Chapter 925 Sadness and despair

He was going to find Jenny, he was going to see Jenny, as if she had been overjoyed when she had appeared in front of her without warning, and she would have been ecstatic when she recalled the past, and everything gradually became clearer, and it was hard to imagine how he had been so dull before, how he could not have noticed Jenny's unusual affection for him at all, maybe he was too focused on work and research, maybe in his previous life, work and research were all he had. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

No matter what, Qi Buyang will not let himself regret it now.

Not far from his home, Jenny has a house, a few blocks away, this house is the house Jenny bought after coming to Stanford University to study, most students from wealthy families will buy real estate here, because it is close to Stanford University, of course, the house in this place is also expensive.

Qi Buyang walked to the road, he was very excited along the way, and met many young students on the way, their youthful and beautiful and energetic faces made Qi Buyang see the shadow of Jenny from them, Jenny has been following her since college, and she can be regarded as witnessing her transformation from a young girl to a mature woman.

I don't know what kind of surprised expression Jenny had when she opened the door and saw herself at her door, Qi Buyang secretly looked forward to it.

When I came to the house where Jenny used to live, the garden in front of the house was unexpectedly overgrown with weeds, and the house looked like it had been deserted and uninhabited for a long time.

Qi Buyang was very puzzled why his house was clean, but Jenny's house looked like it hadn't been lived in for a long time.

Although he knew that Jenny hadn't lived here for a long time, Qi Buyang still rang the doorbell with the mentality of giving it a try.

There were no surprises, Qi Buyang stayed at the door for ten minutes, rang the doorbell several times, and no one came to open the door.

I happened to see an old man in the next-door neighbor mending the garden, so Qi Buyang walked over and asked, "Sir, is this Jenny Taylor's home?" ”

The old man replied in the affirmative, and informed that Miss Taylor had not been home for about a year, and that the same zealous expression could leave contact information and call Jenny as soon as he saw him return.

Qi Buyang said thank you, but did not leave contact information, he wanted to find Jenny immediately, and there was no point in leaving contact information and waiting.

I only feel that I am still not thoughtful enough, and I take it for granted that it is easy for me to find Jenny, which is a habit I developed three years ago, but three years have passed, and he has no idea about Jenny's life in these three years, such as home address, contact information, work place, etc.

It was almost impossible to meet an exact person in such a large city, so he called Gao Huimo first and asked Jenny if she had taken a flight back to San Francisco.

Gao Huimo on the phone asked in surprise, "Doctor Qi, don't you know where Miss Taylor is going?" ”

Qi Buyang responded: "I thought she was back in San Francisco." ”

"Why are you so confused, you can't even figure out where she went."

Gao Huimo's words made Qi Buyang feel that he was indeed impulsive and reckless, and asked, "Do you have her phone number?" ”

Gao Huimo smiled bitterly: "Doctor Qi, you don't know, how could I know." Gao Huimo said suddenly: "Wait a minute, I'll ask Miss Lin, maybe she knows." ”

"Dr. Qi, Miss Lin said that Miss Taylor didn't leave her phone."

Qi Buyang suddenly remembered that someone could contact Jenny, and after hanging up the phone, he called Dr. Mason, and the old man left him a business card very enthusiastically.

Dr. Mason quickly answered the phone, and said that he was very excited and called him, saying that he had not slept all night with excitement last night.

Qi Buyang went straight to the point, interrupting Dr. Mason's excitement, "Dr. Mason, do you know Jenny Taylor's cell phone number?" ”

After getting Jenny's cell phone number from Dr. Mason, Qi Buyang immediately called.

And guess what?

Jenny's phone turned off.

Hell yes! Why every time I want to find someone, the other person's mobile phone is turned off.

Jenny, of course, will not let anyone disturb her on this day, friends, work, trivialities...... No one will disturb her in any way, this day belongs to her, and it belongs to her and some man.

Today is the professor's death day, and every year on this day, she will come to the professor's grave and present a bouquet of flowers to remember her memory.

There was only Jenny alone in front of the tomb, and others had already forgotten this once great and great man, only Jenny had not forgotten, adding even more solemnity to the coldness.

Jenny was dressed very formally, dressed in a black solemn dress, a black dress, a black lady's hat, black mesh black silk gloves, and a black veil that slightly covered her eyes.

She stood motionless in front of the tomb in contemplation and prayer, beating her chest and feet, howling and weeping, always maintaining a solemn atmosphere.

Endure the passage of time in silence second by second, and finally I don't know how long it took, her body showed signs of slight movement, she squatted down in front of the grave, and wanted to cry sadly in her heart, but let herself smile, "Professor, I'm coming to see you." ”

"I miss you so much."

