Chapter 043: Halloween (7): You're not alone
(Happy New Year, 4000 words today, this is a scene that I thought about a long time ago, I wrote it out, I felt very happy, Lin Wan'er finally "met" Zhao Gan.) )
Everyone looked at Zhao Gan, Zhao Gan smiled slightly, his eyes glanced in the direction of Lin Wan'er, and then took out a strange object from under the table.
Dawei Qunchen is well-read, not only reading, but also writing, three provinces and six departments to recruit the world's virtuous ministers, what they have seen and heard is very wide, but they have not seen the novelty in the hands of Zhao Gan. In particular, the Ministry of Industry opened its eyes wide, trying to see the clues from the shape and workmanship, some time ago Zhao Gan improved the catapult, which opened the eyes of everyone in the Ministry of Industry, and even Jin Tianming, who served as a waiter in the Ministry of Households, also highly admired the improved catapult, and repeatedly entered the palace to see the third prince Zhao Gan, but Zhao Gan shirked it for reasons such as headache, leg pain and buttocks.
His Majesty frowned slightly, and asked the queen, "What is this Qian'er doing?" ”
The queen shook her head, and said with some uncertainty: "I don't know what strange things this Qian'er is tinkering with, during this time, Qian'er has been staying in the palace, rarely deviant, doing some carpentry work all day long, and what I want to make is this novelty." ”
He sighed slightly, he was unruly and unruly, but compared with Qian'er, he seemed to be slightly inferior, take a closer look at that strange object, there are strings, there are handles, like a bow and arrow.
Zhao Qian didn't care about everyone's eyes, took a stool and sat in the room, then crossed his legs, hugged the strange object in his arms, and cleared his throat, as if he wanted to speak. Zhao Qian winked at Lin Wan'er again, and a smile rippled on his face, which started from the corner of his mouth, then rippled layer by layer, and finally swirled two small dimples on his face.
How can a man laugh so twists and turns, so good-looking.
The people didn't know the strange object. However, Lin Wan'er recognized it, and couldn't help covering her mouth, and her tears couldn't stop flowing downward. Yu Gui obviously felt that Lin Wan'er's shoulders were constantly twitching, as if she had been greatly wronged, and she was also mixed with anger, and she couldn't wait to run to the field and bite Zhao Gan's shoulder hard, and then threw herself into the other party's arms and cried.
Yu Gui asked in a low voice, "Miss Wan'er, are you not feeling well?" ”
Lin Wan'er didn't hear Yu Gui's voice, and tears still kept pouring out, flowing down her cheeks. Wet his shirt and fell into the plate in front of him.
At this time, Lin Hanlin and Lin Qianyi also discovered the eldest sister's abnormality, and the two of them also couldn't understand that when Zhao Qian went to Lanzhou, there was some inexplicable relationship with the eldest sister, but there seemed to be a very thin layer of paper between the two, but it was always impenetrable. When he arrived in Shangjing, Lin Hanlin found that Zhao Gan was the current prince, thinking that this was the distance between the eldest sister and Zhao Gan. But later, Lin Hanlin found that things didn't seem to be so simple, and the two were like a layer of fog, and the distance was very close. But they never saw each other clearly.
Lin Qianyi also reminded loudly: "Eldest sister, eldest sister." ”
Lin Wan'er hurriedly wiped her tears and justified herself: "It's okay, I'm fine." It's just that this hot pot is a little spicy. After speaking, he picked up his chopsticks and took out some mutton from the plate and stuffed it into his mouth, but the mutton was stained with tears. Somewhat bitter.
This bitterness is just like the time that Lin Wan'er has passed over the years, walking alone, looking forward at no one, looking back at no one she knows, standing in the open field and shouting fiercely, no one answers, and no one can give an answer.
Because Zhao Gan is holding a guitar in his arms, holding a handwork is not very fine, but it is indeed a guitar, it turns out that Zhao Gan also crossed over, and was also pulled into this world by a force from that world, this world has no computers, cars, high-rise buildings, and there will be no TVs, mobile phones and telephones, but Zhao Gan brought a guitar, just like Lin Wan'er brought to this world, Zhao Gan also made a guitar to show his identity.
