365. Chapter 364
"You already know? Yes, what is written in the diary is about the truth of eighteen years ago, and I have not told anyone for so many years, in fact, I have such an unbearable past. Ling Wanli pursed the corners of his lips and acknowledged the qiē, he took a big step closer to the plan.
Turns out to be true? She even hoped that this qiē was all fake, why did she let her know this qiē at this time, was this qiē premeditated?
"Why did you let me go to your study, why did you let me see this! Since you've been hiding it for eighteen years, why don't you keep it hidden! Why is this time for me to know! Ling Yan asked coldly, even if she couldn't solve the problem by escaping, she didn't want to face this cruel truth.
Ling Wanli said in a deep voice: "Yan Bing, I did this for you, in fact, I only recently learned that Tian Shaoyin is Xiao Ruoshui, I know that he hates me, and he wants revenge and puts me to death." I sue you because I don't want you to be implicated in the grievances between him and me, and I hope that you can live in peace with Shaoyin and the two of you, and be happy forever. ”
"Are you for me? If you really were for me, you shouldn't have done something like that in the first place! Ling Yanbing threw the diary in her hand on the ground and frowned coldly, "Why is this happening?" How can you be so bad? Is power, money, so important to you? How can you harm others by any means necessary to get what you want! Do you know? Just because of what you did, Shaoyin lost his family since he was a child, and his originally gentle and angelic character became as terrifying as a demon! It's all because of you! ”
"I didn't want to do it before, but it has happened, and I can't undo anything, even if I already know that I was wrong, can I change anything?" Ling Wanli let out a long sigh, he didn't regret what he did eighteen years ago, the only thing he regretted was that he didn't be able to cut the grass and eradicate the roots at that time, let Xiao Ruoshui live until now, and let him change his new identity to start his road of revenge!
He only hopes that his sincere repentance can be exchanged for Ling Yanbing's forgiveness, he doesn't expect Tian Shaoyin to forgive him, because that is simply impossible, he can only pin his hope on Ling Yanbing, so that she can choose to stand on his side when the conflict occurs.
"Really? Irretrievable? I actually knew that it would be irretrievable, so why did you do it at that time! Do you know? Xiao Ruoshui, he is Tian Shaoyin, because of you, I have become the daughter of the enemy! Because of you, his love for me is no longer pure! Maybe it was just a game from the start! Just because of these things you have done, Shaoyin and I may never be able to entrust our hearts to each other, it turns out that he approached me for a purpose at the beginning, and it turns out that I am just a tool of revenge on his way to revenge. Why is this happening? It's all because of you, you know! Ling Yanbing clenched her hands and said these words almost in one breath, she hated that she couldn't change this already established fact, and she couldn't let the hatred of eighteen years ago be written off.
"I know, from the first time I saw him, I thought he was very familiar, but I couldn't remember it for a while, in fact, I only recently found out that he was the Shui Shui who called me Uncle Ling eighteen years ago, and I caused his family to be ruined and lost a qiē." Obviously, he was an afterthought, and it was clear that this qiē was all Wu Benzhuo's accusation, but Ling Wanli pretended to be discerning, if it weren't for Wu Benzhuo's accusation, he would have been kept in the dark all the time, just thinking that he could rely on the power of Tian Shaoyin to expand his business territory.
"I wonder what you're going to do?" Ling Yanbing bit her lip tightly, although she didn't want to admit it, she had to accept it.
"Wu Qinsheng and Ji Mingchang are both dead, I know that I am Tian Shaoyin's next target, which is why I sue you, I hope you can clear up with me from now on." Ling Wanli's face was slightly gloomy, only by gambling could Ling Yanbing believe that he was not using her, he knew Ling Yanbing's character, she was not the kind of ungrateful person, so she would definitely not cut off the father-daughter relationship with him for this reason.
"What? You're suing me just so I can get out of touch with you? Ling Yanbing was slightly stunned, she thought that Ling Wanli sued her in order to use her as a shield, but it turned out that it was not.
"Yes, that's the purpose of my sue you," Ling Wanli sighed helplessly, and said: "Today I went to the Civil Affairs Bureau with her to go through the divorce procedures, and Jin Feng awarded it to her, if you also want to leave me and cut off the father-daughter relationship with me from now on, I have nothing to say, in fact, if you can recognize me, I am already very content, and I have no regrets in my life to have a well-behaved and sensible daughter like you." ”
"......" Ling Yanbing just looked at Ling Wanli in a daze, obviously blaming him in her heart, but she couldn't hate it, after all, he was her biological father.
Ling Wanli continued: "Yan Bing, I know that I am the bond between you and Shaoyin, he must be so good to you at the engagement banquet because of me, if there is no me, you can be happy forever." ”
"That's enough, don't say it, I want to be alone for a while!" Not wanting to listen to Ling Wanli continue here, Ling Yanbing just wanted to go back to the room by herself and be quiet and think about what to do next.
