Heartbeat (20)
Ling Yirui's slender eyebrows furrowed tightly.
The wine is also half awake.
Damn, he actually took Ye Rou for Lan Qin.
It almost made a big mistake!
He cursed himself, rolled over, and walked to the window.
Ye Rou's mind was still echoing with his words, 'How could it be you?' ’
If it wasn't her, who did he think of her? Could it be that the sentence of liking is not said to her?
Neither of them spoke, and there was stiffness and embarrassment in the air.
Ye Rou slightly pursed her rosy lips that were kissed by him, her slender fingers stroked it gently, as if there was still his taste there, she stretched out her pink tongue and licked it gently.
She always thought that his temperament was gentle and not too intense, however, when he just kissed her, she felt the domineering and wild in his bones, but at the same time, he was gentle.
She's obsessed with this feeling!
Rising from the couch, she walked behind him, her soft, boneless little hands, encircling him from behind.
"Yi Rui, I'm willing to give myself to you, don't wait until the wedding night......"
Without the slightest hesitation, Ling Yirui pulled away Ye Rou's hands wrapped around his waist, turned around, his eyes were dark, and he looked at her in a complicated manner, and after a while, he spit out hoarse and dry, "I'm sorry, Ye Rou." ”
Ye Rou was stunned for a moment, but then she smiled softly, "Don't be sorry for this kind of thing, I know that you are for my good and want to wait until the wedding night!" Shrugging his shoulders, "Okay then, you rest early, I'll go back!" With that, he turned around.
"Ye Rou, you are a smart woman, you know what I want to say."
Ye Rou paused.
Her eyes were suddenly sour and hot, she bit her lip a little uncomfortably, not wanting to show her inner emotions on her face, she pulled her slightly messy long hair behind her ears, turned around, and faced him again.
Under the dim yellow light, the man standing by the window, his face was tense, and his eyes were dark, making it impossible to figure out what he was thinking.
A touch of pain flashed in Ye Rou's eyes, and the hands hanging by his side were clenched into fists tightly.
"Yirui, I don't understand what you're trying to say, it's too late, I'm a little tired, I'll go back first......" She couldn't wait to leave.
When he was about to reach the door, Ling Yirui chased after him. His large, slender hand rested on the door frame, preventing her from pulling the door away.
Ling Yirui originally wanted to make an appointment to sit down with Ye Rou to talk about the breakup, but now it seems that this plan has to be advanced.
He would never allow tonight to happen a second time.
Before he saw his heart clearly, he and Ye Rou didn't feel so guilty like this, but now, he has understood that he likes Lan Qin, and it is impossible for him to have any intimate behavior with Ye Rou anymore.
He has always liked to drag mud and water.
He pulled Ye Rou to sit on the sofa, looked at her slightly flushed eyes, and went to the kitchen to pour her a glass of milk, "Let's talk!" ”
Ye Rou bit her lip hard and did not speak.
"Recently, I didn't take the initiative to contact you because I have been thinking about something." Ling Yirui looked at Ye Rou with deep eyes, not wanting to bully her, and stated truthfully, "The person I like is Lan Qin." ”
Ye Rou's pupils widened and she looked at Ling Yirui in shock. In fact, she had already seen it, but she didn't expect him to see her heart so quickly.
His eyes were sore and swollen, and tears fell one by one.
"I thought you were her tonight, that's why she ...... like that"
Ye Rou interrupted him with some emotion, "Enough! "How could he be so cruel to her, she would rather he hide it from her and not say what was in his heart than for her to admit in front of him that he was in love with the girl he had always regarded as his sister.
Tears poured out like pearls with broken threads, Ling Yirui looked at her tears, frowned, and felt a little distressed. If he could have seen his feelings for Lan Qin earlier and didn't agree to Ye Rou's pursuit at the beginning, perhaps, she wouldn't have been so uncomfortable, especially during the Chinese New Year, he also allowed her to get married, giving her infinite hope!
Ling Yirui took out a few tissues from the carton and handed them to Ye Rou, but Ye Rou didn't answer, she looked at the man who behaved extremely gentlemanly at all times with teary eyes, and her heart seemed to be cut all over her body by his gentle knife.
This man is like a drug that can't be quit. knows the danger, but is still willing to crush his bones!
"Yi Rui, Lan Qin is nine years younger than you, you are with her, won't you have a psychological barrier? Moreover, she has grown up with you since she was a child, and she has always been a younger sister! Ye Rou's eyes were red, and her voice was unconsciously raised a lot, "Still, you really never liked me, and you didn't even want to cheat, if you keep cheating on me, we can go to the end, we get married, have children, and spend our lives in peace, but why do you want to tell the cruel truth?" ”
Looking at Ye Rou, who was emotional and couldn't hide her sadness, Ling Yirui sighed deeply, his eyes were full of guilt and self-blame.
