Chapter 165: I can't help it
Su Yunuan was stunned by his words, she never thought that such an excellent Prince Yas would like her, let alone that he would say this, she was frightened for a moment and froze in place, and she didn't react for a long time. Seeing her stunned in place, Su Yunuan wanted to laugh but felt very bitter, "I know that I can't change anything by saying these words, because you only have that man in your heart, right?" You didn't say it, but I can see it...... I just don't want to hold these words in my heart anymore, and I don't want anything, so ...... You don't have to worry about it, tomorrow is the New Year, we are still friends. ”
"If you don't have the slightest feeling for me, then if I haven't said a word of these words tonight, what if...... If you are willing to give me a chance to take care of you, then I will be waiting for you at any time. ”
"Did you hear me?" As he spoke, he reached out and pinched her face, looking at him dotingly.
I can finally say what I feel in my heart, and this feeling has been held in my heart since I saw her, and I can't explain how uncomfortable I am, and now I finally say it...... Shawaston felt a boulder unload from his heart.
Su Yunuan was stunned, at first she just wanted to run away from him, just for fear that he would say something to herself, but she didn't expect ...... From the time she met him to the present, he has been taking care of himself, if she hadn't touched him that day, maybe she would have died, or she would have been captured by the thunder dragon and become a threat to Chi Xuan, but he saved himself, and he took care of himself meticulously these days.
She knew she owed him a lot, and she thought that she would pay it back later, but she never thought of paying it back in this way.
"Prince Yas, you ......"
"Don't call me Prince Yas anymore, just call me Yas, I don't like you to call me like everyone else." Shoyas's eyes were gentle, and the expression on his face was so gentle that he almost drowned.
"But we don't have a special relationship, Prince Yas, I'm used to calling you that."
Hearing this, Xiao Yas's eyes darkened for a while, "Is this your answer?" ”
"I'm sorry...... I ......"
"You don't even have to think about it, so you just refuse?" I didn't expect him to confess for the first time in his life, but he didn't expect such a failure.
Facing his dark eyes, Su Yunuan suddenly felt like a heinous sinner, embarrassed, she lowered her head, "You're right, I already have someone in my heart." ”
It is undeniable that there is indeed someone in her heart, not Mu Mingyou, but Chi Xuan.
The Chi Xuan who took her as a mistress, the Chi Xuan who would accompany her when her grandmother died, the Chi Xuan who would hold her horizontally when the glass pierced her feet, and the Chi Xuan who would enlighten herself when she was negative and had no business.
It turned out that unconsciously, he had a lot of advantages, and he had done so many things for himself, and he was so unforgettable.
Even Shoyas, can you see it?
Xiao Yas smiled bitterly: "But...... Where is he? He doesn't love you, does he? ”
Su Yunuan lowered his eyes, yes, what about others? It's been so long, she hasn't seen him, maybe he's left England a long time ago, right? And she still has a little hope in her heart, thinking that he will come to her, in fact, this is just her own fantasy, in his eyes she is just a mistress, he is surrounded by so many women, shapes and shapes, and women who are better than her are even more grasped.
Perhaps, he had forgotten about her a long time ago, and maybe even if she stood in front of him now, he might not recognize her.
Thinking of this, Su Yunuan suddenly felt a little funny, and laughed out loud unconsciously.
Xiao Yas felt a pain in his heart, reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said softly: "You cried ......"
"I didn't cry, I just suddenly felt funny." As she spoke, Su Yunuan looked up at the window, trying to bring her tears back to her eyes, but unexpectedly, her tears were like beads with broken threads, and she couldn't stop it, and when she looked up, she kept sliding from the corners of her eyes.
Su Yunuan said as she spoke, tears falling down her cheeks, but the smile on her face was still decreasing, always trying to look like she was calm and clear.
didn't know that the more she was like this, the more distressed Xiao Yas became.
"Your sadness is written on your face, stop laughing." Shoyas's hand kept riding on her tears, and she wiped them away for her when she shed one, holding all her tears in the palm of her hand.
Hearing this, Su Yunuan's tears flowed even more fiercely, she raised her hand and waved his hand away, and then buried her head in her knees and whimpered.
"I'm not sad, I've been here for so many years, why should I be sad...... Why be sad. ”
She Su Yunuan has always been very strong, and constantly persuaded herself not to be sad, but why did she feel so sad? Su Yunuan buried her head in her knees and cried very sadly.