Looking at Ling Yanbing's back as she turned around and ran away, the corners of Ling Wanli's mouth couldn't help but rise, the big fish was finally about to take the bait.
If you want Ling Yanbing to help him and make her stand on that side completely, there is only one way, that is, to put him to death and live later, without gambling with his life, it is difficult for Ling Yanbing to forgive him.
A person ran back to the room and slammed the door shut, now her mind was in turmoil, and she just wanted to be alone.
Let the mind calm down, think back to what happened before, and unconsciously laugh at yourself, laugh at your own stupidity, and laugh at your own hindsight.
Obviously, many times she is so close to the truth, but she doesn't know it, and she repeatedly lets the truth slip through her fingers, it turns out that Tian Shaoyin had reminded her a long time ago that the relationship between them.
Not only what he did like a demon at the engagement banquet, but also that night in the woods, he said why she hated him, it turned out that he hated her so much, because she was the daughter of the enemy, so he would abuse and ravage her in every way~, so he would ignore her feelings and plunder her wildly.
Thinking back on the vows he once made, I can't help but feel a little ridiculous, is his love for her as pure as she imagined? Will the love between them be able to cross that chasm of hate?
Now she finally knew why she had that dream before, and she dreamed that Xiao Ruoshui in the dream was saying things that shouldn't have come out of his mouth.
He said that he wanted to take revenge, revenge for the revenge eighteen years ago, and send all the bad guys to hell, and these so-called bad guys are actually Wu Qinsheng, Ji Mingchang, and Ling Wanli.
Wu Qinsheng and Ji Mingchang are both dead, and he only has the only enemy left, Ling Wanli.
The more I think about it, the more sad I feel, is that love or not the love she wants? Is her Ruoshui brother never coming back? Has the love she hoped for had already disappeared with the hatred of eighteen years ago?
"Brother Ruoshui......" unconsciously shouted this familiar title in his mouth, no wonder he would rather believe the words of that bad woman Guan Xinmu than believe her.
Because in his eyes she is just the daughter of the enemy, so his words make him unable to believe it, maybe it's not that he doesn't want to believe it, it's just that he can't cross this distance of hatred, and he can't accept that Yan'er, who he has always liked, is the daughter of the enemy.
"Why are our identities so opposed? Why are you never willing to sue these directly? Are you afraid of hurting me? Or do you not take me to heart at all, so you don't want to tell me any secrets in your heart? Unguessable ending, sad tears slipped from Ling Yanbing's eyes, she never expected that it was not someone else's provocation that originally blocked them, but an identity that could never be released.
Standing up and looking out the window, the scene in front of her was blurred by tears, she couldn't see the scenery in the distance, and she didn't seem to see her future with Tian Shaoyin.
She really didn't know how deep their love really was, whether they could transcend the distance of hate, and remembered that he said that when she gave birth to the child, the two of them would leave here together and go to Italy to see the Alps, and then build a ranch there.
Will there really be that day? Is she really in his plans? If he only regarded her as the daughter of an enemy, was it possible for her to remain in his world?
Maybe all he wants is a child, maybe that's why he hasn't done it for a long time, in his heart, the child is more important than her.
There was a quick knock on the door outside, and it was Liu's mother who ran up, "Second Miss, it's not good, the master committed suicide by taking sleeping pills!" ”
"What! How so! Ling Yanbing hurriedly ran downstairs and came to Ling Wanli's room.
The curtains were drawn in the room, and if the lights weren't on, you wouldn't be able to see anything in the room at all.
She walked quickly to the bed, only to see Ling Wanli lying on the bed, with two empty bottles of sleeping pills in his hand, and he actually swallowed all the sleeping pills in the bottles in order to commit suicide.
"Dad, wake up, don't leave me......" Ling Yanbing grabbed Ling Wanli's hand, this time she was so afraid of losing, this was her only relative, she hadn't seen her mother, only this one father.
Liu's mother didn't know the reason for Ling Wanli's suicide, she only thought that he chose to commit suicide because Cai Fangrui divorced him and couldn't stand the blow.
Can't lose his only relative, worried that calling an ambulance will delay time, Ling Yanbing hurriedly said: "Mother Liu, help me help my dad to the car, I want to send him to the hospital!" ”
With the help of Liu's mother, she finally helped Ling Wanli into the car, and Ling Yanbing quickly got into the car, this was the first time she drove so fast, and the horn kept honking on the road, just to be able to rush to the hospital as much as possible.
She doesn't want him to die, she can't lose him, her only relative, otherwise she will definitely regret it for life!