Zhao Gan left, this time he really left, either acting for anyone, or leaving, without warning, not even a letter and parting words, as if Zhao Gan came to Shanzhou, plopped, fell from the sky Zhao Qian Zhao Gongzi, and then lived in the small courtyard, quarreling with Lin Wan'er every day.

Lin Wan'er is like a mirror in her heart, there have been a lot of strangers around the Lin family's courtyard recently, her steps are steady, her breathing is long, she is obviously a master, and she thinks it is because of Zhao Gan. It was precisely for this reason that Han Qingshan and Lin Puling did not have the courage to come to the Lin family's courtyard to provoke.

However, none of this matters, it doesn't matter who Zhao Gan is, and it doesn't matter why Zhao Gan left Lanzhou, the important thing is that Lin Wan'er feels that Zhao Gan still owes herself an explanation, why did you come to Lanzhou? This is very important, at least for Lin Wan'er.

Before the crossing, Lin Wan'er couldn't understand why he left, and after the crossing, Lin Wan'er didn't understand why Zhao Qian came to Lanzhou.

However, Zhao Gan didn't say it when he left, maybe it was really as the queen said, "If you can't forget it, you will bury it in your heart, and no one will tell you", he didn't want to say the secret in Zhao Gan's heart.

Except for Lin Wan'er, the whole family didn't know when Zhao Gan left, anyway, Zhao Gan left.

Before the sky was seen that day, Zhao Qian secretly got out of bed, like a thief, and put on the precious clothes of Lanzhou in the future, folded Lin Hanlin's clothes slightly, put them neatly on the bed, and looked at Baoyu and Yubao who were sleeping.

Zhao Gan walked to the small courtyard by himself, looked up at the sky, then touched the well and firewood stacks in the small courtyard, chatted with Lao Huang for a few more words, and finally stood in front of Lin Wan'er's door, stretched out his hand against the door, felt the touch during the period, bowed his head and was silent, his face was hidden in the dark, and even he didn't know what his expression was.

At this time, Lin Wan'er also leaned on the door, feeling the strength of the hands outside the door, and suddenly felt so unreal.

Zhao Gan didn't push the door, but whispered "Wan'er, goodbye".

Goodbye, goodbye?

Lin Wan'er didn't know how she was feeling now, she was just very sure that she didn't cry.

There was already a carriage waiting outside the small courtyard, and several black-clothed people knelt around the carriage, sensing Zhao Gan coming, and said in unison: "Welcome the third prince back to the palace." ”

Zhao Qian got into the carriage without saying a word, and said, "Go to the Zhizhou Mansion." ”

The man in black instantly disappeared into the darkness and became silent.

Zhao Gan arrived at the Zhizhou Mansion but did not go in, but asked someone to hand over a piece of jade pendant to Wang Qinian, and by the way, he also brought a sentence, "When Lin Wan'er leaves Lanzhou, give it to her." ”

Wang Qinian looked at the jade pendant, and was instantly shocked, when the imperial examination was taken in the imperial palace, His Majesty's dragon robe was hung on the waist of this jade pendant.

Zhao Qian went to the Drunken Immortal Mansion again, chatted with Sima Yuan and Sima Boss for a while, and left.

Sima Yuan felt that today's Zhao Gongzi was a little different, still like that, still in the same tone, but the momentum was suddenly a little majestic, and some people didn't dare to look at it directly.

The carriage left Lanzhou, all the way to the north, leaving the season with you, the wind blowing in the ears, the scenery lingering outside the car window, the direction you stood, and I were separated by tears, leaving farewells farther and farther away, memories have been retreating, your joy and anger are fragmented in my mind, and what comes to me is the sadness that cannot be shaken off.

The sky seemed to feel a little sad, and it began to rain lightly. It is said that the spring rain is as expensive as oil, and now the first spring rain has come to Lanzhou, but Zhao Qian left at this time, just like when he came, he came on a rainy day, and left on a rainy day, taking care of each other, as if there was a pair of hands manipulating a qiē in the dark.

The carriage passed by the cave where Lin Wan'er and Zhao Gan rested, Zhao Gan stopped and stood, looked at the entrance of the cave with his eyes through the rain curtain, and then stepped out of the car, and there was an umbrella above his head immediately behind him.

The group of people in black had already changed into family clothes at this time, and followed behind Zhao Gan silently, not knowing what was going on in their minds.

Looking at it, Zhao Gan suddenly felt very sad, very nostalgic, very missed, and then became a little annoyed, as if someone had choked his throat, and his breathing began to be short, he suddenly turned his head, kicked the carriage hard, and then got into the carriage without saying a word.

