Chapter 37: Grievances
(Girls' Literature)
Cong Jiajia was actually quite afraid of Cheng Nanwei, who was not angry and arrogant, she subconsciously bit her lip, like every time she made a mistake, she habitually wanted to open her mouth and explain to Cheng Nanwei, but at the same time as she wanted to explain, she suddenly remembered the unpleasantness that happened before, remembered Chu Nuan, and remembered the breakup she said to Cheng Nanwei, she suddenly felt that she had no need to explain.
She was suddenly not afraid that Cheng Nanwei would be angry with herself, but raised her head to look directly at Cheng Nanwei's gaze, "I have already made it clear to you on the phone, I didn't let you look for me everywhere, and I didn't let you wait for me here, you don't have to talk to me like this." β
Cheng Nanwei looked for Cong Jiajia for a day, waited for Cong Jiajia for a day, and no matter how good his patience was, he was almost exhausted, and at this time, he actually saw Song Chenfei driving Cong Jiajia back, and Cong Jiajia didn't get out of the car immediately, they sat in the car together for a long time.
What are they doing in the car???
Cheng Nanwei didn't know how to suffer from his mentality, waiting for Cong Jiajia to get off Song Chenfei's car, if it wasn't for his concentration being good enough, many times, he wanted to rush to Song Chenfei's car and pull Cong Jiajia out of the car.
Cheng Nanwei knew that Cong Jiajia was angry with himself, he knew that Cong Jiajia had been wronged, and he had a lot of dissatisfaction with himself in his heart, he rushed back from Southeast Asia in a hurry, to make Cong Jiajia happy, not to quarrel with Cong Jiajia, he tried his best to suppress his frustration, and didn't want to get angry with Cong Jiajia, but his tone finally revealed his dissatisfaction.
When he heard Cong Jiajia say these words, he couldn't help gritting his teeth, forcibly suppressed his anger, and pointed to his car, "Let's talk in the car, okay?" β
Cong Jiajia knew what Cheng Nanwei was afraid of, and his heart couldn't help but sink down, Cheng Nanwei was in such a hurry to come back to find himself, and he came to see him so boldly, not to completely solve the problem between her, him, and Chu Nuan, he probably just wanted to persuade himself, he was still afraid that his relationship with him would be known by the people of the Zhou family.
She smiled self-deprecatingly, nodded, walked to Cheng Nanwei's car, opened the car door, and sat in the passenger seat.
Cheng Nanwei sat in the car, started the car first, and wanted to drive the car away from Cong Jiajia's community, but the silent Cong Jiajia suddenly spoke, "Don't drive away, what do you have to say, let's talk about it here, it's not early, I have to go to work tomorrow!" β
"Jiajia!" Cheng Nanwei turned his head to look at the past, and the clear entanglements and pains were all written in his eyes.
Cong Jiajia pursed her lips and looked out of the car window, and her attitude of not wanting to leave here was very resolute.
This kind of Cong Jiajia really angered Cheng Nanwei, he came to Cong Jiajia today, he violated the agreement he had discussed with Chu Nuan, he took a big risk, and he connived at his super anti-investigation ability, and it took a lot of effort to create a false impression and get rid of those who followed him.
Cheng Nanwei has not had close contact with Cong Jiajia for a long time, before he saw Cong Jiajia, he kept fantasizing about the scene after their reunion, he wanted to hug Cong Jiajia heavily, he wanted to kiss Cong Jiajia passionately, if Cong Jiajia was willing, he would take Cong Jiajia to a very safe and private place, and make love to Cong Jiajia.
But his enthusiasm and longing for Cong Jiajia to meet the cold here, Cong Jiajia can be intimate with Song Chenfei, Qingqing and me, but in front of him, he described indifference and alienation, Cong Jiajia's indifferent attitude was like a basin of cold water, poured down on his head, Cheng Nanwei's heart was cold, cold.
Cheng Nanwei tried hard to suppress the crazy jealousy in his mind, took a deep breath, and said to Cong Jiajia in a deep voice: "What kind of relationship do you treat with such an attitude, it's too hasty, it's too unfair for you to treat me like this, feelings are a matter for the two of us, how can you easily say break up alone, it's too irresponsible?" And the sentence of breaking up is not a joke, you don't just put this sentence on your lips. β
Cong Jiajia snorted very funny, turned her head and glared at Cheng Nanwei, "What do you mean?" You mean I threatened you with the word breakup? I said that the breakup was my hastiness? Am I irresponsible? So how do I be responsible? Every day, I watch you and Chu Nuan show their affection hand in hand on TV, and I see you sweet in front of me, and then I have to laugh and praise your acting skills, so that I am responsible! β
Cheng Nanwei choked on Cong Jiajia's words, wrinkled his good-looking eyebrows, he thought about it, and determined that Cong Jiajia was angry with him this time because of what happened at the banquet last night, he stretched out his hand, rubbed his temples with a headache, and said: "Jiajia, can you be fair, I discussed with you about my engagement with Chu Nuan, and you agreed, and I was really forced by the situation, if there is any other way, I will not wronged you like this."
