I always thought that time could dilute a qiē and make people forget a qiē, but I found that some injuries were imprinted in my heart, and I couldn't erase them lightly, so it was like a brand, which was engraved in my heart, and I always reminded myself of what happened.

Liu Jingqing seemed to pass by her without a trace of nostalgia, which made her heart ache.

Ling Yanbing raised her head and tried to force the tears back into her eyes, but it was only in vain, and the tears of grievance couldn't help but slip down from her eyes.

She wiped away her tears with her hands, even if Liu Jingqing didn't turn around because of her call, and didn't turn back because of her, she wouldn't blame him.

She knew that there were so many things in one day, he couldn't accept it at all, he loved her so much, held her in the palm of his hand like a treasure, and took good care of her, but he didn't expect that one day this treasure would become someone else's bag.

It is normal that he can't accept it, it is because he cares about her too much that he will not allow her imperfections, and will not allow other men to possess her before him.

Ling Yanbing took a deep breath hard, this was her own life, even if she didn't face it, she wouldn't change anything.

Walking forward, back to the dormitory, losing him, listless no matter what he does.

Sitting on the bed alone, taking out her phone, constantly flipping through every message he sent her in the past, even if it was just a short good night, would make her feel very warm.

She is used to his existence, to being cared for by him, to having his memories.

Looking at the familiar number in the phone book, the familiar title, 'Aiqing'.

I still remember that she always liked to playfully call him Aiqing, and he also liked to jokingly call her the Empress Xià.

I can't forget the performance of Jì's anniversary party at Yulang University, the role he played, and the hard rehearsal of Jì.

His care is meticulous, his attentiveness is unmatched, he will always be there for her when she needs him most, give her courage, give her comfort, give her all the care she wants.

But such a person who thinks about her everywhere, she hurt him deeply, yesterday was her engagement banquet with him, which was not only what she was looking forward to, but also what Liu Jingqing was looking forward to.

She still can't forget what he said yesterday in the Lizzy Banquet Hall, he said that he would marry her next year, and then he would take good care of her for the rest of her life.

Although he made a promise in this life, he had the right not to keep it, because she had a relationship with Tian Shaoyin at the engagement banquet that shouldn't have happened and did things that shouldn't have happened.

How could he forgive her, how could he possibly forgive her.

No one will ever care so much about her again, and she will forever lose the safe haven she can rely on.

Time passed by the minute, and before I knew it, it was night. Let yourself fall into the good memories of the past, maybe you can temporarily forget the pain of the present, I really hope that time can dilute a qiē, at least let the pain lessen.

If she could turn back time, she would never agree to go to the Tianfeng Banquet Hall with Ling Wanli, and she would never let Tian Shaoyin see her and lock her as the prey he wanted to catch. Definitely won't give him a chance to ruin her.

However, it has happened, and now what can I salvage? Liu Jingqing, is he still likely to return to her?

"Ring, ring, ring, ......" At this time, the mobile phone rang.

Ling Yanbing hurriedly looked at the phone screen, yes, that number is Liu Jingqing's number! It was signed Aiqing, and he called.

There was a throbbing in his heart, looking at the familiar number, he called, what would he say?

Summoning up her courage, Ling Yanbing pressed the answer button, whether he scolded her or blamed her, she would gladly accept it, just hoping that he would no longer be unwilling to pay attention to her like a stranger.

"Yan Bing, are you there?" There was a slightly drunken tone on the other side of the phone, he should have been drinking, otherwise it would not be possible to speak so vaguely.

"I'm here," Ling Yanbing replied softly, she didn't expect him to take the initiative to call her, she thought he would never pay attention to her again in his life.

"Yan Bing, I like you very much, I really want to be with you forever......"

Liu Jingqing's gentle voice came from the other side of the phone, is this his true word now?

Ling Yanbing didn't respond, just quietly listened to every word he said at this time.

"Yan Bing, I'm under the acacia tree in Weihu Park now, I have a lot to say to you, I'll wait for you, wait until you come." After speaking, Liu Jingqing hung up the phone.

Weihu Park, under the acacia tree, is not seen or dispersed.

Closing the phone, without the slightest hesitation, Ling Yanbing hurriedly ran downstairs, she was going there, go immediately!

