When I first woke up, I felt a little confused and didn't know where I was.

Later, the smell of disinfectant water and the feeling of holding Xu Wu on my hand showed that I was in the hospital.

The woman's voice next to me also kept calling my name softly, and I tried hard to grow my eyes before I realized that it was Xu Yan next to me.

I glanced at her. Seeing that her eyes were red, she kept sniffling, and she looked like she had just cried.

She gently stroked my forehead with her hand and asked me how I was feeling.

I had three far-fetched tugs at the corners of my mouth and said, "I'm fine." ”

Although I said this, I felt the pain in my body, and when I moved and moved gently, it hurt like a heartbreak, and I couldn't help grinning.

Xu Yan was very distressed to see me so uncomfortable. Tears also fell, and he held my hand and did not speak.

I looked out the window and saw that it was pitch black, and I realized that it was night.

I've been heartless for a long time, I don't know how to feel sorry for someone, and I don't know what it's like to be hurt.

I've experienced it when I've lived. But that was a long time ago, so long ago that I don't remember it at all.

I refused to see Xu Yan care about me so much now, and I was really moved in my heart.

But I'm the kind of person who is grateful to others and won't say everything, there are three words that really can't be said completely, I always feel too hypocritical, and I didn't say words of gratitude to Xu Yan, but I tried to make my face look calm, so that she thought I wasn't so painful. She can still feel better in her heart.

Later, Xu Yan told me that in the afternoon, our homeroom teacher and the director of academic affairs came to see me, and said that I should recuperate in the next few days, and they would investigate this matter, and a few of my friends also came, and it was a few of them who found me on the playground, and later called Xu Yan.

I stared blankly at the ceiling and waited for her to finish before asking her, "Where's my dad?" ”

When Xu Yan heard me ask, she fell silent for a while, and then slowly said after a while: "What is your father, it's all bad, and he can't come back." ”

I don't know if what Xu Yan said is true or false, I just feel that it's sad that I am like this now and I don't have any relatives by my side.

I'm not a kid who will cry to adults when I'm robbed of candy, but I'm also a kid who wants to have a father's love as much as I want. It's just that I don't have anything that is normal for other people's children.

I don't know if the injury on my body is too painful or my heart is too uncomfortable, my eyes are moist and, in order not to let Xu Yan see it, I don't look to the side.

Xu Yan asked me if I was hungry, I shook my head, she peeled an apple for me to feed, and told me that the doctor said that there was nothing wrong with me, it was just a three-skin trauma, just a three-skin trauma, just recuperate and recuperate. Clip every musician.

Because I can't stand this oppressive feeling in the hospital. It will make me can't help but think of the days when I was in the hospital before I died, and refused to let Xu Yan apply and the whole hospital the next day.

The hospital didn't insist, saying that there was no need for injections and asked Xu Yan to take me back and give me more nutritious food.

Before leaving the hospital, I asked Xu Yan to hold me to see and see the long bangs.

Long bangs knew about my hospitalization, and when he saw me coming, he was very excited, and sat up all of a sudden, asking me why I didn't rest in the ward.

At that time, he was a lot of people and I was very annoyed, but I didn't say anything.

I smiled at the long bangs and said, "I thought I could be in a ward with you, accompany you, since there is no one, then I won't live here, I'll go home." ”

Actually, I had something else I wanted to say to Chang Bangs at the time, but I didn't open my mouth because he was there.

However, the long bangs did not shy away from it at all, and said to me: "Silently, don't worry, wait for you, I will also be in the hospital, and we must call ......back."

"What a fight!"

Before he finished speaking, he snorted a lot, and dropped the teacup in his hand, and the sound was quite loud, which scared us all.

He said to me with a very ugly face at that time: "Okay, you go quickly, except for fighting, fighting, why didn't I see you studying hard." ”

"Many, Xu Mo is the second in our class." Long bangs impatiently defended me.

Their faces were half and half at the time, and then they said, "Who knows how that second came about." ”

Long bangs were unhappy all of a sudden, and yelled at him: "Duo, what are you talking nonsense." ”

I didn't feel good when I heard this, but I didn't say anything, so I hurriedly said hello to the long bangs and left.

When Xu Yan saw that I was all coming, she hurriedly hugged me and asked me why there was so much movement inside, I smiled bitterly and said no.

Later, in the past few days when I was recuperating at home, Xiaopang and Wang Anmin came to see me, Sister Xuanxuan, Zhuo Xiaoyu and Xiao Lu also came, and even the president of our class brought a few classmates from our class to visit me, but only the person I wanted to come to the most did not come.

Xia Meng, like the trance light of my vitality, is close in front of me, but it is untouchable.

