leng Yixi said with a serious face: "When I was a child, you didn't call me that, you called me Brother Yixi, and I called you Yingying." ”
It turned out that he still remembered the things when he was a child, and she thought that he had forgotten about it a long time ago, so Ling Huying's face suddenly turned red, and she bit her lip slightly: "But it was when I was a child......"
Leng Yixi snorted lightly: "Why was it okay when I was a child, but not now?" Have you changed, or have I changed? Or has the world changed? ”
"I ......" Ling Huying bit her lower lip tightly, when she first came to the Leng family, she was timid like a hedgehog who was afraid of being hurt, and she didn't like to talk, it was Leng Yixi who changed her, and it was he who insisted on keeping her, and it was he who made her cheerful and lively.
At that time, she and Leng Yixi were very close, and Leng Yixi never felt that she was superior, and she never improved her status and belittled others.
When did the two of them change?
It should have been the events of eleven years ago that made a change between them, making her start to actively distance herself from him and no longer be intimate with him.
Eleven years ago, she was thirteen years old and he was fifteen years old, Leng Yixi wanted to see the sunset very much, so he forced Ling Huying to go with him, no one thought that that watching the sunset together would change the relationship between the two of them from now on.
After watching the sunset that day, unexpectedly it rained heavily, and he was trapped on the mountain with her and forced to come to a cave.
It was dark at night, there was no signal in the mountains, and the people of the Leng family went everywhere to find Leng Yixi's whereabouts, and even the police dispatched a police team to help find it, but they found nothing.
It wasn't until dawn that the two of them appeared in everyone's sight.
Because of this matter, Leng Yixi's father, Leng Aoqing, talked to Ling Huying.
To this day, she still remembers Leng Aoqing's words at that time.
At that time, Leng Aoqing squeezed Ling Huying's wrist, dragged her to the room, and asked coldly: "Why do you want to take the young master out!" If something happens, even if you die, you can't make amends! ”
Ling Huying hurriedly explained: "Young Master Yixi said that he wanted to see the sunset, so I went with him. ”
Leng Aoqing snorted coldly and said, "If he wants to go, will you accompany him!" What if something happens! He's my only son! ”
"Actually, what he wants is your care, you know? He misses his mother so much, and if you would spend a little more time with him, he might not be so rebellious. Ling Huying bit her lip tightly, even if she said these words, she would be kicked out of the Leng family, she would let Leng Aoqing know that he was wrong and did not fulfill his responsibilities as a father.
Leng Aoqing slapped Ling Huying fiercely, and snorted: "I don't need you to teach you a lesson!" If Yixi hadn't kindly taken you in, you would have starved to death and froze to death, how could you have survived until now! ”
Leng Aoqing was telling the truth, Ling Hu Ying didn't want to defend anything, she just wanted Leng Aoqing to know that what Leng Yixi lacked was care, his mother passed away, which no amount of money could make up, she hoped that Leng Aoqing could give him more care, and also hoped that the relationship between their father and son could be truly improved.
Leng Aoqing's deep voice suddenly sounded in his ears, "Remember, you are just Yixi's toy, you are playing with him, toys can be discarded at any time, you two are not destined to be people of the same world from birth, you better abide by your own duty, so that I will also let you continue to stay in the Leng family, otherwise I can kick you out at any time." ”
"I see." Even if she was reluctant, Ling Huying could only agree.
Those pictures are vivid, Leng Aoqing's words and sentences seem to still echo in his ears, he told her very clearly, their identities are very different, and they are definitely not people of the same world, I hope she can recognize her identity clearly, and don't mess around with Leng Yixi.
Since then, she has also become more aware of her identity, she is just a person with a humble status, and she is definitely not worthy of being friends with a high-ranking person like Leng Shao, let alone hoping to like him.
Even if there is love in the heart, this love must be put away forever, and it must not be known by anyone.
"What's wrong? Why don't you speak? Leng Yixi stared into Ling Huying's eyes, he wanted to know what went wrong and would make them both unable to go back to the past.
He misses the simple and beautiful times at that time, and likes her who talked to him about everything at that time, he doesn't know what he did wrong, which will make her alienate him and stop calling him Brother Yixi.
"Leng Shao, we are all adults, we should forget all the previous things." Although she was also reluctant in her heart, Ling Huying still forced herself to say such words.
"Why do you force yourself to forget about jì?" Leng Yixi held Ling Huying's hand tightly and said in a condensed voice: "I've been thinking about something recently, and then I finally figured it out, you just started to alienate me after we came back from watching the sunset together eleven years ago, and since that time, you haven't called me Brother Yixi again, but called me Leng Shao." ”
Ling Huying just glanced at Leng Yixi in surprise, not wanting to answer anything, even if what he said was the truth.
"I know it must be my dad who told you something," Leng Yixi snorted and said: "Leng Aoqing, I really don't do any good things, I have to get rid of all the people close to me one by one, so I am willing!" ”
Ling Huying hurriedly said: "Leng Shao, don't say that, no matter what your father does, he is doing it for your good." ”
After being silent for a while, Leng Yixi suddenly said loudly: "Ling Huying, I like you, let's have a relationship with me!" ”
"Leng Shao, what are you talking about?" Ling Huying looked at Leng Yixi in disbelief, she thought she must have heard it wrong.
"You've already heard what I'm saying, why do you ask?" Leng Yixi held Ling Huying's hand tightly and looked at her eyes with a serious expression, "Does I look like I'm joking?" ”
"We are not fit for ......"
Before Ling Huying finished speaking, Leng Yixi interrupted: "You look down on me, think I'm distracted? ”
"No," Ling Huying hurriedly waved his hand and said, "I just think that our identities are very different......"
Leng Yixi pouted and said, "What is the disparity in identity?" Is it true that only the right person can be happy? Can't there be exceptions? I believe that true love can cross this qiē, I love being with you, and I miss the good times we used to have together! ”
"Leng Shao......" made Hu Ying look at Leng Yixi in surprise, did he mean it really?
"So, don't say anything about the disparity in status, you don't deserve me or anything like that, I, Leng Yixi, never care about these worldly eyes, whatever they say, I just want what I want, I am me, no one can make decisions for me!" Leng Yixi's firm eyes were undoubted, "If you think that my status is high and you can't climb high, then I can surrender my identity and give all the qiē of the Leng family to others, and become a poor bastard with nothing, or I can also give all my qiē directly to you, and reverse the identity between us, I only hope that you can agree to associate with me." ”
"Are you serious?" Ling Hu Yingxiu frowned slightly.
"Seriously, very seriously!" Leng Yixi nodded fiercely.
"Okay, I promise." Without thinking too much about it, Ling Huying finally nodded.
The corners of Leng Yixi's mouth raised slightly, "Yingying, come, call me Brother Yixi, I haven't heard you call me that for a long time." ”
"Brother Yixi......" Ling Hu Ying called sweetly, in fact, she also missed the good old days like Leng Yixi, but she always forced herself to forget jì, and love without results might as well end before it began.