(Happy New Year, Harmony and Beauty, everlasting happiness.) Fly a kiss for everyone, cute. )

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The family sits around, pours sake, touches each other's glasses, and staggers each other.

Lin Hanlin rarely moved his chopsticks, and when he fell into his stomach with a cup of sake, he felt that the scene in front of him began to change shape, as if he had been kneaded with a pair of hands.

People were drunk, and the words began to increase, Lin Hanlin stood up, staggered to the eldest sister, and said, "Eldest sister, I have something to say......"

Lin Wan'er smiled and hugged Lin Hanlin and said, "Fourth, you are drunk, if you have anything to say, you will talk about it tomorrow morning." ”

Lin Hanlin shook his head and said, "No, I'm going to say it now." ”

"Okay, okay, you say, big sister listen."

Lin Hanlin's steps were uncertain, but he didn't know how to speak, he cried with a whimper, staggered to Lin Chengping, and shouted: "Second brother! ”

Lin Chengping just wanted to reach out to help Lin Hanlin up, but Lin Hanlin suddenly knelt on the ground, stretched out his hand and opened the bow left and right, made a few clicks, slapped himself a few times, blood oozed from the corners of his mouth, and said in pain: "Eldest sister, second brother, it's all my fault, I'm sorry eldest sister, I'm a sinner!" Then he collapsed on the ground with a thud, unconscious.

Lin Wan'er and Lin Chengping glanced at each other, and shook their heads while silent.

Lin Chengping helped Lin Hanlin up and wanted to send the other party back to the room, but Lin Hanlin became drunk, sat on the chair, fell asleep on the table, and refused to leave.

After the family banquet, Chen Xiaoxiao wanted to be able to paint the boat, and Dabao was arguing to go, so Lin Chengping, Zhao Feng and Lin Renzhong took Dabao, Da Zhuang, Baoyu and Yubao to the painting boat street to play.

The third Lin Qianyi went back to the room to review his homework,

Only Xiaolin Wan'er and Lin Hanlin were left in the entire hall, and Lin Hanlin, the fourth drunken man, was lying on the table and falling asleep.

Lin Wan'er got up and put out the oil lamp, let her eyes adapt to the darkness, got up and cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, although she has money, but she can save it, and her habits have been corrected, for example, someone left the Lin family's courtyard, Lin Wan'er didn't say anything, but only she knew how long she had been used to it before she got used to it, maybe she didn't get used to it so far, but Lin Wan'er herself didn't know.

Lin Hanlin said a few words in his dreams from time to time, but he couldn't get rid of the fairy man's rhetoric such as "look at the master's sword".

After cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, Lin Wan'er gently pushed Lin Hanlin and comforted: "Fourth, go back to the room and sleep, it's cold, be careful to turn around and catch a cold." Drink less alcohol in the future and hurt your body. ”

No matter how Lin Wan'er pushed, Lin Hanlin didn't move.

Lin Wan'er suddenly sighed, sat back on the stool, and said to the unconscious fourth: "Fourth, don't pretend." I know you're not drunk, you just want to make a fuss. ”

Lin Hanlin was still motionless.

Lin Wan'er didn't speak anymore, the two of them sat silently, the sound of needles dropping could be heard, and the occasional wind passed through the hall, mixed with a unique breath of spring, and disappeared without a trace after a whirl in the hall.

I don't know how long it took, Lin Hanlin's shoulders began to twitch, and a long-suppressed painful cry slowly squeezed out of his throat, and the cry was mixed with a "Sister." ”

Lin Wan'er still didn't speak, she sat there quietly, quietly looking at the fourth child who buried her shoulders in her arms.

Lin Hanlin didn't dare to look up at Lin Wan'er, swallowed his tears hard, and said with infinite chagrin and desolation: "Eldest sister, I caused the fire four years ago. And this sentence seemed to have hollowed out all of Lin Hanlin's spirit. However, Lin Hanlin still mustered up the courage to continue: "That day, the third child and I couldn't sleep at night, so we got up and secretly went to set off firecrackers. It's all my fault, it's not me, my father and mother won't die, the second brother doesn't have to go to the border, the eldest sister doesn't have to work so hard, the Lin family won't be ruined, I, I'm a sinner! Big sister, you can kill me. ”

Speaking of this, Lin Hanlin's cry drowned out his vocal cords, and no matter how hard he tried his mouth, he couldn't reach a word.

After crying for a long time, Lin Wan'er didn't speak, nor was she angry, she just sat there quietly, silently.