At the beginning, I agreed to Ye Rou's pursuit, but I didn't have no feelings for her at all, and I would have a little bit of a good impression at all.
He thinks that good feelings are liking, love.
But after that, the relationship between the two has been tepid, plain as water, without any sparks, and without any excitement.
With her, he couldn't find the feeling of heartbeat. However, that night, he forcibly kissed Lan Qin, and after discovering his heart, he saw Lan Qin, and his heartbeat would inexplicably speed up.
"Ye Rou, if I keep deceiving you, that is the biggest harm to you, feelings, you can't be deceived and settled."
Ye Rou shook her head, if she didn't love him, she could be free and easy, but she already loved him to the bone, recently, everyone in the stage knew that she was going to marry into the Ling family, and she was about to become a young grandmother, but in the blink of an eye, he came to tell her again that not only was the wedding gone, but he also fell in love with someone else and wanted to break up with her, such a fatal blow was something she couldn't bear no matter what!
"Yirui, I won't agree to break up, at the beginning, you said that you wanted to get engaged to me and marry me, I have already let it go, and now my family, friends, and colleagues know that you want to marry me! If you want to break up with me, I'm afraid I won't have the face to live in this world! She really couldn't stand the ridicule and ridicule of others, she even thought about it, and after marrying him, she quit her job at the radio station and concentrated on her husband and children at home.
For Ye Rou, Ling Yirui is sorry in his heart, but he can't waver because of apology. In this case, it will hurt both women at the same time.
"Ye Rou, we definitely can't be together, you can make a request, as long as it is within a reasonable range, I can compensate you!"
The firmness and determination in his eyes were like a sharp knife that stabbed into Ye Rou's heart.
He is the gentleest and most empathetic person in the world, but at the same time, he is also the most ruthless person!
"Compensation?" The corners of Ye Rou's lips hooked up a self-deprecating smile, "Your best compensation for me is to marry me and marry me." ”
Ling Yirui saw that Ye Rou was so persistent, and his eyes slowly turned cold.
"I say it in the end, this relationship can't continue anymore, and if it continues, it will only cause you more damage! You can offer monetary compensation, and as long as I can afford it, I can satisfy you! After speaking, he looked a little impatient and lowered his head and lit a cigarette.
The curling smoke obscured his dark pupils, and his whole person looked secretive in the blue and white smoke.
Ling Yirui, who was serious and cold, undoubtedly had a very powerful aura.
Ye Rou didn't dare to make another attempt, she sucked her red nose and asked with a tight throat, "Yirui, have you ever loved me?" ”
Have you ever loved her?
The answer is undoubtedly no, he has never loved Ye Rou, but he once had a good impression of her.
With her, he won't miss, he won't be jealous, and his heart won't beat faster.
Seeing Xin'er and Yi Jin separating and harmonizing, sad for love, so vigorous and inextricable, he once felt that they were too crazy.
He doesn't like too intense feelings, why does he have to go through strong winds and waves, joys and sorrows to be together? He was once fortunate to be calm and self-contained.
He felt that his feelings should be like him and Ye Rou.
However, all this was overturned after he saw Lan Qin and Xu Ming intimately together.
It turns out that he will also be jealous and uncomfortable!
"I haven't loved." He didn't want to deceive Ye Rou, and he didn't want to deceive himself.
Ye Rou's heart was hit hard by him.
"Okay, you give me time, I need to think about what kind of compensation I need!" Ye Rou stood up with tears in her eyes, she no longer looked at Ling Yirui, for fear that if she looked at him more, she would be hurt by his ruthless eyes.
Ling Yirui didn't send Ye Rou away, and after the door was closed, he rubbed his temples that were a little painful, and his thin lips tightened into a straight line.
Taking out his mobile phone, he flipped to Lan Qin's phone number.
After hesitating for a few seconds, he pressed the dial button.
It rang for a long time, but no one answered.
Only then did he remember that her bag had fallen into his car.
Regarding the relationship between himself and Lan Qin, he is actually not particularly sure, this is the so-called love.
But there is no doubt that he is already the kind of man to woman feeling to her.
Turning family affection into love, both himself and her, requires a process. Even if he ran over now and explained his mind to her directly, she probably wouldn't believe it.
Moreover, she is still young and should focus on her studies, he will find an opportunity to confess to her, but he will never let her focus on feelings!
He will be by her side and wait for her to grow up!
……
As soon as Lan Qin closed his eyes, the scene of Lan Qin and Ling Yirui kissing and falling on the sofa would appear in his mind.
After such a heart-wrenching pain hit her heart again, she told herself that there would never be a next time!
Next time, no matter what he says or does, she won't pretend that he likes her a little bit!
She's fed up with this feeling of being hurt and being hit!
It really hurts, it hurts!