"I'm sorry......" Seeing her like this, Xiao Yas was even more sad than her, and he wanted to share all her sadness, so he had to stretch out his big hand, pull her into his arms, stroke her hair with both hands, and said softly: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those things, it's all my fault, don't cry...... I shouldn't have mentioned your sadness, I shouldn't have uncovered your scars, don't be sad, I won't say such things again. ”
As he spoke, Xiao Yas rubbed his chin on Su Yunuan's head, his eyes closed slightly, and his eyes were full of pain.
I thought it should be a very sweet thing to fall in love with someone, but I didn't expect it to be so bitter.
Su Yunuan hasn't cried like this for a long time, the only time was when she was drunk, and when her grandmother's urn was blown away by the wind, and then she kept controlling herself, even if she was sad, she couldn't cry, even if she shed tears, she would never cry, and she dared to warn herself that she couldn't shed tears in front of others, but tonight she actually cried in front of another man, and she cried so sadly.
Anyway, it's already embarrassing, so I just don't care, now Su Yunuan is like a child wandering at the crossroads with nowhere to go, in urgent need of warmth, and urgently needs someone to take her home.
She wrapped her arms around his waist and buried her face in his chest, tears smearing all over his chest.
If he comforted her, Xiao Yas didn't know what to say again, so he could only hug her tightly and let her cry, maybe ...... After crying, it's fine.
I don't know how long I cried, but I heard the crying gradually weakening, and finally it was silent, and when I lowered my head, I found that her eyes were closed and she had fallen asleep.
Because of her crying, her eyes were surrounded by reddish marks and some redness.
"Silly girl......" Xiao Yas sighed softly, reached out to wipe away the tears that were still on her eyelashes, and then couldn't help but lower his head and kiss her smooth forehead, and whispered: "Don't worry...... No matter what kind of hurt you receive, I will always be on your side. ”
When the first rays of sunlight in the morning shone into the classroom, Xiao Yasi woke up automatically, and when he looked down, he saw Su Yunuan still sleeping in his arms, with tears on his face, but he looked very well-behaved.
The small nose made him can't help but reach out and scratch it, Xiao Yas didn't intend to wake her up, but he didn't expect this scrape to wake up Su Yunuan.
Su Yunuan slowly opened her eyes, the surrounding scene made her a little unable to react, squinted her eyes and looked around for a while, the scene in her mind slowly turned back, and then remembered what happened last night.
"Awake?"
A sexy male voice came from above her head, Su Yunuan raised her head in amazement, and only realized that she was in his arms when she saw Xiao Yas, and five seconds later, she pushed him away violently.
Shoyas was pushed by her like this, and fell backwards unexpectedly, hitting his head hard against the wall.
Bang!
"Huh?" Su Yunuan obviously heard this bang, his face was a little guilty, and he stepped forward to help him: "I'm sorry, are you okay?" ”
Xiao Yas hit his head, and suddenly gasped in pain, but when he looked up, he saw her worried eyes, and instantly felt that the collision was really worth it.
"In exchange for your concern, it's worth it for me to hit it." As he spoke, he grimaced.
Hearing this, Su Yunuan was annoyed for a while, and stretched out his hand to push him: "What nonsense are you talking about?" ”
Knowing her thoughts, Shoas smiled and did not speak.
Su Yunuan looked around, and said, "It's already dawn, you better get up quickly, if someone comes to see it, then we can't tell...... Prince Yas, don't let me affect your reputation. As he spoke, Su Yunuan took off the shirt he was draped over and handed it to Xiao Yasi, "Wear it quickly." ”
Xiao Yas raised his eyes and looked at the pair of white and tender little hands that stretched out, stared for a long time, he suddenly raised his hand to take the clothes, and also grasped Su Yunuan's hand with his hand.
Su Yunuan was shocked: "You ......"
"Misunderstanding what? Are you afraid that others won't be able to take pictures? ”
"Prince Yas, anyway, my reputation in the school is not good now, and I don't care about a few more words and adjectives, but I'm afraid that it will affect you, what if you are seen by others and others cheer you on?"
"Then it's up to them to say, anyway, you know what I want about you......"
Su Yunuan furrowed his brows, turned his face and wanted to withdraw his hand, but he held his hand tighter, he didn't pay attention just now, and now he found that his hand was very cold and cold.
"You'd better get up quickly, your hands are so cold."
If it weren't for himself, he wouldn't have untied his shirt and put it on himself, if it weren't for the shirt, his hands wouldn't be so cold, and if he continued to sit on the ground, he was afraid that he would catch a cold.
Seeing her anxious appearance, Xiao Yas thought it was very interesting and wanted to play with her for a while, so he said: "I also remember, but I slept with you all night, and you leaned on me again, and I can't move now." ”
"What?"
Su Yunuan looked at him apologetically: "I'm sorry...... So what now? ”