Chapter 1 [Save! 】
"In Songjiang, this city, a man drowned and died, and his identity is unknown. The man, dressed in a white T-shirt and sky-blue jeans, held a wooden box in his arms and asked the relatives of the deceased to come and identify him. ”
-- Matsuyama City News.
On August 18, 2012, in Songshan City, the weather was still so hot and dry, but Han Shuo, who was sitting on a computer chair in a room in a certain community, was feeling a little cold in his heart at this time.
He looked around blankly, it was his own room, yes, but the things around him were so bizarre. Bai Xiang's computer, rice mobile phone, and Zhou Jielun's poster on the wall have also become a person he has never seen before.
The surrounding qiē was so strange to him, but it was so familiar.
Could it be that this is the legendary parallel space? A different world because of different choices in history?
Wrong! Han Shuo scratched his hair in annoyance, why did I keep struggling with parallel space, the most important question now was: Am I reborn?
He looked at his arm, which had not become bloated from the long-term immersion, and when he touched his chest, his heart was still beating.
After confirming that he was reborn, he suddenly realized a very strict question, did the wooden box he was holding before jumping into the river also disappear with the rebirth?
It carries the love debt that he can't repay in his previous life, and it also carries the love that a girl doesn't ask for anything in return.
Bow your head, search hard, but to no avail. Looking up again, he suddenly noticed that in the corner of the computer desk, a picture frame stood quietly, and in the photo, a girl as beautiful as a lilac leaned on his shoulder, with a beautiful smile like a lilac on her face.
It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but when he saw Sun Xiaodie in the photo again, his eyes were moist, and he couldn't stop feeling guilty in his heart.
He and Fluttershy Sun met in high school and spent three years together, the most beautiful and innocent three years.
After graduating, Sun was admitted to Yenching University, a nationally renowned university. As for him, because his score was too low, he resolutely gave up the opportunity to go to a junior college and chose to work in Yanjing, the city where Sun Xiaodie is located.
Sun's relatives began to teach Fluttershy to recognize reality and not pin her happiness on a person at the bottom of society who has no future, but Fluttershy always has a happy smile on her face.
"No, I love him! I'll raise him! ”
She would answer everyone who persuaded her to leave her, especially her parents.
He could imagine that when Sun Xiaodie said this, her whole mind was her own figure, she loved herself so much, in order to be with her, she was willing to bear the gossip with her thin body.
Unable to convince Sun, they turn their attention to him, leaving no effort to taunt him and ridicule him.
Although Sun Xiaodie doesn't care what others think of her, he cares, how can he be worthy of being a graduate of a major university? Even if the two get married by then, they will only be ridiculed by others, not a blessing!
And if he can't earn money to buy a house, he can't give her happiness, then he won't be at ease in his life.
So, he began to work overtime, began to work day and night, began to sleep only three hours a day, and after a month, the poor salary did double, but his health also collapsed, and he spent nearly half a year of savings in order to see a doctor.
Faced with this tragic situation, he was desperate for a while, until one day, a scout who claimed to be an astrological company brought him a ray of hope.
The other party said that he has a unique temperament, as long as he is packaged a little, he can become a big star, and he can be worth millions, or even tens of millions!
Everyone has a dream of stardom, and he is no exception, changing to his former self, when he meets such a person, he will definitely disdain to deal with this kind of liar, but he only relies on part-time work, and he never wants to buy a house of his own in his life, now, there is no other way, he can only try his luck, what if what the other party says is true?
However, the condition for fame is that you need the so-called training fee, well, in order to become famous, in order to give Fluttershy a happy life, he pays!
However, the other party used various excuses to collect all kinds of fees, and he still stupidly believed it, just for that glimmer of hope that could hardly be seen.
Later, all the money that could be borrowed was put in, but the hateful scout still shamelessly demanded money.
At that time, he also wanted to give up, but he was too deep, he was afraid that if he retreated, there would be no hope at all, and with no way out, he chose to borrow money from Sun Xiaodie.
Once, she didn't say anything, just smiled and shoved the money into his hands.