Lin Wan'er has watched a lot of TV series and novels before crossing over, in which the protagonist has made jokes when he crosses over, but he also opened a golden finger, and then he has made steady progress, but after really crossing over, Lin Wan'er knows that the biggest pain is loneliness, the initial unaccustomed will become a habit because of the loss of time, the initial distress will become boring because of the time rushing, and the novelty at the beginning will become monotonous because of life, but loneliness is becoming clearer and clearer, pervasive, and timeless, as if engraved in the bones, It flows in the blood, lingering.
Lin Wan'er felt aggrieved in her heart, and she also resented why Zhao Gan didn't show his identity in Lanzhou, maybe Zhao Gan had already shown it, but he didn't understand it. Lin Wan'er remembered Zhao Gan's bits and pieces in Lanzhou, and felt even more aggrieved in her heart, and tears circled in her big eyes.
Zhao Qian gently plucked the strings a few times, the sound was crisp, not like the musical instruments of the Great Wei Dynasty, the sound played was solemn and calm, the tune was tactful but not cheerful enough, and the rhythm was neat but not light enough. The sound of the guitar flowing out is crisp and clear, like a bird jumping and chirping in the branches in summer, resounding through the heart.
Zhao Qian looked up at Lin Wan'er, and said as if no one was around: "This caftan is too long, you should wear jeans and a leather jacket, it looks really handsome when it bounces up." This always makes me feel like going to eat Western food, shout Xiao Er first, and get a pair of chopsticks for the master. ”
The civil and military ministers looked at each other, not knowing what the three princes were crazy about, talking nonsense, but they finally understood that the object in the hands of the three princes was a guitar.
Lin Wan'er suddenly burst out laughing, but because she had just cried, her snot accidentally flowed out, so she hurriedly lowered her head, wiped it, wiped it quickly, her face was red, and her heartbeat was faster.
Zhao Qian laughed silently, plucked the strings a few more times, and sang:
"This moment suddenly feels so familiar, like yesterday and today at the same time, my tone turned out to be like you, isn't it evidence that we have loved."
When I opened my eyes, it was a strange world, a strange environment, unfamiliar clothes, iron-clad soldiers stood outside the room, the soldiers were like a wall that I could never climb over, tall and cold, I was in a hurry to escape, only to find that there were also ironclad soldiers outside.
The palace is like a square box, the rules are greater than the others, some places can not be visited, some places have to be visited every day, life is monotonous and boring. Repeat the machine, but this is the palace, the center of power, but also the whirlpool of strife, I have seen intrigues, and I have seen flies and dogs. I often think back to my life before the time-travel, and I always think of that beautiful shadow in front of me, and I think of her voice, and although she rarely notices my existence, I feel extremely happy.
The days are moving forward. I grew up in this country called Great Wei, and I believe that the gears of fate sent me to this world for a purpose, maybe I just came for someone, and as for who, I believe that when the time comes, God will give me a hint.
"I almost lied to myself and lied to you, love is not necessarily proportional to being loved, I know that being hurt is a kind of luck, but I can't completely surrender myself."
Finally, I saw it in the study. I know the purpose of my coming to this world, and a girl named Lin Wan'er in Lanzhou City is my final destination. In this world, I know a girl named Fannoor, who is incredibly beautiful. The beauty is incomparable, but I know that my destiny is in Shanzhou, and I always want to go to Shanzhou, and then I stand in front of her and say, "I'm here." ”
So I escaped the engagement with Chen Nuonuo. I heard that the sedan chair arrived at the gate of the palace that day, but I was gone, and I inevitably felt guilty. But I know where and who I am focused on. In order to avoid the pursuit of the Ouchi guards, I chose the mountain road, walked a lot of paths, tired of walking, I just lay down in a place to rest, in my dreams are Lin Wan'er's appearance, some are beautiful, some are not beautiful, some are fat, some are thin, but every look will make me feel warm, feel happy, feel that the end of the world is finally close to you.
It took a month to arrive at the city, and I remember that the morning of entering the city was cloudy, and the sky seemed to be torn down by dark clouds. When I walked to the Lin family's courtyard and saw the dilapidated house, I suddenly felt a little sad, this is where she lives. I climbed up to the crack in the door and looked inside, a busy figure came and went, like a flower in the early morning fog, and that was her.