Jenny's voice was very calm, "I want to tell you one thing, I remember that I came to your grave two years ago and told you that I met a Chinese man on the Internet, his name is also Dai Rui, he gave me a very familiar feeling, like the familiar feeling on your body, not every Chinese man can give me this feeling, his presence makes me feel that you are still alive, let me believe that God hears my prayers and is having mercy on me, you know?" He brought me back to life and was full of hope for the world, yes, I told you a long time ago, I always thought of it as a dream, I expected it to come true, and I was afraid that everything was just a shadow, there was a moment when I wanted to meet him, but I was afraid, and finally I controlled my impulse. What I was afraid of finally came true, and just yesterday I met Daree, another Daree, Professor! It's not you, he's similar to you, but it's not you, Professor! ”

Jenny said as she swept the grave and used the tools she had brought to remove the weeds from the grave.

"Professor, I never believed that you left this world like this, but you really left, I have only accepted this cruel truth for three years, but I can't live anymore, the doctor told me that I suffer from depression, I have become uninterested in anything, I have done a lot of things for you, but I am so tired and tired, Professor, I am really tired and tired, this world does not have the meaning of life without you, thank you for teaching me, thank you for your company, Thank you for saving my life with your life, and forgive me for my cowardice......"

I don't know if it was because I was overly sad yesterday, but for the only time in three years, Jenny didn't cry at the grave, she was very calm, and her mouth kept saying words.

Qi Buyang walked out of the flower shop, holding a large bouquet of bright red roses in his hand, adding something to this meeting.

He beckoned a taxi to try his luck at the hospital where Jenny worked.

This time, the driver was a young man, and when he saw him holding a bouquet of flowers in his hand, he gossiped a few words.

Qi Buyang casually said a few perfunctory words, only feeling that his behavior was like a headless fly.

Today's weather forecast is playing on the radio.

Qi Buyang's heart trembled when he listened, and he blurted out: "What is the month and what day is today!" ”

Today happens to be his death day!

He knows where Jenny has gone!

Now he understood why Jenny had a solemn black dress in her luggage!

He knew where Jenny was now!

Qi Buyang immediately said to the driver: "Go to the cemetery in the suburbs immediately." ”

The young man was very puzzled, holding a bouquet of bright red roses in his hand, but ran to the cemetery.

Qi Buyang didn't have the heart to explain, he just asked the young man to drive according to the destination he said.

Since 1901, San Francisco has banned the cremation of human remains in the city, and since then all burial remains have been buried in 21 cemeteries in the suburbs.

Traffic in San Francisco is sometimes not smooth, and when Qi Buyang arrived at the suburban cemetery, it was already evening, and with the help of the cemetery keeper, Qi Buyang came to his tomb.

In the afterglow of dusk, there was a bouquet of flowers conspicuously placed in front of his grave, and the weeds in front of the tomb were also removed, but Jenny was not there.

Apparently she had been here, but she was already gone.

Qi Buyang approached the tomb, there was a young and handsome photo of him in the middle of the tombstone, Qi Buyang himself almost forgot this handsome face, thinking that he was still alive and well, but his tombstone had been erected here for three years, and he couldn't help laughing.

His laughter made the accompanying administrator feel weird, and he asked in a creepy voice, "What are you laughing at?" ”

Then the administrator heard Qi Buyang say strangely: "What a sad scene, but I can't be sad at all." ”

Yes, he felt like a farce, a joke, a joke that hurt someone deeply, deeply.

Soon the administrator watched Qi Buyang leave laughing, thinking about it in horror.

Jenny left the cemetery and went back to the center of the city, the Professor's house, she thought that this would probably be the last time she would clean the Professor's house, she had been cleaning the house clean, all the furnishings were exactly the same as the day the Professor left, and she always imagined that the Professor would come back one day, even if it was his soul, and this familiar environment could pull his soul back home.

The inside of the house has not changed at all, this is the professor's home, but Jenny knows this home better than the professor, she has touched and studied every bit of it, modern furniture items, and some oriental decorations and souvenirs.

The floor was spotless, but she took out the vacuum cleaner and cleaned the house again, wiping everything clean and putting it back in its place.

This process lasted about three hours.

Stopped, Jenny didn't feel tired, but there was an empty dead ash in her heart.

She went to the kitchen and made a cup of coffee and tea, the coffee was her own and the tea was for the professor.

As before, she went up to the study on the second floor with coffee and tea, and stood at the door of the study, her eyes seemed to see a familiar scene, a man was sitting on an office chair, working hard at the desk.

Every time she didn't disturb his thoughts, disturbed his work, and as usual she stood in the doorway smiling, waiting for the professor to stop and discover her presence.

She silently sipped the coffee in her hand, waiting in such an action, but she knew that the professor was so engrossed in it that no one else was there.

"Professor, I don't want to bother you, but the tea is going to get cold soon."

Oh Jenny, thank you.

The familiar voice did not come, the office chair in front of me was empty, everything was just a beautiful fantasy.

Jenny walked towards the empty table with the tea, the empty chair, she gently placed the teacup on the table, and suddenly the slight changes on the table attracted her attention, and her heart trembled, "Professor! Professor! Professor! Dai Rui! ”

Jenny cried out nervously, "If you come back, do something to respond to me, please, respond to me." ”

Only a neurotic would say such a thing,

The doorbell rang suddenly, and Jenny ran downstairs like crazy, and opened the door excitedly.