I don't know how long it took, Zhao Qian stretched out his hand from the carriage and let the rain hit his hand.

At this time, in the small courtyard of the Lin family, Lin Wan'er also stretched out her hand, letting the rain hit her white arm, watching the rain fall quietly.

The three of Dabao were very well-behaved, they didn't ask anything, they just carried small benches one by one, sat around Lin Wan'er, and watched the rain fall together, fall to the ground, and fall to everyone's hearts.

Lin Wan'er lived her life as usual.

Lin Qianyi and Lin Hanlin thought that the eldest sister would be sad, but the eldest sister did not have the slightest sadness, she tossed silk things happily every day, and was busy every day, and the two warned Dabao and the three of them not to talk about Zhao Qian and Brother Zhao, but Zhao Qian did not become a forbidden place that could not be touched by the Lin family's courtyard, anyone can say it, and anyone can talk about it. At first, the two thought that Lin Wan'er was pretending to be calm, but after some time, Lin Wan'er really didn't have anything to do, but Lin Wan'er mentioned Zhao Gan the most times.

Lin Wan'er couldn't help but shake her head when she talked about Zhao Gan, and said, "This person can really pretend." Then he said with some regret: "It would be nice if Zhao Qian was here." The tone was flat, calm and quiet, without the slightest twist and turn.

Lin Qianyi and Lin Hanlin breathed a sigh of relief at the same time, and they were able to call Zhao Gan's name directly, which showed that the eldest sister was very open-minded, so it was okay to be fine, and it was best to be okay.

One night, after the Lin family finished eating together, Lin Wan'er burped with satisfaction, and then patted her stomach without grace and said, "I'm full." By the way, after a while you take off your clothes, it's time to wash. ”

Everyone nodded yes, took off their clothes and handed them to the eldest sister.

Lin Wan'er pinched her nose while stuffing her clothes into the wooden basin, and said in her mouth: "It stinks, it stinks." ”

Lin Qianyi and Lin Han Lin Yunran, Baoyu and Yubao are silly and happy, and Dabao doesn't know why.

Lin Wan'er said with a smile: "Still laughing, why is Zhao Gan like that tired and lazy thing, I don't know what to do." After saying that, he took out the wooden basin and applied some soap horn on his clothes, "Bang Bang Bang", and the laundry hammer struck on the clothes, and the sound was very loud and spread far away.

Drying clothes, Lin Wan'er couldn't help but shake her head when she saw the mess in the courtyard, cleaned the courtyard again, and chopped tomorrow's firewood and lined it up neatly.

After finishing a qiē, Lin Wan'er walked to Lin Qianyi's window and asked, "Third child, let's eat tofu tomorrow, I haven't eaten it for a long time." ”

Lin Qianyi opened his mouth and said: "Eldest sister, it's getting late, it's still ......."

Before she finished speaking, Lin Wan'er patted her hands lightly outside the window, and said in a crisp voice: "Ha, that's it, I'll go grind tofu now." ”

Lin Wan'er entered the kitchen, picked the beans a little, poured them into the stone mill one by one, and then grabbed the arm and shook the stone mill, and the bean juice dripped into the wooden barrel, dripping like a brisk song.

Lin Wan'er became more and more energetic, sweating slightly, so she simply took off her coat, poured pure soy milk into a wooden barrel filled with gypsum, and stirred it with a wooden paddle.

Under the gray and yellow light, Lin Wan'er was in full swing, stretching out her arm from time to time to wipe the sweat on her brows, and her small back fluttered under the candlelight.

I don't know when Dabao came to the kitchen, walked behind the eldest sister, stretched out his arms to hug Lin Wan'er, who was working, and muttered: "Eldest sister, eldest sister, don't be sad, don't be sad." ”

Lin Wan'er's tears with sweat on her face finally fell, like the soybeans she picked out, one after another, one after another, and then shouted with anger in her tone: "Where does he think this is, come if you want, and leave if you want?" When you go to an inn, you have to leave your name and leave your money. Who does he think he is?! ”

Lin Wan'er stubbornly said to herself in her heart: "After you leave, it will be better for you." ”

(Zhao Qian Zhao Gongzi is gone, really gone, hey!) It was supposed to be written here, but after I finished writing, my emotions made me write, I can't do it if I don't write it, I can't sleep if I don't write that emotion! It is a feeling of retention, longing, and getting used to your existence, a feeling of sadness, stubbornness, anger, and indifference on the surface. ）