Suddenly, the figure disappeared, and when I was stunned, the door was opened by Lin Wan'er, and she held a stick and hit me hard, with full force. I held my head and looked at the girl in front of me, who was half-new and half-old, with a pair of big eyes that looked at me very vigilantly, as if she had seen a bad person. I wanted to tease Lin Wan'er, but I was held by the other party and ran away half of Lanzhou City.
"I tried to change for you, but I couldn't change the foreshadowing that was reserved, thinking that it would be forever by your side, as if it was yesterday, but yesterday was very far away, but I could still see it when I closed my eyes."
Lin Wan'er shut me out, and the sky was raining, and the touching scene I imagined the two of them meeting did not appear, but instead of being disappointed, I found that God was so merciful and so kind to me, because Lin Wan'er and the one in my heart were so consistent, and the two were the same person.
I stood in front of the Lin family's small courtyard, looking up at the smoke rising from the cooking, with an uncontrollable smile on my face, thinking that there was a girl from the same world as myself behind this door who was busy, and I felt inexplicable comfort and peace of mind in my heart.
I was sick and fell ill in front of the door of the Lin family's courtyard, Lin Wan'er helped me to the bed, and invited Lang Zhong, spending all the money left in the family, as if I had cut her flesh. For some reason, I was extremely happy, feeling that I had known Lin Wan'er a long time ago, and my last life of being abandoned and abandoned had been compensated for in this life. So I stayed in the Lin family's small courtyard, and in the little bit of life, I watched Lin Wan'er busy for the life of a large family, anxious for a Chinese New Year's Eve meal, for a few copper plates and the surrounding neighbors to make a big noise, for Baoyu and Yubao, and smashed the silver as a brick.
I stood behind her, watching her like a stubborn dog's tail grass that never bows its head, does not bow its head in the wind and sun, protects the brothers behind me, shelters them from the wind and rain, and resists the wind, rain, thunder and lightning.
"It's a pity that you didn't accompany me to the end, I walked together but lost that intersection, thank you for it, holding my hand, and still feeling the tenderness"
Lin Wan'er wrote, but unfortunately she was robbed, and she was able to snatch it back persistently. I accompanied her to collect silkworm cocoons, Lin Wan'er was sick in the rain, I sat in the cave with her in my arms, for fear that Lin Wan'er would be like her in her previous life, silently left by herself, and then stayed in herself and went crazy. I often wonder if she would have ended her life less stupidly if I had sued her for my heart.
In the cave, Lin Wan'er kept shouting a person's name in a coma, grabbed my arm for fear that I would run away, and then began to cry, tears flowing downward. Lin Wan'er was in a daze, and she spoke warmly for a while, and punched and kicked for a while, but her tears never stopped.
I've never seen Lin Wan'er cry, but I saw it that night.
At that moment, I realized that some people were crying, and it was me who was distressed.
I hugged Lin Wan'er and told her why I came to Lanzhou and why I had to stay by her side, and told her: "Wan'er, open your heart, let me go in, and I will take good care of you." ”
"In that paragraph, we used to be close to our hearts, I think I have more power to care about you, maybe you have walked into other people's landscapes, and I hope there will be a projection of starlight."
Later, life is not as good as the book says, I returned to Shangjing, Lin Wan'er still stayed in Shanzhou, and now she has come to Shangjing, I saw her, but unfortunately in prison, she is still as stubborn as usual, likes to snort, likes to roll her eyes - it's good.
Now, I am standing in front of you, Wan'er, you once asked me, Zhao Qian, why did you come to Lanzhou City? I say because of you. You don't believe it, now you should understand that it is the hands of fate that bind you and me together, that irresistible force let me see you in the vast sea of people, and my thoughts never stop for a moment, this is fate, it is providence, it is fate, you are my end, it is my center, and it is my purpose to cross into this country.
When your eyes narrow, you are angry.
When the corners of your mouth are tilted to the left, it means that you are in a good mood.
When you roll your eyes, it shows that you are dismissive of something.
When you don't say a word, it means that you are meditating on something.
When you blink three times, it means that you are plotting something, and you need to be careful.
When you wave your fist, that's when you're warning you.
When you are beaten or scolded, it means that you are your "own family".
When you have a big mouth and laugh silently, it means that you are very sad and sad.
Only if you have no ladylike image, show two little tiger teeth, and laugh out loud are you really happy. (To be continued......)