There was no sound of water, no fog in the bathroom, and the bright and clean air was filled with the heat and smell of struggle and deep rut......

The girl who was held against the wall by the man's strong body looked like a broken rag doll.

The light above her head hit her face like a highlight, white and miserable without blood, and when she moved, it seemed that she was about to break the knife.

Tang Xiaoxi covered his eyes with both hands, his body kept shrinking, empty, and his weeping skin mechanically brushed the man's navy blue shirt one by one.

He didn't even take his pants back, he unzipped them... Seemingly...

The place where the body is so painful, the man's heavy breathing drives the body, and the subtle movements are more and more painful.

She bit her lip tightly, her breathing waned, and she just cried silently.

He didn't move anymore, his body was stiff like being struck by thunder, and in his eyes looking at her, the ripples gradually formed a deep whirlpool, the man's facial features became heavier and heavier, and his profound handsome face became whiter.

Xiao Jinlin's pupils constricted, and he was stunned.

The images flashing in his mind and the voices in his ears, his gasping and breathing continued to grow heavier, his expression panicked, and the man's pale facial lines collapsed as if his chest was violently undulating.

He looked up, his eyes flashing dark, and he pulled away her small hand covering her eyes, and his thin lips trembled incoherently: "It's not a dream...... Has this ever happened? Why do I feel familiar? ”

Tang Xiaoxi opened his swollen red eyes, his face turned pale suddenly, and he ...... Remembered something?

She looked extremely uneasy, but she couldn't help but have a little expectation in her eyes, she didn't want to take care of his feelings anymore, she didn't want to be afraid that he would not be able to stand it, she just wanted him to know that she was not dirty, and the precious first was given to him, seventeen years old, so young age was given to him, because he liked it, because of love, because he was stupid and really wanted to be with him.

Tang Xiaoxi's eyes flashed with tears, and she bit her lip and looked at him.

The man's eyes are surging, a lot of content is flashing, the headache is splitting, and the ears are the sound of the girl crying, the voice of pleading, and the ying/咛 of crying in pain.

Brother, it hurts......

Brother, I don't hurt anymore...... I really like you, I gave it to you, brother......

Brother......

Xiao Jinlin's eyes were full of horror, disbelief, and gloom, almost crushing every phalanx bone of her fingers, his eyes condensed with a murderous aura, and he asked in a low voice: "When did it happen?" Did it ever happen! You answer. You answer me! ”

Tang Xiaoxi quietly watched as he had an emotional breakdown and wanted to kill her.

The two were even intimate, and the heart in her body that he had stepped on countless times suddenly kicked into the ice and snow by him.

The whole expression on his face was written that he did not accept, did not believe, would never believe, and would never accept.

She was silent, her heart was lost from the slightest pain that he had stepped on countless times, and slowly, she pulled the corners of her mouth, her cold fingers touched his equally cold features, her index finger crossed the bridge of his straight nose, thin lips, and her small hand held his incomparably deep mandible.

She laughed like a poisonous flower, leaning into his ear, trying to tear it all apart!

"Remembered? Finally you remembered. ”

"When did you ask me?"

"Xiao Jinlin, you took me at the age of seventeen when you were thirty! What do you say when. I'm willing to fall, I don't want to be motivated, I'm dirty and messing with men, I don't know how to give the first time to a rotten person! Yes, he really sucks and is a ruthless bastard! ”

Laughing and laughing, she cried, tears blurred her face, his handsome appearance under her eyes, she was in a trance: "I love you, brother, the day I came to my period in the sixth grade, I found that I liked you, and I quietly hid and covered it, it is the most beautiful thing, I confessed at the age of sixteen and was scolded by you and hated by you, I refused to give up, I told myself that we are so close, you are reluctant to alienate me." But you're really estranged, and you don't spoil me anymore and won't let me get close anymore. In a year's time, you have a girlfriend, you don't go home, we drift apart, when I want to despair, why do you want to touch me at the seventeen-year-old class reunion? It's a mistake, it's you who got drugged, it's me who obeyed after a few shameless struggles, but no matter how shameless I am, it's the man I love who I love. What about you? Xiao Jinlin, you slept with me, dyed me, touched me, you made me hurt, but you completely forgot about it, forgot it completely...... I hate you! ”

The sixteen-year-old sophomore in high school told him his heart.

From the second year of high school to the third year of high school, for a whole year, he became very indifferent, unsympathetic, and rarely returned home to him, and for a period of time, he often saw lace news about him and a celebrity in the school's newspaper.

Tang Xiaoxi became more and more desperate day by day and was silent.

When she was promoted to the third year of high school, her grades plummeted, and even then she didn't get bad, and she was stubborn in her heart

Tang, the more he ignores her, the more she wants to be excellent, impress him, and make him regret it!

The task of studying is heavy, and it takes more effort and time for her to catch up than others.

Gradually, in the busyness, she couldn't see him for a long time, and she seemed to be able to really let go of the sadness of falling out of love in her heart.