It hurts so much that it's hard to breathe, and it hurts so much that it's heartbreaking!
In the tears and pain, Lan Qin didn't know how she fell asleep, it was raining last night, and her head was like someone had smashed her head with a fist a few times, heavy and painful.
Wen Ning and Ma Yunyun bought cold medicine for her early in the morning, fed her to eat, let her rest in the dormitory, and they asked the counselor for leave with her.
Lan Qin was in a daze, and she didn't know how long she had been asleep, when suddenly someone knocked on the door, she rubbed her eyes, supported her heavy body, and got up from the bed.
When he opened the door and saw Ye Rou who was dressed beautifully and with exquisite makeup, and then looked at himself with messy hair, red and swollen eyes, and wearing cartoon pajamas, Lan Qin really felt that he was not as feminine as Ye Rou, and it was no wonder that Ling Yirui liked Ye Rou-
I don't know what Ye Rou came to her to do in the morning, Lan Qin was sad all night and had a cold, she wouldn't talk to Ye Rou in a good voice, with a small face, she said coldly, "You come, have something to do with me?" ”
When she spoke, she had a very nasal voice, and when she heard it, she caught a cold.
Ye Rou frowned and looked at Lan Qin's eyes as red and swollen as walnuts, "Yes, I have something to tell you, are we going to talk in your dormitory, or are we going to talk outside?" ”
Lan Qin pursed his lips, "You wait for me, I'll change my clothes." ”
"Okay."
After washing and changing her clothes, Lan Qin put on light makeup, even if she had already lost to Ye Rou, she didn't want to be too sloppy and embarrassed!
If you lose, you have to lose with dignity!
She took Ye Rou to a bubble tea shop at school.
After ordering two cups of milk tea, she asked Ye Rou, "What are you looking for me?" "She doesn't think that she and Ye Rou have anything to talk about?
Ye Rou looked at the girl in front of her, her bright and delicate facial features, although her eyes were a little red and swollen, and her face was a little pale, it did not affect her beauty, like a glowing night pearl, bright and dazzling.
The last time she went to Ling's house, she could see that Yirui's mother liked her very much and wanted her to be the daughter-in-law of the Ling family.
If Lan Qin and Yi Rui are together, both of them will be happy.
But what about her?
What should she do?
After giving a sincere heart, how can she go back to the past?
"Lan Qin, you went to find Yi Rui last night and saw the picture of me with him, right?"
Lan Qin held the little hand of milk tea and tightened it, she knew that Ye Rou had something to say next, so she didn't open her mouth and continued to wait.
"I know you like Yirui, but have you thought about it, your liking has caused him a psychological burden, he has always treated you as a sister, you always appear by his side intentionally or unintentionally, what should you let him choose? Should I choose you as my sister or should I choose my lover? ”
Lan Qin took a sip of milk tea, her expression was indifferent, the corners of her lips were slightly curved, and she was slightly mocking, "Does my existence give you a sense of crisis?" "Otherwise, how could he have come all the way to the school to find her?
Ye Rou was stunned for a moment, then smiled, with a hint of disdain in her eyes, "It's not that there is a sense of crisis, but to convey his heart for Yi Rui." He and I are about to get married, and I hope you can put away your liking and never have any contact with him in the future! ”
Lan Qin smiled, "Why didn't he just come and tell me?" Are you his spokesperson? ”
Ye Rou didn't expect this girl to speak so sharply, she took a deep breath and took out the last killer move, "Lan Qin, I just want to live a good life with Yi Rui, I don't want him to have a girl by his side who always dominates him under the banner of his sister, you also know his character, he has watched you grow up since he was a child, you really want to pester him, and he can't say anything." Moreover, I was pregnant, his child. ”
Ye Rou took out a checklist and a B-ultrasound sheet from her bag and placed them in front of Lan Qin.
Lan Qin glanced at it quickly, and saw that Ye Rou had been pregnant for more than a month, and her heart tightened.
His face, which had always maintained a calm face, finally began to appear the cracks that Ye Rou wanted to see.
Lan Qin's lips trembled, and her eyes were red and said, "Since you have a child, I will naturally not bother Brother Rui Bao in the future, don't worry, I will stay away from him!" ”
Lan Qin didn't know how he got out of the bubble tea shop, and on the way back to the dormitory, the tears never stopped.
Lying on the bed, she cried for a long time before she fell asleep groggily.
woke up again, and was woken up by Ma Yunyun.
Opening her misty eyes, she looked at Ma Yunyun with a wicked smile on her face, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Why are you looking at me with such eyes?" ”
"Your handsome guy is here, just downstairs in the dormitory, he is really handsome, many girls walked past him, and their eyes were straight."
Lan Qin let out a flat 'oh'.
He came over to deliver her a bag!
Getting up from the bed, Lan Qin dressed himself up. It's not that I want to look good in front of him, but I want to make myself more energetic, and I don't want him to see that he is not feeling well.
