Chapter 199: At the beginning of her memory, there was no such paragraph
The storyteller is gone, but she is stuck in the story alone and can't get out.
Why does there always linger a sense of déjà vu in my heart, and why does my heart feel warm when I hear him tell that story?
If this is just someone else's story, she shouldn't feel this way, she should be envious and jealous, is she too fascinated and thinks of herself as the Yan'er in the story?
The footsteps were approaching, and it was Tian Shaoyin who pushed open the door and walked in.
Tian Shaoyin came to the hospital bed, looked at Ling Yanbing, who was frowning and contemplative, and couldn't help but hold her hand tightly, "Yanbing, forget what happened just now, don't think about it again." ”
He was afraid that she would be angry because of his past with Guan Xinmu.
"Shaoyin," Ling Yanbing stared at Tian Shaoyin's starry eyes, eager to know an exact answer, "Guan Xinmu, is she the little girl Yan'er who bit the back of your hand?" ”
I really want to say no, but this is the case, Tian Shaoyin can only nod, "Yan Bing, the past is over, and I have long forgotten about it." ”
"A person who has been hidden in his heart for fifteen years, can he really say that he forgets jì and forgets jì?" Ling Yanbing's eyebrows furrowed slightly, if it was her, she would definitely not forget about it, after all, the memory of fifteen years ago hidden deep in her heart, how could she give it up lightly.
"Don't think too much, no one is more important than you, all you have to do now is to take care of your body, get out of the hospital early, and then have a wedding with me." Tian Shaoyin suddenly hugged Ling Yanbing tightly, hoping that she could feel his warmth, hoping that she could feel his sincerity.
Ling Yanbing suddenly pushed Tian Shaoyin away, looking at him inexplicably, "Shaoyin, I just saw a butterfly-like scar on Guan Xinmu's left shoulder, it shouldn't have been done on purpose, right?" Its origin is ......"
"Yan Bing, don't ask, okay?" Tian Shaoyin hurriedly put his hand on Ling Yanbing's lips, he didn't want her to continue asking, because he didn't want her to feel sad after hearing it.
He was already trying to forget what he had done when he was a child, and he didn't want to mention it again, and he didn't want to miss the past.
"Why don't you let me ask," Ling Yanbing held Tian Shaoyin's hand on her lips tightly and looked at him with pleading eyes, "Shaoyin, I want to know, you can sue me." ”
"Really want to know?" Tian Shaoyin's sword eyebrows raised slightly, if she listened, would she be even more sad.
"Well, I really want to!" Ling Yanbing nodded fiercely, "Shaoyin, just sue me, I promise that I won't be sad after hearing it." ”
Tian Shaoyin hesitated for a moment, but decided to say it, "You guessed right, the butterfly scar on Guan Xinmu's left shoulder was indeed not deliberately made, fifteen years ago when I played hide and seek with her, she deliberately hid on the Hehuan tree in order not to let me find it, and later after I found out, she was too proud and accidentally fell off the Hehuan tree, the wound was very deep, and it was strange to say, and then the wound scabbed over and formed a butterfly-like scar. ”
"Hide and seek? Fifteen years ago? Hehuan tree? Butterfly scars? Ling Yanbing's heart couldn't help but chuckle, why did these words make her feel so familiar, as if she was there.
She seems to have experienced these things, she also used to play hide and seek with people, and then she also hid in the Hehuan tree, and because she accidentally fell from the tree, she left a scar in the shape of a butterfly.
These memories seem to belong to her, but they were accidentally stolen by others.
She wanted to find it back, but found that her mind was blank, and she didn't remember it at the beginning.
Although Xuan Xixi once told her that the scar on her shoulder was caused by an accidental fall while riding a bicycle, she had no impression in her mind at all, and she didn't think that it was because the scar was ugly that she wanted to get rid of it, it seemed that she wanted to remove it for other reasons, it seemed to be related to a person, that person was very important to her, but she couldn't remember who that person was anyway.
"Ah......" her head began to hurt again, and she tried to recall it, but she touched the sore spot again, Ling Yanbing held her head tightly, the more she thought about it, the more painful it became, her head seemed to be about to crack, as if there were thousands of ants crawling around in her head.
"Yan Bing, don't think about it, please don't think about it." Seeing Ling Yanbing in such pain, Tian Shaoyin blamed himself in his heart, "It's me who is not good, I shouldn't tell these stories, I shouldn't have stimulated you again." ”
Ling Yanbing let go of her hand and bit her lip tightly, "No, Shaoyin, don't blame yourself, you are willing to sue me, which means that you trust me completely, I would rather know a qiē than be kept in the dark like a fool." ”
"Yan Bing......" Tian Shaoyin looked at Ling Yanbing in a daze, and didn't know what to say for a while.
"Shaoyin, I didn't feel sad because you told the story, I just think Yan'er is so lucky that she can know you, and she has been remembered by you for fifteen years." Ling Yanbing smiled with relief, she didn't know why she didn't feel very angry when she heard every story that Tian Shaoyin told about Yan'er, but felt very happy.
