Heartbeat (8)
Lan Qin crouched down and picked up the broken plate.
The scene I just saw was too dazzling, and somewhere in my heart, it seemed as if a sharp needle had pierced it.
There was a thin mist in her eyes, and she bit her lip hard, but she didn't cry.
Hiss...... Her index finger was cut by a splinter, and blood gushed out, but she turned a blind eye. Keep picking up the pieces.
However, in the next moment, her hand was held in a warm palm.
Raising his eyes and looking at the man who was close at hand, Lan Qin felt for the first time that he no longer belonged to him. When he reaches marriageable age, he will soon have his own family!
She can't be as willful and reckless as before!
Something, as if overnight, had changed.
"Why was it so careless?" Ling Yirui took Lan Qin's hand and wanted to treat her wounds, but Lan Qin withdrew his hand.
Compared to the wound in the heart, what is this small wound on the flesh and skin?
Actually, she didn't feel any pain at all.
"It's okay, Brother Ruibao, you don't have to worry." After picking up the pieces and throwing them in the trash, she went back to her room.
Looking at her slender and lonely figure, Ling Yirui's black eyebrows furrowed.
Ye Rou walked to Ling Yirui's side with complicated eyes, she took his slender hand, "Yirui, in fact, there are some words, I don't think you need to say it, you can feel it yourself, right?" ”
Ling Yirui looked at Ye Rou, her thin lips pursed, and her expression revealed a tone that she couldn't understand.
When he is not smiling, his eyes will appear particularly deep and sharp, and usually people will not dare to look directly.
Ye Rou's long eyelashes trembled lightly, and she mustered up the courage to continue, "Yi Rui, Qin Qin is not small, if you really love her, you should let her come out of this infatuation, if you continue like this, it will make her more and more greedy for your warmth, and even like a drug addict, it is difficult to quit!" ”
Ling Yirui's pitch-black pupils sank deeply, and a few complicated dark rays swept by, he looked at Ye Rou for a while, and nodded silently.
Ye Rou knew that he was a smart person, and she also knew that he was an emotionally clean and neat person, so she smiled at him, "You and Qin Qin have a good chat, I'll go back first!" ”
"I'll send you."
Ye Rou shook her head, "It's okay, I drove over by myself!" ”
After Ye Rou left, Ling Yirui knocked on the door of the guest room, and after getting Lan Qin's permission, he pushed the door and entered.
Lan Qin sat on the bed playing with his mobile phone, slightly curled his long eyelashes, and there was no emotional change on his little face.
Ling Yirui sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the girl whose skin was as white and smooth as a shelled egg under the orange light, his gaze slowly fell on her fingers that had not yet been bandaged, and he didn't say anything, got up, went outside and got a band-aid.
Pull her fingers and place a band-aid on it.
Lan Qin looked at his careful and considerate actions, and knew in his heart that he was just out of relationship and care for his sister, and did not mix other feelings.
However, the more he did this, the more greedy she became, and it was difficult to get him out of her heart.
She knew that she had a problem with her mentality......
But this kind of liking is something she can't control.
Closing her eyes, she withdrew her little hand from his.
She looked at him, and he looked at her, and the two looked at each other in silence.
After a long time, she heard her voice sounding faintly, "Brother Ruibao, if you can't like me, don't be good to me in the future!" ”
She has worked hard, and the whole world knows that the only person she likes is him, and he just turns a blind eye to her and only treats her as a sister.
She is also dignified and backbone.
Although she can't correct herself as just his sister, she would rather run away from him until she has eliminated the feelings in her heart for him before facing him.
After Lan Qin finished speaking, Ruibao didn't say anything. In the room, for a while, only the sound of the two people's breathing was different shades. It's just that his breathing is steady, her is a little short, and his eyes are a little flushed.
There are grievances, and there are also discomforts.
He didn't say anything, which meant that he had acquiesced to her words.
In the future, he won't be nice to her again.
Lan Qin bit his lip hard, and an inexplicable sadness spread from the bottom of his heart. She looked at his handsome and warm face, her eyes welled up with a sour craze, her hands were tightly gripping the quilt, she took a deep breath, and seemed to be making the last effort and struggle, "Brother Ruibao, do you really not have a little love for me?" ”
He still didn't speak.