The second time, she still had a smile on her face when she gave him the money.
Three times, still the same.
Every time he was ashamed to ask her to borrow money, she would get him money unconditionally.
Later, he discovers that Fluttershy is still smiling when she gives him the money, but her face is a little pale, but he is too carried away by the star dream to ask about these trivial things.
But the reality is cruel, and the ideal bubble will eventually be shattered. Until one day, when he could no longer pay the money, he found that the astrological company he thought would make him a star was empty, and his hopes turned to despair.
Not only did the money put into it go down the drain, he also owed a lot of debt.
In the summer of the same year, he accompanied Sun Xiaodie back to Songshan City.
On August 18th, what happened that afternoon, he will never forget.
That day, Fluttershy calls him to ask him out, and when he gets there, he finds her affectionately holding the arm of a strange man.
The man was in a suit and leather shoes, with car keys in his hand, and the guy looked at him with such contempt, like a maggot at the bottom of society.
When she proposed to break up, he was calmly frightened, and when the man came to him curiously, he suddenly grabbed the other man like an angry lion, and bit him fiercely, beating him to the point of bleeding.
Although he thinks Sun Xiaodie has betrayed him, he is reluctant to beat her after all.
After that incident, he had no hope for the future and chose to leave the place that left him grief-stricken.
He lives on the streets, he wanders most of the country, but he finds that he still can't forget her.
When he returns and plucks up the courage to take one last look at Fluttershy, what makes him feel like the sky is about to fall is that he finally gets the news of Fluttershy's death.
Now, when nothing can be recovered, he realizes that Fluttershy didn't betray him, because at that time, her father's illness was very serious, and the operation cost 120,000 yuan, and if he didn't have this operation, her father would probably not survive to the end of the month!
At that time, he was in debt and couldn't borrow a dime, let alone the operation fee of 120,000 yuan.
In desperation, she agreed to marry the man who agreed to pay for the operation! I deliberately stayed close to that man before, just to make him think that she left him because of money, so as not to make him feel guilty!
On August 22, 2012, the eve of the wedding, Fluttershy disappeared from the home.
The next day, the body of a woman was recovered in Songjiang, who was wearing a wedding dress at the time.
Fluttershy chooses to die to prove her loyalty to her.
Only then did he know the truth, he slapped himself hard, laughing at himself at the time and thinking that she had betrayed her, if she was a little more competitive at that time, not in debt, but able to raise money for her father's surgery, would she choose to leave herself? Would she choose to use death as a sign of loyalty to herself?
No! The answer, of course, is no!
But is it useful to ask these questions at the time? It's useless! Fluttershy won't survive!
Later, he works hard to get Fluttershy's relics, a wooden box with only two words written on it: Beloved.
And when he opened the wooden box and picked up the stack of hospital blood donation lists inside, he only felt that the blood in his head was rushing, and his body couldn't stop twitching.
He looked at the stack of blood sales slips in his hand, and the tips of his right fingers dug deep into his palm, trying to use pain to redeem the lost conscience.
The money Fluttershy lends herself money for selling her blood! It's selling blood!
's dream of stardom actually paved the way with a girl's blood, is he still a human being? No! Not at all! I'm a demon!
Hates myself for just diving headlong into fantasy and ignoring Fluttershy's pale face! If he knew about this qiē, then he said he wouldn't let her do it again.
Fluttershy loves herself so much that she's willing to give her a bit for herself! But what about yourself? Nothing was brought to her! Nothing!
That night, he used the last money on his body to buy two bottles of cheap liquor and drank drunk.
That night, he chose to end his maggot-like life in Songjiang.
Since you can't be born on the same day and month of the same year, and you can't die on the same day of the same month, you can choose to die in the same place.
And now, Han Shuo looked up at the ceiling, his depressed mood was relieved a little, but in the blink of an eye, it became heavy, it was true, God treated him well and gave him a chance to start over, but Sun Xiaodie would call him to break up with him immediately, and he couldn't get the surgery fee, so Sun Xiaodie would still choose to commit suicide by jumping into the river a week later!