She didn't know why, maybe she was too involved in the story told by Tian Shaoyin, so she subconsciously regarded herself as Yan'er.
"No wonder you always liked to call me Yan'er before, it turns out that you took me for her." Thinking of these, I inevitably feel a little sad in my heart, is it that the gentleness in the past is all for Yan'er, and all the roughness is for her.
"Yan Bing, don't think about whether things were good or not before, or your head will hurt again." Tian Shaoyin frowned, he admitted that the origin of his tenderness to her in the past was indeed due to the similarity of Yan'er in her body, but then it completely changed.
"I'm not thinking about it, I'm just mentioning it casually, okay, I want to go out for a walk, Shaoyin, can you go out with me?" Maybe after going out, you can see the new scenery and breathe in the fresh air, and your mood will be better.
"Okay," Tian Shaoyin nodded, and then put on Ling Yanbing's shoes and tied her shoes, worried that she would catch a cold, and put a small shirt on her outside.
In this way, he helped Ling Yanbing out of the ward together, came to the elevator entrance, and directly entered the elevator, and after a while, he came to the bottom floor.
Mingmei Hospital has a large back garden, which is specially used for patients to recuperate and walk.
Tian Shaoyin took Ling Yanbing's hand and walked forward together, the bright sunlight sprinkled on Ling Yanbing's delicate face, bringing her a trace of warmth.
Ling Yanbing suddenly let go of Tian Shaoyin's hand, took a few steps forward, and opened her arms to embrace the warm sunshine, "It's so good, it feels so good to come out!" I finally don't have to lie in a hospital bed all the time. ”
Seeing a bright and charming smile on her face, Tian Shaoyin couldn't help but be infected by her, and the corners of her mouth followed her up with a beautiful arc.
He hurriedly took out his mobile phone to record this beautiful moment.
After just taking a few photos, Ling Yanbing walked quickly in front of him, "Shaoyin, don't shoot, I must be ugly now." ”
"You are the prettiest of all, and no one is prettier than you." While speaking, Tian Shaoyin also quickly pulled Ling Yanbing into his arms and directly took a beautiful group photo.
His words always make people feel so warm, even if they are false, they love to listen.
Ling Yanbing smiled slightly at the corner of her mouth, and suddenly hooked her hand around Tian Shaoyin's neck, "Shaoyin, hold me ......"
"Good!" Tian Shaoyin nodded without the slightest hesitation, and quickly picked her up by the waist.
Ling Yanbing's two little hands were wrapped around Tian Shaoyin's neck like this, clinging to his body, and her eyes were completely fixed on Tian Shaoyin's finely crafted face.
Tian Shaoyin hugged Ling Yanbing and walked forward as if no one was around, he wouldn't feel that she was heavy, he hoped that he could always hold her soft body, go to the ends of the earth, and come to the end of his life.
Her gaze did not move for a moment, Ling Yanbing's eyes looked at Tian Shaoyin without blinking, why did she see the shadow of another person in his eyes.
It was a little boy who was only a teenager, with a childish face, handsome facial features, and his eyes were exactly the same as those of Tian Shaoyin, shining brightly.
"Brother Ruoshui......" Looking at him like this, Ling Yanbing couldn't help but shout.
"What?" Tian Shaoyin couldn't help but stop his steps, stunned, why did the four words Ruoshui Brother who shouted out of her mouth make him feel very familiar, and his heartbeat accelerated inexplicably, as if he had returned to fifteen years ago in an instant.
Ling Yanbing bit her lip tightly, she didn't know why she actually subconsciously called him Brother Ruoshui just now.
Could it be that she has heard too much of Tian Shaoyin's story about him and Yan'er, so she is very envious, so she completely brings herself into the role of Yan'er, so she also calls Brother Tianshao like Yan'er?
Tian Shaoyin pretended not to hear anything, he had already decided to break off with Guan Xinmu, and he should no longer be nostalgic for what he had with her before.
Only by forgetting it completely can it be fair to Ling Yanbing.
"Hey, look, there's a guy standing on the edge of the rooftop, and she looks like she's going to jump!"
"The rooftop is at least ten meters long, if you jump down, you will definitely fall to your death!"
People not far away were talking, and their eyes were all looking at the rooftop in the distance.
Tian Shaoyin couldn't help but follow their line of sight, and sure enough, he saw a person standing on the edge of the rooftop, she was wearing a purple dress, and the hem of her skirt was constantly swaying with the breeze.
Yes, it's Guan Xinmu, the purple dress she wore when she came to see Ling Yanbing in the ward before, is she going to jump off the building!
He remembered what she had said before, he thought she was just talking, but he didn't expect her to actually do it!
"I'm sorry, Yan Bing, you're waiting for me here! I'll come when I go. Tian Shaoyin quickly put Ling Yanbing down, and before she could stand firmly, the whole person quickly ran to the front.
He's going to the rooftop, to stop that qiē from happening! R1154