Because, with what she knew about him, if he learned that she had a cold, he would definitely shush and ask for warmth.
Now, even if it's her brother's warmth for her sister, she doesn't need it anymore!
……
Downstairs, Lan Qin saw Xinchang's figure standing under the tree at a glance.
She walked over with a pale face and called out faintly, "Brother Ruibao." ”
Ling Yirui's eyes were bloodshot, it looked like he hadn't slept well last night, Lan Qin thought that he was with Ye Rou last night, it must have been too much of a bath!
Ling Yirui looked at Lan Qin with a faint expression, I don't know if it was his delusion, her attitude today has changed significantly from last night.
It was like silently resisting and repelling him.
"Are you not feeling well? Got a cold? Even though her voice was soft, he could hear it a little nasal.
He raised his hand to touch her forehead, but she took a big step back, causing his hand to flutter.
The atmosphere, a little awkward and stiff.
Lan Qin didn't want to talk to him more, she looked at the Bentley he parked not far away, "My bag is in the car, right?" ”
"Well," Ling Yirui walked over and took out the bag with her, "Have you had lunch, let's eat together, I have something to tell you." ”
"I've eaten, I'll have something to do later, Brother Ruibao, you go and get busy with yours!" She turned, trying to leave.
"Qin'er!" Ling Yirui caught up with her, grabbed her wrist, and found that her hands were very hot, and he frowned, "You have a cold?" ”
Lan Qin shook off his hand, she used all her strength, and glared at him with red eyes, "I said don't worry about you, I am very disgusted with you now, do you know?" Can you stop bothering me lately? I just want to be alone! ”
Ling Yirui was shocked by Lan Qin, who was furious.
In my impression, it was the first time that she had grown so big and been so angry with him.
Thin lips, tightly pursed into a straight line.
Grabbing her slender wrist, he forcibly took her to the car.
Starting the engine, he drove away from the campus.
Lan Qin didn't bother to argue with him, she knew that he must be taking her to the hospital now.
He accompanied her in the hospital to hang up a drip, bought her food, and when she came out of the hospital, it was already afternoon.
She thought he would take her straight back to school, but unexpectedly, he parked the car on a quiet tree-lined path.
Lan Qin's little face kept looking out of the car window, Ling Yirui looked at the back of her head, pursed her thin lips, and it took a long time to break the silence between the two, "Qin'er, I think it is necessary to tell you about the incident between us last night." ”
A sneer erupted from Lan Qin's lips, "What happened between us last night?" Brother Ruibao, don't tell me, you liked me last night, so you held my hand and had a belching affair with me, right? ”
After Ling Yirui was silent for a moment, he nodded, "...... Be! ”
If it were the past, Lan Qin would definitely be ecstatic. But now, she feels nothing but sadness and disappointment.
In the past, Brother Rui Bao was a very responsible and good man in her heart, and he would not easily kiss other women, let alone have a relationship with other women.
However, he kissed Ye Rou, let her have a child, and now he runs over to tell her that he likes her.
This is too ridiculous and funny!
She is not a fool, she has seen him and Ye Rou kissing intimately several times, is it okay to be like that if you don't love?
"Brother Ruibao, if you say this kind of thing again, I think everyone will be strangers in the future!" She doesn't want to be a brother and sister with an irresponsible person, and be a relative!
Lan Qin's attitude surprised Ling Yirui.
Was it her statement that she was too anxious to make her afraid?
Also, he kept telling her that he just regarded her as a sister, and now he suddenly changed, and even he himself was scared, let alone her?
He shouldn't have rushed to this moment.
"Qin'er ......"
Lan Qin didn't want to listen to what he said anymore, she said coldly, "Brother Ruibao, I'm really tired, please send me to the side of the road, I want to take a taxi back to school." ”
The coldness and disgust in her tone made his heart tighten.
Without saying anything more, he drove her back to school.
Along the way, she still pointed the back of her head to him, and she didn't say a word to him.
As soon as she arrived at the school, she pushed the car door open and hurriedly got out of the car.
Ling Yirui looked at her back, his brows furrowed.
Later, he will go on a business trip, and during this time, he also needs to carefully sort out the current state of getting along with the two! At the same time, she needed a little time to accept his conversion!
However, he didn't expect that when he returned from a business trip, he had already found that she had left B University.
After asking her classmates, I learned that she had transferred schools.
called her, but she couldn't get through, so she went to find Uncle Lan and Aunt Su, and their family remained silent.
The world is so big, the Lan family has the intention to hide a person, even if he is powerful in G City, it is not easy to find.
This separation is actually five years apart!
He knew that she was avoiding him, and in the past five years, in the dead of night, he often stared at her photos in a daze.
If he had seen his heart earlier, would she not have left?