Shi Run looked at him in a trance, and the hole in his heart that was dug out by him today seemed to be filled by his words at the moment.

Is it so hard to love someone? A heart hangs forever, and the other party disappoints you and gives you a little hope, so, so tormenting.

She slowly closed her eyes, blinked away her tears, opened them again, took a long breath, and wrapped her arms around his neck!

Xiao Xuezheng was caught off guard, she had already hung up, she had no skills and was crazy, and her soft pink lips made his breath gradually unstable.

When he was about to hug the back of her head and start kissing, he suddenly heard her tearfully ask him in the middle of a clumsy kiss: "Uncle, do you love me?" ”

The snow-white face left his face a little, the big eyes stared at him, refusing to blink, tears were shining, staring at him: "Love Runrun?" ”

The passion in the man's tense body froze instantly.

His hands quickly let go of her.

He stood up.

The moment Shi Run's head was next to the bed, he saw him turn around and walk out.

She was so tough, as if she had the last of her self-esteem, and without blinking, she kept watching his tall back disappear into the bedroom doorway.

Then, her body curled up in pain, and no matter how tightly she hugged herself, it was cold to the bone.

That man has her in his heart, but not to the point of love.

Here's his answer...... Is that right?

Xiao Xuezheng hurried out of the bedroom, and his heavy body suddenly leaned against the wall outside the bedroom.

The man's expression was confused, Xiao Suo lit a cigarette for himself, his movements were hurried, he needed to be calm.

He listened to a clear and powerful pulse somewhere in his body, starting from her big black serious eyes and asking him if he loved her, something was pulsating, beating suddenly, beating in a panic, accompanied by a deep panic in his heart.

His fingers were cold, and he smoked cigarettes to his thin lips, and he inhaled deeply on the addictive things that calmed him.

He asked himself in his heart, is there anything else for this girl besides her body that is as addicted as smoking?

Otherwise, why did one of her questions make his blood tremble, which had been silent for many years?

After smoking a cigarette, Xiao Xuezheng tilted his head and closed his eyes to return to the darkness, but the bright crystal light above his head could still shoot into his eyes through the gap between his eyelashes, shining on him and stinging him.

It's like the girl lying inside, who seems to glow all over, bright, shining on him, pricking his nerve that refuses to touch his feelings again.

She's seductive. Confused, writing about the beautiful temptation of love. Confused, but this man, he is tired.

In love, he is like an old man with frost and candles, he may want to move, but the parts are broken, every step he takes is difficult, it hurts, and the pain of the bone will make him refuse to move again.

He can be very attentive to her, but no one stipulates that he must be affectionate to her, and he must give her everything he can, and if he doesn't, she shouldn't force it for the time being.

Let him work for a while, let him struggle for a while, let him ...... Take a breather.

……**……

Shi Run did not see him again from the next day.

Sister Wang said that her husband was on a temporary business trip last night, several countries in Europe, and finally had to go to Canada, which took a long time.

Shi Run drilled into the quilt with a headache, and could feel the residual smell of him on his side.

In the fog, he knew that he had slept with her in his arms last night, and for a short time, she seemed to feel it when he got up.

The few times I get drunk, I will break after waking up each time.

But not this time.

Therefore, I remember very clearly that when she finally mustered all the courage in her heart and willfully asked him if he loved her, he replied silently.

At first, she was physically and mentally desperate.

I go to and from school normally every day, but the innocent smile on this girl's face is less, she seems to have no soul, shuttling in this home without his figure.

Later, she fell into anxiety, like every twenty-year-old girl who fell in love wholeheartedly, many immatures, disappointed that he didn't love her, but unwilling, and even began to find reasons for him for himself.

You realize that in just a few months now, you are not so charismatic.

He's a mature man in his thirties, he's not impulsive like you, and his feelings are sensible.

He has an ex-wife, and it takes time to give it up, and you have to give him time.

Maybe you haven't tried hard enough to impress him thoroughly.

You have changed from a sparrow who worries about living expenses and tuition fees to a phoenix who is protected by him, you have fine clothes and food, you have his favor, and everyone around you can see the favor, you are so greedy, you still want to catch his heart, the road is step by step, and your position in his heart also needs to be imprinted step by step.