However, she saw distress and guilt in his eyes.
Tears had blurred her eyes, she could no longer see his face clearly, and the corners of her lips hooked up with a bleak and self-deprecating smile, "Actually, I have known the answer for a long time, I just have to ask again without interest!" Oh, I'm too self-conscious! ”
Ling Yirui raised his hand, wanting to wipe the tears off Lan Qin's face for him, but when his hand reached halfway, he retracted.
Finally, he was no longer silent, his gentle voice was a little hoarse, "Qin'er, I am nine years older than you, I have watched you grow up since I was a child, we are too familiar, you are a relative-like existence in my heart......"
Lan Qin's eyelids swelled painfully, he regarded her as a relative, it was not the first time he said it, every time he said it, it still made her heart hurt a little, she didn't want to listen to it anymore, she interrupted his unfinished words, "I know, I won't ask such childish questions like this in the future!" ”
Looking at the unconcealable sadness and sourness in Lan Qin's eyes, Ling Yirui's mood was complicated and heavy, he opened his mouth, and just wanted to say something, he heard her say softly, "It's just Brother Ruibao, if you can't like me, then please don't be kind to me in the future." I'm a person who likes to be cheap, and as soon as you treat me well, I get carried away thinking that you like me too, so don't be nice to me until I find a boyfriend! ”
At this moment, Lan Qin suddenly felt that he had grown up and his thoughts had matured a lot. She won't dominate or demand him as a sister anymore.
When they were young, their relationship was close, but when they grew up, they were not related by blood, and if they were so close, even if they were both frank, what about their respective partners? Will they be able to accept it?
Lan Qin understands the truth.
Ling Yirui looked at Lan Qin's steady stream of tears rolling out, he couldn't help it, and raised his hand to wipe away those tears that made him feel distressed for her. However, she turned her head away from his movements.
Ling Yirui's hand froze in mid-air.
Lan Qin didn't want to say anything anymore, what she wanted to say, everyone had already made it clear, he was a smart person, and he definitely knew what she wanted to express.
Perhaps, from the day I fell in love with him, the pure brother-sister relationship between them has been irreversible!
Lan Qin lay on the bed with his back to him, letting the tears slip from the corners of his eyes one by one, and he didn't try to wipe them.
At the age of nineteen, she finally realized what it means to fall flowers intentionally and ruthlessly, and finally understood that some feelings cannot be forced-
Ling Yirui sat on the edge of the bed for a while before getting up to leave.
The moment he closed the door, Lan Qin still couldn't help but look back and glanced at the door.
Lan Qin had insomnia.
She had hardly slept all night, and when it was dawn, she got out of bed.
She didn't have any luggage here, she just cleaned up and came out of the guest room.
When passing by the study, he saw that the door was not closed tightly, and the faint yellow light was flowing out of it, Lan Qin stopped his steps and couldn't help but glance inside.
He was dressed in navy blue and slept in front of the window, with a cigarette between his slender fingers, from her point of view, she couldn't see his expression clearly, and she didn't know what he was thinking, but from the back, it looked a little lonely.
The corners of Lan Qin's mouth curved slightly, and he laughed a little self-deprecatingly.
How could a person like Brother Rui Bao be lonely? He lacks nothing, career, love double harvest, the big winner in life, he will not be lonely! She must have read it wrong!
Lan Qin left a note with him in the guest room, she can't be as unreasonable and willful as before!
It's time for her to learn to grow and be sensible!
The moment the door was closed, the man who had been in the study walked out in a deep step.
He stared at the closed door for a long time.
When he walked to the guest room and saw a note she had placed on the bedside table, his thin lips unconsciously pursed.
She said: Brother Ruibao, forgive me for being ignorant, immature, since I was a child, I always thought I was your future wife, and then I realized that I have always been self-inflicted, in fact, when your sister is very good, I don't necessarily like you much, but you are too good to me, so I have a feeling that I don't want to lose you, maybe, I am a little girl to the big brother of the momentary infatuation of you! I will go to school in the future, and I won't do anything to hurt you and my parents, and you don't have to worry about me anymore! Actually, I've grown up! You and Sister Ye Rou should be together, although I can't bless you, but when I see you happy and happy, I will be happy!
The inscription is: Your eternal sister, Qin'er.
