"I persecuted you, how could I be reluctant." Chen Junhan lowered his head, put away his bow and arrows, and said in a hoarse voice.

The atmosphere was a little sticky for a while, and Ning Xin was a little panicked in her heart.

The sudden silence and the loneliness of Chen Junhan bowing her head made her heart sour and tighten. It's obvious that he is arrogant and unreasonable, why is he a little weak-hearted, this is so strange!

Chen Junhan lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking, but soon he slowly raised his head, looked at Ning Xin's eyes and said.

"Good. As long as you want it, I will do it, and I don't want the life of the canopy. But little meat ball, have you thought about it for so many years, even if we have quarrels, why did I go your way in the end? ”

Chen Junhan's tone was a little charming, and all the words could not be denied squeezed into Ning Xin's ears.

"I have a bad temper, and the two most common feelings people around me are afraid of me or hate me. I never cared what they thought, why should I accommodate those people. What they think about me, I just want to be happy. But even if it seems like I'm bullying you for so many years, I must be the one who surrenders in the end. As long as you want I will fight for you, I never lose my temper in front of you, even if sometimes I am really angry, but I am still afraid that my anger will make you afraid and keep you away from me. ”

"My Royal Highness the Prince, only others are afraid of me, I care so much about your affection. I don't want you to be unhappy, I don't want you to be unhappy with me, I don't want you to stay too far away from me. I will do everything according to your wishes, and when there is a conflict between our opinions, as long as you insist, I will definitely back down. My temper is not so good, have you ever thought about why I am so good to you alone? ”

Ning Xin listened to Chen Junhan's words a little suddenly, she raised her head, and her eyes met with him. I just felt that his eyes contained too much content, as if all kinds of emotions were rushing towards her, and the amount of information contained in them made her brain freeze immediately.

She was a little afraid to look into Chen Junhan's eyes, as if as long as she continued to go there, she would reveal the facts she had been unwilling to face. Her life will be turned upside down, and all the peace will leave her.

She is happy with her current life and does not want any changes. At this time, she couldn't answer Chen Junhan's question, she didn't know if she had thought about it or not, she should have thought about it.

Although every time I think about this problem, my brain will immediately freeze, and I will no longer think about this problem after turning it on and restarting. But in the dead of night, thinking of all the things during the day, those feelings that made her uneasy and strange secretly emerged in the bottom of her heart.

Especially after returning from Zhang An, the more Chen Junhan tolerated her, the more uneasy she felt in her heart. She comforted herself that it was normal for him to be special to him. Several of her cousins were very nice to her, no worse than a bear child was to herself. But another voice appeared in the brain, in fact, it is not like this, he is only so good to you, his cousin is not only you, you are special.

Especially to what Cheng dù, Ning Xin has never thought about it, and she doesn't dare to think about it. She has a lot of plans for the future and thinks about what kind of life she wants to live in the future. She has imagined the lifestyle of not getting married and not having a family, and there are so many possibilities for the future, and every time she thinks about it, she feels that the future is full of hope.

But none of her many ideas are related to the court, none of them are related to the harem, and none of the male protagonists in her ideal life are Chen Junhan.

She deliberately ignored Chen Junhan's special treatment of her, deliberately widened the distance between the two, and always comforted herself to think too much whenever an uneasy love appeared.

But now when he wanted to uncover the curtain that Ning Xin had been covering all the uneasiness, Ning Xin grabbed a corner of the curtain. She didn't have to face that, she hadn't thought about it yet.

"I want to be free for the rest of my life. I don't want to be stuck in one place all the time. After I followed Daddy and Auntie to Zhang'an, I realized that the capital was so small, and the land of our Dachen was so vast. Life is not just about watching the flowers at home, moaning and sighing at the passing of the years. Know that your efforts can change the lives and even the fate of many people. This kind of change can be seen and good, it is to fill the heart with warm sunshine, and feel that the sky is happier than yesterday's blue. ”

"When I grow up, I can get out of the inner house and walk all over the country. No longer put all your eyes on this one-third of an acre. I don't want to be tied down anymore, no matter how gorgeous the cage that binds me is, it's a cage too. ”

Ning Xin plucked up the courage to say the words that had been suppressed in her heart.

She didn't want to enter the palace, she didn't want to marry and have children like all the girls here. If you don't have a good time, find a few faces, and live a drunken life that doesn't know what day it is.

She still has traces of her previous life in her bones, and her sky shouldn't be so small. She has no worries about food and clothing, her status is precious, and the elders in the family spoil her. The constraints on girls in this era were not as tight as in ancient times that she had known in her previous life.

Why can't she be by her own nature, she came from another world thousands of years ago by stepping on the fragments of time. The rules here can't control all of her thoughts, and the relationship between one qiē here and her own is so close and so far away. In her previous life, her life was full of regrets, and in this life she has a healthy body that can make up for those regrets, so why not do it.

Ning Xin didn't wait for Chen Junhan to answer anything, and continued.

"The canopy needs to be healed in time, and if you let me go, he'll come and help him and take him to the doctor. Although he was given hemostatic powder, it was too late if he was not treated in time. ”

"If you're determined to kill him, raise your bow and arrow now and shoot it here." Ning Xin pointed to the location of the heart of the canopy.

"There is no chance that he will survive with one arrow. I will not forgive you for doing this, and from now on you will only be His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, no longer my cousin. ”

"You think about it, make a decision and don't go back."

Although Ning Xin looks calm and calm on the surface, she is actually beating drums in her heart, and her palms are sweaty.

Chen Junhan hesitated for a moment and dropped his bow and arrow.

Ning Xin saw Chen Junhan walking in her direction, and the stone in her heart could be regarded as landing. Amitabha, after all, there is no mistake again and again, and there is still the possibility of remedy.

The fact that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince appeared in front of the doctor with an unconscious canopy on his back shocked the companions who came with him to hunt. They ignored the reason why they were injured by an arrow in the canopy, and put all their curiosity on the fact that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince actually intended to save him, whether he didn't wake up or whether the sun came out of the west today.