I know that you have suffered a lot of grievances during this time, and I am also trying my best to find a way to solve this matter, yesterday at the banquet, there were many cronies of the Zhou family, they all knew me, you, Chu Nuan's previous relationship, I was really limited by the environment, and I had no way to act with Chu Nuan, don't care too much about this matter, okay! β
Cong Jiajia closed her eyes and smiled bitterly, "Yes, I promised you and Chu Nuan to get engaged at the beginning, but I was too naΓ―ve, I didn't expect things to drag on for so long, and I didn't expect that I didn't have such a strong ability to bear it at all, I'm really not a superwoman, I'm just an ordinary little woman, I hope my boyfriend can always be by my side, we can go to the movies together, eat food together, and walk downstairs together......"
Speaking of this, Cong Jiajia couldn't help but think of the scene where Cheng Nanwei and Chu Nuan were together at the dinner, she couldn't help but have a sour nose, and Cheng Nanwei's implicit accusation attitude towards her tonight also made her disheartened......
She sighed, and said in a sloppy tone: "Cheng Nanwei, I really didn't lose my temper with you this time, nor was I willful and sloppy, I'm tired, I don't want to accompany you and Chu Nuan anymore to act, what you just said is right, I'm a sloppy person, I don't have a sense of responsibility, I'm not empathetic enough, so, let's break up, I'll find someone who can tolerate you and understand you!" β
Cheng Nanwei listened to Cong Jiajia's sad words, and suddenly realized that his attitude towards talking to Cong Jiajia tonight was wrong, he was stimulated by the scene of Cong Jiajia and Song Chenfei together, and there was dissatisfaction in Cong Jiajia's tone, his attitude and words today did not play any role in solving the problem, but made Cong Jiajia even more sad.
"Jiajia, I was too impatient just now, I spoke in the wrong tone, I used the wrong words, I'm sorry, don't be angry with me!" Cheng Nanwei saw that Cong Jiajia had made up his mind to break up with him, he was really panicked, and stretched out his big hand to hold Cong Jiajia's arm, as if he was afraid that Cong Jiajia would suddenly disappear.
Cong Jiajia loves Cheng Nanwei deeply, of course she doesn't want to break up with Cheng Nanwei, if it weren't for Chu Nuan's stimulation of her last night, she wouldn't be willing to Cheng Nanwei anyway, she gritted her teeth to restrain the tremor in her voice, bowed her head and said to Cheng Nanwei: "You don't have to tell me I'm sorry, no one is sorry for anyone in this matter, I don't know how long your relationship will last, I don't know how long I have to watch you and Chu Nuan together!"
I opened my own company, and I will go to various banquets in the future, it is inevitable that I will meet you and Chu Nuan, I really don't have such a good psychological quality, I can be like you, completely treat me as a stranger, and I can show affection to Chu Nuan without waves.
I can't be as free as you are, I can do whatever I want, and I am with you like this, in fact, I am greedy, and I have survived willfully all the way, and I have dragged back the things that should have ended a long time ago, thinking that I can have you.
Cheng Nanwei, let's break up, now that things have come to this point, I can't help me, and I can't help you, we don't know how things will go, I'm not a forbearant and generous woman, really, I can't stand this kind of life. β
"Jiajia, I'm sorry!" Cheng Nanwei pulled Cong Jiajia into his arms and hugged him tightly, at this time, he felt that he had hurt Cong Jiajia last night, "Jiajia, I was really unintentional, I didn't expect my words and deeds to make you so sad, I'm sorry, you give me a little more time, I will find a way to solve this matter, really, don't be in a hurry to break up with me......"
Cheng Nanwei, who was calm and calm, was completely panicked at this time, only he knew how much effort he had put in to recover Cong Jiajia, how much effort he had put into it, how much thought he had put into it, only he knew how much he loved Cong Jiajia, but now he was going to lose Cong Jiajia, so easily he lost Cong Jiajia, he was really unwilling and unwilling.
Cong Jiajia raised his head and saw that Cheng Nanwei's tough and deep face was full of anxiety, his bright black eyes were flushed with red silk, and there were blue shadows under his eyes, which was obviously haggard, presumably he had a bad day and night.
She couldn't hold back her thoughts of Cheng Nanwei anymore, stretched out her hands, wrapped her arms around Cheng Nanwei's waist, put her head on Cheng Nanwei's chest, and listened to his strong heartbeat, only she knew how much she coveted this embrace, how much she relied on this embrace.
Cheng Nanwei saw that Cong Jiajia took the initiative to hug himself, thinking that the deadlock had finally been broken, Cong Jiajia probably wouldn't break up with him, he hugged Cong Jiajia tightly with his backhand, and couldn't help kissing the top of Cong Jiajia's hair, forehead, and mouth promised: "Jiajia, don't worry, I will solve this matter, and I will return to you as soon as possible......"