"Yan Bing, where are you going?" Looking at Ling Yanbing's back as she left in a hurry, Xuan Xixi couldn't help but ask.

However, Ling Yanbing didn't answer, just smiled at her.

Xuan Xixi clasped his hands together, and hoped in his heart: "I hope that Yan Bing and Liu Shao can really reconcile." ”

Running forward briskly, for fear of missing out, though he said he would wait until she came, he was still worried that he would change his mind suddenly.

The evening breeze is slightly cool, as long as the heart is warm, it is enough.

Finally stopped, not far away is Weihu Park, and from a distance, I saw Liu Jingqing sitting there alone, waiting stupidly, at his feet is a can of beer that has been drunk.

The dim streetlight shone on his water-chestnut face, and she could see the endless sadness in his eyes, which made her heart tingle, like a fishbone stuck in her throat.

Tears slipped from her eyes inexplicably, she remembered that he didn't like to drink, unless he was socializing, but today he borrowed wine to kill his sorrows for her.

Approaching step by step, not wanting to make him even more sad, she quickly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.

came to Liu Jingqing's front and looked at him in a daze, "Jingqing, you have been drinking." ”

"Yan Bing, you're finally here, I miss you so much!" Liu Jingqing's arms hugged Ling Yanbing tightly and pulled her into his arms.

I was hugged tightly by him, I felt the familiar aura on him, and I listened to his words, but I didn't know what to say in response.

is still holding on tightly, refusing to let go, afraid that as soon as she lets go, she will be snatched away by others and go to someone else's arms.

"Yan Bing, I thought that if I pretended not to know you, I could keep running away, but I found that I couldn't escape at all, because I really loved you. Even if you have a relationship with Tian Shaoyin, even if you are no longer innocent, I still like you, and I like you as always. Liu Jingqing leaned into Ling Yanbing's ear, and the smell of slightly drunk wine permeated the tip of her nose.

"I'm sorry......" Ling Yanbing said these three words guiltily, he still minded, how could she not see it.

"Don't say I'm sorry, I don't want to hear it!" Liu Jingqing suddenly pushed Ling Yanbing away, the gentleness of the previous moment was completely gone, and her gentle eyes became extremely cold, "I just want to know that even if you have a relationship with Tian Shaoyin, even if you are forced to sleep with him, you still love me in your heart, right!" ”

"Even if it is, so what?" Ling Yanbing smiled bitterly, "After these things happened, is it possible for us to go back to the past?" Yesterday's engagement banquet ......"

Before Ling Yanbing finished speaking, Liu Jingqing suddenly held her hand, "Yanbing, I'm sorry, it's me who is wrong, I shouldn't have just left, leaving you alone to bear that qiē." It's just that I was ......"

This time, Ling Yanbing interrupted him, and she withdrew her hand from Liu Jingqing's hand, "It's just that at that time, you also thought that I, Ling Yanbing, were so unbearable that I could go to bed with others casually, didn't you?" ”

Yes, that's what he thought at the time. That's why he left without a word.

"I'm sorry, Yan Bing, I can't accept that thing all of a sudden, I can't stand your betrayal, I can't tolerate you having a relationship with another man." Liu Jingqing covered the position of the heart on her chest with her left hand, "I was so uncomfortable here that I was going to die, it was our engagement banquet, which the two of us had been looking forward to, how could it be destroyed like that." ”

"Actually, after I left that night, I began to regret why I was leaving, why I couldn't stand up and stand in front of you when everyone was misunderstanding you. It's just because I care about you too much that I can't tolerate other men possessing you! The latter sentence was almost shouted, Liu Jingqing's fists were clenched tightly, and he couldn't tolerate her imperfection.

"I'm sorry......" Ling Yanbing kept saying these three words, she knew that he minded, very minded.

"Don't you have anything else to say to me besides those three words?" Liu Jingqing stared at Ling Yanbing, and her right hand couldn't help but caress her face, "Sue me, you don't love Tian Shaoyin, you were forced, you only did such a thing because you were drugged by Ling Jinfeng." ”

Hearing him ask this, Ling Yanbing couldn't help but be stunned, it turned out that he knew everything, but he still had doubts about her, could it be that he had known her for so long and didn't know who she was? Could she be such a casual person?

"Yan Bing, shall we start over? I'll try to forget that qiē, when nothing ever happened. Liu Jingqing looked at Ling Yanbing with a slightly extravagant look, he just didn't want to lose.

