Chapter 906: Die Quietly
In Leng Ruisen's cold and indifferent voice, Leng Meiyu looked up at him in disbelief.
"You're a big trash, slut, born a little trash, trash. For so many years, I lived like a walking corpse, barely knowing what I was doing alive!
When I was young, I saw other children being spoiled by their parents. I think of you, and I hope you will come back. Later, I finally wanted you back, I wanted to be close to you, but you hated me for being dirty, disgusted that I had rubbed your beautiful clothes dirty, and you drove me away, calling me like a dog, beating me.
When I was older, I started going to school. At that time, I still wanted you to look at me, I still think you are the most beautiful mother in the world. During the parent-teacher conference, I met the mothers of my other classmates, and none of them were as beautiful as you, and I used to be proud of that.
But then, I soon stopped thinking about it.
Other mothers who are not beautiful come to the parent-teacher conference every time, but my beautiful mother will never attend my parent-teacher conference.
When I was young, I longed for your love so much, studied hard to get the first place in the exam, and did things that other children couldn't hope for, just to let you look at me, even if you looked at me seriously.
But you never take this qiē as a thing, no matter how good I do, it is still a drag oil bottle, waste, garbage, and waste in your mouth......
You say nothing, I can't disobey you at all.
I remember the most impressive time, when I was in middle school, because I didn't listen to you and called your mother in front of others, you directly cut off my living expenses for a semester.
Do you know how I survived that semester?
Since then, I have understood that you are not my mother, you are a donor. You give me money to spend, and I'll be your venting bucket.
As long as I survive my entire school life, when I graduate and start working, I will be able to get away from you and live the life I want to live......
I've been living with this thought for so many years! ”
In Leng Rui's whispering, Leng Meiyu's heart trembled at the same time, and she roared loudly: "Leng Rui, how old are you, you are almost thirty, what do you still think of me, I raised you enough to be worthy of you!" ”
Leng Rui slowly closed his eyes in Leng Meiyu's roar, and tears fell down his eyes.
Aunt Li was also beside her, and in Leng Rui's complaint, she lowered her head and raised her hand to gently wipe her tears.
"But now, I suddenly realized that it was not interesting. After graduating, financially independent, my life is still the same, it seems that I still live in that strange circle, it hasn't changed at all, I don't want to live like this anymore, why do I want to live like a machine, what am I doing so much for, for money? What is the purpose of making money, except for food, clothing and drink, I don't think money can bring me happiness at all! ”
"Aren't you very happy with Ouyang Mingmei, you continue to look for her, Arrow, why don't you look for her, why don't you go to her if you like her so much?" Leng Meiyu grabbed the desperate Leng Rui and coaxed in a low voice.
"No, you can't go to her. People like me are simply not capable of giving happiness to others! Leng Rui lowered his head, hooked his lips and smiled bitterly: "It's a good thing to leave me, but a waste like me should die quietly alone." She's not happy with me, not as happy as she was before she met me. I can't give her happiness ......."