During the period of recuperation in the past few days, I took the opportunity to think a lot, and many things that I couldn't see before were slowly thought about.

I probably stayed at home for more than a week, and although the injuries on my body were not completely healed, they were almost the same, not so painful, and I went to school on Monday morning.

At that time, Xu Yan sent me there, and before leaving, she gave me two hundred yuan, and told me to study hard and stop fighting.

I went to the dormitory to put something in the classroom, and our class was in English class, so I went back to my seat after making a report to the English teacher.

I looked at Xia Meng at the time, and when I came in, she looked at me, but immediately looked away, and her face was full of indifference.

I know that the only trace of good feeling in Xia Meng's heart is gone.

Good students and bad students are not the same thing, even though I am a bad student with good grades.

During class, Xiaopang secretly told me that the people who beat me were dealt with, and because there were too many people, they couldn't be fired if they refused to be all fired, so they were all punished.

Seeing that he didn't cover Huang Ju Mao, I asked him, "What about Huang Ju Mao, is he okay?" ”

Xiaopang's face darkened when he heard this, and then he whispered: "The first few in high school have carried everything down, and they have nothing to do with Huang Jumao's gang." ”

I was quite angry when I heard Chubby's words, but I didn't have a seizure, and I knew in my heart that it was impossible to point to the school to put things in order, and even if I could, I wouldn't give up.

I have to be strong when I am small, and I must fight back if others bully me, and I must fight back twice or three times.

Xiaopang later told me that the boss of our first year of high school was also selected by Cao Xiaojun from Class 17.

I was a little surprised when I heard that Cao Xiaojun and Xiao Lu were in the same class.

Seeing that I was stunned, Xiaopang continued to say to me: "Brother Mo, then, I heard that Cao Xiaojun has always been interesting to Xiao Lu, you should pay more attention to yourself." ”

After speaking, Xiaopang looked at Xia Meng on the side, and then said to me: "Brother Mo, I decide, you still have a heart for Xia Meng, I think you and Xiao Lu are a good match, you didn't see that she was worried about you in the days when you were beaten, you look at Xia Meng again, it's like no one, even if it's an ordinary classmate, there are more or less three ...... Oops......"

Before Chubby could finish speaking, a chalk head flew over his head, and he subconsciously covered his forehead with his hand.

Then I heard our English teacher shouting, "Zhu Zhenyue, you say down here, stand up for me." ”

Chubby rubbed his head, stood up a little reluctantly, and muttered "It's all your fault", so I covered my mouth and snickered on the table.

As a result, before he finished laughing, he heard the English teacher continue: "Xu Mo, you also stand up, a slap can't be heard." ”

My laughter instantly retracted and rose, and then I stood up dejectedly, and now it was Chubby's turn to cover my mouth and snicker.

Later, at the end of the second period, because my health had not yet recovered, I refused to ask our homeroom teacher to ask me for a leave of absence, so that I could sit in the classroom and not have to run exercises.

I thought it was just me in the classroom, but Xia Meng didn't go.

It is estimated that she has already taken a leave of absence, and she didn't even stand up when she got out of class, and kept her head down to make sentences.

At that time, 80% of the reason why girls didn't run away was a stomachache, and then the head teacher approved it with a heartfelt understanding.

Many boys in our class always joke about this, envying how easy it is for girls to ask for leave.

Originally, I wasn't sure if Xia Meng was menstrual or not, but when I saw a glass of brown sugar water on her table, I guessed and.

At that time, she and I were in the classroom, and I was quite excited, and I finally hesitated for a while before I took the initiative to get up and sit next to Xia Meng, and said to her: "That's it, I've fallen behind and a lot of homework these days, can you take the time to help me with tutoring." ”

After I said this, Xia Meng's pen stopped writing and, although she may hate me in her heart now, but how to say that she is still very kind-hearted, besides, I am taking the initiative to ask for learning, taking the initiative to ask for progress, and she has no reason to refuse.

After a long time, she looked up at me and said, "Okay, but you have to promise me that you will not fight in the future and concentrate on studying." ”

I hesitated, but I said to her, "That's it." ”

With that, I stood up and sat back in my seat.

Xia Meng was very angry at the time, and kept glaring at me, so he shouted at me: "Xu Mo, why are you so unenterprising." ”

I looked back at her, didn't speak, lowered my head, and rubbed my hands together.

She seemed to be very angry, and there were three hatreds in her tone, and she continued to say to me: "Xu Mo, don't you think it's ridiculous now that you once said that you tested me, a difference of one point is also bad, I sue you, just like you, don't think about me being your girlfriend in your life." ”R832