"Jingqing, you're drunk." Ling Yanbing didn't respond, he was just drunk now, maybe even he didn't know what he was talking about or doing.

If you are drunk, how can you take it seriously. She wanted to start over with him, too, but she didn't want him to wake up and regret the decision he had made.

"I'm not drunk, I'm sober!" Liu Jingqing's hands clenched Ling Yanbing's shoulders, "I know what I'm talking about and doing!" I can take responsibility for my words! I can't lose you, lose you, I'll die! ”

How much he loved her, she knew, but it was before that happened, on the day of the engagement feast, how could he not care at all.

"Jingqing, this is unfair to you, we may not really be able to go back." Ling Yanbing is also eager to go back to the past, but that is not something that can be done lightly with a single sentence.

"Who said we can't go back, we can go back! Yan Bing, I know you are kind-hearted, I know what you are worried about, do you think I will mind if you have slept with Tian Shaoyin. Liu Jingqing stretched out three fingers and swore to the sky, her eyes were extremely resolute, "I can swear, promise you that I won't mind, I will quickly forget about that incident, as if it never happened." ”

The more he said that, the more he minded.

Ling Yanbing also wanted to act as if nothing had happened, but what had already happened, could it really be ignored lightly?

At the engagement banquet, in front of so many people, she was dismissed by the Liu family, and everyone knew that she had slept with Tian Shaoyin.

If she continued to be with Liu Jingqing, what would people outside say about him, she gave him a green hat that he could never take off.

Liu Jingqing is still young, he has a bright future, she doesn't want to ruin his good future, and she doesn't want to hear others talk about him behind him as a cuckold man.

It wasn't fair to him, and even if he could give the same amount of love as before, she wouldn't dare ask for it.

didn't hear her reply for a long time, and didn't see her nodding, Liu Jingqing was a little discouraged and disappointed, "If I have to lose you, I might as well be hit by a car and die!" ”

Saying that, Liu Jingqing rushed to the middle of the road, and after drinking too much wine, he even staggered when he walked.

"Don't!" Ling Yanbing hurriedly chased after him, holding Liu Jingqing's hand, worried that he would do something stupid, but nodded anyway, "Okay, Jingqing, don't do stupid things anymore, I promise you!" ”

"You're finally willing to say yes to me." Liu Jingqing held Ling Yanbing's hand, and the car sped past her.

If she didn't say yes, he would really crash.

"Jingqing......" Ling Yanbing looked at Liu Jingqing, would he really not mind? Or is it just a lie he told when he was drunk?

Liu Jingqing took Ling Yanbing's hand and returned to the foot of the acacia tree, "Yanbing, it's not your fault, now I only hate myself, I didn't protect you, and I hate myself for leaving you alone to face that qiē." ”

"No, I'm sorry for the person who is me, it's me ......" Ling Yanbing stared at Liu Jingqing's eyes, "Don't hurt yourself again, Jingqing, I'll be distressed." ”

Liu Jingqing nodded and stared at Ling Yanbing, "Yanbing, as long as you are willing to forgive me for being cowardly yesterday, forget all the unhappy things, and be with me again, I won't hurt myself again." ”

"Jingqing, can you give me time?" Ling Yanbing took a deep breath, she just promised just now that she didn't want Liu Jingqing to do something stupid, she and he both needed time.

"Okay, I'll give you time, my phone is on for you twenty-four hours a day, and I'll wait for your answer." After speaking, Liu Jingqing picked up Ling Yanbing's little face, kissed her lightly on the forehead, and then smiled slightly.

He is still the same as before, abiding by the rules, understanding proportion, and never taking a step beyond Lei Chi. His smile was still as warm as the sun, making her throb.

Looking at him as before, she didn't know if he made such a decision on impulse, although he said that he was drunk and spit out the truth, but it was probably because he was drunk that he would say that.

Her first time was taken away by someone else, when he was with her, would he think like this, thinking that her body had also had a relationship with other men.

"It's cold at night, so put it on." Liu Jingqing took off the black coat on her body and draped it on Ling Yanbing's body, "Go back and rest early, and I'll come back to you tomorrow." ”

"Well, Jingqing, you should go back early." Ling Yanbing nodded lightly, then turned around and began to walk back