Thinking that a week later, there would be a corpse of a woman in a wedding dress floating on the surface of the Songjiang River, Han Shuo clenched his fists, and he also felt a breath holding in his heart, making it difficult for him to breathe.
He couldn't help but cry out in his heart, why? Why let me be born again, but not let me change this qiē? Fluttershy, you know what? I've repented and tried, but I still can't solve this mortal situation!
What exactly should I do?
As Han Shuo complained about the injustice of fate, a mechanical voice suddenly sounded in his mind:
"The heterogeneous system finds the target and begins to confirm."
Han Shuo didn't pay attention to this voice, he only thought that he had auditory hallucinations because he didn't adapt to the environment after being reborn.
"Target Han Shuo, confirm success. Start the matching procedure. ”
When he heard this, Han Shuo no longer thought it was an auditory hallucination, he said loudly to the place where this sound came from, "Who are you?" Did you make me reborn? ”
Silent.
Deathly silence.
"If you chose to let me be born again, why didn't you give me a chance?" No one responded, Han Shuo shouted again, in one day's time, where do you ask me to raise 120,000 for the operation, the previous debt has not been paid off, who will lend me money! Are you trying to push me to the brink?
"The system can solve the current crisis of the host, and if the host agrees, the binding process will be initiated." The sound of the system rang out at this time.
"Only by believing in you can I get sick." Han Shuo "cut", thinking about what he had just done was really funny, how could he believe in something that he didn't even know what it looked like, so he didn't care about it anymore.
Just turned his head and saw Sun Xiaodie in the photo, and he suddenly felt a pain in his heart.
Bell bell bell -
The phone rings! It's Fluttershy calling!
Here it comes! What should come will come after all!
Han Shuo's heart suddenly stopped, as long as he answered the phone, Fluttershy would ask him to go somewhere, and every word of the past would be played again!
Perhaps Fluttershy still has hope in herself, and if her father doesn't have a bad illness, then she will follow her without regrets and comfort herself behind her, no matter how poor she is.
Because Fluttershy has always loved herself, she wouldn't have died because she wouldn't have died.
"We can't let the tragedy happen again!" Han Shuo's chin rested on his right hand, his fingers bobbing up and down rapidly, his brows tightly locked, and finally, he made up his mind, he chose to follow the voice in his head, because at this time he had no way out, but he was not very reassured, and asked uncertainly, "Are you sure you can solve my current crisis?" ”
"Sure." Although there was no trace of emotion in that voice, it could still make people hear the deliberately accentuated tone.
"Okay, I agree, you can get started!" Han Shuo gritted his teeth and said, Sun Xiaodie's appearance came to mind, her face was pale when she finished drawing blood, but she was pretending to be happy in front of him, and he felt his soul tremble.
"Heterogeneous System Binding......
"Host Han Shuo, binding is successful."
"The main mission of the system is being set up - to help the host become an outlier that is criticized by people all over the world."
Han Shuo didn't care about this, heterogeneity was heterogeneity, for Fluttershy's sake, why not be the enemy of the world?
"The main line of the system is set successfully."
"System reward distribution ......"
The phone ringtone is still ringing, and the qiē is still the same, as if the qiē that happened just now is just a dream.
Why haven't things turned around yet? Why! Is it lying to me? Han Shuo became very angry and slammed the computer desk hard, he had been deceived in the previous life and lost a qiē, could it still be like this in this life? Then why does God want him to be reborn? Do you want him to experience this pain to the bone? If that's the case, then just let him die!
However, just as he was disheartened, a voice came from the computer, and a Penguin News window popped up:
The micro-film "Love Liar" is about to be broadcast, and Sou Erha Studio is offering a reward of 120,000 yuan for the theme song.
120,000? The theme song? Solving the crisis?
Han Shuo's eyes widened, and he wanted to get on the computer screen.
If she makes it and gets the 120,000 prize, Fluttershy won't break up with her! I won't commit suicide by jumping into the river on the eve of my marriage! Things are still turning around!
The thought of this makes his heart beat faster, Fluttershy, I will protect you with my life in this life, and I will not let you be hurt in any way!
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