Until that time, the class reunion held on her birthday.

didn't expect him to come on his birthday, Tang Xiaoxi planned to spend it silently, but Shen Zhuoyi was chasing her at the time, and held a class reunion for her in a high-profile manner.

Most of the people in the class who talked to her went.

Shen Zhuoyi used his father's card to wrap an entire floor of a club, eating and playing singing, and the kind of private room with a one-stop shop.

The next day coincided with the Dragon Boat Festival, a three-day holiday, and a group of half-grown children were making a fuss in the luxurious private room at night.

Tang Xiaoxi was very happy, he was playing poker with Shen Zhuoyi and them, the door opened, and the manager led a man in a black suit in, Tang Xiaoxi looked up and looked bad.

Few people in the class knew her identity, and secretly went out with the man in the suit.

Outside the private room, the man in the suit respectfully called her Miss Xiaobao.

"How did you find here?" Tang Xiaoxi had a cold face, and he hated Xiao Jin Lin Zheng deeply, and naturally he didn't have noses and eyes for the people around him.

"Miss Xiaobao, the young master asked me to pick you up, it's ten o'clock, the young master said you have to go home immediately."

The man took out a delicate paper bag, "This is your birthday gift from the young master to Miss Xiaobao." ”

Tang Xiaoxi snatched the paper bag and took it out, and threw the contents to the ground, and the hand-made porcelain doll was shattered.

It was a time when she went to the exhibition with Xiao Jinlin, and she liked the porcelain doll very much, because it was a limited edition and she didn't grab it, and she kept pestering him to ask for it.

I liked it before, but now it's not uncommon!

The rebellious energy in her heart was fierce: "You go and tell him, I accepted the gift, and no one can care if I can't go home!" It's late at night, so I don't bother him to worry about my little thing as a busy person who has to accompany his girlfriend! ”

After yelling, I went back to the private room, felt that the whole person had backbone, and happily grabbed the microphone and sang.

In less than five minutes, the door of the private room was pushed open by the man's cold hand.

As soon as the man entered, a room full of teenage children, especially girls, instantly held their breath.

Tang Xiaoxi's eyes flickered, paused, the bottom of his eyes flashed, and his little face was very stiff.

I thought he sent a driver over, but I didn't expect others to come too, probably in the car downstairs.

I'm going to arrest someone right now!

Her whole face stinks, pretending not to know him!

Xiao Jinlin came in unhurriedly, the thirty-year-old man was too handsome and extraordinary in the eyes of a group of children, showing a completely different temperament, he was very charming when he smiled, he spoke more and more gently, took the initiative to make an introduction, and sat down on the sofa in the corner, his long legs overlapping in a leisurely and elegant manner.

Tang Xiaoxi was angry, but he didn't expect him to rely on it and not leave!

She rolled her eyes, secretly competing, the seventeen-year-old girl's shallow mind, in fact, she didn't have much presumptuous all night, but now she suddenly let go, took the initiative to laugh with male classmates, played cards, played games, and hooked up with Shen Zhuoyi to laugh more than once, lost, and drank beer.

Xiao Jinlin's face was expressionless, he didn't get angry, looking at the thin figure scurrying around in the boy's pile, his little face was crimson, and he secretly glanced at him from time to time.

He felt helpless, knowing that she was doing something against her.

Later, she became more and more out of line, and she also played cards with boys than undressed.

He was not good at teaching a lesson, so he had to take off his suit jacket and tie and pretend to join the battle in a friendly manner, an adult and a child can also play.

A group of girls surrounded him, and he began to drink, as if in the confusion he had drunk a glass of juice brought in by the waiter.

At two or three o'clock in the morning, he suddenly felt that his body was hot, he was a little drunk, and his always sharp mind was a little dull, and he didn't notice it.

It wasn't until later that his body signaled that he had been on the road for so many years, vaguely knowing what was going on, and began to look for paper cups to drink juice, and his eyes swept gloomily over the group of half-grown boys.

Putting something in the juice at a young age, playing so open?

Xiao Jinlin got up and dragged Tang Xiaoxi, who was still wrestling with Shen Zhuoyi, up, she refused to leave, so he seriously criticized her in the en-suite bathroom.

Tang Xiaoxi drank too much, was bold, and the neglect he had suffered from him for more than a year, the more he scolded her, the more he refused to give in.

Two people in

A heated argument broke out in the closed restroom.

At the end of the dispute, Tang Xiaoxi yelled at him: "Don't think of my classmates dirty!" This only shows that you are suspicious! Also, if you don't want me, no other boy will take a fancy to me? I'll tell you Xiao Jinlin, I have someone who likes it! Shen Zhuoyi, he likes me very much, we have already kissed, hum......"

It's probably the word kiss/kiss that ignited the fire and exploded him.

When her little mouth kept moving, and the feeling of his body being gnawed away could no longer be controlled, everything was messed up.