Seeing the note she left, Ling Yirui had mixed feelings in her heart.
That inexplicable feeling made his chest a little uncomfortable inexplicably!
……
After Lan Qin returned to the dormitory and packed his luggage, he booked a ticket back to City G on the same day.
Although he decided to quit his love for Ling Yirui, his mood was still very sad. Sitting on the plane, she looked out of the porthole in a daze, and her tears couldn't stop falling.
"Tsk, Ben Shao isn't dazzled, right? The famous cold beauty in the school actually cried! An evil voice came, Lan Qin quickly wiped away his tears, and raised his head with some shame.
Seeing that young, wanton, unruly, and handsome face, she slightly twisted her eyebrows. It's actually the playboy who was mistakenly beaten by her and Ma Yunyun last night!
Lan Qin didn't bother to pay attention to him, a man who let his pregnant girlfriend go to have a fetus was definitely not a good thing.
"Beauty, do you want tissues?" Xu Ming didn't seem to see the disgust in Lan Qin's eyes, he took out a tissue and handed it to her.
Lan Qin ignored Xu Ming, except for her relatives and Brother Rui Bao, she was cold in front of all the males. Twisting her little head to the porthole, she clasped her hands around her chest, closed her eyes, and regarded Xu Ming as a transparent person.
Xu Ming touched his nose, he didn't mind much, but her attitude towards herself still hurt his male self-esteem a little.
How can he say that he is also the male god in the hearts of B public girls, which girl doesn't take a few more glances when she sees him? It's just that this Lan Qin, since he entered the school, has never looked at him squarely. No, it should be that she never paid attention to him.
Xu Ming naturally didn't know how high Lan Qin's vision was, the men of the Lan Ling family all coexisted in figure and appearance, and their temperament was extraordinary, how good and how good they were. Although Xu Ming is not bad-looking, in Lan Qin's eyes, he is an ordinary existence.
It didn't take long for the plane to take off.
Lan Qin didn't know if it was because she didn't rest well last night, or because of other reasons, the moment the plane hit the sky, she suddenly felt unwell.
The ears were buzzing so loudly that even the internal organs seemed to be pouring out.
"Beauty, what's wrong with you?" Xu Ming saw that Lan Qin's face turned pale, and asked with raised eyebrows. Lan Qin was a little sick to his stomach, he wanted to take the bag, but who knew that Xu Ming suddenly leaned over.
"Vomit ......"
She didn't control any of them, and actually vomited on him.
Even if Lan Qin didn't like this playboy anymore, but she vomited on others, she had to put away the thorns in her body, and looked at Xu Ming with a red face with some apologetic guilt, "I'm sorry, you take off your coat, I'll go to the bathroom to clean it, or I'll give you money, and you can buy a new ...... yourself."
I thought that Xu Ming would scold her mercilessly, but I didn't expect him to grin, and after taking off his clothes and handing them to Lan Qin, he said with a hippie smile, "This dress is my favorite one, you can take it back and wash it well when you get off the plane." ”
Lan Qin nodded, took his clothes to the bathroom, washed them, and put them in a bag.
Back in his seat, Xu Ming's young and energetic face approached her, and he blew hot air at her very lightly, Lan Qin glared at him in disgust, "What are you doing?" Don't think you'll get an inch in if I stain your clothes! ”
Xu Ming put a pen and a piece of paper into Lan Qin's hand, "Your phone number!" ”
Lan Qin didn't want to give him the number, but he was so annoyed that he had to take the clothes as an excuse, so she had to report the number casually.
As soon as he got off the plane, Xu Ming dialed the number she gave.
"Beauty, you lied to me! The number can't be reached! ”
Lan Qin rolled his eyes, "My phone hasn't been turned on yet, of course I can't get through, anyway, after the clothes are washed, I will find a way to give it to you!" After beating him by mistake yesterday, Ma Yunyun mentioned that he was a school grass in B University, a famous playboy, and when he returned to school, she asked him to return his clothes.
This kind of person, she thinks it's better to have less contact!
Xu Ming looked at Lan Qin, who avoided him like a flood beast and obviously didn't want to have too much contact with him, he smiled and touched his chin.
The woman he has so little eye on has really never missed!
This little beauty is so interesting, it makes his life feel calm and waveless, and suddenly adds a touch of wonderful fun!