She always comforted herself like this, comforted them that they obviously had a gap in their relationship, and told herself that she had not yet reached the point of giving up.

The bitterness of love, in his behavior of not having a phone call for more than 20 days on a business trip, Shi Run tasted it vividly.

He really, without a single call.

Shi Run is getting thinner and thinner, from cranky to helpless, to finally, live his life step by step.

She has self-esteem and pride, so why give him one

Without him, he will live out of shape, and such a woman will not be loved by men.

She began to regulate her diet and enrich her study life, even if the worst result of his return was that he said that he wanted to get back together with his ex-wife and separate from her, what was presented in front of him was that he was living a good life, at least on the surface, she didn't lose!

……**……

At the end of April, he had not been heard from.

Shi Run participated in a course competition organized by the school, the indicators of the leaders of the department, the mixing of several top students and the art department of other schools, training in other provinces, and a fashion exhibition.

For a week, it is a rare opportunity to relax while studying.

On the last day of April, it took an eight-hour train ride to arrive in the neighboring province of Z City, a bustling commercial metropolis in China.

Shi Run didn't have time to browse the city's sights.

When I arrived at Z University, the first two days were intense training, the last two days were course competitions, and the last day was a high-profile fashion show.

There were no familiar classmates who came with her, and she was nervous and lonely.

Lying in the dead of night on a simple hotel single bed, I always miss that warm and powerful embrace, and I miss crying while covering the quilt.

Habits are really a terrible thing, and even more terrible things for people who are not strong enough, but they just slept on his chest for a month and became attached.

When he was at home, there was a pillow he slept on to hold, and in this strange place, her heart was empty and there was nothing.

On the third day, the competition starts at 10 o'clock.

Shi Run got up early and was bitten by mosquitoes in the hotel, and his body and mind were restless.

In the early morning of the city of Z in May, immersed in a thick haze, I walked through the alley out of the hotel, and there was no early paving until outside.

In front of a stall selling soy milk, Shi Run took out eight cents in his small wallet and asked for a bowl of freshly sweetened bean curd.

The boss took the money and handed over the packaged bean curd, Shi Run lowered his head to sort out his wallet, and wanted to take the bean curd with one hand, but he couldn't receive it.

She looked up, but saw Secretary Ji Lin who took the bean curd, and said to her with a smile: "Madam." ”

Shi Run was stunned for a while, and his first reaction was to look at the tall Ji Lin's side, and his eyes extended to the car parked on the side of the road.

After a while, she slowly lowered her eyes and shook her white little hand, "Secretary Ji Lin, what a coincidence." ”

Ji Lin witnessed the change in the expression of the little girl in front of him, hooked his lips shallowly, and said that Guan Zi did not make a sound, but leaned to the side and made a gesture of please.

Shi Run's heart jumped suddenly, as if he understood something.

She wanted not to follow, but her feet were disobedient, and when she reacted, she had already followed Ji Lin a long way.

It's not too far, about a block away, Ji Lin has been in politics for some years. He stopped in front of the Xiehe Hotel, looked at the little girl with her white hands in front of her, walking slower and slower, and smiled: "Mrs. Come here, wait on the steps, Mr. Xiao got off the plane at four o'clock, the airport is here for an hour and fifty minutes, and he is now taking a shower upstairs." ”

Shi Run raised his hand to look at the small watch, the time was six o'clock in the morning, and he did not rest.

In ten minutes, Shi Run went up and down the steps, and Ji Lin was busy with himself and drove a black business car over.

Shi Run's back was to the hotel gate, and she saw that under the steps, Ji Lin opened the passenger door.

Her back stiffened, and she lost her breath for a moment.

The steady footsteps of the person behind him were getting closer and closer.

The sky gradually cleared, Shi Run saw him on the ink-colored car window swaying past her tall figure, in May, he was wearing a dark gray shirt and straight trousers, like a Zhilan jade tree.

Snort smelled a strong man's breath, and it was a whole month later.

He walked to the door, paused slightly, glanced at her, gave her a faint look, and leaned into the car.

Shi Run was pushed into the passenger seat by Ji Lin with a smile.

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