He pressed her against the wall, his pupils were confused, and he pressed her with rage, kissing, biting, tearing clothes, all, everything, out of his grasp.

Tang Xiaoxi was frightened, at a loss, and didn't dare to scream, afraid that her classmates outside would hear it, and she couldn't believe what her brother was doing to her.

But after slapping him, and in his kiss, he gradually lost the battle, the first kiss, all green and gentle, not like this, but she also likes it, as long as it is him, in fact, she likes it.

In this moment of trance, she was greedy for the temperature of his lips, his hot/hot embrace, his gasping but so sexy/sensual mint taste and domineering breathing.

In the end, it was too late for anything.

What Tang Xiaoxi can remember is the huge pain of the piercing, that is not enough, the pain is again and again, heavy, he has no reason at all, he is arrogant and arrogant with instinct, where can he be gentle?

She cried, and he couldn't hear what she said.

Touching his chest, grabbing his shirt with her little hands, crying to the end, she felt a little happiness sprouting in her heart, guessing that her brother also liked herself.

Why else would you do such a thing with her?

He wrinkled his brows, looking deep and painful, but he was happy when he was shaking.

Throughout the night, she endured in the pain of her body and the sweetness of her imagination, gritted her teeth, and her little face was distorted in pain, lying on her stomach in the sweat of the man, jolting, and asked for it.

When she fainted, she was still stupidly fantasizing, she survived tonight, and her brother would be good to her tomorrow, after all, she would not be irresponsible if she bullied her like this.

But.

Fantasy is too good.

The next morning, he woke up and found her sitting on the edge of the bed with disheveled traces, and the eyes she looked at would never be forgotten by Tang Xiaoxi in her life.

Too stinging to forget.

The tired man looked like he had been struck by lightning, he suddenly turned over and found that his upper body was naked, he lifted the quilt and looked up after taking a look.

looked at Tang Xiaoxi.

What was his reaction? His face was blue, his eyes were frightened, his pupils shrank one by one, all the green tendons on his forehead bulged out, his fist hung on the bedside table, and so much blood came out of the back of his hand.

Tang Xiaoxi was frightened and cried, reaching out to touch him.

Immediately thrown to the ground by him, he looked at her, and did not speak, his eyebrows twisted into the dark.

Tang Xiaoxi fell on the carpet and didn't cry anymore.

In fact, she also fantasized that her brother would hug her when he woke up, say sorry, and say that he liked her too, otherwise he wouldn't have been so crazy about her last night.

But he obviously didn't remember, and now when he saw her, his face was incredulous, painful, self-blaming, evasive, disgusted, all written on his face.

She thought, she knew what she was supposed to do.

I love that person the most, so I don't want him to be miserable the most.

She found Shen Zhuoyi, and at the same time asked Hu Qian, a female classmate in the class who had a good relationship.

Xiao Jinlin is evasive, Hu Qian is crying, he chooses to believe that it is Hu Qian who has a relationship with him, and it is definitely not his sister! He couldn't take it.

Later, half a month after the incident, he had a car accident.

After losing his memory, he forgot all the doubts in his heart.

Hu Qian betrayed Tang Xiaoxi, found Xiao Jinlin, added oil and vinegar to the black and white right and wrong, Xiao Jinlin recognized the matter as his drunken mess and touched his sister's female classmate.

The disobedient Tang Xiaoxi, the rebellious Tang Xiaoxi, has learned badly, has no shame, and at a young age, he messed with male classmates, took innocence, and ruined his future.

A month later, Tang Xiaoxi had severe stomach pain while running and found out that she was pregnant.

Xiao Jinlin knew about this, and from then on, when he looked at her again, he only had complete disappointment, disgust and coldness.

……**……

“…… Later, the child was gone, and there was nothing to regret

Yes, its dad didn't even know it existed. I am quite cheap, I practice myself at such a young age, I don't know how to be afraid, so I forced Shen Zhuoyi to buy me medicine and dare to drink it. deserves heavy bleeding, deserves to have a stomach problem and finally curettage the uterus, and deserves to not be able to give birth to children in the future. ”

She looked up in his arms, her eyes were red with mist, hollow and ethereal, and her fingers trembled and tugged at the placket of his shirt: "Why am I pregnant?" ”

She stared at the man's dark and motionless eyes with a smile, and whispered word by word: "Because brother, you were enchanted that night, again and again, I cried and I told me that you couldn't hear the pain, stopped, started again, so many times, so I will get pregnant...... Whose fault is it? Xiao Jinlin, whose fault do you say? Now, do you still want it? ”

She chuckled, her legs poded around the man's lean waist.

The soft hair on his forehead was soaked with sweat, and without saying a word, he withdrew and Tang Xiaoxi fell to the ground.

The light fell, the shadows blended, his expression was invisible, his breath was inaudible, his slender fingers tightened the chain of his trousers, and he leaned over to pick her up.

Xiao Jinlin put the person on the bed in the hotel, Tang Xiaoxi turned over, I don't know how long it took, there was no one in the room.

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