This frightened Lin Hanlin, the eldest sister didn't say a word, and she didn't know how to reflect if she was angry.

Lin Hanlin raised a tearful face and looked at Lin Wan'er in fear, but the darkness covered the eldest sister's face, hazy and couldn't see clearly.

After adapting to the darkness for a long time, Lin Hanlin finally saw Lin Wan'er's face clearly, it was a face with tears and a smile, and the owner of that face shocked Lin Hanlin with a word: "Eldest sister knows." ”

"Big sister knows?!" Lin Hanlin repeated Lin Wan'er's words in a questioning and shocked tone, and his heart was turbulent.

Lin Wan'er has always treated her brothers as children, which also made up for the regrets of her previous life, reached out and touched Lin Hanlin's head, with a hint of comfort and joy in her tone: "Fourth, you are the smartest person in our family, but your heart is also the easiest to get into a dead end." I know that you have a bad relationship with the third child because of the fire, but the third child is much stronger than you. You look down on the third child, and think that the third child thinks about studying all day long, gaining fame, and embroidering the future, as if the fire has nothing to do with him, but you didn't expect that Yan'er was also lost in that fire, and the third child may be more painful than you. You often use words to stimulate the third child, but you can't see the suffering of the third child. ”

Lin Wan'er took out a handkerchief from her sleeve, wiped away Lin Hanlin's tears in the dark, and recalled: "The fire four years ago brought us too much pain, and my uncle and aunt couldn't help it, and they divided the family, leaving only these houses for us. My engagement was cancelled, I was not supported, and I was in debt. Late one night, the third child ran to my room, knelt down with a thud, and told me the truth of the matter. He also said that he knew what to do, and he would definitely study hard to revive the Lin family. You are not as good as the third child in this point, the third child reads the book of sages, but I know that what he thinks about is the Lin family's affairs, and it is only the Lin family's affairs. ”

Lin Hanlin listened to Lin Wan'er's words, thinking about his stupid third brother, and felt embarrassed for a while.

"In the past few years, your behavior has become more and more dissolute and obedient, which is nothing more than a change of direction to punish yourself and spoil yourself, I saw you on the street of the painting boat that day, and heard the two words 'save me' in your mouth." Lin Wan'er paused a little here, gently exhaled a breath of turbidity, and continued, "But fourth, there are some things that no one can help you with, and you need to come out by yourself." In the past four years, the eldest sister has actually been waiting for you, waiting for you to tell this matter in person and tell the eldest sister. The eldest sister can tolerate you because the eldest sister knows your sorrow and self-blame, but the road is always forward, and the human body needs to walk by itself. When you said it today, the eldest sister felt very relieved, and it was up to you how to go in the future. ”

Lin Wan'er couldn't help but put her hand on Lin Hanlin's head and said, "There is one more thing you should know, even your second brother knows about it." When the second child was leaving, he discussed with me how to deal with your affairs, and the second child said that there was no need to blame the fourth child, but let him come out on his own, and don't help him. Fourth, it's not just me, the second is also waiting for you to say it. A man must dare to act and take responsibility. ”

After listening to Lin Wan'er's words, Lin Hanlin stood up and knelt heavily in front of the eldest sister, his head resting on the ground, with fortitude and determination on his face: "Eldest sister, the fourth knows what to do, and the fourth knows what to do." ”

After speaking, he got up, made another bow to Lin Wan'er, turned around and went to the room, and when he passed by the third Lin Qianyi's room, Lin Qianyi was reciting softly, reciting "The world knows that beauty is beautiful, and evil is evil." Everyone knows that what is good is good, and what is not good has been ......", and I can't carry it.

The fourth Lin Hanlin reminded softly: "Therefore, there is no mutual birth, difficulty and ease are mutually compatible, the length is dwarfed, the high and the low are inclined to each other, the sound is harmonious, and the front and back follow each other." ”

Lin Qianyi, the third elder in the house, was stunned for a moment, then stood up in front of the bamboo window, waved his hand at Lin Hanlin, the fourth elder outside the window, and said, "Thank you." ”

Lin Hanlin replied: "Third brother, you're welcome." In the future, when I go to the private school, I will trouble the third brother to squeak and answer the fourth. ”

"Hmm."

Lin Hanlin stopped talking nonsense and went back to his room to sleep.

Lin Qianyi continued to read, but the speed of speech was a little faster unconsciously, and there was suddenly a hint of joy in his tone.